I Want to Find Love

(恋を見附たい, Koi wo Mitsuketai)

A Lolibear Fanfiction

Vampire Knight

Chapter 03: Devotion

Authors note: Thanks to my reviewers so far~ You have encouraged me to write more! Thanks to mustachepanda and LadyNorth76~ LadyNorth76 to answer your question, Yes, he will. I will get to it next chapter :3 (Sorry, I originally uploaded the wrong version with a lot of errors! it has been fixed!)

Disclaimer: I don't own "Vampire Knight" or it's characters... although I really wish I did because this series kicks ass! :3


"As you both know," His voice was full of complete seriousness unlike his usual child-like and carefree voice. A scowl between his glasses formed. "There has been a drastic increase of Level E's. We have seen and exterminated ten in almost three weeks." The two students stood side-by-side, with their backs straight and as equally stern looks on their faces as their chairman and father. Kaien looked up from his desk to his children.

"We still aren't sure of what they want, but we need to take extra care of our grounds and the students." Zero and Yuuki nodded in unison. Kaien's scowl deepened. "It would be a lot of trouble if an innocent student was injured. It's been decided that at night, our security will be increased."

Zero was pleading to himself that his guess would be wrong about what Kaien was going to say.

"I have discussed it with Kaname and it has been decided that two night class students will be working with you during your nights." Zero immediately slammed his fist as hard as he could on the chairman's desk. Kaien jumped from the sudden reaction and a dramatic "waaaaahhhh" escaped from his lips.

"Zero..." Yuuki put her hand on his shoulder to pull him away from the desk. She pulled his fist up to examine it. Thankfully he didn't injure himself badly.

"Like hell I would work with those damned blood suckers!" his eyes were mad with rage and he ripped his fist out of Yuuki's hands.

"Zero..." she said softly and put her hands back to her sides.

"Zero." Kaien was more stern as he stood up. Zero had grown fast in the past few years. He was now only a centimeter from Kaien's tall 184. He remembered the day he first took Zero home and had him meet Yuuki. Yuuki was only 137 centimeters tall which he beat by only 15 centimeters. In four short years he had grown to this tall height of 183 centimeters. Zero was still a growing person and Kaien didn't reach his height until his mid-twenties. He often wondered if Zero will grow taller than him and have to look up at him to speak. He walked around his desk and moved to stand in front of the young male.

"Yuuki has been attacked twice now and was injured the first time." Zero's eyes widened in shock. He looked at Yuuki with an angered face 'She didn't tell me... twice?! why' He though as even more anger built into his body.

"We cannot let with continue. Yuuki has a weapon and was still hurt, we can't let this happen to any students." Kaien said with a force behind his voice. Zero deepened his glare and turned to stomp away. Once he got to the door and put his hand over the handle and Kaien spoke again, "Don't worry Zero, you and Yuuki will still be a team." he spoke.

Zero let out a 'che!' sound, walked out and efficiently slammed one of the double doors.

"Chairman," Yuuki spoke to help alleviate the air after Zero left.

"Zero-kun!" Kaien cried out loudly while tears fell down his face, "Why does he hate me, so?" he pleaded to Yuuki and attempted to grab onto her. She of course stepped out the way which almost caused the straw haired man to fall over.

"You too, Yuuki!?" He cried and she let out a small cough. "Chairman, please fill me in more." She said, not impacted at all with her father's display of emotions. He perked back to his serious self and moved to sit back in his chair.

"Kaname has given us permission to use two Night Class students to help watch the grounds." Yuuki nodded and gave a questioning look to the Chairman. "The two students," he continued, "are Aidou Hanabusa-san and Kain Akatsuki."

"Any other instructions?" She already had a short history with Aidou but his cousin Kain, she hadn't gotten to know to well yet.

"Just meet them at seven tonight by the water fountain and then start patrolling." Kaien said and turned to paperwork that was set on his desk.

Yuuki bowed and took her leave, "Be on time for dinner!" Kaien called after her, "It's Sukiyaki tonight!"


After dinner Yuuki sat in her room and tried killing time until she had to go back on her nightly patrols. On weekends she stayed at her father's house and during the week she stayed in the dorms with Sayori. She silently flipped through a book and Sayori had given her to read but it wasn't really peaking her interests, even seventy-five pages into it. On the page she was reading the main character had just been saved by her love and for a moment a face popped into her head.

It's not like she loved this person. Just she felt she owed him something. He had saved her and she found it a little... cool. The look in his eyes. She shook her head unbelievably. "Ha! Yeah right!" she said out loud before checking her watch to see that it was time to go.


Yuuki stood next to Zero patiently waiting for their new co-workers to show up. Zero seemed angry still but refused to speak to Yuuki no matter how much she tried. They weren't there one moment and the next they were. Aidou stood handsomely with his icey eyes shining in the dark. His Cousin Kain towered over Yuuki with his tall 192 centimeter body. His fire-burnt eyes and hair stood out even more than Aidou's in the dark.

