A/N: i am slowly starting to come back with updates! I am sorry that it has been taking me awhile...I hope you are all still out there reading and remembering! lol...anyways...I have a new one shot up! It's called In My Veins...if you haven't already read it! Thanks! Also I was feeling dirty so there's some juiciness in this chapter! ENJOY!

Chapter 14: Wet and Dream

I loved that was I able to do most of the driving while we were here. Even though I haven't been here in over ten years, it was like it never left me. We were driving down the narrow roads on the side of the island that every time you weren't sure if the road continued or not.

Of course, we finally found the sign that said Trunk Bay, we pulled in and parked. We gathered all of our stuff we would need for the beach.

"This is interesting." Haley said and that word was one to describe the island.

To get to the beach, you had to walk through the jungle just a little bit. It wasn't really the jungle but it wasn't like a forest either. There were coconut trees everywhere as we took the sandy trail towards the beach. Little creatures mainly mongooses and iguanas I warned them about were along the path.

There was a little shack off to the side that resided as bathrooms. As we walked further, a small little bungalow that served food came into view.

"Wow, they have a food joint here too? This is getting more and more perfect." Nathan said as he caught a glimpse at the handwritten menu on the blackboard.

Then a little clearing came to view and as we stepped through it, the beach and all its wonders were open to us. I heard everyone gasp including myself at the magnificence of this place. The water was crystal clear shades of green and blue. The sand was almost like silk as you dug your toes in it and the beach went on forever.

"Wow, see now I could get used to this everyday for the rest of my life." Clay dropped his and Rachel's things on the sand.

"Yeah, this is pretty great." Rachel said still in shock.

I looked over at Lucas as he looked peaceful. This is where he wanted to be: the sounds of the ocean waves, the wind blowing delicately in the background, and the light laughters of others around us.

We all took our places along the beach. About an hour went by and nobody said a word. It was nice. We all were just relaxing and enjoying ourselves. Haley had fallen asleep as Nathan and Clay began to carry on a conversation about basketball. Rachel was sunbathing and Lucas…he was reading a book never taking his eyes off of it for a second.

I, on the other hand, was sunbathing as well, but found myself staring, no, observing him. I had hoped he knew I was watching him, but if he did, I didn't notice.

"I think we are going to grab something to eat from that little shack. Does anybody want anything?" Nathan started brushing the sand from his swim shorts as Clay and Rachel started getting up as well.

"A chili cheese dog, please, they have some of the best ones, if I remember right." I said smiling up at Nathan.

"Make that two and I really want a Coke." Lucas said never letting his eyes leave the book, at least, he's alert to everyone else.

"Oh, a Coke does sound good." I chimed in.

"Okay two dogs and two Cokes. You coming with?" He turned to Clay and Rachel.

"I think I am going to walk down the beach some." Clay said.

"Hmm…I want to as well." Haley finally woke up and adjusting her eyes to the sun.

"I'll go with ya, Nathan, I am feeling like a fatty today." Rachel stood by Nathan.

It was odd. Haley kissed Nathan and smiled at Clay as she started to walk with him down the beach. Rachel said something that made Nathan laugh. Seeing those opposites walk off together, this island brings out the bizarre, but it also made me smile to myself. For Haley to always be irritated or uncomfortable with Rachel alone with Nathan, she just acted like she didn't care. Clay and Haley don't spend too much time together, but there they go off together exploring the beach.

"What are you smiling about, pretty girl?"

I closed my eyes as he still called me that precious name. Was the island beginning to work magic on Lucas as well? I turned to look at him as it seemed he still hadn't pulled his nose out of this book. How could he have known I was smiling?

"I am just so grateful we're here. I feel like it's helping all of us. I mean did you see how Haley didn't care at all that Rachel was going off with Nathan? And Haley and Clay? I don't think I've ever seen those two speak to each other alone, and now they are just walking down the beach together. I love it." I rolled onto my stomach and grabbed my brand new issue of Vogue and turned the page.

"Yes, it is…bizarre and nice. I am finding this to be very relaxing. My heart shouldn't explode or crap out on me here."

The tone in his voice as he said those words made me jump. I pulled my glasses from my eyes and glared at him.

"Don't say things like that." I scolded him for the first time since the Chase thing.

"It was a joke."

"Don't joke like that!" I demanded of him and turned away from him giving him my backside.

I couldn't believe him. I was angry and frustrated as I slammed my magazine on my towel and started walking towards the beach. I let my toes take a dip into the clear water and it felt amazing. I started to wade in deeper and deeper until the water was at my neck and I started to swim around a bit. I looked towards the beach and this time, Lucas had put his book down and he was watching me. I smirked and turned away from my view of him.

I finally submerged all the way and swam through the water. I resurfaced and Lucas was gone from the beach.

