Disclaimer: See chapter1.
Dear diary.
8 June 2066
I'm going mad for sure. I'm losing it. Everything is so, so odd. I mean it. Today I nearly took the wall to the kitchen out. I'm off balance constantly leaning to the right or to the left. I nearly fell over at least a hundred times too. I'm just glad the mother hens didn't see any of that. Maybe Kyrano saw it but he won't tell them unless he knows that he has to.
I fled to my room and threw myself down on my bed, hoping that it would just go away. After a while of sulking I got up and sat down in front of my laptop. I have to do some work or watch a video, just anything to calm myself down before I start to panic. I see my friend is online and I tell her about what I'm feeling. For a while she didn't respond, maybe she went away cause she doesn't know what to say or had gotten tired of me? She came back and well, how do I put this. She told me to talk to her. Yell if I want to, just do anything as long as I talked to her. Hell I'm glad I don't talk to her via video like I do with my brothers when I'm upstairs.
I really feel like I'm going to go mad. Father was watching me. And believe me he'll tell Virgil every darn thing he sees. I understand that he's worried and everything but Virgil would stick to me like glue. He's gotten one of those little monitors you use to watch babies with when they sleep. Well, he and Brains had made one for adults. Really, really hate that thing. It also has this small metal thing that Virgil hides under the sheets somewhere, it's a bio-scanner I think. I've tried to find that little thing to get rid of it and well, I may not be able to see Virgil's face very well but I never want him as close to me as he was when he caught me looking for it.
When did that happen you ask? Well, the day we came back from the hospital. I had gone outside to sit and get my head together before dinner and while I was outside my brother had gone to my room and setup the darn thing. I should have known that he'd know.