"Aidou-senpai, Kain-senpai," Yuuki bowed to them, "Thank you for your help with this."

"It wasn't by choice." Kain explained.

Zero glared at the two vampires with a hateful look on his face. "Meet here in an hour." he said and began walking off. Yuuki bowed back to the vampires and ran to catch up with Zero.

They had worked hard the night. After four hours of quietness and not even seeing a fan girl of one of the Night Class students, Yuuki and Zero decided to take a short break.

They sat together under a tree to relax a bit. "I'm sorry Zero." Yuuki broke their silence. "I know how much you hate them..." she let a small, hurt smile cross her face.

"They are all arrogant bastards." When Yuuki tried to respond to him, he covered her mouth. He listened and Yuuki jerked from his grip.

"what is it?" She whispered.

Zero stood up and pulled out his Bloody Rose. "There is a presence of a Vampire near by." he said. Yuuki immediately stood up and pulled out Artemis. They silently walked down a path through trees until they got closer to the presence. They walked close together until a voice spoke to them.

"I've been waiting for you." A deep male voice called to them. They pushed past a bush and saw three Vampires, a male and a female, with a Level E.

"You aren't supposed to be here," Zero said to them and pointed his gun in their direction. The male vampire was tall with long black hair and piercing red eyes. The female had the same piercing eyes with short red hair. The Level E look scraggly with a poisoned look on his face. He was full of blood lust and craved to eat.

"Why are you here?" Yuuki called chimed in. The female vampire smiled and let out a chuckle.

"We've been sent here, to kill the pure bloods." she said and gestured to the Level E which immediately pounced towards Yuuki. She Smacked it in the face with Artemis and it fell to the ground. Zero quickly walked over and shot it. It turned to ash and the wind quickly blew his leftovers away leaving a small pool of blood in the spot where he died.

While Zero was distracted the male vampire snuck up on Yuuki. He grabbed her by the throat and waist and pulled her into his body. She let out a shriek and Zero looked in Yuuki's direction.

"Yuuki!" He yelled and tried running towards her but the female had already made her move. Yuuki screamed in horror.

The woman had a long nail completely sticking through the left side of Zero's chest. He had a shocked look on his face and he looked at his wound in terror. He let out a gasp and tried lifting his gun up, but he could only drop it. The woman let out a snicker and pulled her nail out of him. Zero fell to the ground with a 'thud' and blood was clearly pooling in the grass.

"ZERO!" Yuuki screamed and tried to get out of the mans grasp.

"You smell delicious." The man whispered into Yuuki's ear. "I guess I missed" the woman frowned and went to attack again.

The man pulled Yuuki's hair and forced her head to the side to take a bite from her neck but was stopped suddenly. He was pulled away from Yuuki so forcefully the she fell back on the ground. Ice covered the ground and the man was completely covered then disappeared as the ice broke apart. Yuuki saw Aidou standing over her, his eyes glowed in the darkness. A yowl burst into the air and Yuuki turned to see the female on fire and fall to the ground. Kain quickly stood over Zero and picked him up.

"He is still alive, she missed his heart." He yelled to Aidou.

"Take him to Kurosu Kaien, Akatsuki." Aidou yelled back a knelt by Yuuki's side. "Don't worry." His voice tried to soothe her. Kain quickly ran with Zero to the main building.

Yuuki tried standing up to follow but her legs gave out underneath her. Aidou caught her before she could fall to hard. Her breathing was shallow and fast paced.

"Don't worry." he repeated again, "Kiryuu Zero will be fine." He said soothingly in almost a whisper to Yuuki. She turned to face him with a worried look.

Tears welled up in her eyes and she was crying and breathing uncontrollably. "Now, now," Aidou pulled her into his chest and wrapped his arms around her. She buried her head into his chest and cried. She pulled his uniform into fists and cried desperately.

"I can guarantee you he will be fine." He stroked her back until her breathing started to slow and she cut back on her tears. "Nothing major was hit, it will be fine," he continued, "I wouldn't lie to you about this." he promised and Yuuki met his eyes. Her face was slightly red and her eyes were puffy.

There was a pain in his chest. Her normally cute and kind face was covered in worry and sadness. A small blush covered his face as he grabbed Yuuki's hands to stand her up. She grabbed onto him. He stiffened and tried pulling away.

"Can I stay like this for a while?" She asked and Aidou almost let out a pitiful 'aaaawwwww' sound.

"I-if you promise not to tell Kaname-sama, or else he would kill me!" Aidou said sternly. Yuuki shook her head in agreement. "Now let's get you back home for tonight, Kurosu Yuuki." He started walking her back to Kaien's house.