"This feels great." He was by me before I knew it.

"Yeah it is." I said not looking at him.

His hand brushed against my leg as we were both treading in the water. The waves brought me a little closer to him. Even in the saltwater, I could smell his scent.

"I am sorry." He said as he choked on the last word.

I scoffed at him.

"For what?" I looked back towards the beach and no one else was back yet.

"For the comment I made. I didn't want to upset you by it."

A part of me was a little disappointed that he wasn't apologizing for last week.

"It's okay." I said as I started to get out but he reached for my waist and stopped me.

"I don't want to upset you, Brooke especially while we're here." He said rubbing his hand along my flat stomach.

"Then don't." I said as I swam away from him and started back to our camped out area.

I didn't bother to wipe the sea away from me as it would help with the tan. I lied back down and let the rays beat across my skin. It felt refreshing. I heard someone coming back and I assumed it was Lucas until I smelled the most amazing aroma.

"One greasy, sloppy coney for ya." Rachel sat down next to me and I opened my eyes.

"Oh my God, it smells fanstastic." I took the dog from her and started munching on it. Best decision today ever!

"Why is Lucas sitting along the water?" Rachel nodded forwards in front of us.

"I don't know."

Rachel called out to Luke and waved his bag back and forth.

"Man that burger was awesome." Nathan sat on the other side of me.

"Yeah we got some fantastic islan' cookn' herr." I said in my island accent and they both laughed at me.

Lucas made his way back and sat beside Rachel, thanking her for the food and eating it before I had finished mine.

"Now to complete this meal with a bottled Coke." Bottled Coke was the best. Nathan popped the top off and handed me the glass bottle.

So refreshing. Everything about this place was refreshing.

Lucas and I finished our food and the four of us sat in silence looking out to the ocean.

"How's the water?"

"Perfect." Lucas and I said together.

"Great!" Nathan said as he got up and Rachel followed him.

They began to have a water fight and I smiled. I saw out of the corner of my eye, Clay charging towards them and dive in, picking up Rachel and slinging her further into the water. Haley skipped towards Nathan who pulled her into his arms. They were all so in love that it made me sad that I couldn't have that. I flinched at the feeling and Lucas didn't say or do anything.

We had spent five hours at the beach as it started to get dark. We decided to cook at the house tonight and go out another night seeing as we had thirteen more nights left. Nathan and Haley decided to go the store and I made the directions as simple as I could. You only make one turn. They left and Clay and Rachel were cuddled together in the hammock on the patio. Rachel giggled and I've never heard her giggle before. It was nice to hear.

I wasn't sure where Lucas disappeared to; maybe he was in our room or in the main part of the house. I was still standing in the driveway looking where Haley and Nathan just left and then turning to hear Rachel laugh again at something Clay said. I headed back to our room and noticed the lights were off, maybe Lucas was upstairs. I opened one of the glass doors and went to turn on one of the lamps. I walked up the bed and Lucas had passed out on his stomach sleeping. I could hear his steady breathing. I tiptoed towards the closet, stepped inside and pulled out a pair of shorts and tank. I walked out of the closet and heard Lucas groan in his sleep. It was one of the cutest sounds I'd ever heard.

I sat on the edge of the bed to charge my cell phone when I felt a shift towards me. Lucas had his arm around me pulling me closer to him. I wasn't sure if he was aware of what he was doing or just doing it out of instinct. I didn't resist him as he buried his face into the crook of my neck inhaling my scent. I was mad at him still, no frustrated and disappointed with him but I wanted to be near him. I couldn't help it, I never could as I always craved him.

I started drifting into a deep sleep.

"What are you thinking about?"

We just got done having amazing sex. It was my first time and he seemed to enjoy himself pretty well and I had to admit that I loved every moment of it. I turned to look back at him.

"I am glad I did this." I said wrapping my arm around his that held me against him.

"Me too. Is it what you expected? Was it okay?" He seemed nervous. He seemed like this was his first time and he wanted my approval.

I turned in his arms so that I was facing him and brushed my fingers across his face.

"It was everything and more. I have never been so happy in my life…were you…I mean was I okay?" I bit my lip anxiously awaiting his reply…that it scared me.

His face changed and he ran his hand from my knee up my thigh across my stomach, between my breasts, and rested on my cheek.

"Pretty girl, you were amazing, really. Although you do realize that if we continue to do this, I can teach you a few things, I mean practice is always good even for me." He leaned in and kissed me wildly.

It made my center ache for him. Never did I know my body could react this way to another person. Lucas drove my body crazy leaving me wondering if I had any control over it. He rolled on top of me and his dick became hard against my abdomen and I inhaled sharply as I loved that feeling.

"Ready for round two?" He questioned me.

"Please." I hissed as he bit my ear which I was beginning to learn was one of my favorite things.

