Light's POV:

It was only a day or so after Kenzi's slip up with Misa, yet Kenzi's features stayed the same. Sharp fangs, glowing eyes. Kenzi isn't exactly normal. Her background isn't what the average person would call normal. Her parents being a small factor in her life, and her grandmother's -both her American and her russian grandmothers- being the only one there for her was definitely something that affect Kenz. She was depressed a lot as a teenager, never liked hanging around anyone for too long so she ran away alot. She usually ran away for a few days, a week at most, so you could imagine the surprise her Russian grandmother, Alyona or Алёна in russian, felt when it had been more than a week and Kenzi had yet to return. Her grandmother called the authorities as soon as it was a week and Kenzi hadn't been home once or made any sign that she was still living. Police had formed search parties, and they had searched for months and were about to give up when they found her. She was bundled up in a cave, deep in the Siberian forest, hiding from the snow. She was bloody, and dirty and looked pretty bad. She staying in the hospital for maybe 3 days before she was all better. No-one knew how she got better so quickly, she looked horrible when she came in. No-one but her 'Nana' -as Kenzi called Alyona- knew. Kenzi was released home after the 3rd day, and her grandma sat her down and talked to her as soon as they were in the comfort of Grandmother Alyona's old cabin-like house."Vnuchka-" Her grandmother caught her attention by using the Russian word for granddaughter. Kenzi told me the way her grandmother looked at her made it impossible to lie. Alyona had that power that few grandmothers have. That's when Kenzi spilled, she told her grandmother everything. From running away and why, to what happened and what to do now. Kenzi wasn't human anymore. At the age of 13, she was more. She was a vampire. Alyona knew. She just wanted Kenzi to tell her. From there, Kenzi was different. She met an older vampire when she turned 15. Dexter - or Dex- wasn't exactly like Kenzi, he was a pureblood, practically royalty. He took care of her vampire needs, while Kenzi's life stayed as normal as it could with her grandmother. Soon after she was ready to move to America. Still being a rebellious teen, she ran away more but came back sooner. She wouldn't stay out longer than a week, not a minute later. One night she came back a day before the week ended, and she didn't remember a thing, and she seemed human again. Seemed. They all knew vampires were vampires, and it wasn't that easy to change. Derik disappeared. Kenzi was on her own, seemed human, and was on her way to America to live with her American gran, Susan. She led a normal life, and moved to Japan later thus meeting L and I while walking around the airport obviously lost and nervous, pressing her bangs and twirling her bangs as she always does in times of distress. We took her in. She told me her story as she got more comfortable, and I see it now and then. She gets mad and her eyes flicker with that dangerous glow, and her teeth sharpen and extend for a moment then it's gone. Then she is Kenz again.

But this time, with Misa. Misa was out of line with bringing up L abruptly like that and to have to audacity to still smirk at Kenzi afterwards? I am surprised with Kenzi's self control, how she didn't snap Misa's neck, though she was dangerously close. Misa was lucky, and shouldn't try again, though I doubt she will. Kenzi still hasn't faded yet, fangs and eyes still bright and obvious. She doesn't seem to have noticed, I was thinking of telling her something, seeing if she is aware. She walks around smiling at me, and I smile back. She isn't having so many nightmares or dreams, or ... she is getting better at keeping them to herself. It's only been a day or 2 but she is a bit different. Tonight, she sat down at the dinner table as Sprinkles sat by her feet, and I sat across from Kenz. She poked her pasta around, taking small bites now and then. This is strange.

"Kenzi?"

"Light"

She doesn't look up, She continued to poke at the tomato sauce in her plate, and I continue on, pressing her harder for an answer.

"Kenzi, are you alright?"

Her grip on her fork tightens and she glares down at her plate, grinding her teeth.

"You know very well I am not alright as of now."

"Oh. Well, did you notice you're ...you're-"

"Different? Changed? A FREAKING VAMPIRE, FOR FUCKS SAKE."

She threw her fork down as she screamed the last part, so much power filling her voice. She was very angry, and her eyes glowed with a dark crimson ting welling up. No. She is changing more.

"I know, Light. I am aware. My fangs poke my lips all the time, my eyes burn when I get mad and I know how they change. Recently they started getting red as they glow, it's not the normal glow you said I had."

"I am sorry. I was just making sure. Don't you need something? Blood, blood tablets?"

She cringes at the word. Blood tablets, little white pills that are dropped in water and hold off a vampire's hunger for a while though it 'doesn't compare to warm fresh blood.' Not my words, L's words. He knew vampires, he wanted to be one. So he could heal faster, be immortal and such, so he could be justice forever. He knew a lot about them. When he heard about Kenzi -long after he fell in love- he understood, and didn't ask her about it too much. He offered his blood to her, which Kenzi being 'human' at the time rejected. She had only slipped once, got close to changing and was hungry. Only once did she bite L, and she hated it afterwards. She felt ugly, disgraceful, shameful. She looks up at me, glaring a bit, the crimson in her eyes still evident.

"No. I am fine."

"Kenzi."

I place my hand on top of hers and she tenses. I know she is tempted but won't let herself.

"Kenzi." I repeat. She needs blood, or blood tabs. "Kenz, you know very well that you don't have any pills and you haven't had them in years. You do have blood, and a source near you." I tilt my neck, and look at her as her eyes deepen with the red color. "I give you full permission to my blood, whenever you need it where ever you need it." She gets up and lurks over to me, Her eyes are fully maroon now, and she is a centimeter away from my neck. That's when it happens. The first ting of pain, the breaking of my skin, followed by the pure Ecstasy that comes with the bite. It feels energizing, and gets your adrenaline pumping. I am ashamed to admit it, but the bite arouses me, as it does any human. I shiver as she finishes off, panting as she wipes her mouth. My hand flies up, instantly curious as to what is happening on my neck. It's wet, I am still bleeding. Kenzi looks at me, and leans back in. I think she wants more, but instead of feeling a sting I feel her tongue run over my neck where she bit and she pulls away, staring emotionless. My curious hand again feels to only discover 2 bumps, only wet because of Kenzi's tongue, and it's healing powers and not because of blood. I smile at her, and say arigato. She just nods and stands up from her kneeling position. She bends down and kisses my forehead, before hugging me. She whispers into my ear "I'm so sorry." before trotting off to her room, and locking the door. Crap. She is ashamed again. She hates doing that, but in the moment of doing it, she knows she fancies it. It's what she does. She blames herself for all of it, but I offered because I also take pleasure in the bite, not that I would say that openly. It seems like a win win situation to me. No. It doesn't. Look at Kenzi, she hates herself now. I sigh and push my pasta away, no longer hungry. I walk back to my room, dizzy from the blood loss, and frown as I see it is empty. Kenzi is hiding in her room. It's okay. She needs time alone, and I know she usually doesn't sleep at night. I need to,

As I drift off, I think of her. She is my one and only focus again, but for different reasons. She is still my Kenzi Snow, no matter what. I will provide for her, I will protect her. I will be her guardian for as long as she wants. I tell myself I will tell this to her tomorrow, and I drift off to sleep with nothing but love and worry for her. Worry for her future, worry her past will catch up -if it hasn't all caught up already, and just worried for her.

How will she live if me giving her blood kills her a little more every time? One steps forward, and 2 steps back.

*cue all the UGHS* Well stop being little whiny babies, darn it. This is not a twilight thing, this is a Vampire Knight thing! :D I recently fell REALLY HARD back into the Vampire Knight anime fandom and I couldn't resist making this a sort of crossover Kenzi is a vampire, and Light will help her whether she wants it or not. It might be hard,...not it WILL be hard. Wish Light Yagami luck,

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