A/N: Here is chapter 3. I hope you like it and if you read this can you please leave a review or I'll delete this story as it's pointless to write if no one reads it.
Kendalls POV
Having Millie with us on stage tonight was amazing. I really start to like her although I've only known her for a couple of days. That doesn't matter thought, I'm going to ask her to lunch after we go to the studio tomorrow before our second show here in Chicago.
The guys and I were talking loudly on our way back to the dressing room when James suddenly pulled me back "you really like her don't you?". Did he know "really like who James? I don't know who you are on about". He gave me a look that obviously said that he didn't believe a word I said "Millie of course. You've been looking at her differently since Sunday night when we sang with her for the first time. So you like her don't you?". I sighed, I knew that i couldn't lie to James. He is like my brother "Yeah I do but I ...".
Before I could continue we were interrupted by Logan and Carlos who stood in the open door of our dressing and as we walked up behind them we could see why they stopped. Lying on the couch was a sleeping Millie. She looked cute lying there like that. We didn't want to wake her up so we got changed as quiet as we could. "Now how are we getting her back to the bus"Logan asked and suddenly all 3 of then looked at me "how about you carry her back Kendall. It seems you have taken a special liking to her" he gave me a wink I groaned.
So I walked over to the couch and carefully put one arm under her legs and one around her back and lifted her.
As soon as I stood straight I could feel Millie cuddling in to me. I could hear sniggering behind me and saw Logan,Carlos and James trying to hold in their laughter.
When I tried to put her carefully in her bunk she woke up a little and looked at me with sleepy eyes "Kendall? Why are you carrying me? Aren't you meant to be on stage". I could only laugh at her "Millie you fell asleep in our dressing room so I carried you back to the bus. Now come on we need to sleep". She just nodded her head and I helped her in the bunk and covered her with her blanket "sweet dreams Millie" I kissed her cheek and climbed into my own bunk.
"Dear Diary,
I know it seems like a life time ago since I last wrote but so much has happened.
5 days had passed since Kendall carried me back to the bus...the day after we had lunch alone which was really nice and he asked if I would be his girlfriend to which I said yes of course. Of course Logan, James and Carlos were continually teasing him about it but they were actually pretty happy for us. I performed on stage with them every night and all the fans really seemed to like it. In between we also managed to record the song that I wrote which will be released digitally the day I leave the tour. That has been the only downside. I hate that I only have 5 days left with them. I have all these thoughts running in my head about Kendall and I. Will he still want to be together when I have to go back home to start college. I'm going to talk to him now. Ttyl Millie xo"
I put my diary back in between my pillow case and looked for Kendall but decided against it as he looked so happy playing video games with the guys in the back, instead I took out my iPod and looked out the window in the living room area of the bus. Suddenly ...came on and I felt tears pooling in my eyes and rolling down my face. I didn't hear anyone come up to me until I felt someone's hand on my shoulder so I turned around and saw it was Kendall. I could see the worry in his eyes "Millie what's wrong? Why are you crying". He pulled me into a hug and rubbed my back until I stopped crying "I just don't know...I mean we've had the most amazing couple of days but what when I have to go back home and you go on the world tour for 3 months. So many girls will try to throw themselves at you" at this point I didn't dare to look into his eyes and looked down at my hands.
Kendall put his fingers user my chin and made me look at him "Hey those girls have nothing on you. I will always call you before and after a show and try to see you as often as I can. But you will have to promise me that you will go out and make new friends when you get to college. Don't just sit in your dorm room waiting on my call. Promise me that Millie ok". I thought about everything he just said "ok I promise you Kendall" I grabbed his tshirt and pulled him in closer for a kiss.
It started off really slow and gentle but got passionate pretty fast. Kendall put his forehead on mine and looked me in the eyes "I know we haven't been together for a long time but I love you Amelia rose Fleming" I couldn't help but smile and pull him into another kiss "god I've waited so long for someone to tell me they love me and I love you too Kendall Knight".
The day I've been dreading has arrived. Today is the last day that I will be with the guys on tour. We are in Los Angeles today and as we arrived at the arena we could see the queues of people already waiting although the show isn't starting for another 10 hours.
The stage crew arrived early this morning and had been working very hard to get the stage and all the electrical stuff out of the way so we could soundcheck. I decided to have some time to myself just thinking about today so I just walked around until I found this little deserted garden area.