His hands started to roam my body and I was learning that my body responded in the most passionate way to his touch. I reached down and started rubbing my hand up and down his dick and he did his best to control himself from exploding. I could not believe I had this effect on him.

"Stop or else you are going to ruin this for me." He removed my hand and brought my hands together clasped above my head.

I had to admit I loved it when he took charge, made me his. With his free hand, he let it run down my stomach and rest on my hip as I bucked forward. Then he slowly inserted his dick inside of me and I couldn't help the jolt that coursed through my body. I leaned forward desperately wanting to kiss him but he pulled back as he thrust in and out of me. It was driving me crazy.

"Let me touch you please."

Was somebody talking to me? I opened one eye and realized I was in the bed with Brooke. I looked over at the bedside clock over her and it read eight thirty. Damn did we really sleep almost two hours? I wonder if we missed dinner.

"Please." She murmured in her sleep.

It only made me think about the time we first had sex or well the second time. She was begging me to let her touch me but I held her hands together preventing her from doing so. Was she dreaming about that moment? Would it be rude and selfish of me to help bring her dream to reality? I wanted to touch her and be inside of her so badly. She turned in my arms and bucked against my hips and I couldn't help myself…

I let my hand glide from her neck down her arm and rest on her hip. She moaned in her sleep. The heat radiating from her body made me restless and my dick grew hard.

"Please." She begged in her sleep and I couldn't resist or deny her.

I let my hand slip into her shorts and I found her hot, extremely wet center that was begging to be touched. I watched her face as it contorted into pleasure and she surprised me as she brought her hand to mine in her pants forcing it to move. I did as she requested. I let my palm rub against her pussy slowly and then I increased my speed. I pushed her panties to the side and let my thumb run across her clit and her whole body shivered as she moaned again.

"Lucas."

So she was dreaming about me and my touch. She was breathing hard and I let a finger slid inside her pulling it in and out roughly and then slipping in another finger and she shuddered and clasped her fingers through my hair yanking me towards her. I let my face get lost in between her breasts. I buried my face down in her shirt letting my tongue enjoy her taste.

"Don't stop." She bucked in my hand as she rode my fingers.

She was unbelievably sexy even if she was still asleep. I was going to kiss her…

"Holy fuck! I am…shit!" The red head froze and instead of moving, she just stood there.

"Rachel, get the fuck out!" I yelled at her and Brooke finally came alert on what was going on.

"RACHEL!" She screamed as I still had my fingers inside of her.

Brooke moved closer to me to hide our situation but Rachel wasn't a fool.

"Finish her off Luke. Dinner will be ready in about ten minutes." She winked at us.

"Give it to her hard." She yelled out as she closed the door and was out of sight.

I knew what was coming; she was going to scream at me, scold me for taking advantage of her again in her sleep. When I looked at her face, I couldn't read her expression. Then she started moving. Did she want me to finish? Her hips started moving in a slow motion. Her eyes were closed.

"Brooke?"

"Finish." She demanded.

I did as she asked. I let my fingers work magic on her as she wiggled and purred my name. God, I loved it when she would say my name like that.

"Fuck, Luke, I'm…I'm…" She screamed as her juices flooded my fingers.

She was panting and I went to kiss her but she rolled over and walked into the bathroom. What the fuck just happened? I sat up on my elbows and waited. Now I had a hard on and got the feeling I would not be reciprocated. She knew what I did was wrong and she was going to punish me for it. I heard the tub cut on and just imagining her naked in the next room, I had to take care of this. I was hoping she would be in there for awhile and if not, she could walk out and watch me. I heard her splash in the tub and I imagined being in there with her.

I put my hand down my pants and lay back on the bed as I let my hand work on my dick. Fuck, I wanted it to be her so bad, but this is what I get. My hand was going at speeds that my brain couldn't comprehend. The only thing on my mind was Brooke.

"Fuck." I groaned.

I heard the door open and I knew I had an audience. I was doing this for her. I was going to finish myself off while she watched which used to be something I enjoyed. I loved it when she would watch and I knew it was one of her guilty pleasures as well.

"Brooke." I breathed. I wanted her to know she was doing this to me. She had this effect on me.

I reached my orgasm and I let my cum squirt against my stomach. I opened my eyes to see her watching me. She had that gorgeous bottom lip in between her teeth. She walked away from the doorway towards the closet completely ignoring me.

I grabbed my shirt and wiped my stomach off and held it in place. I walked into the bathroom to clean myself up. The bathroom air filled my nose with her scent. Vanilla and jasmine was so intoxicating.

I walked to the shower and the stars were amazing. I don't think I ever saw them this much in the states. The sky was so clear here.

I let the water wash over my body. I washed my sperm away and turned the water off. I put the towel around me and walked back into the room. Brooke was gone.

