Am I worthy to love you?

by Gravenimage

Naruto is rejected by Sakura for bringing Sasuke back to Konoha and he snaps at her badly he leaves the village 5 years later he becomes the leader of the strongest team of kunoichi assemble team Kitsune Flash rises Naru/Saku/Ino/Hina lemons in the future

13. To regain your friendship

Chapter 13 To regain your friendship: am I worthy of your trust?

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto because if I did I would make Naruto a real bad ass like Kitsune Flash and he'll be the ladies man having Sakura, Ino and Hinata because he's the hero and hunk of the series period.

'' this means thoughts

Bold letters Kyuubi speaking

Italics are flashbacks

Bold and Italics are song lyrics

Authors Notes: hey I'm back I'm sure you guys have been waiting patiently for me to update again, but now the waiting is finally over. A lot of people have been waiting eagerly for this chapter it's finally here after five years the big reunion between Naruto and Sakura. A word of warning to the readers this chapter will contain some angst and it might get a little violent too, also please don't think I hate Sakura uh oh…I shouldn't have said that. Anyway keep reviewing and now I won't keep you guys in suspense anymore, here's the big reunion of Naruto and Sakura on with the chapter.

(Location: meeting room Hokage tower Konoha fire country territory)

Naruto was truly happy he couldn't asked for anything better, just yesterday he returned to Konoha his home village and he had missed everything. Every single thing from the ramen stand of his favorite place Ichiraku's to his small apartment, most importantly he missed his friends his precious people. Everyone from the rookie nine his beloved friends who have acknowledge his existence, to his teacher Iruka and Tsunade. He has never being so happy in his entire life, he ended up taking Ino and Hinata on a date which both kunoichi have turned into sexy bombshells. The next day he meets up with the rest of his friends, but the one thing he has come to love the most is the big welcome home party that everyone has prepared for him. The party has become something so precious to him because it tells how much his friends have missed him during his five year absence. However up until now he was truly enjoying the party until a certain someone recently arrived in the room changing his mood from better to neutral and probably to worst.

Everyone in the room felt it and it wasn't a good sign at all, they felt the tension in the room growing stronger by the minute and it was coming from their blond friend. Shikamaru could only sigh knowing that things were going to be come troublesome, Neji stood quiet but like his captain he knew things weren't good at all. Chouji was concentrated on the food it was the only way for him to forget about the tension in the room. Kiba looked worry he had a bad feeling and Akamaru was feeling the same way, Shino stood quiet and he wasn't surprise that this was to be expected to happen. Iruka was nervous just by looking at the expression of his formal academy student the reason is because he couldn't read his expression it's like he was blocking all of his emotions with one gaze. Shizune was probably in the same boat as Iruka, Tonton was next to her and both were nervous and Shizune was thinking that this whole thing was a mistake. Ino felt nervous too and yet she couldn't get the feeling of guilt thinking that this was her fault. Hinata was worry for his behavior, not even her byakugan could tell his expression from the situation the he was now involved. Tsunade was probably the only person in the room who wasn't nervous or worried for the matter she was looking forward for this reunion.

The source of the tension in the room was coming from none other than Naruto, who looked calm but he could've fooled anyone that he was hiding his emotions namely anger. It was because of a certain someone that entered the room that caused his tension to rise, someone he has been trying to avoid in seeing since he got back to the village. But it seems no matter how far he runs he couldn't avoid his bad luck, now he was staring at the one person he didn't wanted to see. The same person who has hurt his feelings and broken his heart more times than he could count, yet he was praying that he was having nothing but a bad dream. But he knew he was wrong this was real, he was staring at his formal teammate and crush the pink haired girl Haruno Sakura. A person that could only bring the worst in him and his frustration, maybe he was curse to be tormented and hurt by the past for the rest of his life. He had to chuckle in his mind it seems he was the definition of the word pain and suffering, and the girl in front of him was the one who was giving him that pain.

Ever since Sakura entered the room and called to him his cerulean eyes have been locked in her jade eyes, that's when he noticed the physical change after five years of not seeing her. She was a foot shorter than him she reached on his chest from height so she needed to raise her head in order to have a good look at him. Her bubble gum pink hair was still short from the last time he saw her, her face was still gorgeous just like always because he has always seen Sakura to be very beautiful. If he had to choose between her Ino and Hinata in beauty, well he was going to have a hard time choosing because all three kunoichis were very beautiful even if Sakura in reality she was a beautiful deadly rose with poisonous thorns. After taking a look at her face his eyes trailed down to her clothing, she was wearing a open jounin vest however the vest had the symbol of a red cross with the leaf symbol inside the cross in the right corner which it was the symbol of the medic nins in Konoha. She was wearing a short sleeve red shirt with a zipper on the middle and two white circles crossed together on the left corner of the shirt he knew that the white circle was the symbol of her clan, a pink medical skirt with black spandex shorts long black sandals.

He also noticed that she was wearing long black leather gloves reaching to her elbows her leaf headband was on top on her head which it was colored red like her shirt. Her shuriken hostlers was on her right leg and her kunai hostlers was on the left side of her back, finally he needed to notice what she has to offer. He saw her breasts on her red shirt and although they weren't as big as Ino's and Hinata's they were nice and moderate going well with her petite body, he believe her breast are a C cup at least she has filled out on regular terms. Her legs were long and they look hard, even if he hasn't touched them he could tell that they have develop some slight muscle structure meaning that she has been under heavy training. The last thing he needed to check was her ass he already knew Ino and Hinata have nice asses, but he needed to see how much Sakura's posterior have developed in five years. He went back to his normal self there was no need to go into his perverted mode, especially since this was the same girl who hurt his feelings and made his life a living hell he finally let his feelings of anger to take over his hormones.

Sakura was looking at the blond holding back her tears, she was holding the urge to hug him tightly and cry on his chest because she has missed him so much. But she hold the though because she knew very well she had no right to do such thing after everything she has done to him, this is the same person who wanted to make her happy who tried everything in his power to bring her happiness and she repaid him by punching him insulting him and rejecting him over and over again. She has realized that he was her most precious person a little too late, now she needed to pay for the consequences of her actions with guilt, regret and sorrow. Ever since she started her training under Tsunade she's been thinking about him day and night, she couldn't stop thinking about him when she was training she always got the his images giving her his fox grin. But then again she has also remembered the horrible day at the hospital and his cold harsh words that made her open her eyes to reality and see the error of her ways. She still couldn't believe this was really happening, Naruto has finally returned to Konoha and she was finally standing in front of him after five years.

She has taken a big notice to Naruto's physical change after five years; he was taller than her she needed to raise her head to look straight at him because of her petite height she only reached to his chest. She gazed at his face his golden sun blond hair was long reaching to his shoulders, she was amaze how much he resembles the fourth Hokage with exception of the whiskers. His face has change with all the baby fat gone completely added with his blue eyes, she admits that his new look made him more mature and very attractive another thing she hold was the incoming blush that was going to strike her cheeks in embarrassment. The next thing she noticed was his clothing, of course she knew that he was the mercenary Kitsune Flash and his outfit made him look bad and very hot. However she stop her train of thought when she saw the look Naruto was giving her, he was smiling at her but she could tell from her experience in making fake smile his smile was fake hiding his true emotions. Just by looking in his adorable cerulean eyes there was anger pain sorrow all emotions reflected in them, she didn't needed to be a genius to tell that he wasn't happy to see her not in the least.

Tsunade was looking at the two teens who were just staring at each other, after all this is the first time they were seeing each other after five years. The last time they saw each other was back at the hospital when Naruto snapped at Sakura for receiving a cold hearted reward in bringing Sasuke back to the village injured. Sakura was truly foolish to do something like that but in time she learned her lesson with big consequences, now she wanted to bring them back together because she knew that they needed each other as teammates and friends. She has planned this party with the purpose of them getting together again, but she wasn't stupid she knew it wasn't going to be easy after how much anger and hatred Naruto has been holding in for her. It will take time but she sworn to bring them back together and rebuild their friendship no matter how long it will takes. Just looking at them it reminds her so much to how she and Jiraiya used to be, she remember that day at the bar when her actions caused Jiraiya to snapped at her. She doesn't something like that to happen again, especially if it's her student the one who is now suffering the pain of rejection.

The slug sanin finally cleared her throat to get the two teens attention" well now that everyone is here how about we continue with the party?"