I must have sat there for quite a while when I suddenly heard the door open and looked back to see James walking towards me with a sad smile "hey mills how come you aren't hanging out and playing with us? I mean it's our last day today" as soon as he said that he saw that it was the wrong thing as the tears started rolling down my face "hey Millie it will be ok. We all will stay in contact with you...always. Is it because you don't know how your relationship with Kendall will work with us away around the world and you at college?" I could just give him a sad nod "don't worry. You will get through this and come out stronger at the other side. Now come on let's go back cause I know for a fact that Kendall is looking for you". He grabbed my hand to pull me up and then wrapped an arm around my shoulder as we started walking back to the dressing room.
When James opened the door we had 6 eyes on us but the only ones I cared about were green. James removed his arm from my shoulders and soon enough Kendall pulled me into a hug "I've missed you, I wanted to spend all my time with you today" I knew he meant it "I know Kendall but I just had to many things to think about. Look at the time it's time to get ready. Hey I wrote this new song today so you think instead of 'Gift of a friend' I could sing that one?". "Of course babe whatever you want" he kissed the top of my head and then started to get ready.
I was wearing my final outfit of the night...a knees length strapless white floral dress with my hair curled and hanging loosely around my face. I stood at the side of the stage with my guitar waiting for my time. Watching the 4 of them made me proud and sad at the same time. I never would have thought that I would join of my favourite bands in tour for two weeks and end up with a boyfriend. This time next week I would start college. All alone...I hope my room mate is nice enough.
"And here is Amelia...enjoy"
That is my queue...I know the boys will be standing at the side watching me..oh well here goes nothing "hey everyone, I know you are all expecting me to sing 'Gift of a Friend' but I have written a new song called 'Breathe'. This song is inspired by one special person who has been there for me these past two weeks and I just want him to know that no matter how far apart we are for any unknown period of time I have love him for a thousand years and will love him for a thousand more until we are back together. I hope you like it".
A single spotlight was on me
"I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.
And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.
And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me.
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.
And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Ohhh
I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry"
I couldn't hear anything about the roaring applause. Wow people really did like my song. I looked to the side and saw tears running Kendall's face and the others were standing there gobsmacked. I walked off the stage so they could finish the concert but before he ran back on stage Kendall gave me a kiss "that was perfect and I feel the exact same way. I love you. I'll be back after this song".
After having poured all my feelings in front of people I couldn't help sliding the floor openly crying. I didn't care anymore about anyone seeing me. They looked like they had the best time ever and I wish I could be apart of that but it wasn't meant to be that way. About ten minutes later I felt 4 pair of strong arms around me pulling me up. We just stood there hugging each other in silence not knowing what to say when we were interrupted by their manager Eric "I'm sorry to interrupt this but Amelia the car is waiting to take you to the airport and guys you have to go back for an encore".
As he walked away Carlos, James and Logan each took me in a long hug and promised to keep in touch, they walked away to give Kendall and me some privacy and by now I couldn't stop crying even as Kendall rubbed circles on my back to try and get me to stop "Millie please stop crying. It's breaking my heart to see you like this. I love you so much and last night was perfect. I promise to phone you as soon as I'm off stage and I phone or Skype you every night on this tour. I love you".
I'd grabbed my purse and got into the waiting car and put my iPod on straightaway looking out of the window until we got to the airport.
An hour and a half later I arrived back at Michigan international airport and after I got my suitcase I saw my mum waiting for me with open arms "oh honey I've missed you so much" she said as she pulled me into a hug "Let's go home mummy" I mumbled against her neck.
Once we got home I took my diary out and wrote about everything that happened today.
"Dear Diary, well I just arrived home after my last day on tour with the guys. My first single will be released at midnight. God I miss Kendall so much and I won't even get I see him for like another 3 months whilst he is on tour. He has already texted me twice and James,Carlos and Logan once but I haven't opened them yet because it still hurts to much. I'll text them later to let them know I arrived safely and that I talk to them tomorrow. Well that's it for tonight. I'm going to bed now as I'm meeting up early with Charlie tomorrow who wants to know everything that has happened these past two weeks. Ttyl Millie xo"
I closed my diary and put it under my mattress as always and quickly grabbed my phone to text the guys.
"Hey I just wanted to let you know that I have arrive safely back in Michigan and that I miss you four already. I hope the world tour is everything that you have expected it to be and more. I'll talk to you all soon. Love and miss you. Millie xo"
I put my phone back to the table and climbed into bed with my ipod playing an closed my eyes drifting into a restless sleep.
The next week I spend all my time with Charlie and we recorded a couple of covers, shot the videos for them and put them on iTunes. Also every night or morning I spoke to Kendall, Carlos, Logan and James. They were currently in Japan and girls seemed to love them. I knew it was stupid but I couldn't help feel jealous when I saw pictures of girls hugging and kissing Kendall so I turned my laptop off and started packing bag for my first day of college.
