Disclaimer: See chapter1.

Dear diary.

12 June 2066

I can't take this anymore. Dad just told Penny how proud he is of me, that I'm handling everything well or so he and the rest of my family think. They had called the doctor yesterday telling him that I've had two headaches and that I was having blurred vision. Virgil had followed me around for a while and when I turned to yell at him to leave me alone I somehow got to near the edge of the stairs leading down to the pool and I fell over down the stairs. Gordon, who was swimming at the time, was out of the pool faster than thunderbird one.

I couldn't make heads or tails of my surroundings when I came to a jarring stop at the bottom stair. I was hurting all over and I could feel that the walls I had built up over the month crumbling. I felt someone touch me checking me over for any broken bones. And then I felt hands pulling my legs straight as I was shifted a bit and then I ended up flat on my back. I didn't even know that I was leaning against the last stair before I ended up on my back.

I heard someone tell everyone to give me some room and to go into the house. When they left I found the person lifting me up into a sitting position. To my dismay it was Virgil. He had somehow told Scott to go into the house, no doubt he'd given him something to do. I looked at him. Not sure if I should talk. That was when my last wall broke. I threw myself against my brother and well, I just cried. He didn't say a word. He just held me and rocked me like a little child.

I started to mumble my thoughts into his shirt. Why me? How could this be happening to me? Things like that. Then I just stopped. Without a word I pushed myself away from my brother and somehow made it onto my feet. He walked with me to my room and left me to gather myself. What it was that had made him leave me alone for a while I don't know, guess he just got the message. Although I think I must have hurt his feelings a bit. He means well but sometimes he smothers you too much, not that he knows it. I guess I have to say sorry to him when I see him again.

I got onto the internet and found my friend. She was all chipper and happy. Then I had to go and hang over her like a dark cloud. She didn't mind me going off. It's like she was just sitting there, waiting for me to come and rain out all my frustrations. Heavens knows where I got her from. I was on a train to nowhere. She told me that she was updating a story she's doing on a fan page and so I decided to read it.

After I've read the update I got back to the messaging page and thanked her. She had totally derailed my thought train to nowhere. I also sent her a message saying sorry for blowing up and that I hoped that she wouldn't be mad at me. I felt so horrible. Now I had to people to say sorry to.