Cat's POV

"Are you trying to get me to feel bad for you? Trying to get me to forgive you? BECAUSE THAT'S GOING TO BE PRETTY FREAKING HARD! YOU HURT ME WORSE THEN I HAVE EVER BEEN HURT! YOU KNEW I LOVED YOU! SO WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF? HUH? WHAT IS IT?"

He just looks at me. I'm stuck… I need to say it. I can't lose him, if the truth is the only way to keep him, I have to.

"I'm scared to hurt you. I'm scared to lose you. I scared that you're going to leave. But you know what I'm most scared of? I am absolutely terrified to love you. I have never felt this way before. When I'm around you, I can't breathe. The butterflies in my stomach go wild. I don't know what this is. Some people may call it love. I can't explain how I feel. I am terrified that if something goes wrong I could lose you forever. I don't want to take that chance. I know life is full of risks but this… I can't lose it all."

"What are you trying to say Cat?" He stares blankly at me.

"ROBBBIE! WHY DO I HAVE TO SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU!? I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU! I just can't lose you…" I get quiet. His eyes fill with tears but he pushes them back. A little smile forms on his face.

"I don't know if I can trust you again…" He says. I just star at him and break out into tears. "Hold on, you didn't let me finish. I was going to say, I don't know if I can trust you again, but I'm willing to try. You don't know how long I've been waiting for you to say that. I promise we will try." He smiles at me.

He continues, "It will take some time but we can go back to friends. I can never hate you Cat. I will always be in love with you." I rush into his arms and give him a hug. I hold onto him and I don't want to let go.

"I have a preposition…" I say to him. He smiles at me. "Ok, so I know this may piss you off, but me and Austin have a date tonight… Why don't you and Emily come along?"

"Ok, we had plans to get together tonight but we didn't know what we were going to do. This could be fun! What are you guys doing tonight?" He asks.

"There's a fair a couple blocks away we were going to go!"

"Well then, it's a date!" He smiles at me and laughs.

"Yea, it is." I smile back. I'm glad we're back to what we were.

We talk for a little while and then he decides to go to the store. The second he walks out the door I run up the stairs.

"JADEY!" I yell banging on her door.

"What the hell Cat!" she says as I come barging into her room. I jump onto of her and start shaking her.

"Get up! Get up!" I yell into her ear.

"Ok, I'm up, I'm up. Will you quiet down now?" She glared at me.

"Guess what!" I say.

"You and Robbie had sex!" She says sarcastically.

"Jadey! No! But it does have something to do with that!"

"You confessed your undying love to your prince charming?" She says sarcastically again. I really don't think Jade is a morning person.

"Sorta, yea I guess." Jade just looked at me.

"You did! Wow, so what are you going to do now?"

"Well Robbie and Emily are going on a double date with Austin and me. We're going to go to the fair down the street!" I smile.

"That's great! So you two made up?" I nod.

"Yea! I'm really happy about it."

Jade smiles at me. "I'm really happy for you, Cat."

"Thank Jadey. I would offer for you guys to come tonight but I really need to make it up to Robbie." I explain.

"I get it. I'll keep everyone home tonight. Can I ask what you're going to do with the Austin?" Jade looks at me.

"I don't know yet. I really do like Robbie, I just don't want to hurt Austin. He's such a nice person. That would make me look like a bitch. You know?" I explain.

Jade laughs. "Yea I get it. You can't just string him along though."

I nod. "Would it be bad to wait until he does something wrong?" I ask.

"In a way yes but I don't see any other choice you have. If he is as great a guys as you say, and you don't want to be a bitch, then that's what you might have to do." I nod again.

"Ok well I have to go get ready." I say smiling at her. "Thanks Jadey." I get up and walk out the door as she waves good bye.

Austin's POV

My phone buzzes in the night stand next to my bed. I put the 200 pound benching bar down and walk over to my phone. The sweat had drenched my t-shirt and I couldn't control my breathing. I guess that's what I get for working out for over 2 hours. I pick up my phone and a bottle of water in the other hand.

(A/N Italics are Cat and bold is Austin)

Hey, do you mind if we do a double date tonight?

No. Who with?

Robbie and his girlfriend Emily

Cool yea that's fine babe. 7ish right? Do you want me to pick you up.

Yep 7ish and no I'll go with Robbie. Emily will meet us there. See ya then! Love you!

Ok, see ya later. Love you too!

I put my phone back down on the night stand and go back to my weights. I do a few more sets of lifting and then do some sit ups and pushups.

Walking down the stairs was easy but I wasn't too happy about having to go for a run. "Maybe I'll skip it today… yea I'll go tomorrow and do an extra couple miles." I say to myself. I pick up my phone and scroll down to Jessie. I hit the call button and wait while it rings.

(A/N -Jessie Bold is and Austin is Italics -)

Hey, Jessie. What's up.

Nothing much. How about you?

Nothing. You want to come over? We could play some video games have a couple beers.

Sure, when?

Now is fine. But I'm going out around 7 so…

Yea I'll be gone by then. Don't worry about it. I'll be there in 10.

Ok cool. Bye

Bye

I hang up the phone and put it down on the coffee table.

10 minutes later the doorbell rings. I walk over to the door and open it. Jessie runs in and jumps on me. Our lips crash and the door swings fully open. She wraps her legs around my waist and snakes her arms around my neck. She deepens the kiss and runs her fingers through my hair. I pull back.

"Not right now babe. You know why. Let's close the door first." She chuckles. I slam the door shut and turn my head back to her.

She leans back in and kisses me again as I walk over to the couch. I lay her down and crawl on top of her. She runs her hands through my hair and pulls me closer to her.

"This is so much better than a few beers and some games…" I whisper in her ear. She runs her hands up my shirt while I slide it off. I start to unbutton her shirt slowly as she kisses me passionately.

"Let's do this…" She whispers sensually into my ear.

I smile and lean back down,"Let's…"