A/N: nothing much to say….
Chapter 12: Not Alone
Blaine felt his whole word rip into two, he knew he was never good for Kurt and yet he knew he couldn't live without him. Love seriously did suck at this point.
He couldn't muster up the strength to go home; he didn't want to see anyone than be lefty alone and rot in his own self-made personal hell. He walked into the empty lot of Dalton and climbed the wall to the nearby window of the choir room. He had planned to stay the night there.
Blaine thoughts kept racing back to when he mated with Kurt, when they first kissed, when Kurt said to him 'I love you' and 'you are mine'. Just hearing those words from the pale boy's mouth drove him crazy, and when his thoughts went to what Kurt said to him tonight if never wanting to see him again, and he would be a coward father for his child still stung. Blaine knew he deserved every single word of it. He just wished he hadn't reacted that way.
He was lying on the couch and staring up at the ceiling.
"Your baby, kicked you out already?"
"Get lost! Cooper… I'm not in the mood" Blaine said as his brother hoped inside the room from the window Blaine came in.
"Aw, baby bro. you do know it's your fault right?" Cooper said as he picked Blaine's legs and sat down on the couch.
"Thank you for reminding me…" Blaine retorted.
Cooper rolled his eyes and said "Wes, told me"
Blaine sighed and placed an arm over his eyes saying "I thought so"
Blaine could tell Coop. pursed his lips and said laughing to himself as he did "you do know how to choose' em… though Jeffery showed me the picture of him… I have to say… you sure got your self a tall drink of sexy wrapped up tight in those layers" right than Blaine kicked his older brother's legs and said "shut up! Don't talk about Kurt like that!"
Cooper chuckled and said "I was just complimenting… he sure is cute you know, I'm happy for you baby bro."
Blaine narrowed his eyes and sat up looking at his brother's face in the dark, searching for any doubt "wait… so you won't tell dad?"
"Why the hell would I? I know how daddy dearest would react… plus I'd like to meet Mr. Sexy Pants my self which got my brother so hopelessly in love" Blaine chuckled sarcastically and sighed "I'd take you to him… but he hates me, coop."
Copper groaned and rolled his eyes and said angrily "what the hell did you do now? I knew you should have taken anger management classes here at Dalton BUT Sooooooooo… I'd be good, I promise, I am not pointlessly aggressive, Cooper I am just 'emotional' I don't need help-"
"He's pregnant" Blaine said the two shocking words cutting Cooper off in his Blaine impersonation.
Cooper's mouth hung open and he looked at Blaine who held his head hung low.
"Wait… your not joking?"
"Does it LOOK like I AM!" Blaine snapped at him.
"Easy! Big boy! calm down… so how and when did this happen?"
"he said 3 weeks ago when we mated after that he felt sick and went to the doctor with his Frankenteen brother… he is pregnant… and its I think because I didn't know it was true but remember what we were told that vampire's can reproduce but only if they are born to pure bloods themselves…" Cooper nodded, urging Blaine to continue "so Kurt's parents are originals… and he can be a carrier… we both didn't know and now… he is pregnant and doesn't want to give up the baby"
Blaine waited for the aftermath but instead he was caught by surprise when Cooped pulled him in a bone crushing hug "DUDE! THAT'S AMAZING! I'm gonna be an uncle! NOW I seriously have to meet him! I can't believe it you are gonna be a dad and-"
"Kurt doesn't want to see me" Blaine said interrupting Cooper's joyous moment.
"Wait, what… what did you do?" Cooper narrowed his eyes and Blaine gulped and said in a low voice "I said… that baby is… a god forsaken child and… that we are doomed because of it" Blaine started sobbing into his hands and Cooper didn't know whether to slap his brother or comfort him.
"He said that he rather be dead with the baby then live another day with me... he's never coming back to me" Blaine yelled as he cried.
The older werewolf sighed and placed a comforting hand on Blaine's shoulder "you are a screw up… I think Kurt needs to know that first… and second… he will forgive you baby bro. he needs you as much as you need him and okay what you said was fucking rude, especially when he was in that state and YOU think it's not hard for him? Do you think he is stupid enough because he is risking his own life for the life of YOUR child?
For what I've heard and I can see… I can tell he make you happy, and I can tell Kurt is worth dying for and I think… if you really love him… you would go to worlds ends to keep him and you baby safe and happy… your mate is worth risking your own life Blaine, and you only get one in a lifetime… don't let him go… wait all night for him if that's what it takes… he will come one day"
Kurt groaned when he felt something jumping on the side of his four-poster king size bed he opened his eyes and saw Seb. Smiling at him with all teeth.
"What's up baby daddy… didn't you get some a lot in the past three weeks… a naughty daddy you are" Sebastian winked at him and Kurt chuckled to himself.
He sighed and rubbed his eyes saying "good to see you to, Seb."
"So… I heard… and I told my dad I am gonna do some work for about 10 months here sooooo that means, I get to spend time with daddy here and with the new Little Hummel (he says in a baby voice patting Kurt's tummy softly) You are stuck with me and a bunch of other people too" Sebastian said and crawled over to Kurt.
"I'm happy, for you Kurt… and Finn filled me in about what went down last night… and don't worry… let me handle this" Kurt gave him a smile and hugged him "thanks Seb… by the way… who are the bunch of other people?"
"Come on, baby daddy" Sebastian winked at him and lends him a hand helping Kurt up.