Sakura was still gazing at Naruto even if she heard her teacher, her jade eyes never leaving his cerulean eyes there were so many things she wants to say to him yet she didn't know where to begin or what to say to him for the matter.

"Hey Naruto…." she tried to make conversation with him.

Naruto kept his fake smile while burning on the inside from anger" hello Haruno-san…"

Everyone in the room felt the tension coming from Naruto getting stronger it wasn't a good sign indeed while Sakura felt hurt her heart breaking at the way he called her by her second name instead of Sakura or the usual Sakura-chan.

"Welcome back to Konoha Naruto we all have missed you very much…." Sakura gave her own fake smile feeling the pain inside of her getting worst.

Now Naruto knew when someone will give a fake smile, after all he was a master in making those fake smiles whenever he was hated and looked down by the villagers' as part of his painful childhood. He erased his fake smile looking at the pink haired jounin" what's with the fake smile Haruno-san aren't you glad to see me again?"

Sakura immediately removed her smile feeling more pain now she knew that she couldn't make her fake smiles to him, she felt angry with herself thinking that Naruto will think that she didn't missed him when it was the other way around she has missed him dearly with all of her heart" I'm sorry for that Naruto it's just that I've been experiencing some stress at work that's all but don't get the idea that I haven't missed you because I have really missed you" she said in the most honest tone ever, she needed a good excuse after all.

Naruto didn't believed her he could tell that she was hiding something' experiencing some stress at work yeah right, I bet she's sad because Sasuke isn't here you can't fool me Haruno you're as predictable as ever' he gave her another fake smile" it's all right Haruno-san I understand what you're going through I know you must missed Sasuke a lot."

Everyone in the room was confused along with Sakura and Tsunade, why would he bring the topic of the Uchiha traitor? Sakura just didn't understand why he would even think that she has miss Sasuke when she hasn't even thought of him in five years to her she has completely forgotten about him and her childish crush for him vanished when he rejected her badly back at the ANBU prison.

"N…Naruto I don't miss Sasuke there's no reason for me to miss him because he's a traitor I don't miss him at all not in the least…" her eyes were still fixed in his she wanted to tell him how much she has missed him and how much she wanted to apologize for every single thing she has done to hurt his feelings and break his heart.

"It's all right Haruno-san you don't have to lie to me I will bring him back to the village, however I am doing this not for some meaningless promise but because capturing missing nins is my job so rest assure I will bring Sasuke back I just hope that this time you don't slap me again and praise me with your cold words when I bring him back…"

Sakura physically flinched from the comment it's like she has been slapped on the face, the comment really hurt her she knew Naruto would still hate her after everything she did to him. But what hurt her most is that he reminded her of the horrible memory of the hospital, her harsh act of slapping his face twice and rejecting him with such cold words after bringing back their teammate Sasuke which she held empty feelings that reflected nothing but a childish crush not true love. The rest of the group were quiet either they were disappointed that Naruto was still angry with Sakura after five years, they already knew before the party started since they talked to the blond and his reaction whenever they mentioned the pink haired kunoichis name he will ignore the conversation or act hostile.

Tsunade was not happy with Naruto's attitude and his comment' I can't believe he still thinks Sakura is that twelve year old girl who only thinks about that Uchiha, if he only knew how much she has change.'

Sakura tried to calm herself from trying to shed any tears using the strength and courage she has gained from her training with Tsunade and from working in the hospital doing operations and healing the deepest wounds" there's no need for me to miss Sasuke Naruto I am fine the way I am I don't need him, however I have missed you whether you believe me or not…" her eyes finally left his looking at the ground.

Naruto could hear the honesty in her voice but he didn't pay attention to it, he didn't realize when most of the rookie nine was in deep thought about what Sakura said that she was fine the way she is. Of course everyone knew she wasn't fine after everything she's been through, yet they just couldn't understand why she couldn't tell him of her suffering and her pain? It was like she wanted to continue suffering even when Naruto was finally back in the village.

Tsunade needed to break the tension that was coming from Naruto before he gets out of control, she went between the two teens" all right you two let's just enjoy ourselves and continue with the party, remember Naruto this is your party so enjoy it to the fullest…" she hope he will calm down and resume enjoying his welcome home party.

"Thanks granny but I think I have had enough I can't eat another bite because I'm full since I already ate at Chouji's restaurant and I want to get back at my apartment to freshen up…" the blond gave another fake smile.

Everyone knew this was going to happened looks like the welcome home party was a big failure after all, Naruto was very happy and he was truly enjoying himself that is until Sakura arrived no surprise that he wanted to go. Tsunade decided to stubborn she wasn't going to let the party be a waste, after all the money she spend for the party she wasn't going to take no for an answer.

"Then Naruto if you're leaving Sakura please escort him back to his apartment" the blond Hokage was smirking in her mind.

Naruto was shocked but he grinned" it's all right granny I may have been gone for five years but I still know my way around the village…"

"I insist…" she replied seriously.

"It's all right granny I know where my apartment is" the blond insisted that there was no need for him to be escorted to his apartment, for crying out loud he didn't wanted to see Sakura's face and here Tsunade was insisting that she should escort him.

"Tsunade-sama that will be all right" Sakura said as the two looked at her" Naruto doesn't need me to escort him to his apartment he perfectly knows where is located…"

Tsunade frowned at her students comment here she was trying to give her the time to be with Naruto and she was taking his side in not accompanying him, she needed to be more positive especially know that Naruto was finally here. However she knew her student very well and she knew very well her weakness it was quite easy and obvious" Sakura escort Naruto to his apartment now that's an order" of course she was the Hokage her orders must be obey.

The pink haired jounin didn't have a choice now but to obey the Hokage's orders, she knew Naruto wasn't going to like it because she could see the small frown that was formed in his lips" yes Tsunade-sama…"

'Damn it why?! Why is granny punishing me? This is great' the blond thought feeling miserable he didn't said another word as he headed to the door with Sakura following him close by, however he didn't made eye contact with her on the way out.

Once they were gone everyone sighed in relief because now that Naruto was one the tension was gone as well, Tsunade could only sigh with the rest too she knew this wasn't going to be easy since the beginning.

"Troublesome…" Shikamaru muttered because the party wasn't a success.

"This was kind to be expected" Neji said.

"I actually thought it was going to be worst…" Kiba said.

"So he blames me that he got full for eating the food of my restaurant it's not my fault if he ate too much…" Chouji said going off topic.

"The party failed" Shizune said with a sigh.

"Why can't Naruto-kun and Sakura-san get along they are losing their youthfulness?!" cried Lee followed by Gai.

"I know Lee they're being so unyouthful!"

"I think it will be wise if we keep an eye on them" Shino said.

"I agree the last thing we need is Sakura getting hurt or rejected by Naruto again" Iruka said now he knew Naruto wasn't the same person anymore, he also knew he still holds a grudge with the pink haired kunoichi and he didn't wanted to see her getting hurt again after everything she's been through.

"Everyone that's enough!" Tsunade shouted silencing everyone in the room" let's all calm down first we won't interfere in this, let's all believe in Sakura both of them needs to talk things out and it's better to let them be alone for a while so I ask that none of you interfere I trust Sakura."

Everyone nodded although they were having second thoughts they had a feeling that things weren't going to be pleasant between the two and they it wasn't going to turn out like they hope so.

"I hope Naruto-kun understands and gives Sakura-san a second chance" Hinata said hoping for the best between the two, she was worry for both of them knowing how much pain they've been through.

Ino who was next to her didn't said a word she's been thinking about the way Naruto looked at her best friend, anyone could tell that he was faking that big smile hiding his true emotions and it wasn't good news. She eventually believe that Naruto wasn't going to give her a second chance or even a chance to explain herself, he was going to reject her again breaking her heart once again making her feel worst than she already is. She hold any thought or the urge to cry because she couldn't help it that this was all her fault, remembering when they were little she was the one that told Sakura not hang with Naruto and it was the beginning when the pink haired girl started mistreating the blond. Life was sure cruel and she couldn't feel more horrible with herself, she hated herself secretly for everything that has happened between the two teens.

