I was walking down the hall after class and I smiled once I spotted Scott talking to Stiles, Stiles had been ignoring him since the moutain lion incident but it was only a matter of time before they started talking again "Hey guys" I greeted standing next to Scott "Hey Sarah" they both greeted "So lemme get this straight, Derek wants you to tap into your animal side and get angry?" Stiles asked,

I nodded "Pretty much" I confirmed "Well correct me if I'm wrong but everytime Scott does that he tries to kill someone, and that someone's usually me" Stiles said "I know, that's what he means when he says he doesnt know if he can teach us" Scott said "The asshole's taken to chasing us down in car parks and scaring the shit out of me but that's just helping us run from the alpha, not control the shift" I explained "Well how's he planning on teaching you?" Stiles asked "I don't know, and I don't think he does either" Scott said

"Okay when are you guys seeing him again?" he exclaimed "He told us not to talk about it, just act normal and get through the day" Scott said, Stiles stopped us "When?" he repeated "Well he's picking Sarah up from home later and then their gonna come get me after work at the animal clinic" Scott replied "After work, well that gives me until the end of the school day then" Stiles sighed "To do what?" I asked nervously "To teach you guys myself" he said before walking away, I gave Scott a scared look before following Stiles.

We were sat in the cafeteria and while Stiles was thinking of a plan, Scott was sat to my left with his face hidden behind a book "Yeah because that's very subtle" I said motioning to the History book "Besides she's reading anyway" Stiles said glancing back at Alison, Scott had to hide from her until after the full moon but it was proving to be harder than' he thought

"So did you come up with a plan yet?" he whispered "I think so" Stiles said taking a bit of his apple "Does that mean you don't hate me now?" Scott asked hopefully "No. But your crap has infultrated my life so now I have to do something about it. Plus I'm deffinatly a better Yoda than' Derek" he said, I chuckled "Okay yeah you teach us" I said amused

"Yeah I'll be your Yoda" he said smirking at me "Yeah you be our Yoda" Scott agreed "Your Yoda I will be" Stiles said in a weird voice, I rolled my eyes and Scott shook his head "I said it backwards" Stiles pointed out "Yeah I know" Scott said "Okay you know what? I deffinatly still hate you, ha ha oh yeah" Stiles said grabbing his books, one of them being the book Scott was hiding behind, he walked out of the cafeteria and I laughed while shaking my head.

Stiles sat down on the bench of the lacrosse field with his lacrosse stuff while Scott and I watched in confusion "Okay now, put these on" he said handing a heart monitor to me then Scott, I looked down at the long strap and gave him another confused look "Aren't these the heart rate monitors for the track team?" Scott asked "Yeah I borrowed it" he replied, I tilted my head "You mean stole" I corrected

"Temporarily misapropriated, coach uses it to monitor his heart rate with his phone while he jogs you guys are gonna wear 'em for the rest of the day" he said, I glanced down at the phone in his hands "Coaches phone?" I asked knowingly "That I stole" he confirmed "Why?" Scott asked "Alright well your heart rate goes up when you go wolf right? When you're playing lacrosse when you're with Alison whenever you get angry" Stiles said, Scott nodded and Stiles faced me "I actually don't know what sets you off. I assume it's pretty much the same thing though right? Anger?" he asked,

I nodded "Yeah but it's also when I see someone I love or is friends with getting hurt, I feel really protective because when Derek hurt Scott before I jumped on him even though I knew I would lose the fight, and then when Scott tried to attack you" I explained, he nodded "So for you it's more feeling protective than' anger? Someone you love get's hurt you go wolf right?" he asked, I nodded in confirmation

"Well maybe learning to control the shift is learning to control your heart rate" he suggested "Like the incredible hulk?" Scott asked slightly excited "Kinda like the incredible hulk yeah" Stiles said "I'm like the incredible hulk" Scott said smiling "Would you shut up and put the strap on?" Stiles asked inpatiently, Scott nodded and did as he was told "So how do you know who's heart rate is high or low?" I asked curiously, he held out the coaches phone that showed two heart rate monitors on the screen, one had my name and the other had Scott's

"That's how" I muttered, I watched Scott lift his shirt and strap the monitor below his chest and my eyes widened a little as I glanced down at my tube dress, the only way to do this was either show my black boy shorts..or my black bra "Uh guys we may have a problem" I said scratching the side of my head "What?" Scott asked, I motioned to my dress

"You either see my lower half or the top half...which is it?" I asked annoyed, both their eyes widened "Uh top half" Scott exclaimed his protective brother mode kicking in, I nodded and took off my cardigan showing the straps of my bra before pulling the top part of my dress down to my waist "God Sarah, a little heads up would be nice" Stiles said struggling to not look at my chest, I rolled my eyes and strapped the heart monitor below my bra, I pulled the dress back up and pulled on my black cardigan