"KURTIE!" came a loud cheer from the living room and Kurt gasped… all of his friends were, Santana with her mate Brittany, Mike with Tina, Mercedes and Sam, Artie,
Rachel and Carole… wait.
"Finn told you?" Kurt asked Carole who nodded and smiled, she walked towards Kurt and placed her hands on his shoulder "don't worry, sweetie when the time comes we will tell your father, we all are going to get you through this" Kurt gave her and the rest a watery smile and hugged her than he walked over to his friends and hugged them.
"OKAY! Enough of this emotional fest, we have a song for you, Lady" Santana said
Kurt rolled his eyes and said "how nice of you, Satan".
[Quinn:]
I'm sitting in a railway station
Got a ticket for my destination, oh oh
[Puck:]
On a tour of one-night stands
My suitcase and guitar in hand
[Puck and Quinn:]
And every stop is neatly planned for a poet and a one-man band
[Mike:]
This wave
[Santana with Mike:]
Wave
[Mike and Santana:]
Is stringing us along ([Santana:] Along)
[Mike and Quinn:]
Just know you're not alone
[Mike:]
'Cause I'm gonna make this place your home
[Santana and Rachel]
Everyday's an endless stream
Of cigarettes and magazines, oh oh
[Mercedes with Santana:]
And each town looks the same to me
The movies and the factories
And every stranger's face I see
Reminds me that I long to be
[everyone]
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
[Finn with Santana:]
Just know you're not alone ([Mercedes:] Know you're not alone)
[Puck and Quinn and Sam]
Cause I'm going to make this place your home
[Everyone]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
[Santana:]
Where my thought's escape me
[everyone]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
[Mercedes:]
Where my music's playing
[everyone]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ([Mercedes:] Oh, oh)
[Quinn:]
Where my love life's waiting
Silently for me
[everyone]
Settle down, it'll all be clear
The trouble it might drag you down
If you get lost, you can always be found
[Finn and Rachel]
Just know you're not alone ([Mercedes:] Know you're not alone)
[everyone]
'Cause I'm gonna make this place your home
[Santana:]
Oh oh oh oh!
[everyone]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
[Santana:]
Where my music's playing
[Finn, Puck, Santana, Quinn, Mercedes and Mike:]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
[Mercedes:]
I'm gonna make, I'm gonna make, make this place your home
[everyone]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ([Mercedes:] Know you're not alone)
[Santana:]
Where my music's playing
[everyone]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ([Santana:] Whoa oh)
[Mercedes:]
I'm gonna make, I'm gonna make, make this place our home
[everyone]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
[Mercedes:]
Know you're not alone
[everyone]
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ([Mercedes:] Oh…)
Sebastian squeezed Kurt's shoulder who wiped his tears thinking to himself and his baby
confident then before 'we will get through this, sweetie I promise… we love you'
Blaine skipped school the next day and stayed all day and night by the lake looking out at the shimmering water under the moon light; he could smell Kurt still whenever he came here.
He felt as if they had never parted ways… but the thought was still painful. He thought he rather stay and suffer for all he had done than think he can move on knowing that Kurt hates him.
He sighed and cupped his neck as he sang to himself in a low voice:
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
"that still doesn't make me feel even a tad bit sorry for you"
"nice to see you, too Sebastian" Blaine muttered not turning around tall vampire walking towards him.
"you do know, that sitting here and being as pathetic as you already are is NOT going to make things better… you have NO idea what you literally put Kurt through… he thinks he will be fine but your fucking rejection to him let me see…. One, two… well god knows how many times you turned him down because my dear good man, you are a fucking asshole!... how does it feel… knocking Kurt's hope down… he needs to be happy and you think that him being pregnant is an easy choice that everything would be rainbows and unicorns and you will live happily ever after? You don't deserve him… especially after what you did to him"
"are you done?" Blaine asked and got up to face him.
"you think I don't want to kill my self after what I said to him? I was angry and-" Sebastian chuckled and said "ha! It's not about you! Idiot! It's about the man who is now carrying your child"
"I know tha-"
"can't you fight for him? Can't you risk even a little bit for him?"
"I can but he won't talk-" Sebastian scoffed and rolled his eyes and said "do you think he wants to be hurt more, that baby is enough for him to throw up every night and for him to know that his own mate is there comforting him while his friends wait on his hands and feet"
Blaine bit back the tears that were daring to cloud his vision.
"if the poor baby, is not worth the fight… than lets do this… why don't we kill him that is what you want-" Sebastian was cut off as he was now pinned against the nearby tree by Blaine's hand clamped around his throat.
Sebastian looked down at the wolf who growled and said "don't you dare touch him!"
The vampire chuckled and said "you think I would harm my best friend and my nephew? I am not like you"
When Blaine heard that it literally did make him wish he was dead on spot Sebastian looked at the sudden change in Blaine's expression from anger to sadness "go ahead kill me… make matter worse for Kurt" Blaine let Sebastian go. And he stepped away from him running his fingers through his hair.
"if you really love Kurt and the baby more than anything and if you really did mean what you were just singing… than you need to know that Kurt and your baby really need you…" Sebastian said that and walked back to the mansion leaving Blaine by himself with his thoughts of knowing what ever Sebastian said is true.
A/N: Sooooooooo long chapter…. And what do you think?
Now another thing
Mika and Tina are vampires, Santana, Brittany, Mercedes, and Rachel are witches… and
Sam is a hybrid (half human-vampire) ;)
So hope you liked it