(Location: village district)

The two ninjas have been walking the streets with a calm step no rushing in, at least Naruto wasn't he was just calm and quiet trying to ignore the fact that Sakura was next to him. Once he returned to Konoha he thought his life will be better and that he will be the happiest person in the world that is until Haruno Sakura came into the picture. Now his bad day has started walking together with the kunoichi who has broken his heart too many times, and there was nothing he could do because Tsunade ordered Sakura to escort him to his apartment. He kept his calm composure and prevent himself from making a scene in the streets of the village, he was holding everything back just for the sake of not snapping at Sakura again because he didn't wanted to hurt her anymore. What he told her five years ago at the hospital was enough to break the heart and feelings of any kind of girl, even if Sakura has done worst to him he still care for her and he didn't wanted to hurt her anymore he just wanted to stay away from her. Even if he got used to no longer hide his emotions and right now he was feeling upset, once he gets back to his apartment he was going to make sure to keep his distance from the pink haired jounin.

Sakura has felt terrible during the years because of Naruto's absence and the pain of guilt and regret, but now she was feeling worst. Ever since they left the Hokage tower Naruto hasn't even given her a second glance not even once, even if he was wearing his mask he didn't bother to give her a quick glance he has only been keeping his eyes on the road ahead. She gave him a long glance sorrow was still reflected in her jade eyes, he hated her she knew it well and he had every right to hate her what else can she do but to say sorry for everything she did. Sorry for every insult, hit and comment that hurt his feelings for comparing him to Sasuke when she never had the right to do such a thing. She knew Naruto was stronger than the Uchiha physically and mentally, even when his life was worst than anyone he was still strong at heart. She didn't know what to do she has waited for years to finally tell him how sorry she is, now the only thing she could is stay quiet what good her apology will do if the blond hates her? Nothing that was the answer. However Naruto has taught her to never give up no matter what, it didn't matter if he will never forgive her or he will hate her forever she needed to talk to him and she was going to make sure to have her chance now that he was back in the village.

"So how've you been Naruto?" she started the conversation hoping that he will say a word to her.

"Fine" he replied coolly.

"How was your training?" she gave a smile at least she was making progress he was talking to her.

"Good."

"So how is it going with your job as a mercenary?"

"Good."

Now Sakura had to sigh mentally he's been talking to her with one word, it was very unNaruto like compare to how the old Naruto was like always talking and running his mouth he was truly a loud mouth. Now either he has really change or maybe this was his way of ignoring her, she was hurt but it wasn't so bad at least he was talking to her rather than giving her the silent treatment which it was worst.

"So Naruto you've been very busy in recent years I…really missed…." she trailed off in a whisper she wanted to tell him everything but it was too late at least she thought she was too late.

Naruto has finally had it, his patience have finally grown thin. Here Sakura was talking to him like nothing happened between them, did she forgot the big fight at the hospital five years ago? Has she forgotten all the torment and pain she has given him? No he wasn't going to stand here and let her speak like she was his special friend or anything of the sort. He finally stopped walking casing the pink haired jounin to stop too, even if he was near his apartment by now he just needed to tell her not to get her hopes up just because he talked to her. He remained his calm composure making sure he didn't said a comment that will hurt her feelings.

"Naruto what's wrong?"

He gazed at her from his mask" listen Haruno-san let's get one thing straight, were not friends or teammates team seven is dead to me and I have move on with my life the past is the past so I won't think about it anymore…"

The pink haired medic was hurt once again by his comment but she kept a calm expression" I..I understand Naruto of course I knew you felt that way after everything I have done to you but I want you to know that I…."

The mask mercenary cut her off" its Kitsune Flash or Kitsune-sama you have no right to call me by my real name, only my true friends had that right not you are we clear?"

She nodded as she couldn't hold her tears any longer a couple fell from her eyes" yes I understand…" her voice broke in a sob.

Naruto although he was upset on the inside he was hurting, even till this day he still couldn't bear to see Sakura cry it hurt him so much" another thing I want to clear with you Haruno-san I'm not the same stupid kid who used to follow you around like a love sick puppy, the same goes with my role as your personal punching bag if you hit me I will defend myself and hit you back. Another thing don't expect that I want to bring back Sasuke for your own happiness like I said before I'm doing it because it's my job as a mercenary not to fulfill some stupid promise…"

"And like I said before Kitsune-sama I don't care about a traitor the day he left the village for the second time it was the day that I lost my friend and teammate forever, now the only teammate I care about is you…" she said it in the most honest tone ever after all she was speaking from the heart' it was all over with my feelings for Sasuke when he rejected me for the last time at that prison cell.'

He chuckle" really you don't care about him anymore well then why do you keep pretending like you care for me, so you can use me to get him back for you like I was your personal lap dog and then reject me when I bring him back to the village then toss me aside like it was some kind of object who has lost its purpose. You should know Haruno-san that I am human and I have something called feelings if you know what those are…"

"No of course not!" Sakura shouted feeling hurt more tears were falling but she quickly dried them off, she couldn't believe it this is how Uzumaki Naruto thinks of her as a manipulative cold hearted person who doesn't care about his feelings yet he was right she was that kind of person towards him" so that's it you think I have missed you so I can use you to bring back Sasuke, no Kitsune-sama I'm not pretending and I'm not giving you the task to bring a traitor back to the village like I said I don't care about traitors and I have lost him forever, like you I have also move on with my life and my childish feelings. Please don't use that meaningless promise anymore I don't care, you were the one who made me that promise in the first place on that day…"

Kitsune was angry trying to control his anger because of her comment" and who was the person that begged me in tears pleaded me to bring him back to the village at all cost? And who was the person that rewarded me with two slaps on the face and a coldhearted speech? Even after I brought Sasuke back for YOU! For your happiness and even after I took a full chidori on my chest do you know how much that hurt?! I did it all so you could smile at me, at least you could've say thank you Naruto for bringing him back to me but that's not what happened I bet you don't even know the meaning of the words thank you…"

More tears fell from her jade eyes and even if she tried to dry them off it was futile more would fell, she has never felt so hurt by such a harsh comment but it was true. She watched as the mask mercenary resumed his walking she followed him and she could sense the tension coming from the tall blond.

"What are you doing?" this time his tone was hostile he didn't wanted to see her again, no more he wanted to hurt her why she couldn't leave him alone?

Sakura compose herself and ignore her tears" have you forgotten? I am following Tsunade-sama's orders to escort you back to your apartment."

"Whatever…"

They stood quiet again and Naruto was thankful that she became silent right now he couldn't control his emotions the last thing he wanted is for his anger to take the better of him. They finally arrived at the apartment complex and the mask mercenary couldn't be any happier that he was back at his apartment he can finally stop seeing the pink haired jounin walking next to him. He couldn't dare to look at her after what he told her, sure it was a cold and cruel comment but it was true and the truth hurts. He took his keys opening the door, he was going to enter without saying a word to Sakura and close the door but he couldn't do that. He entered but he stood still not knowing why, for some reason he wanted to stare at her face.

"N…er…I mean Kitsune-sama I was wondering how about if I treat you to some ramen?" she has finally dried her tears calming down she wasn't giving up on him.

The mask mercenary felt his anger rising again' how dare she! After all the times she turned down my offers to go out she has the nerve to ask me out!' he smiled in amusement" why Haruno-san are you asking me out on a date?"

The pink haired medic jounin blushed at the comment but she dispelled it" n…no it's not a date just a get together between two Konoha ninjas we will just talk about our training and old times."

"Old times!" he shouted startling Sakura making her to take a step back" you mean when you hit me for accidentally kissing Sasuke? Or when you threw me off the bridge on our mission to wave country how about when I tried to give you a hug because I was about to face a life and death situation and instead you punched me? And let's not forget about what happened at the hospital, are those the old times you want to talk about?"

Sakura couldn't say a word as she was staring into his eyes through his mask which shocked her that they were no longer blue but crimson red" I…..I…"

"Thanks but no thanks Haruno-san I don't want to think about those horrible days, they may have been the happiest days to you but to me it was nothing but true hell good day to you!" he finally closed the front door shut leaving a heartbroken Sakura behind.

Sakura took a deep breath as her lips were trembling and more tears started falling from her eyes, she was completely devastated but why she should be surprise. She knew this was the kind of behavior Naruto will show her after everything she did, she was basically trying to gain his forgiveness and his friendship but she failed. How low can she be, she has actually asked him out when he has asked her out in the past and she has said no to him more times than she could count. She sighed in defeat and finally left the apartment, she has failed but she won't give up no matter what.

