Kenzi's POV:

I ran to my room, and locked the door, before sliding down it and burying my head in between my knees. I scrunched my face up, squishing my eyes closed hard, and tried remembering that night. It was snowing -of course, it was Siberia, Russia- I remember being attacked, but I don't remember who or what? I just remember waking up, being bloody and being surrounded by Russian police. Dexter showed up and helped me, but I can't remember who the hell changed me in the first place. Then I was human all of a sudden, and Dex was gone. I assume it was him, considering his impeccable timing. But who turned me into this monster in the first place?

I heard Light's unstable waddle going down the hallways and felt worse. I took too much blood from him. I cringe and hold my breath until I hear his door close. I sigh and relax my shoulders a little bit, before literally crawling into my bed, Sprinkles trialing close behind. I stayed up for hours staring at my white ceiling as I stroked Sprinkles head. Hours that felt like decades and centuries, hours where the guilt and pain got progressively worse and made me regret so much. I was beginning to fall asleep, Sprinkles sprawling out over my stomach getting comfortable as well when I heard my door click open. Light. Light seems to sneak into my room a lot. Sprinkes glared at him before jumping off the bed, and sitting on a bookshelf near by, his favorite observation spot.

Light climbs in bed -again only on my side- and snuggles closer to me, our faces only an inch or so apart.

"Why are you in here?" I say a little too coldy, but Light laughs and responds.

"What's it look like? Besides, I just helped you."

"HELPED? No. I don't want any of your blood."

"That's fine. Look" he points to his bandaged neck, "I patched myself all up."

I stare at it emotionlessly for a moment before cringing, remembering the horrid things I did, and turning my back to Light.

"What's wrong?" Light askes, sounding completely serious and oblivious to everything.

"Light, you should go."

"Alright, I will go back to my room."

He begins getting out of the bed, but I call out after him.

"Not just to your room, you should leave far away from me, and never look back."

This has him running back into my bed, and snuggling me closer. In public, Light seems so emotionless and normal but in the privacy of his residence he is similar to a kitten really.

"I would never leave you. I don't care if your a werewolf, or a mermaid, or some other mystical creature, you're Kenzi. It's gonna take a lot more than this to make me leave."

"Well, when you are an empty blood bag I am sure you will think different."

He snuggled closer, and hid his face in the crook of my neck, my neck being a sensitive part of my body I tensed a little bit.

"Kenz."

He used my nickname. He knew it was one of my very few weaknesses.

"Yes Light."

"Excuse me for bringing this up, I know I am not L. No-one can be, but I do love you."

"I love you, too Light."

"No, I mean love you. Like what you and L had, I want."

"I know Light. I meant it that way too."

His face lifted out from behind my neck and I kind of missed it's presence, but Light distracted me when he asked, "Really? "

"Well, I mean I can take it back-"

"NO! I'm sorry. I didn't think you would be as okay with it, or return the feelings."

"I do and I have for a bit now. Now goo to sleep Light."

"Are you gonna sleep?"

"Good night, Light-Senpai."

He huffed, and eventually after about a half an hour of light chatter (AN: PUN! Light chatter as in small talk, but LIGHT as in his name! :D ) he dosed off. My head lay on his chest now, and I could hear his heart beat. I tempted me ever so slightly, but I wasn't going to ever do that to Light again, I would go get some blood tablets later. I don't want to want to drink blood. I would say I don't want to drink blood, but that wouldn't be proper. Because I do. I wish I didn't have the urge, but I do. If those disgusting blood tablets mean I can be semi-normal, then so be it. I looked up at Light, and smiled at him. He was so normal while he slept. He had changed his sleeping schedule when he met me, and usually sleeps in the day like I do, but sometimes he sleeps at night instead. He mumbles in his sleep, and I like listening to the words that escape the prisons of his subconcious mind. I was listening to him mumble, when a few bothersome words escaped.

"Please...K-Kenzzz...no more." He slurred and stirred in his sleep a bit. "Ken...you're h-hurrtin me" I looked up at him, brow furrowed. He was dreaming of me, most likely sucking his dry of all his blood. I slipped out from under his arm, and looked back at him, tears brimming my eyes, as I opened my bedroom door and whispered back "I'm so sorry Light."

I couldn't stay here. I needed to go for a walk, I was going to go buy blood tablets and walk around and think. Just a peaceful walk. That's all.

Moshi Moshi Yujins!

Let me say something, Kenz doesn't sleep during the day because she is all vampired out. No, she is just nocturnal as I am. I sleep during the afternoons, and stay up all night watching anime and updating stories.

Please please please leave a comment regarding your thoughts, sorry if this one was a bit lame I tried. Stay stellar, and stay tuned for more drama ~(^.^)~

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