AN: I would like to thank everyone who has reviewed, alerted, and added me to their favorites. I want to also thank my beta and my pre-reader Karebear1965 and Merc80 they truly help me out in times of crisis. Fair warning there are lemons in this chapter so if you do not wish to read them please be well advised. This story is rated M for Lemons, language and occasional violence. 18 Years and above only please. Just to let you all know I really do love the reviews please keep them coming. The reason I hadn't updated before now was I have been sick and it was not only me but my children as well.

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Katie

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
I never meant to be so cold
Cold-Crossfade

BPOV

He kept lunging at me and pinning me with his teeth at my neck. Why is he doing this, my heart is breaking with every attack, but at least he hasn't killed me physically yet. No, he just killed me emotionally. Is this the Major or is it my Jasper, can I even call him that anymore? Knowing what I saw of what they did with the pixie, I know that if he wanted me dead I would be, but what if he wants me gone.

The thoughts keep coming unbidden into my mind, and my anger starts to flare. I let it flow through me and over him, if he wanted me gone, that is all he had to say he didn't have to attack me. I start to fight back, wanting to make him hurt as I am. Where is Peter and why is he allowing Jasper to attack me, maybe he doesn't want me either. No, that can't be it; Peter would have said something, he doesn't seem to have any problems speaking his mind.

This time when he attacked me, I was ready for him; I rounded on him throwing him over my shoulder into a tree. I could feel the shock run through him at that move. He jumps back up quickly; I lunge for him as he turns around knocking him back a few feet. I slam my closed hand up hitting him in the jaw. His mouth snaps shut with the force of my blow, a look of shock comes across his face.

That's right motherfucker. I'm not going to take this lying down. I let out a small war cry and went to attack him again, stopping as my shield popped up between us. I cock my head at him beating against my shield and laugh; a deep dark chuckle, oh yeah he forgot about that didn't he. His hands are in his hair now tugging at it in frustration. My vision starts to blur with the anger I am feeling and the ground starts to shake.

"I would suggest you back off Jasper," Peter says, stepping around the tree. "She's about to lose it, and really I don't think I could blame her. You didn't give her an explanation, you didn't warn her, and you certainly don't seem to realize that she thinks you don't want to be with her anymore. You have her completely doubting us both, and by God, if you weren't my brother you would be dead for that." Well that answers my question about Peter, but it leaves me with more questions about Jasper.

A hiss escapes me; I pull my shield over Peter, leaving Jasper on the outside. Peter walks calmly over to me, checks me over for injuries, and when he finds the scratch along my arm from our scuffle, he growls out lowly.

"Damn lucky that you are my brother, did you know she is injured?" Peter growls out to Jasper, who is now bouncing around the edge of my shield. His eyes are darkened with anger, although I am not sure what he is angrier about, that Peter is with me under my shield, or that he couldn't finish the job.

"Peter, you know I didn't wish to hurt our mate, nor do I not want her. This is being done to try to train her, so she doesn't get hurt badly or worse die in the upcoming fight with the Volturi," he yelled at my mate, I growled at him, dropping my shield and attacking him once more. How dare he call me his mate after he attacked me, he isn't my mate, and he wouldn't have hurt me if he were? I lunge for him catching him off guard and sinking my teeth into his shoulder, my teeth lodging into the rock hard bone beneath his skin, and a hiss escaping me.

"Fuck Bella, that fucking hurts Darlin', please remove your teeth from my shoulder," he drawls out in that sexy voice that would have made my panties melt if I hadn't been so mad at him. Feelings of love flood my emotions, I know they aren't mine, and I start to freak out. Why did I bite him again, maybe I was wrong, maybe he does still love me. His arms wrap around me tightly, his hand reaches up and runs through my hair, calming me. My jaw loosens and I release him, my despair at hurting him like a tidal wave through my mind. A sob bursts forth from me, seemingly coming from my soul, and if he weren't holding me, I would be on the floor of the meadow.

"Darlin', quit drowning yourself in despair and worthlessness, it was my fault. I should have explained why I was attacking you. Instead, I was a fool and assumed that you would know. My mistake not yours, I can only hope and pray that you forgive me for being so cold and uncaring. All I can say is I am sorry for the way I was and hope that you can accept it." The look on his face was awful, as if his heart was breaking in two and my heart hurt so bad at the thought of him in pain that it felt as if I were going to die.

Forgiveness is easy to give when you love someone, so I let it shine through, everything else I was feeling forgotten. My hand rose on its own, cupping his face, my thumb running gently back and forth over his mouth. I knew I was having a silent conversation with him, and I feared that Peter would feel left out. My thoughts and feelings swirled out of control, and suddenly I found myself naked without a clue how I ended up so.

Come on rude boy, boy
Can you get it up
Come here rude boy, boy
Is you big enough
Take it, take it
Baby, baby
Take it, take it
Love me, love me
Rude Boy- Rihanna

JPOV

Her teeth sinking into me issued a challenge, I know that I love her, but there is a need for dominance, and she took mine. Now she is naked looking and feeling a little confused as I circle her, taking in her naked form. Breathtaking, as soon as she sees my stance her head drops in submission, her breasts heaving with unneeded breath, a shiver traces down her body, her arousal spikes. My love and pride for her soar, in this moment she recognizes that as her mate, I am the dominant one. I step closer to her bringing my hand up to gently caress her face, letting my fingers ghost over her, goose bumps rise over almost every inch of her glorious skin.

Her beauty almost overwhelms me; I pull myself back getting a hold on my emotions. I rip my clothing off and in this moment, I just want to be part of her. Her breath quickens as my lust hits her, her body completely still otherwise, and I know she would have a full blush if she were still human.

"Look at me Isabella," I command gently. Her head rises and I take in her beautiful, endless, onyx, eyes. There is absolutely no hesitation with the depths, so I close the rest of the distance between us and back her up into a tree at the edge of the meadow. My hand runs up and down her body and her desire swirls around the two of us, Peter left the moment, he saw her sink her teeth into me. My hand has wrapped itself around her amazing hair; I tug gently bringing her head to the side baring her neck to me. I lean down and place kisses from the base of it, all the way up to her ear, before taking it fully into my mouth, nibbling on it. A gasp falls from her luscious lips as my tongue traces the shell of it, before heading to her mouth licking her neck on the way.

The way her body responds to my touches is amazing; her breathing accelerates as my mouth covers her own. My hand that is not in her hair, trails down her body, and it twitches in response. I slide my hand between her legs, her stomach quivers with her hunger for me. Slipping a finger into her folds and finding her clit, I press gently against it rubbing in circles around it. Her legs start to buckle, and I lift her up, her legs slide around my waist. Her folds are slick, my fingers slide into her easily; she is completely ready for me. I remove my hand from her and take my cock in hand. I rub it gently through her folds, gathering moisture, before slamming into her full force. Her hips move seeking, and looking for more, against mine, I give it to her, moving at an un-human pace.

Her body starts clenching around my fast moving cock, her moans and screams fill the air, and her eyes roll back in her head. She is stunning in her orgasm, so fluid, she pulls me with her. I cum loudly, with a roar, filling her to the brim with my essence, my body going numb with pleasure. I lean in and brush my lips across her neck before sinking my teeth into her, sliding into it with ease. I pull gently from her body before licking the spot, I bit her. I push all my feelings of love at her, letting them wash away the anger and fear she had earlier. Picking her up I run for the house with her laughing gently.

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