Robbie's POV
Ok, I don't know what's going on, but Cat's been avoiding me all day. If I do happen to talk to her she makes the whole conversation weird. I don't know what's going on.
So we all figured out the plan for today. We're going to the beach for a little while then were all coming back for the barbecue. After we eat everyone's going to the bond fire to watch the fireworks. It should be a fun night.
I need to find some time tonight to get Cat alone. I want to talk to her. I have one last summer to tell her. The sooner the better, right?
Cat's POV
I can't look at Robbie right now! I still don't know what to do! I talked to Jade and Tori and they agreed to help me get rid of everyone. I'm going to stay back at the house while everyone goes. Robbie will stay with me to keep me company because he's Robbie. But when everyone's gone, well that's where I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just go with it.
I walk out to the deck in my bikini with a towel under my arm. I wait for Jade and Tori to come out before I head down to the beach. I don't like going in the ocean. The idea of fish and sharks swimming with me… no I won't do it. I'll sit on the beach and read, get a tan, everything I did in L.A.
Tori walks out with Jade. I look over toward the guys who are already in the beach.
"So, you're still telling Robbie tonight right?" Tori asks me.
"Yea, but I don't know what I'm going to say."
"Don't say anything. Just stick your tongue down his throat." Jade adds. I just stare at her and so does Tori.
"Seriously Jade, that's just sick." I say as we continue walking.
"Well you've kissed him before. Is he any good." Jade asks again.
My face goes bright red. My heart starts to beat a little faster. "Um, well. Yes. Surprisingly, yes, he's very good." I say.
Jade and Tori laugh at my comment, but it was true. He was a really good kisser…
"Can we please change the subject?! And Jade if you say anything to Robbie I swear –"
"Say what to me?" Robbie cuts me off as he walk towards us.
"Um… nothing." I say quickly trying to avoid the subject.
"No. Cat was just explaining how—" I slam my hand over her mouth. She rips my hand off of her. "Don't touch me! Cat was just explaining to us how great a kisser you are." Jade smirks at me.
My face goes red and I run off to get away from Robbie. I quickly lay out my towel and lay on my stomach with my face in the towel. I just want to cry. Why the hell would jade say that! It's just not right. Thank god I don't need to put my sunscreen on because I don't think I could sit up and even catch a glimpse of Robbie. It would be too embarrassing.
Robbie's POV
"Did she really say that?" I ask Jade and Tori."
Tori nods and Jade says, "She likes you." We quiet down when we walk by Cat. Everyone puts their stuff down and we walk on towards the water. It was refreshing. We wade in slowly and stay away from the Beck and Andre to talk.
"Does she really?" I ask them.
"We know full well you already know that answer. Just, tonight when we all go to the bond fire, stay back with Cat. Now change the subject." Jade says and glares at me.
I look over at Cat who is on her back tanning. Her sun glasses are on and her perfectly tanned body was just laying there. I felt kind of bad that they told me. Cat must be upset. I slowly walk back to shore while the waves slam against my back. I set out and walk up the hill of sand to where Cats lying down.
"Am I really?" I ask her with a smile on my face.
"Oh my god! Not this again! Yes you are! You're better than good, Ok! Now can we please drop the subject?!" She shouts.
"Ok, fair. But-"
"But what!" She says as I pick her up. "Um, what are you doing?"
I carry her over to the water. "I'm helping you get over your fear." I walk into the waves.
"No! ROBBIE NO! Please take me out! NO, NO, NO, NO!" She wraps her arms around my neck tightly.
"It's only water. Plus, you're with me. I won't let anything happen." I explain.
"I swear if a shark eats me, I will kill you! Now put me down!" I put her down slowly.
"See, it's not that bad!" I say. Cat punches me in the shoulder.
"I hate you…" She says.
"No you don't." I smile at her. She splashes water into my face. "Ok, I deserved that." I say as I opened my eyes.
The rest of the days goes by fast. We all party and barbeque until the bond fire. When everyone is leaving, Cat tells them she's going to stay behind because she is tired.
"Do you mind if I stay too?" I ask her. She nods and sits down in the sand.
I walk inside to grab 2 cups of coffee. I look over into the corner and see my guitar. "I'm already screwing myself over so why not." I say under my breath.
I fill the two cup and sling the guitar strap over my shoulder. I walk over to her and sit. I hand her a cup and stick mine in the sand. "So, you wanna hear something I've been working on? It's not done but I think you will like it."
"Sure!" She smiles.
I strum some cords and begin the opening.
There are things I want to say to you
But I've never had the courage to
Honestly if you want the truth
I've never been so in love with you
Should I make my move
Or should I just sit still
Should I tell you everything I feel
I guess that could bring us farther uphill
You gotta to tell me what you want in life
I could make this perfect
I could make this right
But honestly this is how I feel
I'm crazy, head over heels, in love
With you
I strum out a couple more cords to end it. "That's really all I have… I've never really been good with words. I can write songs but I can never say exactly what I need to. Please tell me you get where this is going." She looks at me.
Cat's POV
I look into his eyes. "That was amazing…"
He leans in closer and pulls me towards him. Our lips crashed. I snaked my arms around his neck and ran my fingers through his hair. Nothing has ever felt so right. He put his hand on my waist and pulled me as close as I could get to him. The passion continued. He trails small soft kisses up to my ear and whispers, "You don't know how long I've been waiting to do this." The kisses back down my neck and comes back to my lips I pull him to me and press my lips to his roughly. I push him to the ground and crawl on top of him. I straddle his waist and flip my hair over my shoulder before leaning in again. He pushes his hands up my shirt. I stop.
"Not here." I say getting up and taking his hand. I lead him into the house. He kisses my neck as we walk up the stairs. About half way up I get sick of waiting. I slam him against the wall and start kissing him again. I bite his bottom lip softly to open his mouth. Our tongues meet. The kissing continues up the stairs and into my bedroom.
He throws me on my bed while I pull off my shirt. The passion continues until we both stop. I lay my head on his chest and shut my eyes. This was probably the best night of my life.
I wake up to see Robbie staring down at me. I don't remember everything…
"Did we…!" I look scared.
"No. No we didn't go that far." He says with a pleased look on his face.
I sit up to see that I was in my bra and under ware. "I can't… I have to go…" I say jumping out of bed. I grab my running cloths and throw them on. Robbie gets up makes the bed and leaves. I throw on my sneakers and rush out the door. It was about 2am but I had to get out of there. I can't… no I can't do that again.
I sprint down the street trying to clear my head. What the hell did I do! What did I just get myself into! I have to end this… I love him but … no I can't do that again…
Ok so the end might have pissed some of you off, but I promise this will be a good story, trust me. So, for those of you who don't know me (this doesn't apply to Ariana4Ever)… I do write songs. I wanted to put one of my own into a Cabbie story but I just didn't have the right one. The other day this just came to me at like 1 in the morning, so that half of a song is an original. Let me know what you think of it! but like i said, i haven't finished it yet.
Also, spring break ends today, so tomorrow I go back to school. I don't know if I will be able to update everyday because I also have softball. I will try my best to update daily but if I don't there will be an update at least 2x a week. I will try to make it more but that is the lease amount!