'I won't give up on you Naruto, I will have my friend and teammate back this is my promise of the life time believe it!'

Naruto went to the kitchen to get a glass of water he quickly drank the liquid because he was thirsty from talking too much. He took off his mask and he saw the claws on his hands, he knew it from the anger he was feeling he had the Kyuubi features. He went to the sink and wash his face letting the water cool his system, a couple of minutes later from washing his face he has calmed down and his features returned to normal. He went to the fridge and gently banged his head on the front he couldn't stop thinking about Sakura her face, her hair, her wide charming forehead, her eyes and her body.

He ran a hand through his messy blond hair' dear Kami she's so beautiful and she smells incredible too, is it possible do I still have feelings for her after everything she has done to me? I must be a glutton for punishment.'

"Which I think it's very pathetic from your part kid, how can you like that pink haired bitch after everything she has done to you? It's very amusing to hear you talk you still had feelings for the rotten fish, like you said they are plenty of good fish in the water chose a better one brat!"

'And here I was so happy that I haven't heard from you in a while beat it fox!'

"I like making your life a living hell kid since I can't kill you I'm glad to see that my comment has annoyed you…"

'What…what was that? I can't hear you too much static…'

The demon fox growled" you impudent brat don't ignore me!"

'I'm ending my transmission over and out!'

He sighed before heading to the bathroom to take a shower' that fox can't just leave me alone always with his stupid comments I rather have a conscience than him.'

"I heard that brat!"

'I said end of my transmission over and out!'

(Time skip: Hokage mountain monument)

Kitsune was standing on top of the Hokage monument exactly on the fourth Hokage's head he has always loved coming here. This was the place where he always comes to relax and escape his troubles to him it was the best place to relief his stress. He remembers how he used to come here plenty of times in the past whenever he was looked down and hated by the villagers he always comes here and felt relax no longer feeling angry or sad he was just calm. The beautiful scenery of the entire leaf village was the key to help him relax, it was very beautiful there were times when he actually shouted out loud that he was going to become someday a dream that he was still looking forward to fulfill. Right now he needed to relax which it was the reason why he was here, because of the situation he had with a certain pink haired kunoichi. The events of what happened between him and Sakura earlier was still vivid in his mind, her words and the tone of honestly behind them did she really meant them? Was she really telling the truth?

Honestly he was afraid of letting Sakura in again because she might hurt him, she has hurt him in the past too many times that's why he didn't wanted her back in his life. Yet her face full of tears was enough to convince him that she was being honest and maybe she really missed him and she wanted him back in her life. But he still couldn't let go of the past, all the beatings and insults from her art plus the fact that she could wants him back as a replacement for Sasuke. The thought made him angry she wants him as a silver medal to replace the gold Uchiha medal. It was so obvious to him that because Sasuke wasn't here Sakura was like this, she doesn't want Sasuke but she wants him but it was all because the Uchiha was no longer in the village. Another thing that bug him it's that Tsunade was supporting Sakura in having back as her friend, he knew that the slug sanin was doing it because the pink haired kunoichi was similar to her in aspects and personality and because of what happened between her and Jiraiya. Tsunade will eventually back Sakura up so he can give her another chance to rebuild his friendship, yet he was afraid of having the pink haired jounin again in his life.

He took a deep breath gazing at the beautiful scenery' why can't she go on with her life without me? She doesn't need me in her life I'm not that important to her, I know I can go on without her…'

He chuckle sensing a chakra signature" what is it Iruka sensei?"

The chunin went to him with a smile getting next to him" I figure you'd be here you always comes here when something's bothering you, want to talk about it?"

"Not really I just want to stay here for a while and think about things…" he wasn't entirely lying.

"What kind of things?"

"Nothing it's no big deal…"

"Come on Naruto you can do better than that, if you're going to lie make sure it's more convincing"

"I'm not lying to you Iruka sensei…"

"You are I know something is bothering you, why else would you come here? I think Kitsune Flash needs some advice."

The mask mercenary sighed not wanting to hear the topic" please Iruka sensei this better not be about her."

"It is" the chunin replied causing the mask mercenary to groan in annoyance" Naruto you can't run away from Sakura forever."

"Who says I'm running away I'm not?! All I want is not to hear from her or being with her ever again, is that too much to ask?!"

"That's just it you are running away I can't believe I'm actually hearing this from you, you are the one person who doesn't know the meaning of the words running away you always face things head on without looking back what happened to you?"

"So you think I'm running away from her because I don't want to see her again, I am not obligated to be with her just because she was my teammate I have no responsibility in being with her since team seven is no more. Which means no team seven no teammates and that equals no spending time with Haruno-san…"

"That is true team seven may be gone but your friendship and your bond with your teammates still lives on even to this very day…"

Kitsune had to laughed in amusement causing Iruka to get confuse" Iruka sensei you obviously don't know but there was no friendship going on within team seven there was no bond! It was all a lie I thought we had an unbreakable bond but I was wrong it was all bullshit! Tell me Iruka sensei what kinds of teammates are selfish and don't give shit about their other teammate when they have their selfish ambitions?"

"What kinds of teammates left the team and the village to pursued power for vengeance? What kinds of teammates care more about their beloved Uchiha than the village itself and loyalty towards it? What kind of teammates hit their teammate and insults him when all he wants to do is make her happy? And what kind of teammate shoves a chidori through your teammate's chest? Well tell me!"

Iruka was too shocked to say a word he has never seen the blond so worked up before, now he knew how much pain he was in he really felt betrayed by his team" Naruto I…I didn't know you felt that way…"

"Well now you know team seven broke my trust in them, I thought Sasuke was like a brother to me boy was I wrong? Someone like him will never be brother to me he almost kill me what kind of brother does that? I don't care about him let him do whatever he likes but I will go after him, all I need is granny's word and I'll be going after him. The same goes for Kakashi I'm not interested in knowing about him as well as Sakura…"

Iruka rubbed his eyes he didn't knew things were this complicated between his formal student and his team, his tone was so hostile it's like he hated his team but after listening to Sasuke almost killing him then perhaps his reasons were fair. But he still couldn't leave this completely especially when it came to Sakura, knowing how much pain she has endure in the past years Naruto needed to know.

"I understand Naruto Sasuke was never the loyal person especially after what he experienced with the Uchiha clan and maybe you have every reason to hate him but Kakashi and Sakura…."

"Iruka sensei I don't want to talk about them anymore I don't need them I am fine the way I am, like I said before team seven is gone and I'm not obligated to be with them…" the mask mercenary kept his gaze on the view of the village.

"Naruto please about Sakura you have to know that's she's been through a lot of suffering, after you left with Jiraiya-sama she hasn't been the same person she's been in so much pain she…." he trailed off he wanted to tell him the truth about her, her condition but he remembers what Tsunade told him.

"Iruka don't tell Naruto about Sakura's condition."

He stood quiet remembering the Hokage's words he sighed while Kitsune was looking at him.

"What is it about Haruno-san?"

"Like I said she's been through a lot ever since you left the village, she has really missed you…"

The blond sighed" yes Iruka sensei I already know about that she has told me….although that's what she says there's a difference between missing someone and missing that person because he's the only one who can bring her lover back."

"What are you talking about?" the chunin was confused.

"I'm saying that she could be pretending to missed me so she can used me to get her Uchiha back to the village…" his eyes softened remembering what Sakura told him, on the inside he was hoping it was true.

"What? You're wrong Naruto she hasn't even thought about Sasuke at all and she will never do such a thing to manipulate you to get him back, she really missed you" Iruka was now getting desperate he wanted to convince that the pink haired jounin has changed and that she has missed him a lot.

"She only missed me because Sasuke was never here to begin with, let me ask you something Iruka sensei if Sasuke never left the village in the first place do you still think she will change herself the way she has with the whole missed me thing?"

The chunin didn't know what to say he couldn't think of the answer, although it will be quite obvious how it would turn out if the Uchiha never left Konoha in the first place.

"I will take your silent as an answer that she wouldn't have change just as I thought, well I'm leaving thanks for talking to me Iruka sensei" he left leaving the chunin in deep thought.

'Naruto you really have changed looks like Sakura has a long way to go before she can have his forgiveness.'