I had moved into the halls 2 days ago and my room mate is called Lucy and she is 18 too. She does a similar course than me but she focuses more on writing songs and music business as she wants to work as a manager of a group or artist. I think we will be great. It was only 4pm when suddenly there was a knock on the door. As I opened the door a delivery guy stood there with 4 bunches of flowers "Amelia Fleming?" I nodded my head "please sign here" I signed the delivery sheet and he helped me put them inside. After he left I looked for cards in my flowers and found four of them then I knew exactly who they were from. I opened the first card it was from James:
"Hey mills, we miss our little sister. We know it's your first day at college tomorrow and we thought of you. I hope you have a great time. Love, James xx"
I couldn't help but smile. The next was from Carlos:
"Millliiieeee...being on tour without you sucks. Kendall won't share his sweets with me. Have a great time tomorrow. Love Carlos xox"
He is crazy but I wouldn't change him for the world. Then it was time for Logan's:
"Keepin it short and sweet. I miss you, Carlos and James miss you and especially Kendall. Xx"
Typical Logan...I held Kendall's in my hand and this was the hardest one to open:
"Hey baby. I miss you so much it hurts. We will be back soon for a couple of days and I will come and see you. Love you to the moon and back. Kendall xoxoxo"
As I read this a lonely tear came down my face. I turned around to the door and saw Lucy coming in "Millie what's wrong why are you crying?". I hadn't exactly told her who my boyfriend is but that he is in a band with his friends and are currently on tour "I just got four bunches of flowers from my boyfriend and his band mates. They are currently on tour in Japan and I just miss him so much and won't get to see him for another couple of weeks". Lucy pulled me into a hug "Well lets get dressed into some other outfits and go to 'The Storeaway' cafe. A lot of music students have organised an open mic night. Occasional even famous music executives are there. Come on it will take your mind of him" I thought about it for a whole but finally decided on what to do "ok, let's do it". We got changed and half an hour later made our way to the open mic night.
It was a great night and they are some very talented people in my classes. Soon it was my turn. I grabbed my guitar and walked up to the stool on stage.
Hey everyone, I'm Amelia and I wrote this song a week ago when I had to leave my boyfriend to go back home. He's currently touring and won't be back for a couple of weeks. This is 'When you're gone' I hope you enjoy it".
"I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed were you lie is made up on your side.
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to heart to get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to heart to get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to heart to get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you"
Everyone was silent but applause erupted suddenly just like when I last performed on stage but I wasn't finished just yet "I hope you like my next song too. It's another song of mine called Breathe"
I looked over to Lucy and saw that she was filming me. This song will always be mine and Kendall's oh how I wish I could see him now.
"I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.
And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.
And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me.
It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.
And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Ohhh
I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.
Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry"
*Kendalls POV*
I was miserable without Millie and the guys knew it. We also knew that we had to fly back to the states for a couple of interviews next week and because James , Logan and Carlos missed her too we managed to do it during the week that she started to college. I called Mrs Fleming a couple of days before and told her about it. She thought it was a great idea because she told me that Millie would cry herself to sleep each night. This broke my heart hearing that the girl I love is crying because of me.
We had been back in the states for a day and we knew that the day after it would be her first day at college and we wanted to surprise her tomorrow so we ordered a. Bouquet of flowers each and send them to her dorm room.
I had been talking to Millie's mum a lot and she told me that Millie's roommate Lucy was taking her out to a cafe where some students would be performing. This would be the perfect way to surprise her.
It was around 6pm when we found this cafe. We pulled our hats down our faces hoping that no one would recognise us. As we walked in we saw that Millie was just starting.
To see her again and hear her beautiful voice was amazing. We have missed her so much and decided to stay in the background. When she had finished both of her songs we slowly moved forwards to surprise her but stopped when we saw her talking to a girl which I assumed was Lucy "Thanks Lucy. Yeah he is pretty special to me but god do I miss him. He is the first guy I truly loved and I won't get to see him for so long. I hope that the distance won't kill our relationship or what if he finds a different girl who knows better than I be jealous when she sees pictures of girls kissing and hugging her boyfriend. I wish I could just hug him. i just want him back" I smiled when I heard her say she loves me but frowned when she talked about me finding another girl. They both sat down and took a sip of their drinks when I walked up behind her and put y hands over her eyes "guess who".
