Ichigo was shivering as Grimmjow pushed him into his allotted apartment section of Las Noches. The room didn't hold much, just a small kitchen area that was connected to a living room/bedroom and bathroom through a door on the right.

Granted the kitchen didn't really hold much more than sake, various other alcohols and maybe a few snacks, seeing as Grimmjow didn't have to eat but liked to anyway. Grimmjow wheeled Ichigo into the middle of the room facing away from the bed and proceeded to flop down onto it with a hefty grunt.

Why me?! He thought for the hundredth time, he rolled slightly to look at Ichigo and found that he was still shivering in his chair. Grimmjow was about to roll his face back into the pillow before he saw Ichigo hunch, almost as if in pain.

Fuck, Grimmjow rushed over thinking Ichigo was in danger (internal bleeding?!) and not wanting to get in trouble for the prisoner dying untimely on his watch, which would only be icing on the cake. Grimmjow crouched in front of Ichigo, who had his face hidden beneath his bangs, he was completely still and his breathing seemed to be normal for the first time since he woke up in the meeting room.

"K-Kurosaki?" Grimmjow asked lightly, he was a bit apprehensive, he didn't want the boy realising how close he was and lashing out at him unexpectedly. Ichigo's head came up suddenly, startling Grimmjow off his haunches and causing him to land on his butt.

Graceful Grimm, nice, Grimmjow glanced and Ichigo and saw that he seemed fine, in fact, was looking around curiously. What the fuck?

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Ichigo raised his head to a room with white walls, bookshelves with manga on them, a large bed with a big blue comforter on it, and a small kitchen with blue cupboards. There was also a nice blue shagpile rug that stretched almost the entire expanse of the room.

His eyes ran curiously around the small space, picking up all the little details like old boxers crumpled into the rug and a bin overflowing with tissues, he giggled at that. It was a bit messy but he liked it, "Ichigo?" a husky voice sounded in front of him.

Ichigo jumped and wiped his head around to the face the person who had said his name. He found himself staring into the most amazing eyes he had ever seen, as blue as the sky in the middle of summer, and sparkled as brightly as diamonds in a spotlight.

Ichigo let out a soft whine that held the tone of interest and question. This man was beautiful, Ichigo let his eyes travel the man's cheekbones down to his jaw line, trace his lip line and finally to his hair. Ichigo's eye bugged out the sight of the man's hair, it was as blue as his eyes and as shiny too, though it looked as soft as clouds.

"Ichigo?" the man said again, Ichigo's eyes went to his again and he let out a smile, "yes?" he let out softly, wondering what this gorgeous creature could want.

"Are you okay?" the man said softly, oh how lovely, "yes, I am now" Ichigo beamed out with a slightly leery tone. The man looked extremely perplexed at the remark and his eyes slowly slid down Ichigo's body.

He would have been flattered if the look hadn't been in horrific disbelief. Ichigo's eyes fell as he followed the man's line of vision, what he saw scared and horrified him. His body! It was basically in shreds!

"W-what happened to me?" Ichigo let out in a scared tone, his eyes searching the bluenette's in hurried panic. Than man let out a gurgle of shock, what's going on here! Why am I so hurt! Where am I!? Who is this man?!

Ichigo was quickly becoming hysterical, his breathing turned fast as he started to hyperventilate, eyes darting around the room as the walls seemed to press down on him.

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Grimmjow had no idea what was going on, Ichigo didn't seem to know where he was, what had happened to him or who he was in the room with. As soon as Ichigo had seen his body though, well...the fact that he didn't remember anything wasn't the problem anymore.

The boy was looking around the room in panic and was doing a weird breathing thing that kind of freaked Grimmjow out. He grabbed the carrot tops upper arms and shook him a little, hoping to make the boy stop looking around the room like some LSD riddled dog.

It worked (thankfully), chocolate met azure, Grimmjow could still see a lot of panic in those eyes and Ichigo was still doing the creepy breathing thing.

"Ichigo, stop breathing like that, its freaking me out" Grimmjow said (almost completely) calmly, with only a hint of an edge. Ichigo nodded and began to breathe through his nose, still slightly creepy but it seemed to be making his breathing more normal. After a few more minutes of Ichigo getting his breathing under control he had finally calmed down enough to ask quietly

"w-who are you?" he looked at Grimmjow with innocent eyes that reflected nothing but trust, albeit still a bit scared.

"Uhh-um, I'm Grimmjow- Grimmjow Jeagerjaques, don't you remember that?" he said angrily, his confusion transferring into anger because he still didn't understand what the fuck was going on. Ichigo giggled (actually giggled) and stroked his hand through his hair, "silly, I would have remembered someone as good looking as you" and he giggled again.

What the fuck? Did he just say I was good looking? And why is he touching me!?

"Uh...what?" Grimmjow said as he shook Ichigo's hand off his head, he was seriously freaked out now, what exactly was going on. Ichigo didn't remember him? The guy who had just raped him? This boy, the same one who had barely even glanced at him and had screamed bloody murder, didn't remember him?

Something was very wrong, Grimmjow might not know much about humans but he wasn't an idiot, and what was going on right now was defiantly not normal. Ichigo had just ignored his question in favour of running his hand through Grimmjow's hair with a small expectant smile on his face. Grimmjow gave a grunted sigh and stood, walking towards the door determined to find Szayel.