(Time skip: near Ichiraku's)

Kitsune was heading to have a nice bowl of ramen it was the best way to forget the whole situation with Sakura, when he arrived at the ramen stand he spotted a familiar group. He saw Konohamaru along with Udon and Moegi, he frowned remembering what the teen did to him with his improved sexy jutsu girl on girl version. Like Konohamaru and Udon and Moegi have grown a little tall since the last time he saw them, both have grown one foot taller but they were still shorter than him. Udon was wearing something familiar to Konohamru except that the scarf he had was grey colored. Moegi was wearing a purple blouse with a brown skirt and black sandals, Kitsune notice that he clothing was a little similar to Sakura's clothing but he ignore it not wanting to know about the pink haired kunoichi. He finally saw another ninja who was familiar to him wearing sunglasses and a blue handkerchief wrapped around his head, he couldn't forget the jounin accompanying the teens after all he was a pervert just like his teacher.

'It's the closet pervert' he thought with a smirk recognizing Ebisu.

"Speaking of perverts" the Kyuubi said with a grin talking about his container.

'Shut it fox!'

"Good job everyone!" Ebisu said congratulating his team" another mission well done, now I'm going to give the report to Hokage-sama you can all have the rest of the day off" he vanished in a cloud of smoke.

Moegi sighed in relief" finally were done with the missions."

"You mean the boring missions" Konohamaru retorted" I am so bore with these dumb D rank missions, why can't we get a better mission like fighting bandits or strong ninjas? Were strong enough"

"But Konohamaru were only genin and we don't need to fulfill more D rank missions on order to get higher rank missions" Udon said.

"Hey we shouldn't even been genins in the first place Udon if you remembered we took the chunin exams last year" the thirteen year old genin said annoyed.

Moegi sweat dropped at his comment" and we failed Konohamaru-kun we failed the first test so we didn't become chunins."

"Hey you can't blame me for quitting in the first test that crazy guy was asking us if we could take the tenth question and I wasn't going to take it because I didn't know a single question in that written test."

"It's a good thing that man was lying about never allowed to take the chunin exams again, the Hokage told us that we can take the exams next time." Udon said with a sigh.

"We will have to take them again next year" Moegi said.

"Don't worry guys we will take them again and this time we will pass the chunin exams and become chunin I promise!"

Kitsune was smirking at the whole scene to think they will take the chunin exams and failed in the first test, he remembers how much stress and tortured he became with Ibiki's way of words. In the end he managed to gather the courage to take the tenth question head without answering a single question from the written test, it was because of his courage to never give up that made him and his team to pass the first test. But that was all in the past and he didn't care anymore for team seven, his teammates were never his true friends it was all a big lie. He went to the ramen stand as he finally caught up with the three genins.

"Hey it's you!" Konohamaru said with a smirk" Kitsune Flash…"

Udon and Moegi gasped seeing the mask mercenary they were truly shocked, they have heard so many rumors about him. How he has defeated so many strong ninjas without breaking a sweat, they were also the rumor that he devours the souls of his opponents because he was a hungry demon. They both took a step back before Konohamaru stopped them he was still smirking because he wasn't afraid of the mask mercenary.

"Konohamaru-kun…" Moegi said worry.

"It's all right guys he's not as strong as he think he claims"

Kitsune frowned at his comment how confident Konohamaru was, just because he beat him with his own technique that doesn't mean he wasn't strong he cleared his throat" excuse me Konohamaru I suggest you don't underestimate me or you will regret it" he said in serious tone.

"You're still acting tough after I beat you, right I almost forgot Udon, Moegi I beat Kitsune Flash with the…" he never finished because in a blink of an eye Kitsune was covering his mouth startling the two teens because of his speed.

"Listen Konohamaru I appreciate if you don't say a word about that, if you value your life because if you do spread the word I will devour your soul…." he chuckle evilly making the genin shiver in fear.

He let go of him while Konohamaru was still shivering at the evil tone the mask mercenary, he has never being so scare before so he decided to keep his mouth shut.

"What's wrong Konohamaru?" asked Udon worry for his friend.

"N…it's nothing I'm all right…"

"You were going to say something to us Konohamaru-kun" Moegi said.

Konohamaru turned pale as he saw Kitsune giving him a hard stare he gulped" I was going to say that Kitsune Flash is very strong and he's my idol"

Udon sweat dropped" Konohamaru we already know that…"

Moegi nodded while Kitsune was smirking in his mind.

'This is too fun maybe it will be better if I don't tell Konohamaru of my identity he will immediately know that I was lying about devouring his soul, which will lead of him spreading the word that I was beaten by the sexy jutsu' once again he got a thought of Ino and Hinata naked pressing their bodies along with their breast.

The sight was very arousing he blushed as he grinned like his perverted teacher, he started imagining the two beauties kissing having a nice a make out session. Suddenly a third girl arrived getting between the two girls, it was a naked Sakura and they share a triple way kiss with lots of tongue action.

"Kitsune-sama!"

The mask mercenary finally snapped from his perverted fantasy facing a worry Moegi" hmm…"

"Are you all right you look like you just space out for a moment."

"Oh yeah I'm fine don't worry" he gave his fox grin.

"Hey Kitsune-sama you have some blood on your nose" Udon said.

The mask mercenary turn his head the other way so he could lift his mask a little and wipe away the blood from his nose, he really needed to find a way to control his hormones.

Konohamaru was grinning at the sight' yeah he's nothing but a big pervert.'

"Anyway you guy look like you're going to Ichiraku's how about I treat all of you."

"Really!" Moegi said.

"Yeah I don't mind treating you guys come on."

They nodded entering the ramen stand and took their seat, Kitsune greeted Teuchi and Ayame and they knew who he was since he showed them his face the last time he was here however he had to ignore Ayame because she blushed when she saw him. Minutes later the ramen was served and they picked up their chopsticks as they started eating, the mask mercenary enjoy himself as he ate the noodles. Although he has eaten at Chouji's restaurant he still loves Ichiraku a lot. Udon and Moegi felt better after seeing Kitsune acting all friendly, they were scare off him first before they saw that he was any regular person just another ninja of Konoha. Konohamaru slurped his noodles while gazing at the mask mercenary, for some reason there was something about him. Although he was happy that someone as strong and famous like Kitsune Flash will come to the village there was only person he has missed, hoping to see him again.

The young genin stopped his eating thinking about Naruto, he has heard from Tsunade that he left on a training trip with the sanin Jiraiya but that was five years ago. He has missed his friend a lot the blond was probably like a brother to him he was one of his close friends. Udon and Moegi stopped their eating soon before looking back at their teammate both knew that expression on his face, they also miss Naruto he was also their friend. Kitsune finished his bowl with a happy sigh, that's when he noticed that the genins have stopped their eating they were still in the middle of eating their bowl of ramen.

"Is there something wrong?"

"It's nothing…" replied Konohamaru.

"Are you sure? The tone of your voice and your face says the opposite want to talk about it?"

"Why do you care?" grumble the genin.

"Hey I may be wearing a scary fox mask but I'm still human outside of this mask, so I do care come on Konohamaru tell me?'

The genin stood quiet as he started playing with his ramen using the chopsticks, Moegi shook her head she decided to talk for her teammate" Konohamaru-kun misses Narutoni-chan…"

"Moegi…" Konohamaru said feeling a little upset.

"I'm sorry Konohamaru-kun…"

"It's all right Konohamaru there's no need to get upset with Moegi she's just worry about you, that's how teammates prove they care…"

"Yeah I'm worry about you too Konohamaru" Udon said.

"Thanks…" replied the genin.

"So you miss Uzumaki Naruto" said the mask mercenary who was smiling in his head.

Konohamaru gasped" you know Narutoni-chan?!"

"I don't I just heard the rumors from the people, they said he defeated the demon container of the hidden sand village when they invaded Konoha with sound during the chunin exams five years ago. I also heard that he was the one that help the sanin Jiraiya to bring back the sanin Tsunade back to the village so she could become the fifth Hokage…"

Konohamaru smiled" yeah that's him he's amazing he's very strong…"

"Yeah he was even stronger than Sasuke…" Moegi added.

"That's right Narutoni-chan defeated Sasuke and brought him back to the village after he defected Konoha with some sound ninjas" Udon said.

"He's a true hero" Konohamaru said.

"I guess after everything he has done for the leaf village that's the only word to call him" Kitsune said with a smile.