*Millie's POV*
I had just come off stage when Lucy pulled me into a hug and told me that I sounded amazing and that my boyfriend must be pretty amazing. "Thanks Lucy. Yeah he is pretty special to me but god do I miss him. He is the first guy I truly loved and I won't get to see him for so long. I hope that the distance won't kill our relationship or what if he finds a different girl who knows better than I be jealous when she sees pictures of girls kissing and hugging her boyfriend. I wish I could just hug him. i just want him back"
She looked at me with sad eyes "I'm sorry Millie. I wish I could do something to make it open. Come let's finish our drinks and go back and watch movies and stuff our faces. This made me laugh until I felt a pair of hands cover my eyes and heard the voice of someone I missed more than anything in the world "Guess who".
I froze...I would recognise that voice anywhere...Kendall is here...Kendall was in Michigan when he was not supposed to be back in the states for another couple of weeks. I stood up and slowly turned around and my eyes grew when I saw Logan, Carlos and James standing behind him with big smiles waving at me.
"Kendall is it really you? I...I thought you were meant to be in Japan and not here in Michigan. God I have missed you so much". I launched myself in his arms and he held me tight as he spun me around. I looked around and saw that everyone in the bar has just realised that Big time rush were here but I didn't care.
I looked into his eyes and caught his lips with my own and put all my feelings for him into that kissed. We would have stayed here like this forever if Logan hasn't interrupted us "ehmm guys I think you may want to stop kissing in public and go somewhere more private". He had a point and I took Kendall's hand walked out of the cafe towards my dorm knowing that the guys and Lucy would follow.
Once we got back to the dorm I turned around to Carlos,James and Logan "Don't just stand there guys. I've missed you three just as much as I've missed Kendall" I laughed when the tree of them tackled me into a hug, that's was when I saw Lucy's shocked face "Millie please tell me what's going on". I squeezed myself out of the gigantic bear hug and walked over to her "Well Lucy as you might have realised Kendall Knight is my boyfriend. Logan,Carlos and James are like my big brothers and best friends. It happened 3 weeks ago when I won a competition to join them on tour for two weeks. Then one day Kendall and me just happened. I'm sorry that I never told you that my boyfriend was in Big Time Rush. I just don't want people to be friends with me because I know the guys. I hope you can forgive me".
She just walked over to me and put her hands on my shoulders "of course I forgive you. I would have done the same if I was in your position" and with that she pulled me into a hug and smiled at me before she could say anything else we were interrupted by Carlos "Guuuuys I'm hungry" he sounded really whiny which made me laugh "Well come on then. We can go to the shops, get some food and watch some movies. That gives those two some time to talk" I saw Lucy wink at me before she pushed Carlos, Logan and James out of the door. As soon as it closed Kendall pulled me into a kiss "god I've wanted to do that for ages". I've missed this and there is something I want to do. I moved my lips across his jawline up to his ear before I whispered something "Kendall I'm ready" he stopped what he was doing which I minded a lot so I whined a bit. He looked at me with wide eyes "what do you mean Millie?".
I started kissing him again. I quickly typed Lucy a message asking to stay out for a bit longer and threw my phone back into the couch. I grabbed his shirt and pulled him so close that he lightly lifted me up which gave me the excuse to wrap my legs around his waist. I looked deep into his eyes to show how much I wanted him "I'm ready Kendall. I want you" I think he now got what I meant "Are you really sure Millie? I mean we haven't been together for long". I just shook my head at this "yes I am sure. I wanted to do this since the day I had to go. I want to feel you and show you how much I love you". He just nodded his head and moved us into my bedroom where we showed each other just how much we loved each other.
Half an hour later we were just lying in each others arms with my head on his chest "I love you Kendall it was perfect" I looked up at him and saw him looking down to me, I slightly stretched to give him a kiss "as much as I would love to stay like this, we should get dressed again. Lucy and the boys will be back soon". I got up and threw his boxers at him and we soon got dressed and sat back on the couch before the others came back. Kendall was watching some Hockey programme on TV whilst I was writing in my songbook.
Suddenly the door opened and a voice boomed which could only belong to Carlos "WE ARE BACK AND WE HAVE FOOD. LET THE MOVIE NIGHT BEGIN!" James and Logan couldn't help but laugh at him. They spread all the food out on the table whilst Lucy put on the movie "And tonight's movie is Cool Runnings. Who doesn't love a movie about a Jamaican bob sleigh team".
Towards the end of the movie Kendall and I were cuddling on the couch with my head on his shoulder and his arm around my back. Carlos was lying on his stomach in front of the tv, Logan was sleeping on the chair and James had a sleeping Lucy across his lap and he was slowly falling asleep himself.