"Are you okay?" Hanabusa asked her sincerely. "Are you scared?" He continued.

She shook her head no. "I believe there are good and bad vampires." She told him.

Hanabusa let out a small laugh, "I don't think it is quite that simple," He mocked her. "Well what do you think of me?" Aidou asked the still emotionally fragile girl.

"I think you are a kind vampire." They reached her doorstep. She still held on to his hand and continued speaking. "You are a good vampire, that has saved me twice already." A blush crossed his face and he quickly turn his head from her eye contact to hide it. "I wish more vampires were as kind as you." Yuuki smiled.

Aidou trying to calm himself down decided to be cocky, "I know, I'm great, aren't I?" He leaned against the front door. "Why don't you repay me by giving me some of your blood?" He flashed a smile at her, showing off his long, pointy fangs. Yuuki laughed it off.

"You have already bitten me. You don't need to again!" She said with more than a little seriousness.

'That's right.' Aidou though to himself, 'I bit her hand when I was angry with her. I drank from her for only a short moment, but it was the best moment of feeding I've had.' He ran a hand through his golden locks. 'Her blood is delicious. I've never been satisfied with those damn tablet's since'

"I can't have more? You are delicious." He asked again. Yuuki pushed him away and opened the door.

"Thank you for saving me and walking me home." She paused. "I won't let you do that but I'll think of another way to repay you." She smiled at him. "Goodnight." Yuuki walked in a closed the door.

Aidou stood there for a moment starring at where she just was. A sudden relief washed against him and he relaxed. "That girl is..." he started walking away and back to his dorm "different." his heart beat picked up suddenly.


Yuuki locked the door behind her. Kaien was still up and waiting for her to return.

"Zero is okay." He spoke with a yawn. "He is sleeping now, so maybe leave him alone until he wakes up himself." He instructed and then said goodnight and went into his own room.

As Yuuki walked to her own room she heard a low gasp as she passed past Zero's door. She knock and opened the door. To her surprise Zero was already awake and leaning against his wall with his legs stretched out on his bed and bare chest with the exception of a large bandage on his chest. He looked at her, his eyes were completely red and he was fighting a hunger fit.

"Zero!" She closed his door paced over to his bed. "Zero... I'm so sorry you got hurt because of me... You must be so hungry." She immediately undid her blazer buttons and threw it to the ground. She unbuttoned each of her dress shirt buttons and revealed a small black tank top underneath. She tossed her dress shirt on the ground and sat on the bed.

"Please drink from me." She begged him and sat back in between his legs and leaned her back against his bare chest, minding his bandages. Zero gasped and and put his hand over his mouth. A muffled "no." escaped his lips and Yuuki pulled her hair to one side to allow him to see her bare neck.

"Please Zero, you need it..." she pleaded with him. He couldn't hold back. With one hand he grabbed all of her hair into a fist and lightly pulled it to one side and with the other he covered her mouth. He bit into her neck deep and hard, good thing his hand was covering her mouth or a loud moan that only came out quiet and muffled would have filled the house. He drank from her and every few moments Yuuki would groan from the dull pain. After a few minutes of drinking Zero pulled back and licked her neck to help stop the bleeding and lick up and traveling down her neck. He let go of her mouth and hair and hugged her tightly.

"Can you stay with me tonight, Yuuki?" he whispered to her.


Aidou walked through the trees on his way back to the Moon Dorm "A damn human" he complained out loud. "A damn human got me flustered today. Not just any human, no!" He stopped and looked up at the moon and a light stars that covered the sky. "The human Kaname-sama is after." He let out a pitiful smile. Then he puckered up.

"A blood scent." He turned his head back to Kaien's house. "Yuuki's?" He ran back to the house and walked to a small window on the ground floor. He quietly peeked through the window and thankfully the curtains were drawn back so he could see inside. He gaped at the scene in front of him. Yuuki was on a bed with Zero. He had her pulled into his chest with his hand over her mouth.

"He is... feeding... Yuuki is giving blood to..." a blush crossed his face when Zero let go of her and started sapping up her blood. The look on her face... was something he suddenly desired to see again.

"Can you stay with me tonight, Yuuki?" He heard Zero's raspy voice ask her. Hanabusa suddenly felt a pang of jealousy when Yuuki shook her head yes. Zero continued licking and kissing her neck where he bit her.

"Kurosu... Yuuki," Aidou whispered to himself and then turned to go home for the night.


Well what do you think? I made this chapter a little longer, Each one will get longer and longer as I go, is that okay? Well please review and let me know what you think of this so far. Do you think it is getting interesting enough to want to read more?

For Their heights since I left them in Centimeters, Yuuki is 5 feet, Zero is 6 feet, Kaien is a little taller than 6 feet. Kain is 6 feet 2 inches and Aidou is 5 feet 10 inches.

Thanks for readin'!

-Ani