"There all done" I exclaimed, Scott turned back around and so did Stiles "And now for the tape" Stiles said leading us out into the middle of the field, he pulled out some duct tape and taped Scott's wrists together behind his back "Your turn" he said, I shook my head "There's no way in hell that I'm going to let you tape my hands together" I said firmly, he rolled his eyes

"Well I guess we could try something different with you later, for now you can sit and watch" he said, I nodded and sat down on the bench, Stiles walked a few feet away from Scott and dumped a bunch of lacrosse balls on the ground before grabbing the lacrosse stick "Okay now remember, don't get angry" Stiles said, he started lobbing the balls towards Scott and all I could do was laugh my head off while Scott winced in pain

"Son of a bitch!" Scott shouted, I laughed harder and had to hold onto the bench to keep from falling off "You know what I think my aims improving" Stiles said obviously having way too much fun with abusing Scott, after a few more hits Scott fell to his knees and rested his forehead on the floor while groaning, he ripped the duct tape pulling his hands free and rested them either side of him,

I gripped the bench and watched nervously as Stiles approached my brother, I could hear Scott's heartbeat racing but it suddenly started to calm down, I sighed in relief and walked towards them "Scott, you started to change" Stiles said crouching down to his level "It was anger, but it was more than' that. The angrier I got the stronger I felt" Scott gasped "So it is anger then, Derek's right" Stiles said "I can't be around Alison" Scott said "Why because she makes yah happy?" Stiles asked, Scott shook his head "No because she makes me weak" he replied.

I sat down at my usual seat in economics class and the boys walked in, Stiles was about to sit down in front of me when Scott stopped him "Stiles sit here dude" he begged motioning to the chair behind him where Alison usually sat, Stiles nodded and was about to sit down when Alison showed up "Can I sit here?" she asked hopefully, he sighed and nodded before occupying the seat in front of me and giving Scott a shrug,

he started talking to Alison and it became very awkward very quickly, he obviously wanted to be near her but I wondered how difficult it must've been to try and keep her away, on one hand I was gratefull for that, not having to push anyone away because of the full moon...but on the other hand I envied what Scott had, sure Alison was a weakness for him but at least he had somone to keep him calm,

someone that obviously had very strong feelings towards him and wanted to be around him despite how weird he acted, me on the other hand? I couldn't get that as easy as Scott had, I had nothing keeping me from going wolf and that thought scared the crap out of me every single day "Alright class settle down" Mr Finstock said, everybody quietted and I broke my trail of though to concentrate on the teacher "Let's start with a quick summary of last night's reading" he said looking around the class, one person put their hand up and I smiled in amusement

"Greenburg put your hand down everybody knows you did the reading" Finstock said annoyed, the teacher was known for being a complete twat but he amused the hell outta me sometimes "How about uh...McCall" he said, both Scott and I looked up "Scott McCall" he clarified, I nodded and sighed in relief while Scott tensed "What?" he asked confused "The reading" Finstock said sitting on the front of his desk "Last night's reading?" Scott asked, I mentally face palmed myself "No uh how about the readin of the Gettiburg's address?" Finstock asked sarcastically

"What?" Scott asked narrowing his eyes in confusion "That's sarcasm, you familiar with the term sarcasm McCall?" Finstock asked "Very" Scott replied glancing back at Stiles who smiled proudly "Did you do the reading yes or no?" Finstock asked "Uh..I think I forgot" Scott admitted "Nice work McCall, it's not like you get an' average AD in this class, c'mon buddy you know I can't keep you on the team if you have a D" Finstock said dissapointed "How about you summaried the previous nights reading?" he asked,

I heard a beeping noise and I looked over Stiles's shoulder to see Scott's heart rate going up "No? How about the night before that?" Finstock asked, Scott looke down nervously "How about you summaries anything you've ever read" Finstock said getting frustrated, the beeping on the monitor was getting faster and I tensed out of nervousness "In your entire life" Finstock exclaimed "No? A blog? How about the back of a cereal box? No? How about the adult warning on your favourite website you visit every night?" he asked,

the heart rate monitor was seriously driving me mad and so was Finstock "Nothing? Thank you McCall for demolishing any flicker of hope I had in your generation, you just blew it for everybody, next practice you can start with suicide runs" Finstock exclaimed, Scott's heart monitor beeping started to slow down and my eyes widened slightly,

I looked at Scott who's head was turned and I followed his gaze to Alison who smiled softly, my eyes flickered down underneath their table and I sighed in annoyence, Alison had her fingers laced through Scott's and she was stroking his hand soothingly, now I knew it was official...I was jealous of my brother.