"I really miss him I haven't heard from him in years, not even the Hokage knows when he's coming back I wish he could be here so he can see how strong I have become. I want to know if he will be proud of me seeing that I'm finally a genin…"

"I'm sure he'll be very proud of you" Kitsune said" I had a feeling if he sees you right now he will be very proud of you Konohamaru, and not just you but you two also Udon and Moegi."

"You really mean it?" asked the happy genin.

"I'm sure he will be I just had this feeling that's all" he gave a smile thinking of the three genins' I have a feeling that they will get stronger in the future, it must be my intuition.'

"Thank you Kitsune-sama" Moegi said while Udon nodded.

"Yeah thanks man you're really a nice guy after all" Konohamaru said before giving a grin" too bad that you're such a pervert…"

"What was that?" Kitsune said giving him a warning glare.

"Nothing" the genin replied quickly.

"Yeah that's what I thought just remember what I told you Konohamaru about you know what…"

He gulped" yeah don't worry I won't say a word about it."

"Good" the mask mercenary smile he was about to order another bowl of ramen before he sense that chakra signature" oh no why is she here?' he groan in frustration.

"Hey guys!"

Everyone turned except for Kitsune who was trying to ignore her presence.

"Sakurane-chan!" Konohamaru said.

"Sensei hi!" Moegi said.

"Sensei?" asked the confuse Kitsune.

Sakura nodded before smiling at Moegi" well you can say that she's my little apprentice, I have taught her some medical ninjutsu and her chakra control is very good like mine I have a feeling she will become an even better medic nin than myself and Tsunade-sama."

"Well I certainly hope so" Kitsune smiled at the girl" Moegi make sure you become a great medic nin but please don't become selfish and make sure you care for both of your teammates equally don't compare one to be better than the other…"

Moegi was a little confuse but she smile" I care about both Konohamaru-kun and Udon equally they are both my friends."

"That's very nice" the mask mercenary smile before getting up from his seat.

Sakura has erased her smile while lowering her gaze as soon as she heard the comment from the mask mercenary she was hurt again because he was talking about herself the person she used to be. The selfish useless cold hearted Sakura who used to say that her precious Uchiha was better than Naruto in anything. She looked back up only to see that Kitsune has left the ramen stand, she left before saying goodbye to the genins and started following him until she saw him not too far away walking the streets.

"Wait Kitsune-sama!"

Kitsune stopped in his tracks seeing Sakura walking next to him" what do you want Haruno-san?"

"I just want to talk please…"

"There's nothing to talk about Haruno-san now if you'll excuse me"

"Wait!" she stopped him again only this time she grabbed his hand making him looked at her.

"Let go of me Haruno-san" he said in a warning tone.

"Please I really want to talk to you, just listen to what I have to say."

"Fine whatever…" he decided to stay although he didn't want to see her face again.

The pink haired jounin gave a fake smile" Kitsune-sama I know why you're doing this, you're obviously hurt heartbroken for what I did to you and you don't want me around you because you think I will hurt you but you're wrong I will never hurt you again…."

"So you finally realize why I don't want to be with you Haruno-san good for you, I'm sorry but I lost your trust five years ago so I don't believe you and I don't care anymore…"

Sakura tried to hold her tears hearing his words really hurt but she put a strong face gathering more of her strength" Na…I mean Kitsune-sama I know that deep inside of you deep in your broken heart, I know that you still care for me even if it might sound impossible to believe…"

"You're right it is impossible what makes you think that I still care for you?!" the mask mercenary got upset by her comment' who the hell does she think she is saying something like that?'

"Because you were the one who told Tsunade-sama to take me as her apprentice, in truth she didn't wanted to take me as her student after what I did to you but you recommended me to her that's why I still think you care for me. Even after everything I did to you, you still care for me that's why I'm fighting hard to earn your trust again…"

The mask mercenary turned his back on her" you're too late Haruno-san like I said I have move on and I have put the past behind me farewell…" he started walking.

Tears were falling from Sakura's jade eyes" I don't care how long it takes me I will have your friendship again I will never give up!"

"You're wasting your time" he replied flatly before leaving until he was out of sight.

Sakura felt another blow to her heart hitting her, it really hurt Naruto's rejections hurt a lot more than Sasuke's rejections. It seems that the blond really knew how to hurt her he knew how to hit her where it hurts the most, deep in her heart.

'Naruto…' she dried her tears before leaving.

(Time skip: in a dango shop)

Sakura was eating her meal calmly she was on her own this were the times she wish she was eating with her friends. But she knew it couldn't be help Ino was busy at the interrogation department, Hinata was busy too having one of her sparring matches with her sister. As for Tenten she already left on another mission with her boyfriend Lee, she considered the bun haired jounin lucky. She usually went on missions together with her boyfriend who was also her best friend, what she will do to be in that same position but with a certain blond. She sighed thinking about him she deserves to be hated by him forever, but she needed him she missed him too much to let him go forever. She wanted him back by her side as her friend her teammate, she wanted to laugh with him and smile with him. This was the beginning of her toughest fight ever she has done a lot of tough operations before as a medic nin, but this was a whole different thing which it was even tougher. Just thinking about how she has failed till now was enough to make her cry his cold attitude towards her and his harsh comments was making it even difficult to get through to him.

She finished eating her dango with a sigh always thinking about the blond she couldn't get him out of her head' Naruto I wish I could make you understand that I am sorry for everything I have done to you in the past, I want a second chance to start over between us…'

"Excuse me are you all right?"

Sakura turned next to her to see a woman in her early thirties with long red hair blue eyes, wearing a white style kimono dress with a red line on the middle section of the dress along with a pair of sandals.

"Yes can I help you?" the pink haired medic said.

"I'm sorry but I saw you and couldn't help but wonder that you must be passing through a lot…"

Sakura blinked at the redhead" how would you even know that something's bothering me?"

Kushina smiled at her" your face is very easy to read, you look like you've been through a lot of pain."

She chuckle sadly" you don't know the half of it."

"Would you like to tell me if it's all right with you?"

Sakura wasn't a little unsure, she didn't like telling a complete stranger about her life but somehow she had a feeling that she could trust the redhead. There was something about her just by looking in her she look like she was very trusting, maybe she will feel better if she talk about her problem with her after all she hasn't done that with her friend or even with Tsunade.

"I guess it's all right I see no problem with it…"

"May I sit beside you?" asked Kushina kindly.

"Sure"

The redhead got seated next to her still smiling at her" why do you look like you're heart has been broken into a million pieces?"

"I am hurt, heartbroken, devastated and crush but it's all right I deserve to be like this…"

"Why would you say something like that?" Kushina was worry for her.

"It's because I deserve this punishment I am an evil person who's selfish and manipulative and I don't care about the feelings of my dear friend, it's the truth I deserve to be like this…"

"No one deserves to live a life or being punished the way you're doing right now, why don't you tell me what's making you to be hurt like this?"

The pink haired medic jounin sighed" my teammate he used to be annoying and a loudmouth always pulling pranks I didn't like him, I thought he was a talentless idiot who didn't had what it takes to be a ninja but I was so wrong. I misjudge him he had a big heart and a big determination to never give up no matter what, he used to like me so much he had a crush on me always asking me out on dates but I turned him down always hitting him because I thought he was not wroth my time…"

Kushina was still listening seeing that she had tears on her eyes she could tell that she's been holding a lot of pain and grief inside of her.

"I had this crush on my other teammate he was completely different from my other teammate, he was talented, skill, cool and mysterious I was too late to realize that he was a coldhearted bastard traitor. I blinded myself on my childish crush it soon turned into an obsession I was so obsessed that I didn't care about everyone that surrounded me, my friends the village itself and my dear teammate Naruto I pushed his trust and friendship away" she sniffed a sob.

"One day the bastard Sasuke left the village I confessed my love for him and he called me annoying, he left me unconscious on a bench. I begged Naruto to bring him back for me and he promised me that he was going to bring him back, I realized that he was doing it because he wanted to see me happy he care for my happiness he understood so much. He was able to bring him back to the village but when I saw how beat and injured Sasuke was I got mad and then….." she sobbed more while Kushina was giving her a conforming tap on her shoulder.