The next morning I felt something holding me down and saw that Kendall had his arms around my waist holding me tight. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 6am...Lucy and I had our first class in two hours. I managed to get off the couch and saw Logan asleep on the chair with a book on his chest, Carlos was spread out on the floor snoring and James was cuddling Lucy on the other couch.
I crouched next to her an carefully tried to wake her "hey Lucy, we need to get up. We got classes in a couple of hours. How about we go and get some breakfasts before they wake up?". She just nodded her head and we soon left to get some food. 45 minutes later we returned with bagels and muffins and pancakes and orange juice. The guys were still sleeping so we cleaned up the mess from last night and then spread all the breakfast food over the table. Whilst I put the jug of orange juice on the table, Lucy decided to wake the boys up "WAKE UP YOU LAZY SODS ".
Carlos just sat up since he was already on the floor but Kendall,James and Logan fell from the couches and the chair onto the floor. I doubled with laughter before the boys narrowed their eyes at me "that wasn't funny Millie and why are we even awake at 7 in the morning?" grumbled James, I just laughed "actually it really was but you had to get up because we have class soon and you need to go back to LA for your interviews"
This made me sad, I just had him back for less than 24 hours and he had to leave again. We all sat in silence and ate our food until it was time to leave again.
My first college class wasn't as bad as I thought, everyone in my class were really nice except a couple of girls who came up to me asking me how I knew big time rush and why I was kissing Kendall. I just walked away from them knowing that they only want to be friends with me because of the guys. I didn't need people like that around me.
2 months had passed since Lucy and I last saw the guys. We spoke to them everyday though, especially James and Lucy seemed to have formed a close bond. It was Wednesday and I didn't have any classes so I just sat on the couch finishing my song 'I see you'. I was trying to write this one last bridge so I could finally relax when Lucy walked towards te bathroom asking me something "Hey Millie do you have any tampons? I've hadn't had the chance to buy new ones". I didn't really pay attention to what she said "yeah there is a box in the cabinet under the sink".
I dropped my pen and pad and covered my mouth "oh my god. No no no this can't be happening. Oh god" I whispered loudly. "What's wrong Millie? You look like you've seen a ghost?" Lucy asked me as she came out of the bathroom. I turned around to look at her "I'm late", "late for what?" She looked really confused now. "I'm late LATE Lucy. I haven't had my period in 2 months, I haven't even realised because I've been so busy with classes and homework. I..I think I'm pregnant. Oh god this can't be happening. I'm only 18 and just started college. What am I going to do?" I started crying by now and Lucy just rubbed circles on my back. "Take a deep breath. We don't even know for sure if you are pregnant. I'm going to drive to the store and pick up a couple of tests for you. If any of them are positive we will think of what we should do.
20 minutes later she came back with 5 different tests and a jug of orange juice "here drink the juice so you can take all the tests". I started drinking the juice and 5 minutes later I grabbed the tests and went into the bathroom. Less than three minutes later I walked back out with the test lying on the counter "4 minutes" was the only thing I said to Lucy. After four minutes were over I slowly walked towards the open bathroom door and the five tests that would decide my future. As soon as I was close enough and saw what they said I walked backwards and slid down the wall outside and started crying. Lucy came straight over to hug me "it will be ok millie. It will be ok, I promise" she said this over and over again until I was nearly asleep against her shoulder and she helped me into my bed and slowly closed the door behind her.
*Lucy's POV*
Oh god what can I do. I got to ask James, I can trust him not to tell Kendall.
I picked up my phone and dialled his number. After two rings a sleepy James answered "Lucy? Not that I don't like hearing from you but what is so important that you have to wake me up at 2 in the morning?". I took a deep breath and hoped Millie wouldn't kill me later "it's Millie" I could hear him take a sharp breath and he sounded wide awake now "what's wrong with her? Is she ill? Did something happen to her?". Jeez he could ask as many questions as a child but it's understandable, he's protective of her "take a breath James. Yes something happened but I can't tell you anything. I just don't know what to do"
I could hear him walk around the room and wake someone up which I guessed was Kendall who obviously took the phone away from James as soon as he heard something is wrong with Millie "Lucy what's wrong with her? She hasn't called me at all today?". I looked over to her closed door and turned my attention back to my phone "Kendall there is something wrong with her but I can't tell you what's wrong, she has to tell you herself but I think you should come back. She is freaking out and..." Kendall interrupted me before I could tell him anymore "I'll try to get back as soon as possible. Please take care of her until I get there. Bye Lucy" he hang up on me before I said my goodbyes.