Hi. I'm going to update if you don't mind.

Disclaimer:

Dawn: Adriana doesn't own Victorious or any of the OC's, except Maddi.

Beck's Pov

I came to a solution about my Jade problem. Jade isn't really the problem, I'm pretty sure it's me who's the problem. I decided I was going to sing to her. Yes, I know. I'm an actor. But, people tell me I have a good voice.

So, I thought I'd try it. I walked over happy to find William and Maddi there already. Just the people I wanted to see. I am well aware that Jade has moved on and is dating some dude that suits her more. And, by 'suiting' her, I mean in a stereotypical way.

Daniel is a nice guy and all, but I don't trust hime with my girl.

She's not your girl anymore.

The stupid voice in my head reminded me. She's not my girl. Those words are depressing. "Hello. Just the people I needed to talk to." I stated, dropping my backpack and food on the table.

"And, what is it that you need to talk to us about? We ran out of weed, by the way." William said putting an arm around Maddi's shoulder. She laughed and shrugged his arm off of her. "We aren't drug dealers. So, what's up?" Maddi said turning towards me.

"I kind of need help with writing a song." I stated, suddenly becoming nervous. "Oh my gosh. Is it for Jade?" Maddi asked excited. "How did you know?" I asked cautiously. "It's obvious you like her."

"No, it isn't obvious. I thought you were over her." William said, "It's not obvious to you because you don't know what love is." Maddi told him. He scoffed, "Me? I'm a love master." We laughed at him.

"Anyway, are you going to sing it to her? Or is it just to get it out of your system?" William asked seriously. "I'm planning on singing it to her. But, I don't know when or where. And, that kid Daniel she's seeing. That's another problem." I said.

Maddi's eyes popped open and she looked excited. She grabbed my hand then William's and started dragging us back towards the classes. "Where are you taking us?" I asked her. "Just shut up." she replied.

I heard William laugh. I laughed along with him. We eventually ended up at Sikowitz's classroom. "Why are we-" I got cut off, "Shut up."

We walked inside to see Sikowitz shaving his legs. "Ew." I heard Maddi's voice say, barely above a whisper.

"Kids! What are you doing here?" Sikowitz asks nervously and throws the razor across the room. "I know who I want to take my place in the kickback performance." she said, ignoring the fact that we just walked in on him shaving his legs.

My eyes popped out, "Who?" Sikowitz asked. "Beck." she answered pointing a finger towards me. "Beck? I thought you were a dancer." Sikowitz stated confused.

I sighed, "An actor actually, but people always tell me I have a good voice and I thought I'd give it a shot." I quickly covered up. I wasn't going to tell him about singing to Jade.

"Yeah, that and he wants to sing a song to-" William was cut off when Maddi slapped a hand over his mouth. "We're just going to go now."

We exited the room. "The kickback? Really?" I asked in disbelief. She just smiled. "You are one little devious girl." William said pointing a finger accusingly. "Well, will you guys help me write the song?"

"Hell yeah!" Maddi screamed, and William laughed. "Sure."

I smiled and we headed back to the lunch table. Everyone was already there. Including Daniel who was sitting in between Jade and Robbie. I felt my hands forming into fists at my sides.

Everyone went silent when I reached the table. Jade finally noticed we arrived and introduced us, "Daniel this is Maddi, William, and Beck. Guys, this is Daniel." I locked eyes with her.

She obviously was the first to break the eye contact. "Hey." William said waving, "Nice to meet you." Maddi said polietly. "Don't get used to the politness from that girl. It won't last." William told him.

He laughed and I sat inbetween Dawn and William. "Shut up, William!" she slapped his arm, "See what I mean?" he said making us laugh.

Maddi's Pov

BADE IS COMING BACK BITCHES. I know I wasn't here for the actual Bade relationship, but I do know they were fucking cute. And, I will make sure they're back together. I'm sure of it.

I felt a pair of eyes on me and looked up to meet William's gorgeous blue ones. He quickly looked away, an adorable blush creeping onto his cheeks. I just wanted o pinch them. So, I did.

I can't control my actions around this boy. He smiled at me and continued eating his food. This boy will be the absolute death of me.

I took a bite out of my burger, not before words kept crawling back to me.

You've had too much to eat, Maddi. You're going to get fatter than you already are.

I wish you had never been born! What did I do to get punished with such a horrible child? I should've had an abortion.

Stop crying, Maddi. You're pathetic.

I quickly wiped at the tears that I didn't know were forming. I looked up and realized that everyone was to busy to see me cry.

Just like your parents.

I pushed the thoughts out of my head and put my burger down. "You okay?" I jumped at the sound of William's voice. No. I wanted to tell him. Everything. From how my parents don't love me to the daily beatings I get.

They're both phisically and verbally abusive. I just want to run into his arms and hug him. I want him to tell me everything will be fine. But, obviously I don't. "Yeah, I'm fine." lies.

I needed someone to talk to. Someone who understands my pain.

*Flashback*

"Honey, come downstairs. We're going to be late!" My mom called up the stairs. My dad quickly came down and hugged and kissed my forehead.

"We'll be back before you know it. Tina, here, is going to take care of you. Okay?" I had abondonment problems. I nodded slowly. My parents didn't know that once they left, Tina would beat me.

She then used some of her make up to cover uo my bruises. I was 7. My parents were non-alcoholics and free of drug use back then.

I quickly ran up the stairs, once my parents left. I heard Tina yelling behind me. I ran into my room and hid in the closet.

She banged on my door. I shook in the corner praying to God she wouldn't come in. But, obviously she did. She stormed right in.

She raided the room until her eyes landed on the closet doors. With one swift movement, she pulled open the doors and instantly saw me.

The look that overcame her face was hideous. She looked as if she had been possesed. She raised her hand, her hand about to contact with my face-

"Maddi! Maddi! Lunch is over." I came back to my senses to see I was left outside nobody else with me, except William.

I rarely got panic attacks, but I'm pretty sure I'm going through one right now. I was shaking like a chihuahua and I couldn't breathe.

"Maddi, are you okay?" I slowly shook my head. "What's wrong? Do you need me to take you to the nurse?" he asked concerned. I shook my head again. I collapsed in his arms. It wasn't until I started sobbing that I realized what was going on.

I wasn't having a panic attack. This was years of tormenting and years of beatings and feelings that I've hidden. They're all coming out now. I'm finally after nine years, breaking down.

"Please don't leave me, William." I said, not caring how pathetic I sounded. I didn't even care that William probably thinking that I'm a pathetic loser.

"It's okay, Maddi. I won't leave you."

Well, happy April Fools Day! I hope you enjoyed the episode!

William: I enjoyed it! Escpecially because I got to hold Maddi. ;)

Maddi: I was having a break down, and all you're thinking about is how close you were to me?

Mason: That's low, man. Obviously why Maddi belongs with me.

William: She's mine. Sorry to burst you're bubble.

Me: Well, whoever doesn't get Maddi can be with me, because I have no social life.

BYEE!

~NiallHoranAteThisUsername