"I hurt his feelings I crushed his heart, I slapped his face twice and told him so many mean things it wasn't the first time I had rejected him though. He finally snapped at me Naruto was angry with me and he yelled at me and told me so many cruel and cold things, I was really hurt but they were all true I deserve it so much for hurting him so many times. Now I want his forgiveness but I know I don't deserve to be forgiven by him, he's been gone for five years and I missed him so much I want my friend back…"

Kushina finally embrace the pink haired medic in a conforming hug, to think she's been holding all this pain inside of her it was really harming her. Suddenly Sakura broke the embrace as she started trembling she was still sobbing hard and the redhead could tell something was wrong with her.

"Are you all right?"

Sakura only nodded as she took the small bottle of her pills from her medical pouch, she took the glass of water she has ordered with her dango. She swallowed one of her pills washing it down with the water, after a minute she has finally calmed down her depression leaving her system.

Kushina was still worry for her" are you feeling all right now?"

"Yes I'm okay I'm sorry about that…"

"What are those pills?" her blue eyes were fixed on the small bottle.

"Oh these they are just some pills to help me calm down that's all…" she quickly put the bottle back in her medical pouch.

Kushina knew she was lying those weren't ordinary pills and she knew it, but she didn't wanted to bother asking her questions about the pills" so in other words you've been very mean to him rejecting him then he has rejected you worst than you have ever had and you have waited five years so he could returned to the village and you can finally apologize to him…"

"Yes I have tried to tell him that I have missed him a lot and I have tried to apologize but he doesn't listen, he ignores me and he gives me such a cold look in his eyes he hates me so much and I don't blame him for hating me after everything I have done to him…"

Kushina nodded understanding her" it seems you two have been through a lot, both of you have hurt each other so much but you know what? I believe that all that pain you both are experiencing will be the key for both of you to become better and stronger people. I believe you two can become friends once again and forge that bond you two share when you were teammates" the redhead gave a smile.

Sakura was stunned by her words" you…you really think so?"

"Yes through all that pain I think you will understand each other more and become the best of friends, and who knows maybe even more" she winked at her giving her the obvious look that he could become more than just her friend.

The pink haired medic jounin blushed slightly hearing that, for a moment she got a vision of her and Naruto laughing together both holding hands. She erased the thought it was too good to be true, she the person who has hurt him more than anyone for him to still like her like that it was impossible. Right now the one thing that matters to her is gaining his friendship and trust again.

Kushina smiled at her" make sure that when you see Naruto again tell him how you feel asked for his forgiveness and this time make sure your words reach him especially if they reach his heart."

Sakura sighed" I don't know if that will help I have already tried talking to him but he still ignores me and leaves me hanging dry, he's just too stubborn to listen to me."

"Well then you will have to be more stubborn than him…"

"Huh?"

"You know what I mean you have to show him what you're made of, I think the reason Naruto ignores you is because he still sees you as the teammate who would reject him constantly and he's afraid that you will hurt him again. You have to show him the new you show him what you're willing to do to gain his friendship back, show him you're strength!"

Sakura felt a powerful boost of courage entering her as her jade eyes were now shining in pure determination, she got up from the table" you're right all I've been doing is talking and this is Naruto were talking about, action speaks louder than words I will show him the new me I'm not giving up on him he has done so much for me just to make me happy I need his friendship and I want him back" she smiled looking at the redhead" thank you very much I'm feeling better now I'm going to follow your advise by the way I'm sorry for not introducing myself I'm Haruno Sakura please to meet you."

"Oh it's all right I already know I was talking to Konoha's cherry blossom your hair says it all" she smiled.

Sakura laughed touching her pink hair it was so obvious with her name and the color of her hair" I guess…"

"My name is Kushina nice to meet you" she stretched her hand.

Sakura took her hand happily" nice to meet you too Kushina thank you again for helping me with my problem."

"I'm glad I was able to help just don't give up and always believe in yourself believe it!"

"I will" the pink haired medic jounin smiled before looking the other way for a moment" well I better get going I have to find Naruto thank you once again for helping me Kushina…" she looked back at the redhead only to find an empty seat Kushina was gone" okay…."

She finally left the restaurant with determination filling her heart she needed to find the blond and show him that she wants to have a new start with him' Naruto I'm coming I will show you what I'm made of.'

(Time skip: Naruto's apartment)

Naruto was in his room counting his money that he has earned from his missions his bed was covered with a lot of money along with the sealing scrolls that he used to put the money. Whenever he fulfills a mission and gets his payment he's supposed to bring the money to Konoha. A percentage of that money is given to the Hokage and another percentage goes to him, he smiled ever since he became Kitsune Flash he has earned a lot of money. He was earning three times of what he used to earned when he was a genin with his team, he groaned thinking of the team only those were the bad days for him not that it matters to him anyway because he doesn't cares about the past anymore. He finished counting the money while sealing the money inside the scrolls he put the scrolls in his backpack until something pop in his head.

'Hey wait a minute I have enough money to buy myself a nice house or apartment at least bigger than this one, I guess I never thought about it until now.'

Suddenly he felt that chakra signature again making him groaned' not her again why does she has to bother me so much like I'm her lost puppy or something?'

"I wonder who that is?" the Kyuubi said in a sarcastic tone because his container already knew who it was.

He left his room heading to the front door which someone was knocking, he took a deep breath hoping that she will leave him alone for good' this is really getting annoying now I know how Sasuke felt.'

He opened the door to find Sakura however she wasn't giving one of her fake smiles she had a serious expression making the blond looked a little surprise, he sighed in annoyance" what is it now Haruno-san are you going to tell me how precious I'm supposed to be to you? Or are you going to ask me out again?"

Sakura only kept her gaze on his staring deeply in his cerulean eyes which were hidden by all kinds of emotions sorrow, pain, anger and heartbreak she was going to make sure he gains his friendship again" Naruto….fight me!"

"Huh? What?"

"You heard me fight me!" the pink haired medic jounin said in vigor.

"You're kidding right?"Naruto raised an eyebrow not believing what she said.

"No I'm not I want to fight you, if you won't acknowledge me as your friend and teammate then you will acknowledge me as a Konoha ninja!"

"Do you realize what you're saying Haruno-san?" he asked in amusement.

"I'm well aware what I'm saying I want to fight you, do you accept my challenge?"

"Haruno-san I'm not in the mood for jokes so leave…." the blond replied dryly.

"I am not joking! Do I sound like I'm joking I mean it Naruto I want to fight you let's have a fight as two equal ninjas of Konoha."

"You're digging your own grave Haruno-san if you have forgotten who I am" he smirked.

"Yes you're Uzumaki Naruto Kitsune Flash is just a cover name when you're doing your job as a mercenary, no matter what you do you will always be Uzumaki Naruto."

Naruto felt happy hearing that he kept his gaze on her jade eyes" you really want to do this?"

"Yes this is a challenge I have given you the honorable thing to do is to accept the challenge head on."

"Well unfortunately I am not the kind of person who relies on honor so my answer is no."

"What?" Sakura was more confuse than shock" why?!"

"Because I am not interested in fighting you, you may have become into a strong ninja but I'm not in the mood to fight you I will beat you in seconds."

"I…I can't believe what I'm hearing" she was shocked and disappointed at the same time" are you really Uzumaki Naruto? The person who never gives up the person who never backs out from a challenge"

"Oh I'm still me all right I just don't want to fight you because it will be a complete waste of my time, let's face it I'm stronger than you Haruno-san I can defeat you in no time."

"Well you can't prove that if you don't fight me now don't you?" she grinned at him.

"I'm not fighting you period! You're not worth my time Haruno-san…" he was about to close the door.

"You're acting so arrogant like Sasuke…"

Naruto glared at the pink haired teen" what did you just say?"

"You heard me I called you arrogant like Sasuke" she said firmly.

Naruto felt anger rising' how dare she called me that! It's on!'

"I smell a good fight coming up" the demon fox gave an amuse chuckle.

'Hell yeah if it's a fight she wants then a fight is what she will get!'

Naruto smiled at the pink haired kunoichi" all right Haruno-san I accept your challenge just name the place and I'll be there."

Sakura knew she has struck a nerve on the blond, she knew she will regret it later but she needed to do this one way or the other "good meet me a training field number seven in ten minutes" with that said Sakura left the apartment complex.

Naruto shook his head' training field number seven why there? How ironic.'

