At that moment, for Allen, it almost seemed like time itself stopped.
The (almost always) annoyed samurai quickly pulled his hand back, pretending he did so on accident, fixing his hair bangs. Che. Did I have to do that? His hand felt warm. My hand was only a bit bigger than his. Those slender fingers.. Kanda bit on his lip. God. I can't stop thinking about him. I want to touch him even more. Why does he make me suffer like this? I bet he put me under some weird spell. Che. He's stupid. Perhaps I should leave. But I'm not fully recovered yet.. Well who said I'd need the bean sprouts' help anyway?!
What was Kanda's hand doing on mine...? Did he even notice he placed his hand..there..? The white-haired teen didn't move an inch. He just stared infront of him with ten red shades of blush. Allen tried to maintain himself by turning his hands into clenching fists, impatiently chewing on his own teeth. Oh no. I feel like a fire engine. Why did he do such a thing? More importantly.. I can't slow my heartbeat down.. Kanda! I want to touch him. I want to hold him. He's only making things harder for me.
Kanda stared at Allen's fists, then at his face. He's not gonna complain?
Since Allen wanted to control himself the best he could, because if he ran out of control who knows what he might do to Kanda, he quickly thought of a plan. A plan to help himself and prevent Kanda from thinking he's acting suspicious. Allen sighed, then gazed right into Kanda's dark grey eyes. He hesitated for a moment, then decided to comment;
"Kanda, what's with that? Didn't you see my hand was located over there? Don't invade my personal space".
Inside Kanda's head, many comments filled with hatred popped up. The bean sprout's comment made him furious.
"Who's the idiot that dragged me over to his house in first place?". Kanda looked above Allen. "I can't see him- oh wait! There he is," Kanda got hold of Mugen and pointed it at Allen, "you're just so small, like bean sprout, it was kind of hard to find you". Kanda grinned.
Allen counter attacked. He grabbed both of Kanda's wrists, moving his arms aside. He's getting me really irritated now. "You silly Japanese rice-eating demon! Do you think you can really kill me?!"
"What's up with me being Japanese? Che. Keep your paws off of me, you British lap dog of the Queen!"
Allen's touch seemed to have quite an effect on Kanda. It made the samurai blush.
"Why are you involving the Queen I don't even care about in this, Kanda?! I'm not a dog!"
Kanda hesitated before commenting and sighed in disturbance. "Aren't you British people drooling over the Queen or something?", he asked. "Surprisingly, you can really bark like a dog! Che. You're being annoying".
"No! Atleast, I'm not!"
"Che. Shut up, liar".
"Whatever". Allen let go of Kanda.
Allen turned the television back off, and got up to stretch his arms. "By the way Kanda, it's already 8 pm. Are you gonna stay here?" Kanda please say yes, say yes, say yes.. I hate how I can't touch you. I don't like it if you leave. I don't like it when we're apart. I know that you live in the same building as I do, only a few meters away, but it hurts. It's still too far away. It hurts to know that we can't be together, it hurts to know that every second we are spending, and will spend, with eachother- it won't last forever. We'll have to part our ways if you say 'no'. But even if you say 'yes', the parting will be later. I know that parting later will be even harder, but I really don't want you to leave my side. Just like that one day, when I met the little agitated boy. He was looking so sad and distant, gazing into nowhere. I wanted to help that little boy. I want to know what he meant, when he said that 'white rose' thing. Kanda could be that boy. Nah, that would be impossible. Please Kanda, let me dream on for some more. Please Kanda, let me be with you for a little while longer.
Kanda blushed clearly as he stared at the stretching bean sprout. The bean sprout is asking me if I should stay huh. I want to stay, but I can't bear this feeling any longer. I don't get how I can feel this weird. I've literally never felt this way before. I don't know how to deal with this. I don't know how to deal with my emotions. I'm trying to maintain my desires, but even my strength will one day not be enough. It's annoying. His face pisses me off, which is getting even worse by the second. For some reason I want to protect him from all danger, yet.. I feel like I am the one endangering his heart by being like this all the time. He has a fragile heart.. doesn't he? I remember a boy I met, once. I don't quite remember how he looks like. All I can remember is the promise I made. The promise, of telling him what I meant when I found him again. The bean sprout resembles that boy too much. He's almost like a white rose. Che. Whatever. Not like it means any shit.
"Che. Why should I stay bean sprout?", bragged Kanda with a faint blush.
"Well sorry sorry- then, don't stay! I was just asking since I don't know if you still need to recover and.. it's getting a bit late". I was right, after all.
A fake smile appeared on Allen's face, restraining himself from showing any depressing emotions.
"No-, I'll stay".
The white haired boy's eyes opened wide, slowly having the fake smile disappear, turning it into smirk. Did I hear that clearly? He'll..stay? Allen laughed.
"Oi, what's so funny bean sprout?"
"Aah, haha.., nothing K-Kanda, it's just that you never seem to cease to surprise me".
Kanda looked away. "Che. Just shut up already!"
"Okay, okay!~"
After a short silence, the Japanese samurai suddenly remembered something.
"Tomorrow, Lavi and Lenalee are gonna prepare this party thing for you, whatever I dont care how it's called, I don't know around what time but I assume that the rabbit will either pick you up, or you'll hear alot of noise coming from one spot".
"Ah, okay Kanda. Thank you for telling me".
"Che. Damn right thanking me, I took the effort to even think about it plus telling you". Pft. I'm not his secretary.
"You're so cold Kanda! Be a little nicer to your teacher!"
"Che. I'm not at school. I can do whatever the heck I want".
"Hmm, if that's true.. I can do the same thing right?"
"What the hell? Copying me, bean sprout?"
"No, just-" Allen couldn't finish his sentence because Kanda received a painful expression on his face. "S-shit", he whispered.
The white-haired teen couldn't help but worry as hell. "Kanda? Kanda, are you okay?!"
"Shut up, don't be so noisy. I just have a headache. Nothing serious".
"Kanda, don't try acting all cool. Pain is pain, don't make me worry. I'll get you an aspirin".
"Che. Since when did I tell you to worry about me? Don't get an aspirin, I'm fine".
Allen raised his eyebrow. Ah. He's so stubborn. I can't just leave him like that , can I? His headache might become even worse than it is now. Then, if he won't take aspirin, what could I do to make him feel at ease? I feel a bit useless.
"Why won't you go rest? There's only one problem though. I only have one bedroom, with a bed wide enough for two people though. But I can take the floor- so it's fine". I give up. I know I can't help it thinking this way- I really wanna share a bed with him.
A bed.. sharing a bed with the moyashi.. The idea isn't all too bad, isn't it? WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING. I shouldn't do that.
"Che. I won't go rest".
"Kanda, don't be so stubborn".
"You're not my mother! Shut the hell up".
Allen took a quick glance at the annoyed samurai, then at his beautiful dark purple bangs. I shouldn't be doing this but..
The bean sprout moved his hand towards one of Kanda's straight hair bangs, to grab it. "Oi, idiotic kid, what are you doing? Let go of my hair!", he yelled. Kanda started to blush and tempted to back away.
Allen leaned in, lowered his head and kissed Kanda's hair.
"Instead of the aspirin Kanda, this is my medical treatment".
ENJOY. oh yea xD I'm planning to add some fantasy in later. please tell me if I should add or shouldn't D: /sorry for the mistakes