Robbie's POV

I wake to the sound of Cat whimpering with her back turned to me. It was still dark, probably about 2 in the morning. I roll over and put my arms around her waist and pull her towards me. She quiets down for a second then continues her crying.

"Cat…" I say.

"Go away!" She says louder than her cries.

"No. Talk to me." She stays quiet and refuses to talk. Move myself over to the other side of the bed and roll her over. I look her straight in the eye and she just stares back. We sit like that for about 5 minutes until she breaks.

"Why! Why would he do that? It wasn't my fault I just didn't feel ready! Was that the wrong thing to do?" She asks sarcastically.

"What are you talking about Cat?" I say.

Cat's POV

"Why are guys such pigs. I didn't want to, I didn't feel ready!"

"Cat! What's going on?" He asks me.

I just quiet down realizing I haven't told him anything. I take a deep breath as I remember that day.

(A/N italics are a flashback)

"Hey babe!" Austin says as I walk though his door.

"Hey!" I walk up to him and give him a quick kiss.

"Come up stairs with me I have to finish getting ready. Then we can leave. Ok?" He looks over his shoulder at me as we head up the stairs. We walk in to his room and he takes off his shirt. All I could do was staring. His body was perfect.

He turns around and looks at me. "You like?" He says pointing at his stomach and chuckleing.

I feel my face get red.

"Really… huh. That's cool." He says stepping towards me. He pulls me in and kisses me. He trails a couple of soft kisses down my neck to my shoulder and across my clavicle. The butterflies go wild in my stomach. He felt amazing. "Then I think you will like this too…" He says grabbing my hands. He moves them down his stomach and towards his groin. He pushes my hand against his jeans.

"Austin…" I breathe.

He slowly unbuttons hid jeans and unzips them. He pushes his hands up my shirt and slips it off. I stare at him. I'm not ready for this. But its Austin… nothing will happen. He wraps his arms around my waist and leans down and kisses my neck again. He lets his pants fall to the floor. I felt him brush his hands across my butt.

He rubs his hands across my back and up towards my bra straps. The next thing I know they are off of my shoulders. He pushes me to the ground and stands right in front of me.

"Come on Cat, you know you want to." He says smirking at me. I just look up at his face. He goes to drop his underwear as I get up and grab my shirt. I run out the door as fast as I could and down the stairs. I throw on my shirt as he grabs my wrists.

"Come on, Cat. It will be fun. I promise. I'll make it fun." He smiles at me.

"No! I don't want to." I scream at him. I try to push him away but I fail.

He takes my wrists and I pull back as hard as I can, throwing me to the ground. "Let's go Cat. Now!" He says trying to get me up off the floor. "Or we could do it right here. Right now. That would be sexy wouldn't it."

I kick him in the knee and he falls backwards onto the floor. I get up quickly and kick him once more in the side. I hear him moan as run out the door and down the street.

I look at Robbie with the tears in my eyes. "That was the day I called Jade and asked her to pick me up at the coffee shop."

He just sits there and looks at me. "Why didn't you tell me?" He asks quietly.

"We weren't talking. I thought you hated me." I frowned.

"So… You didn't want sex so…" He looked at me again.

"So he's been sleeping around with other girls." I let the tears fall. He pulls me into his arms and as close to his chest as I can get.

"Ok, Kitty Cat. You're ok. Don't worry. It's fine." I whisper into her hair.

"Robbie, you said you love me and you always will. What do you really mean by that?"

"I mean, that I don't want you for sex. I want you because every time I'm around you I have trouble breathing, my stomach goes wild, and I get light headed. You are the world to me. That's what I mean by I love you." He explains.

I get quiet and say, "Austin said he loves me. The day I caught him. He told me he still loved me, and I told him he doesn't even know what love is." I yawn.

Robbie looks over at me confused. "Cat, this happened 3 weeks ago. Why didn't you tell anyone? Why didn't you break up with the bastard?!" He says sternly.

"He apologized the next day and said he went too far. He promised he wouldn't do it again. I was stupid enough to believe it." I yawn again.

"You're not stupid. You just see the best in people. In this case he played you." He pauses. "You look tired. Why don't you go to bed?" He says.

"Cause we were talking… I like talking to you. It makes me feel… I don't know… safe." He smiles when I say that.

"I know. I try my best." We both laugh at that. "But seriously, you should go to sleep."

"Ok." I say yawning. "Oh and one last thing. The entire time I was dating Austin, Jadey was trying to get me to break up with him."

"Why would she do that?" He asks concerned.

"Because she wanted me to be happy. And she knew what would make me happy." I say looking at his chest.

"Ok. What makes you happy?" He looks down at my face.

I freeze. Well this is it. The time I die. Goodbye world. I'll miss you. Can someone plan my funeral. I don't care who. Bye.

I take a deep breath and look at him. "Well, you know… stuff." Why the hell am I avoiding this situation! Just spill Cat! I tell myself.

"Stuff? Ok, well then get some sleep Kitty Cat. You can tell me in the morning." He says softly and closes his eyes.

I wait a minute until I hear a light snore. "Robbie. That's what makes me happy… you." I say softly leaning over him and lightly kissing him on the lips.

It felt good to kiss him again. I missed being in his arms. Being close to him. Having him there. You know? I pull back and lay my head on his chest. I stare at the ceiling going back through everything that we have been through. The memories flash back into my mind.

The time we went canoeing and it tipped over, so we had a splash fight. The time we had the food fight after making cupcakes. When I was sick so he came over to take care of me. All of our movie nights. Our first kiss, when we were playing truth or dare when we were 6. Our first real kiss at the CowWow. The time he sang that song to me and then we… and tonight. All of the perfect moments. And even our fights. We always resolved our problems because we could stay away from each other.

My eyes get heavy and I slowly shut them and fall asleep, relived that I got it out. Even if he wasn't awake.

Robbie's POV

So that's what she meant by stuff. ME… and she kissed ME…

Hey! So this is the 11th chapter… yea I don't know how long I'm going to keep this going. I've got a bunch of other ideas for stories so there will be many more coming. Um, yea. Nothing new though so… I guess this author note is over. Lol well thanks again for reading! I'll update more this weekend!