"Che. I won't tell you bean sprout anything. Now stop it".
Kanda and Allen were dining at the Exorcist Cafe. It was a cosplay cafe. This evening the employees were dressed up as maids and butlers. It was decorated in such a lively way, Kanda had been annoyed since they had made their entrance. He didn't like energetic places, plus the - too cheerful - aura around the whole place made his lungs clench together. He was almost at the point of smashing the window next to him so he could gasp for some fresh air.
Allen didn't seem to mind though. Allen's love for English dubbed anime was so big he was able to memorize every episode of each anime he had seen up until now.
Allen and Kanda were at a table next to the window. A blue candle was lit beautifully between their plates. The boy had been questioning Kanda about his past but he wouldn't tell him anything.
"Maah, Kanda! It's supposed to be a date! And I'm quite interested you know..", Allen nommed on a piece of chicken.
The samurai had only ordered some spicy yaki soba, while Allen was already finished with eating his 10th plate of tebasaki.
"I wonder why the hell I had even agreed to go inside this damn place. It's noisy as fuck and you are eating like a damn Djhungarian hamster. Small and a high metabolism. Both annoying!", snarled Kanda. He twirled his chopsticks in the yaki soba. For fuck sake. This place is pissing me off. Did he - out of all places - had to bring me here?! Okay- I was the one who said he should suggest but ..HERE?!
Allen became quite bothered by Kanda's attitude. All he wanted was taking the love of his life out on a date. He just wanted a new change of pace.
"Kanda, keep your voice a bit down and eat" Allen nodded at a waitress that happened to pass by, wanting to order his 11th round of tebasaki.
"Cut the crap! What's with this atmosphere really? I absolutely HATE anime". The pissed off samurai slowly ate some of his soba, trying his best not to lose his tempter. He knew he would mess things up completely if he said something wrong. Serves him right. Che.. I hope I didn't say too much though. After all, it was his bean sprout that took him out on dinner, but it can't be helped; on the other hand he'd rather be alone with Allen in his bedroom.
"If you don't like it just leave!", responded the bean sprout.
Allen sighed. It was stupid for him to think that Kanda would actually enjoy being in a place like this. It's Kanda- what would he like to do anyway? Allen didn't had the slightest clue. He decided to just let Kanda say whatever he wanted. It's my fault. I don't want him to leave.. Maybe it'll make him feel better for the time being until we leave if he takes his anger out on me. I don't even know what Kanda likes. Soba? His katana? Meditating? Sleeping in the morning? I don't know anything about his past.. I wish he could share some things. Perhaps something bad happened.. well its okay.
Allen closed his eyes, he had lost his appetite. The feeling of guilt rushed all over his body.
"Your order(s), please?~", the waitress interrupted the tension between the two.
"Ah, I'm sorry!", Allen tried to fake a smile the best he could, "On second thought, I won't order. Could you bring the bill?" The faster we're out of here, the faster Kanda will return to normal, I hope.
The smaller boy felt Kanda's stare resting on his face. He didn't want Kanda to notice he wasn't feeling alright.
"Sure thing! Just wait a moment". The cheerful waitress fled to get the bill.
Allen simply stared at the empty plate infront of him. A chill went down Allen's spine when the samurai's stare turned into an annoyed glare. Sh-shit.. did Kanda see through..? I.. I hope he didn't.. I don't wanna ruin this any further..
Kanda snorted and placed his hand on Allen's that was a bit shaky on the table.
"Idiot. Your annoying face is so easy to read. Yes, I fucking hate this place, bean sprout. But it doesn't mean I don't want to be with you. Don't ever damn tell me to leave just like that. Did the rabbit infect you with the dumb-ass-syndrome? Calm your ass down".
"Kanda..", Allen whispered out his name. Kanda's words made Allen feel at ease. He could almost burst into tears and hug Kanda somewhere near death right now.
"Why don't we just split this damn bill and get the fuck outta here? I bet you need to pay shitloads since you ate that much".
"Mhm. Maah, I was planning on eating more but I lost my appetite". Allen smiled at Kanda, causing the samurai to blush. Allen's real, innocent smiles never ceased to amuse him. If only he knew how to smile like that, too.
The waitress passed by and handed over the bill with a blush. For the waitress, Kanda was like a model.
The two boys paid and got up to leave the Exorcist Cafe.
Outside it was rather chilly, somewhat dark. The street lanterns were lit, causing a pretty scenery all over. Since the cafe wasn't that far away from the apartment, they both had decided to walk home.
"Ah, I'm so tired!", Allen kicked a stone forward as they walked.
"Che. You idiot shouldn't complain- I found you sleeping in the damn Music Room. Tired my ass!".
"Eeh-eh, your ass Kanda?", Allen grinned. "That's gorgeous~". Allen wanted to tease the samurai so he could see some interesting expressions.
A vein popped in Kanda's head. "What's with that, bean sprout?!"
"Just a comment, Kanda!"
"Hmph. I should kiss the shit out of you as soon as we're in either my or your house".
"Oh? I'll take that as a challenge. You think I won't be able to withstand for long huh, Yuu".
"Che. Don't call me that! Now you called me by my first name I'm pretty sure you won't damn make it out alive".
Allen giggled. "That's fine, Kanda. As long as you will take care of my dead body forever, then. Okay?"
"Who's insane enough to take care of a damn dead body? Only idiots would do such a thing". I would though but..
"I wonder..."
They both stopped infront of the red traffic light. Allen stared at the dark sky. There were only a few stars.
"Neh, Kanda..", whispered Allen, as he looked at his lover. Kanda didn't hear him- a loud car passed by causing him to 'Che'.
The traffic light jumped on green. Kanda started to walk immediately. He really wanted to be at the apartment as soon as possible to kiss him like hell.
Allen quickly followed him. He didn't want to lose sight of his Kanda. Inside his head, Allen continued his unfinished sentence.
..I got this really weird secret ..would it be possible for me to say it? No-, show it? It's about my arm. If you saw it, would you still love me? I hope your love will never disappear. I'm scared, Kanda. You're so perfect.. and I'm..- no.. I can't even be compared. Am I good enough for you, Kanda? I hope I'm not a burden to you.. feeling bad all the time.. doing stupid things.. I'm not like you Kanda.. I'm not a huge fan of soba. I don't really understand why you mainly eat soba. One day you'll explain it to me, right? I won't be able to get any answers for now.. right..? ..Well..
..even so.. I'm happy.
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