No One's POV
"Hey Jadey…" Cat says walking into Jades room slowly. Jade turns and mumbles something. Cat walks over to the side of Jade's bed and pokes her shoulder. "Jadey…"
"5 more minutes..." Jade mumbles pulling the sheets over her head.
"Please Jadey! I had another nightmare. Wake up." Cat begged. Jade slides herself up and leans against the bed post behind her. She looks over at Cat's upset face and frowns.
"Hey Cat. What's wrong, Hun?" Jade says in a comforting voice.
"I had another nightmare…" Cat explains. Her eyes start to get watery just thinking about the bad dream.
"It was about Robbie, wasn't it?" Jade says questioning her even though she knew the answer.
"Yea… Can we talk about something else?" She asks.
"Yea, yea of course. Like what?" Jade asks.
"Cupcake!" Cat perks up a little bit and a smile comes over her face. "Or puppies!"
"Puppies… cupcakes… ok…" Jade tries. She looks over at Cat who is sprawled out across Jade's bed fast asleep. "Seriously, Cat…" Jade says under her breath. She moves cat into a comfortable position and covers her with the blankets. Then she gets in bed on the other side and lies on her side.
The lights go out and the room gets dark. The house was extremely quiet and you could hear the waves roll and crash on shore. Jade takes a deep breath and pushes the air back out of her lungs before saying, "Goodnight Cat." She breathes out again and shuts her eyes one last time for the night.
Cat's POV
The sun hits my face and I know its morning. I role over and right onto the floor. This doesn't feel like my room, I thought to myself. Where am I?
I get up and look in the bed to see Jade in the other side. I realize where I am and what had happened last night. I passed out before we could talk. I just needed someone there, and Robbie… Jade is the only person I really trust.
I walk out of the room and back to my own. I throw on a sweat shirt and walk downstairs. I'm in my usual pajamas, short shorts and a tank top but every morning I throw on a sweat shirt. It's a habit.
Its early so Robbie and I are probably the only ones up. I really should apologize…
When I get to the bottom of the stairs I look around and see no one is in the kitchen or the living room. I walk into the kitchen and go to the coffee pot. I grab the coffee jar and open the lid to the jar and the coffee maker. There was wet coffee grids so I look to see if it was already made. 12 cups of fresh coffee…
The back sliding door opens and Robbie walks in with his eyes glued to his phone. I get 2 mugs and fill them both. I take one over to him and practically stick it under his nose.
He looks up, "Oh… hi , Cat…" He says nerviously.
"I'm not going to bite you know. I just saw you were up and u might have wanted some coffee." I say chuckling.
"Oh yea, I know… its just…"
"We need to talk Robbie." I say bluntly.
We walk over to the couch and sit on opposite sides. The separation, the avoiding, the not talking, its killing me.
"I need to tell you something." I say. Robbie looks at me and nods. I get up and run upstairs. I slowly open Tori's door and walk over to her keyboard. I unplug it and bring it downstairs with the power cord and stand. I plug it in next to a chair and put it on the stand.
"You're gonna sing me a song? Really Cat? Come on…" He starts. I turn on the piano and turn up the volume a little.
"Just shut up and listen Robbie. And don't talk you sang me a song!" I say. "Hypocrite." I say under my breath. I play a couple cords to see how loud it is and then start the song.
(Cat)
How can I just let you walk away?
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me?
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothin' left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Ooh, take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against the odds
And that's what I've got to face
I wish, I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you so many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
The tears started to fall from my eyes and I didn't even try to hold them back. I make my voice get louder and the music gets louder too.
(Cat- continued)
So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And there's nothin' left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now, cuz there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, is all I can do and that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cuz I'll still be standin' here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance I've gotta take
Take a look at me now
I finish with a couple chords and just stare at the keys. I pull my sleeves down past my hands and wipe the tears from my eyes.
"I don't want our relationship to be like this song. I can't have us be like this anymore! I don't want you to ignore me; I don't want to have you avoid talking to me. I CAN'T HAVE YOU HATE ME! Please Robbie! I need my best friend back!" I say crying.
"Cat, you broke my heart! I don't want to hate you but I can't be hurt again. I don't know if I can trust you like that again. I'm sorry, but I can't do this. I just can't." He says getting up to walk away.
I grab his arm and pull him back. "NO! We are not done yet. You know everything about me, all of my secrets, I trust you with my life! GOD DAMN IT ROBBIE! WHY CANT YOU SEE THIS!" I yell.
"CAT, I LOVED YOU, I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU, I TOOK CARE OF YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED IT! THEN YOU TURN AROUND AND STAB ME IN THE BACK. YOU GET ME TO THINK THAT YOU LOVE ME BACK, YOU KISS ME, AND THEN YOU FIND SOME OTHER GUY! DON'T YOU SEE WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO ME! YOU'RE KILLING ME!" He screams at me. I look down at my feet and just stay silent. He turns around and heads towards the door.
"I'm scared…" I mumble.
He turns around. "What." He says bluntly.
"I'm scared Robbie… I'm terrified, ok. I'm scared." I say.
"Of what Cat, or are you just trying to get attention." He stares at me.
Conversation to be continued…
Hey! Ok so… I forgot what I was going to say. So that song I used was "Against All Odds" by Phil Collin. I listened to the glee version and fell in love with the song. I guess it's kinda sad… ok really sad. But it fit, so I used it. Lol. And yes I watch glee. No matter how stupid Ariana4Ever thinks it is.
Lol, well new chapter really soon. It's gonna be today I know that. Thanks for reading!