Bella:

As I'm pinned against the wall, I wrap my legs around Edward's body. He carries us both over to the bed, kissing me once again as he lies on top of me. Our clothes are rapidly flying off, soon leaving us both in our underwear.

Which is exactly when I become nervous.

Edward is incredibly gorgeous with a perfect body. And I don't even want to begin to think about the other famous, beautiful women he's been with. You can't even begin to compare me and them.

"Bella? What's the matter?" Edward asks, looking worried. I think I zoned out a bit. "Sorry, am I moving things too fast?" he asks, sitting up and pulling me up to look at him.

"No, I…uh, I'm fine?" I don't know why it comes out as a question, it wasn't meant.

"Don't feel like I'm pressuring you into anything, Bella," Edward says gently, taking hold on my hand.

"It's not about the sex!" I shout in frustration, getting off the bed and pacing around the room.

"Then what?" Edward groans, leaning back on the bed and watching as I pace frantically around the small hotel room.

"You. I…what I mean is that, you're gorgeous. Perfect," I rush out, trying to explain my mad thoughts.

"You're annoyed that I'm perfect?" Edward asks, sitting up on his elbows with a hint of amusement in his voice.

"No, dammit! I feel…I'm scared I'm not good enough," I mumble feebly, still pacing.

"What do you mean?" Edward asks, once again serious.

"You must've been with lots of more beautiful women than me. Why me?" I ask him.

"Bella," Edward chuckles. Why is he amused? "Do you remember the conversation we just had?" About loving each other? I nod to Edward. "So you know that I love you, right?" I nod again. "And, when people love each other, they generally have sex. You say I'm perfect but, for me, you're the perfect, flawless one. More beautiful, loving and intelligent than anyone I've ever met. Will you join me in bed now? We don't have to do anything-" I cut off Edward, quickly joining him back in the bed.

"I want to. I'm sorry, I love you, I just…got a little insecure?" I tell him, straddling him and kissing all over his face.

"That's ok, and I love you too. Just always remember that," Edward replies, kissing my lips.

I break the kiss and lean back, causing Edward to frown a bit. I reach behind my back and unclasp my bra, letting it fall down my arms and onto the bed. Edward's eyes widen, but I don't stop there. I balance on my knees and pull down my final piece of clothing, throwing it across the room. His eyes widen ever more.

"Bella," Edward groans, his eyes easily roaming my completely naked body. How I didn't see this before, I'll never know. I also notice his erection, even through his boxers. "You're like an angel," he comments, sitting up so that he can kiss me.

"So are you," I tell him back as he pulls off his boxers.

We roll over so that I'm lying on the bed, Edward on top of me. My eyes are fixed on his chest, before moving down his body.

"Holy shit you're huge!" I blurt. Woops. Edward grins cockily, looking down at himself proudly.

"Why thank you," he nods, lining himself up with me.

In one quick thrust he's inside me, filling me completely and stretching me as he does. He definitely is huge.

"Shit, you're tight," Edward groans, moving slowly at first. I wrap my legs around his waist, digging my heels into his ass to move him faster. Taking the sign, he speeds up going somehow deeper.

I feel a tightening in my abdomen, feeling close so soon. I tell Edward this, who agrees saying he too is close. I clamp down as my orgasm flows through me, leaving me a panting, moaning mess. Edward thrusts a couple more times, before his orgasm over takes him and he spills inside me.

Edward collapses next to me on the bed, wrapping his arms tightly around me. I smile over to him and see he has a lazy half smirk on his face. He looks so adorable and content.

"That was…" I begin, not knowing how to describe it with just one word.

"Intense," Edward finishes. Yeah, I'd agree with that.

"And we'll definitely be doing it again," I promise him.

"Most definitely," he agrees, leaning over and kissing me.


A/N: Longer chapter today! What did you think of their first time? :D

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