AMG! Very sorry for the late update! I typed this up in a hurry after realizing I haven't updated this yet! Hope you all enjoy! :3 I probably won't be updating next week since I'll be attending an event, so my deepest condolences if I've left you unsatisfied. ._.
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Serendipity
Lust
Xion truly was – is - amazing.
And compared to her, Vanitas was only a stupid half of a light that only overshadowed him.
Vanitas was no longer going to deny these facts. All he was, even at the very moment of his birth - or creation, whatever term deemed fitting - was be fueled by all the negativity and be deceived. He was nothing but a tool - worthless.
But then... when he first met Xion, Vanitas was drawn to her like a magnet was to metal. He was curious about her in a way, and wanted to know everything about the raven-haired girl he grew fond of calling 'brat,' much to the latter's dismay. Despite all their disputes over the last few days though, including their latest argument, Vanitas's thoughts about the enigmatic girl remained the same somehow. It was probably why he was looking for her, why the rain felt nothing to him as he ran through these , and why his thoughts were only focusing to Xion alone.
As he looked for the raven-haired girl, his voice was completely lost. There was nothing to say. He didn't feel guilt about letting out his feelings, which had been cooped up inside him and his dark Heart for so long. But then Xion… he hurt her. He didn't want to, but he did. What's done was done. He couldn't change an idea turned to actions.
'All I can do… is to hurt people.' Those were Vanitas's thoughts at first, but he quickly shook them away. Hurting people, it was his specialty. Maybe he should just keep away from Xion. But then… he couldn't. He just couldn't. She was too... precious.
He tried to call out to her, say her name, to show that he was actually concerned for her and her well-being. He didn't want to be the heartless person he was when Xion was around. He has a Heart. A dark one, nonetheless, but still, he has one. That was something no one could deny.
And just like any other individual with a Heart, his had its own cravings too.
He didn't know what it was, but it was only brought up by none other than Xion.
The rain kept pouring down sporadically, as if to match the beats his Heart made wildly. Adrenaline was pumped into his veins as he continued his search for Xion in the thick woods. He was determined to find her. To... To somehow make up for the mistake he's done. He would never ask for forgiveness. It just wasn't his style. But... if he could see Xion smiling again, then that would be all he'd ask for.
He really didn't know, and was unsure, about his feelings right now, but he wanted - needed - Xion more than anything.
So when he finally found her in a clearing, staring at the sky above until her gaze shifted towards him, he only rushed quickly to her. And all Xion could do was wear a look of surprise on her face when he wrapped and tightened his arms around her waist and smashed his lips to hers.