I was a little disappointed because I hoped she would have stuck around to talk about it or something.

I was an ass hole. I don't think that part of me will ever change. I just remember being so angry when I saw Chase kissing Brooke. I know we're not dating or anything but it made me see red. I wanted to strangle him for touching her, kissing her. Then I did something I shouldn't have. I ignored her. Well, not really ignore her, I just didn't want to talk about it and whenever she would try and speak to me it would be about that moment.

I don't do these kinds of things. I don't talk about relationships or other men because Brooke is not my girlfriend although I've always considered her mine.

"Damn it." I knew what I had to do but it was something I did notwant to do.

I got dressed and went upstairs. Once in the dining room, I saw Rachel and Brooke talking and I knew Rachel was giving her a hard time about what she walked in on. Brooke never looked at me or even tried to make eye contact.

"Hales, it smells delicious." I said walking over to her and kissing her on the side of her face.

"So did you finish?" Rachel asked and I shot her a look.

The three other people in the room were oblivious as Rachel, Brooke and I knew what she was referring too.

"Yeah Red I did twice."

"Ew seriously?" Haley was the first to catch on or at least say something out loud about it.

Brooke drank her glass of wine with a smirk on her face. At least she still has her sense of humor.

We had dinner and us guys bonded afterwards. I am not sure how it got to this but Clay really wanted to shave his head and all three of us ended up doing it. I haven't had a shaved head since my first year in New York. I don't think Brooke has ever seen me with a shaved head but I liked it that way. Yes it was pretty fucking lame, but I got to know Clay a little better. We talked about basketball, movies, books, and Brooke. I didn't say too much but he told me some stories they shared and it made me smile to know that Brooke found someone like that in her life when I was absent for so long.

The girls were inside drinking wine and painting their toe nails when Rachel was the first to notice us.

"What the hell did you do to your hair?" Rachel sat up immediately and stormed over to Clay and brushed her hand across his freshly shaven head.

"I needed a change. Apparently we all did." He said winking at Rachel.

"I think it's sexy." Haley said as she grinned ridiculously at Nathan.

Brooke's mouth was parted slightly and I knew…I knew she loved it.

"Luke it's a good look for you too." Haley said for Brooke.

"Thanks." I smiled at her and grabbed a beer and headed back outside to sit on the patio and look out to the sea.

This place was pretty incredible. I felt so at ease here even though things were strained between Brooke and me. I heard someone walking towards me and I knew it was her.

"You care to explain why you took advantage of me while I was sleeping…again?" She sat down next to me and hugged her knees to her chest.

"Please you liked it and yet again…you were begging for it. Don't think for one second you didn't know what you were doing." I said bringing the bottle to my mouth enjoying the taste.

"Hmm." She scoffed.

"And don't think I didn't notice you enjoying yourself while I was taking care of my business." I looked over at her and I saw her blush even in the moonlit sky.

We sat in silence for a moment and I saw her getting ready to speak but I growled a little bit and then turned slightly to face her.

"I don't do these things. You know that but I am apologizing for what happened last time with the Chase thing. I shouldn't have done…what I did." I drank some more of my beer and turned back to the stars as they danced along the water.

She didn't say anything. She didn't move. I wasn't sure if she was even breathing. I figured I would talk again.

"I know we're not dating and stuff but I, I, something broke my heart that day when I saw him touching you and kissing you. That should have been me." I slammed my fist against the railing of the patio. She jumped.

She still didn't say anything. This is why I don't talk about these things. It just…it makes me nervous and embarrassed thinking I said something stupid or cheesy…she definitely wasn't helping by keeping her mouth shut. I was about to take it all back…

"Thank you." She said quietly.

I face her and she still has her knees tucked in between her chest and arms. She looked so beautiful and innocent.

"You're welcome." I wasn't sure what was happening. Which part of what I just said was she thanking me for?

She got up, placed her hand on my shoulder, and walked back inside. I wanted to go after her but I know in most ways I am still screwing up. I should and need to keep my distance from her in that way. She is going to make this extremely difficult for me sleeping in the same bed. I turned back to the view before me. Was I ever going to be able to leave this place? It hasn't even been twenty four hours and I'm drawn in to this wonderful place.

I stayed out on the patio for the rest of the night. Haley came out there at one point and we talked about a few things and for once none of it involved Brooke. It was a relief. We talked about everything and anything and not having to talk about Brooke and my feelings felt so good.

I opened the door quietly to our room and saw her sleeping soundly in the bed. I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, and turned my bedside lamp on and there was a note.

Remember Luke, baby steps. X-Brooke

I turned to look at the most beautiful woman beside me as her chest rose up and down as she slept.

"I…goodnight Brooke." I was going to say it, let her know how I feel, but I pussied out and leaned over to kiss her on the forehead.

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