."Ayuzawa" Usui repeated himself like he was in a trance, he couldn't do it, but nevertheless he carried on, "Ayuzawa...I-I I'm breaking up with you"
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Misaki fell silent, her breath caught in her throat; time stood still for them. Usui couldn't read Misaki's expression inside he was ripping his hair out in frustration, say something! Please; Misaki looked at Usui, "he-he you're joking right?" Misaki, "you're an idiot right why would you plan another "make Misaki admit she loves me" when I've already said it." Continued Misaki frowning.
Usui P.O.V
No! Misaki don't make me repeat myself the first time killed part of me the next time will murder me! Please read between the lines, "Ayuzawa…im serious, I-I'm breaking up with you" I winced at her expression suddenly she looked angry. "WHAT! This better not be a joke Usui!" Misaki warned me. I looked into her eyes to say I was serious; I couldn't say it a third time. "You're serious? Usui don't, why? What did I do? This is not like you! Did something happen? Usui answer me!" Misaki questioned me as she stepped closer, I stepped back I couldn't be near her or I would break my promise and pull her in my arms or make out with her or both….yeah probably both. I shook my head, "N-o nothing happened" I replied, I can't tell her why or she'll get worried and probably kill them for threatening me and trying to hurt her. "Usui ok I'll say it just drop this stupid joke! I Lo-ove you" My heart shattered into tiny pieces, what am I supposed to do now, The girl you love tells you she loves you but you're forced to break up with her! I didn't want to hear that anything but that. Crying shouting I don't want either why couldn't she just walk away and say ok or something! "Ayuzawa please leave I'm being serious" I stated I wanted to get this over with. Misaki's eyes widened, "I just told you I love you and you tell me to leave! Usui what happened you took like a week of pain just for me to say that I love you and now you're telling me to leave!" I walked towards her and looked into her eyes, "please Misaki just go" Her eyes widened in shock, tears started to form by her eyes! Noo not crying. "Usui…you don't mean that! You're not like that! I'm not leaving Usui you saved me multiple times you stayed with me even though I was super stubborn and you protected me so many times…please don't tell me you're leaving me!" Misaki tried to wipe her tears as she continued but they kept on falling the more she wiped the more tears would form. "Usui I-I'm not leaving until you tell me why?" I sighed in frustration, this was killing me; all I wanted to do was run to her and embraces her and keep her save, I promised I would punch the person who makes her cry again, but it seems I'm the reason for those tears! Argh Misaki please stop. "Its because I'm not in love with you anymore" I replied super-fast because my heart was probably going to stop any minute now! "Us-sui you're leaving me….just like my dad did…I really do have the worst luck with the opposite gender that my father left me and now my first love does too" Misaki smiled sadly walking away she put the key on the table and left, closing the door behind her. I sighed and fell onto the couch, the worst thing I've had to do ever, "I'm so sorry Misaki, I had to sacrifice my happiness for your world. And I lied I still love you and I'll always love you" I Muttered hitting myself on the head, Licht crept towards me and I picked her up and placed her on my lap. I started to stroke her fur, "huh I guess you only come near me when im in pain" Without Misaki there's just no need.
Misaki P.O.V
Usui just broke up with me! I can't believe this why? What did I do? I just don't get it? But then again my dad left me too and for what reason? I don't know. I was right all men are the same there's not a single man out there that's good! I hate them all I hate them I hate them and most of all Usui I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you…because I love you; I hate you because you made me fall in love! It took me so long to get over my dad leaving me and now I have to go through that again. "Why won't the tears stop*sniff*…please stop I can't do this I look like a mess*sniff*….and what about my mom and*sniff* Suzuna what will they say? And school;*sniff* Sakura and Shizuko. I guess some girls will be happy that*sniff* we broke up." I can't go home; I'll just walk around sorting out my feelings." If I study a lot then I won't remember him or a lot about him. "I know I can go far away from here, maybe*sniff* study abroad; I did want to do that when I was younger after my dad left I remember I said I was going to study and work hard and get lots of money and make my family rich! Then we won't have to work so hard and Suzuna can have a better life, Mom too she can go hospital and get better super-fast and I won't have to worry about work or student council or love and*sniff* Usui! I was going to go study abroad after I finish high school but then I had a reason to stay…that was Usui Takumi my boyfrie- my ex now I don't*sniff* so I have nothing to worry about! Yes I think im ok now. I wiped away the remaining tears, but it didn't work they wouldn't stop, "see Misaki you relied on Usui way too much and thus you fell for him like a brick of stones." I always say Usui is the idiot, but I guess this time it's me.
Normal P.O.V
Usui and Misaki moved on…well they tried to move on, Misaki continued doing student council work although she was a mess and couldn't concentrate so Yukimura took over for a while, Her boy-hating rage got worse than ever it was like a new demon-prez was born and she was the king of demons! The guys hated her more than ever, even the girls were scared and wouldn't come near her, the only people close to her were Sakura and Shizuko, "HEY YOU! IS THAT A MISTAKE I SENSE FIX IT NOW! I WANT THIS SCHOOL PERFECT! HEY YOU BOYS OVER THERE DON'T EVEN THINK ABOUT COMING TO SCHOOL WITH A CREASE!" Misaki took her boy-hating trend to a new level, even the teachers were scared of her. One day a few boys decided to take action and they protested against Misaki .
Out side
"We want another Prez, we want another prez!" Cried the angry mob.
"What do we want?" asked their spokesperson through a speaker.
"We want another prez!"
"Why do we want it?" Asked the spokesperson,
"We don't like the former prez! She is a demon!" cried the crowd again.
