enjoy! xP ooh. and thanks for all the support o: think I never wrote that anywhere, maaahh im such an idiot

"No, idiot bean sprout.. what's happening? Oi, wake up! Open your eyes!"

It's all my fault. If I only didn't listen to that shitty punk - wait what was that bastards name again? Lucifer or something? Che. this wouldnt've happened. My fucking fault. Again. I broke the promise I made with myself. I should kill myself for being a disgrace. I didn't want to hurt you, I don't want to lose you. Not now, not in the future, never. I can't lose you. FUCK. I can't accept this.. What other reasons do I have left to keep on living when he's gone? NONE. FUCKING NONE. He better shouldn't die. He better shouldn't leave his damn incoherent ass towards wherever the fuck he goes and stay where the fuck he is.

With me. Because for me, that's enough.

"Oh... Kan..da.."

Allen finally opened his eyes, after a couple of minutes. He was clearly weak, messed up and tired. His hair was all messy, his clothes were ruined and for some reason the white armor had vanished. His left arm had returned back into its previous state- black. He was close to being completely soaked in his own blood.

"Bean sprout, you're gonna be fine! Don't you fucking dare dying!" DAMNIT. His heart is beating slow.. So much blood..

"Kanda.. who says.. I'm going to die..? Idiot.."

"You better not fucking lie to me"

"Or else..?"

"Else I'll drag your shitty weak ass wherever you go to after your death out of it and give it proper punishment myself", Kanda snarled as he tried to place Allen's head on his lap.

"Ah.. pervert.. neh, Kanda.."

"Oi, idiot! I'm not a pervert!", Kanda blushed, "What the hell did I tell you!?"

"Sorry, Kanda.. I'm just feeling a little sleepy.."

"Baka yaro! I won't let you sleep a wink. So shut up and try not to die, get it?"

"Kanda.. you're making it sound so easy..", Allen spat out some more blood.

"Don't make me dirty, bean sprout", Kanda hugged Allen's head. It makes my heart ache to see his blood.

"But.. you'll.. need to take a shower anyway when we.. get home.. right..? You already look.. quite.. eh.." Allen smiled. He was happy Kanda cared so much, even though he was so foul-mouthed. He was happy Kanda was himself again, that Kanda wasn't lost forever. If it wasn't for him being injured, he'd have jumped on the samurai to kiss him, share the happiness more enthusiastically.

"Che. Now's not the time to make jokes, shut up. Don't say anything".

Behind them, a piece of the ceiling fell down.

"We need to get out of here, can you stand?" That's a dumb question.. ofcourse he can't stand..

"Kanda, moh.. is there still a way out of the building? If so, you can leave me behind if I'm holding you back or anything.."

"You're seriously the biggest idiot I've ever met in my life. Stop with the idiocy. Not even in 1000 years I'd leave you behind"

"Kanda..", Allen shed a tear of happiness.

"Bean sprout, don't cry".

"I'm not sad.." Kanda.. you idiot..

The samurai snorted as he carried the bean sprout on his back. "You're not heavy at all.. how come? You eat like a monster".

"Hmm?", Allen embraced his neck.

Che. He's not even listening. "Nothing, now shush and I'll get us out of here".

Neh, Kanda. If I make it out here alive, is it fine if I stay by your side for the rest of our lives? I want you Kanda. I'm glad.. I love you.

"EEWWW, THIS PERSON IS DEAD!", yelled Lavi.

Lavi, Lenalee, Cross, Komui and Bookman were able to get in the building. Currently they were exploring the 2nd floor.

"Fresh blood, though", muttered Bookman. I'm guessing something like this. Kanda Yuu had awakened, but it was a fail awakening. Perhaps he had been partly awake for a brief period of time. Not every dead person I've seen in here died by accident. Some had their limbs torn off.. I even saw a heart laying somewhere.. It's disgusting. I still want to know what exactly happened here. If only my idiot pupil Lavi would take things a bit more serious instead of jumping around like a rabbit in fear he might figure something out too.

"This place stinks. Seriously", commented Cross. He deeply regretted going inside the building.

"No shit sherlock, there are dead bodies everywhere!", said Lavi.

Lenalee sobbed. "All those innocent people.. Just what.. what happened here.."

"My dear Lenalee-chaaan~~ don't cry please!" Komui tried to hug Lenalee.

"Come on, we need to hurry", Bookman suggested.

"Oi, bean sprout? OI, are you alright? Say something idiot".

Allen slowly opened his eyes.

Kanda was trying to go down the stairs with Allen on his back, but was quite worried about him. He didn't had the time to drop him and look at his condition. He tried to move as carefully as possible. All the damage his beansprout had taken, he could feel the fact Allen's blood had smeared all over his back.

"Allen?!", The samurai's voice sounded a little desperate. I need to keep moving.. I can't take a break. Even though for some reason my left leg started to hurt. I don't care. Who'd fucking care about this anyway. It's the bean sprout who needs help now. More than anyone in the fucking world. I'll make it in time. If there's no fucking exit around here, I'll just damn create one myself. Definitely. Bean sprout, just wait.

"E-eh..? You.. called..-"

"Damn you. Don't fucking scare me. You're still alive..".

For how long had I been..out..? Where are we..? Still in the building.. but these stairs are not very damaged.. Kanda I want to ask you alot of things.. I want to say alot of things, but I'm tired Kanda.. my throat won't let me say the things I want to say.. I feel pain.. everywhere..

"Kan..da.."

"It'll be fine", said Kanda.

"Kan..-"

"Yuu", Kanda interrupted. God I can't believe I'll let him do this.

"..Eh..?"

"Call me Yuu, for now. You'll be able to put less effort into saying my name".

Kanda decided to move a little faster. He needed time. If he had the power to freeze 'time' itself, he'd had done so long ago.

The smaller boy smiled faintly. "Yuu.." I.. really.. really love you. If I only could show you..

Allen blacked out.