"W-wait, where are you going Grimmjow?" Ichigo cried, looking at Grimmjow with a panic reminiscent of a child being left in a dark room alone. Grimmjow just stood near the door looking at Ichigo with confused wonder. He needed to fix this fast; it was really weird and set him on edge, he felt like Ichigo was just putting this on to trick him, although he had a sinking feeling that it wasn't the case.

"Uh, I'm just going to go get someone...I'll um..be back in a minute okay?" Grimmjow said quietly, with a small giggle and soft 'alright' from Ichigo Grimmjow was out the door and flying down the hall in search of Szayel.

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A few hours later after Szayel had finished examining Ichigo, who had just sat there smiling at the 'lovely men who gathered around him', Szayel walked into the kitchen with Grimmjow close behind.

"It seems Ichigo is suffering a form of post traumatic stress, his mind has sealed away all memories of you, the Espada, his rape and one can only assume his role as a substitute sole reaper" Szayel prattled out.

"twinkle twinkle little star!" Ichigo sang from the other room "Grimmjowww! I'm hungry!" he yelled in a sing song voice.

Grimmjow rolled his eyes and groaned, "that still doesn't explain why he seems to think we are attractive (!), I mean I know we are but he's...he's acting...like he wants me, and he can't keep his hands to himself!" Grimmjow had started out angry but had lulled into a soft tone that seemed a bit scared, but still ended up snapping in the end.

"That's not really my problem now is it? You raped him, got charged with his care, and in turn caused this whole mess. So shut up and get the boy some food before he starves to death, which might I remind you, would only get you in more trouble. Just carry out your orders Grimmjow, and stop whining about them, if there is any more medical trouble just come and find me" and with that Szayel turned around and left, his nose snootily head in the air.

Well fuck you too bitch, Grimmjow thought as he gathered some cereal in a bowl and walked out to give it to Ichigo.

"Grimmjow! Cereal!" Ichigo shouted childishly and upon finding that his casted up shoulder couldn't move he then proceeded to ask Grimmjow to feed him. To which Grimmjow begrudgingly agreed, sexta Espada reduced to spoon feeding a soul reaper like a baby, the shame was almost too much.

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Ichigo yawed softy after finish his cereal, "Can we go to bed now Grimm?" Ichigo tiredly said looking at Grimmjow through half mast eyes heavy with sleep.

"Hmpf, whatever" Grimmjow wheeled Ichigo over to the bed, lay him down on his uninjured side and covered him in the blue comforter.

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Ichigo snuggled into the comforter, such a cosy bed, he thought now all it needed was Grimmjow in it and it would be perfect. He giggled at the thought and looked into the bluenette's eyes that were looking at him in sceptical curiosity.

"Aren't ya gonna join me Grimm?" he said expectantly reaching out to grasp the front of Grimmjow's jacket, that looks drop dead fucking sexy on him Ichigo thought. Ichigo pondered, he had always been gay, always knew his persuasion even from a young age. But he had never show it so blatantly before, he thought that was a bit weird but let it go in favour of the blue man.

"Say what now Kurosaki?" Grimmjow's eyebrows shot up in question, god even that expression looks good on him. Ichigo just accepted that the man looked good all the time and it just made him sigh in bliss.

Without a word he pulled Grimmjow down onto the bed next to him, "sleep with me okay? I get lonely" he whispered into Grimmjow's chest and snuggled closer into the man's chiselled side. Ichigo had to keep from swooning at the feel of Grimmjow's body under his clothes, god that six pack felt to DIE for, ugh I just wanna lick every inch of him Ichigo giggled again at his train of thought, oh he was so naughty.

He snuggled in closer to Grimmjow and tossed a still sore, but tightly bandaged thigh over Grimmjow's, sighing in contentment. He felt Grimmjow's body tense but honestly couldn't care less, he was going to cuddle this fine specimen of a man and he was going to do it well (and hopefully all night).

"Uh...Ichigo, could you please get off me, I don't want to hurt you any- I mean I don't want to hurt you by moving " Grimmjow said with a hint of an awkward allure, Ichigo thought it was adorable.

"No I'm fine Grimmjow, I like where I am right now, and it's extremely comfy" Ichigo ground his hips softly onto the side of Grimmjow's leg to drive home the fact that he wasn't going to move. His body hurt all over but holding Grimmjow made everything slightly easier to manage. He still had no idea what had happened to him but just figured that the man before him had obviously come to his rescue and was intent on making him all better.

Such a heroic act, nothing less than what I would have expected, propping himself up with his good arm he leaned over Grimmjow and gave him a small kiss. God his lips are so soft, I just want to plunge my tongue in and taste everything that is him.

"Mmm, goodnight Grimmjow" Ichigo spoke softly on the bluenette's lips, licking the bottom lip sightly before pulling away. Snuggling back down next to Grimmjow, Ichigo closed his eyes and quickly feel into oblivious, with sweet dreams of soft clouds, and sparkling eyes filled with heroic bravery.

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Oh my dear god, what just happened, Grimmjow stared with wide eyes up at the ceiling what the fuck. His head turned slowly to look at Ichigo's sleeping form that was cuddled up closely to his side. Returning his gaze up to the ceiling he let out a silent breathe, I think he just stole my first kiss...

A/N
Okay just to be clear, Ichigo's mind mentality isn't that of a child, he is just extremely innocent and naive (in most areas, sex not being one of them lol) , he trusts Grimmjow to the utmost ability, and finds him extremely attractive and heroic. It just spells out the lead up to fantastic gay sex. Wouldn't you agree? Lol
So please review.