"Who do we want?" called the spokesperson,
"we want a sexy, cute, kind like Maria-senpai looking prez!" Cried the crowd in unison,
"Yeah!" they all cried. In the distance Misaki was giving death glares her demon aura appearing bigger than ever, "you guys, better get out of here and train hard like men before I get there because I promise you, you will not come out alive!" everyone stopped dead in their tracks, "man I'm out of here I don't want to die before I fall in love!" said one in the crowd before making a straight exit. Soon everyone followed. Misaki sighed, "I'll get them back later, im super tired right now" "Misaki don't let it get to you" Reassured Shizuko smiling patting Misaki's shoulder, "ok" replied Misaki smiling softly. "Misaki! Come here Misaki look what I found" Sakura called running towards the two girls, "look" Sakura held up a little stone that looks like a star shaped stone, "where did you find this?" asked Shizuko. "I found it by those bushes," replied Sakura holding up the little stone boastingly. Misaki smiled, "it's beautiful but I should get going, see you both soon" Misaki waved then left. Sakura and Shizuko frowned, "ever since Misaki and Usui broke up, they both have gone downhill, Misaki won't eat as much anymore only around people, she is getting worse and worse with the boy hating. And she can barely smile anymore, only on special occasions." Explained Shizuko. "But that was a smile now right" Stated Sakura, "no that was a fake smile, when Misaki really smiles her eyes shine, now when she does smile; it's forced so she doesn't worry us!" Explained Shizuko looking at the sky for some reason, "Misaki always takes care of us, and she still is now, she won't show that she is pain" Said Sakura looking at a distant Misaki's back walking away, you can see from her movement she was sad, "yeah but we can't do anything the only person who can save her now is Usui, and im not even sure he can anymore, I guess will just have to wait" Shizuko sighed sadly sympathy for her best friend.
Meanwhile Usui was in much more pain. He tried to forget about her but he couldn't, his mind would endlessly drift to Misaki so he decided to ditch class a lot and miss out on school, he would just roam around the streets and think endless thoughts of Misaki his favorite girl. Usui stopped caring for anyone he had nightmares repeatedly every night of that day that he broke her heart, that he was the cause of those tears and the worst of all that he made her go through the same pain she did a long time ago, the incident with her father. Usui never had a father or mother when he was born they were both gone somewhere his mom died and his father…heck he doesn't even know his father's name, whether he's alive or not. Usui's family stopped hassling him except for those occasional times where they rubbed it in his face about Misaki. But still they would remind him if he ever thought of getting back together. "im an idiot…I shouldn't have fallen for her, or made her fall for me, I shouldn't have been born, my mom had a stupid affair with my dad and she dies as a consequence, my father probably ran away not able to take the responsibility of raising a child. And now I was stuck here taking all the pain, no mom, no father, no family and the worst no Misaki," Usui let out a single tear, the first tear he had, Usui never cried he bottled everything inside; This shows how much pain he went through now, that he would cry. Usui never showed his emotions he constantly lied to himself, he forced himself to look strong and ok because he reminded himself, "it's for her and her family, her world I would rather take my happiness away than let her suffer anymore, sad by doing this I'm making her suffer more." Usui sat on the swings just there not doing anything, he saw Misaki a few times with Hinata and Suzuna. "I know they're not dating, they're just friends and I know Suzuna is dating Hinata but even so her smiling even for a second when he is around, kills me with jealousy and hate" Usui loved Misaki with all his heart he gave his heart to her…or rather she stole it with her beautiful smile, her loving laughter her angelic voice, her kindness her intelligence, her insults towards him. Everything she stole his heart with everything she had. "I can't do anything about it, soon she'll fall in love again, but not with me,soon she will fall in love and marry this person and I'll have to live with the biggest regret of my life" Usui kicked a rock away sadly. "I might be in her heart but im in the hate! Section, the section of men in the past that hurt her, along with her father we have a special place in her heart, although I wish it was in the love part I still can't do anything but you know Misaki, I wish I could tell you that I still love you." Usui sadly trudged home with a heavy heart not making eye contact with anyone for there was truly no one he wanted to look in the eyes. "There really is no reason to live without her by my side!"
i'm sorry hang with me for a little longer i promise i'll make get better soon :) thank you all so much 62 reviews is awesome :D thank you thank you :D now if you read the top author note on this chapter you would have read something about you readers deciding what happens next... You see I'm doing this 1 because i want you guys to get involved in this story too
2 i can't decide between two outcomes so i'll let you decide which is best = HERE ARE THE OPTIONS 1. Usui get's hurt physically or mentally and Misaki saves him or 2. Misaki get's hurt physically or mentally and Usui saves her.
Honestly im leaning on Usui get's hurt...there isn't many fan-fictions about that and my title does say Usui's pain and Misaki's love but... i'll let you decide since writing Usui's pain is slightly hard but i want to give it a try...anyway i'll give you guys a choice on your reviews write your opinions you know the usual but then add a number 1 or 2 i'll count and i'll choose whichever has the most votes is that fair?, i don't want to do a poll because it's extra work and i want to do this :D if you don't write a number i won't count you simple thank you if you do write a number i'll give you until tomorrow just post as soon as possible and i'll check them tomorrow xxx
Miako : so will you two vote
Misaki : ...
Usui : ...
Miako : you know you can't ignore me forever i apologized please and i promised i'll make it up to you both
Usui : fine but what is this voting thing Misaki and Usui getting hurt! Miako !
Miako : oops ah look at the time i should be...be swimming yeah got to go love you both
Misaki : hold it there sweetie, no you are not leaving tell us! What's going on
Usui : Misaki bring the cold water!
Misaki : gladly
Miako : no not the cold water anything but that! Noooo
Sakura and Shizuko : all of you readers, I'm sorry but we seem to have technical difficulties please excuse the writers and review :D
Miako : you can't just call something technical difficulties and everything will be ok this is torture and assault!