(Time skip: training field number seven)

Naruto and Sakura were now standing in the large field known as training field number seven this place sure brought some memories for both of them. This was the same place where they had the bell test with Kakashi when they were part of team seven to both of them this was the place where they forge their bond of friendship as a team. Naruto, Sakura and Sasuke managed to used the key to pass the test which was teamwork by a close call, Kakashi decided to give them a second chance seeing if they could shared their food with Naruto. Naruto knew if the mask jounin never gave them that second chance they would've failed the test and be sent back to the academy for another year, he would've preferred that option because maybe he would've been put in another genin team probably better than the one he was put in. He could understand why Sakura has chosen this place of all places to have their fight this is where it all started for them it was exactly why he thought it was ironic.

He sighed he really didn't wanted to fight her because eventually he will have to hold back on her, he didn't know why she was doing this. He was having an argument with his conscious, was she doing this to have him back at her side so she can use him to bring back Sasuke or maybe she was doing this because she has really missed him and she wanted to be his friend. He also thought that this wasn't going to be so bad he was looking forward to see how strong she has become since the last time he was in Konoha. He has heard a lot from her during his travels at least in her medical skills, he heard rumors from local travelers that a lot of people were cure from their sickness because of the medicines she has made he couldn't help but feel proud for here. Even if he was still and upset with her he wasn't going to give her the pleasure to give in to her so easily, if she really wanted to earned his friendship again she was going to have one hell of a hard time to gain it.

Sakura gazed at the mask mercenary with never ending determination this was her chance to finally prove to him that she was a strong kunoichi. It was the only way to show him that she wasn't the same twelve year old girl who was foolish and selfish, fighting him was the only way and maybe if he sees her abilities he might acknowledge and probably he might give her a second chance. One thing she knew she wasn't going to hold back on him she was going to go all out on him knowing how strong he is.

The Kyuubi however was grinning in amusement this was the perfect moment to play one of his mind games with his container, he chuckle" this is it kid your chance to have revenge on the pink haired bitch for the hell she put you through show her no mercy!"

Kitsune didn't answered the fox demon but he was going to keep his comment in mind, he sighed looking at his formal teammate" are you really sure you want to do this Haruno-san?"

"Yes I'm sure I am not going to back out from my word I'm ready!" she tightened her long black leather gloves ready for the fight.

"Fine then don't say I didn't warn you…" the mask mercenary took a fighting stance.

"Please Naruto don't hold back on me" Sakura said sternly she will be hurt if he didn't take her seriously.

"Suit yourself then…"

Kitsune made the first move as he charged at her wanting to end the match before it even started, he threw a powerful punch only to get caught by Sakura. His eyes widened at the fact that she was able to blocked his punch and the fact that she was able to keep with his speed, she counter his punch with a punch of her own hitting his face. The punch was so powerful that it took his mask off revealing his shocked face Naruto was send to the ground he was still shocked at what just happened. He got up only to stare into Sakura's jade eyes, he saw all kinds of emotions reflected in them. He saw passion, strength, confidence, faith but an even bigger sorrow in them. He touched his painful cheek caused of her punch, it really hurt this is when he found out that Haruno Sakura wasn't holding back on him.

'Ouch…I can't believe she's really going all out on me!'

The Kyuubi grinned wanting to continue his mind game" you see kid she hit you! It seems after five years you're still her punching bag, are you going to stand there and let her hit you like you were her little tool to bring her precious Uchiha back?!"

Naruto growled letting what the fox told him taking it as motivation to charge at Sakura again, this time she was the one who made the next move as she launched a powerful kick but Naruto blocked it as he punched her stomach. He punched her face before she vanished being replace by a wooden long, the blond was shocked she has used substitution to evade his attack.

"Painful sky leg!"

Naruto gasped as he dodged the incoming flying hell kick by the pink haired medic, when her kick hit the ground it was destroyed turning it nothing but rubble. That's when for the first time Naruto has finally notice Sakura's strength which resembles Tsunade's super inhuman strength, he knew her medical skills were very impressive but this was a whole new thing he wasn't expecting at all. He dodged a couple of punches from Sakura followed by a kick, he countered with a punch but the pink haired medic dodged it getting in front of him she punched him and used an uppercut. But Sakura wasn't done she grabbed him while he was on the air because of her uppercut she threw him hard on the ground. That's when a couple of tears were falling from her jade eyes, she charged at him as he was getting back up.

"Naruto!" she cried" I told you not to hold back on me because I'm not holding back on you!" this time she charged up chakra on her left fist ready to launch it the blond.

However she never got the chance to hit him with her fist as Naruto released a powerful burst of his chakra followed by a powerful wind burst, Sakura was caught in the wind and she was send flying hitting the ground a few feet away from his positions. Naruto's cerulean eyes were fixed on the falling pink haired teen who was slowing getting back up, he notice that she gave a small smile now she knew he was going to take her seriously.

'If she wants me to go all out on her then so beat it, I will show her my true strength!'

"Beat her good kid she doesn't deserve your friendship show her no mercy make her suffer!"

"Naruto!"

"Haruno!"

Both of their fists collided resulting a powerful explosion because of their chakra concentrated attacks, Naruto released a fist filled with a wind gust that made Sakura jumped back. She knew it was suicide to get close to him with such wind current she will get ripped to pieces. Naruto charged at her with another wind punch but she dodged jumping out of the way again, she decided to use her arsenal to fight him now that he was fighting for real.

"Shadow clone jutsu!"

Four clones appeared while Naruto was smirking at the sight since she didn't have a large portion of chakra like himself it was obvious why she could make so little clones compared to him" so you learned the shadow clone jutsu not bad but you will need more than clones to beat me if you remember who I am?"

"I'm well aware Naruto but fight me with everything you had, let me show you that I have become into a worthy opponent to fight!"

"Don't flatter yourself Haruno I won't even break a sweat with you!" he charged at her performing shadow clone jutsu summoning ten clones more than Sakura's clones.

I was nowhere near ready when all it ended

So I hope we could find a new day, cannot live without you

"Haruno!" Naruto shouted as his clones charged at Sakura's clones.

The Naruto clones used a wind blast with their punches hitting the Sakura clones in the process they all vanished but he notice that the real Sakura was nowhere in sight, it's like she has vanished out of thin air.

"Where is she?" the real Naruto thought out loud.

One of the clones gasped" she's beneath us!"

The real Naruto's eyes widened as the ground beneath him exploded with a powerful punch belonging to Sakura, her fist were inches from his face ready to pound him.

You gave me the chance, time and again, in vain

Now my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in full

Break the chain, but no longer can I take the pain

Naruto quickly grabbed her punch shocking the pink haired medic jounin a lot, he punched her face hard his clones charged at her wanting to finish what the original started. But Sakura recovered quickly and she charged her both of her fist and feet with chakra, in a quick motion she hit all clones making them vanished. Naruto gasped as Sakura charged at him with her body parts charged with chakra, he knew if he gets hit it will be a very painful experience.

It's hard for me to love myself right now,

I've waited, hated, blame it all on you

Naruto responded to her charge by making hand seals" wind release air bullet!"

He blow a powerful wind gust from his mouth hitting the pink haired medic, she hit the ground hard because of the sheer pressure of the wind. He took the opportunity now that she was down to finish the fight but he was caught by surprise as Sakura was all right she smiled at him, it was the kind of smile that told him I'm all right I can still fight and I have plenty of energy left. He gasped as Sakura kicked him upward sending him to the air, she vanished and he was in shock as she reappear holding his body. He has seen this technique before after all he has seen it at the chunin exams that belonged to Gai who taught it to his pupil Lee.

'No it can't be! This is….'

"Primary Lotus!"

Sakura took Naruto for a fast spin until he hit ground causing it to get destroyed, Sakura panted slightly seeing that she may have done it winning the match until she saw that instead of Naruto's body on the ground there was nothing but a wooden log in his place.

'Substitution jutsu I should've brought some tape with me to tied him up so he didn't have the chance to escape.'

Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weak

So I can only blame myself for the state that we are in

I will take what you have for me now, if it's not too late

Did you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grain

Sakura was caught off guard as Naruto clones jumped on her kicking her upward while one of them was kicking her constantly in the air until she was kick on the back of her head hitting the ground hard.

"Uzumaki Naruto combo!"

The pink haired medic jounin slowly got up gazing at the blond she coughed some blood in the process" N…Naruto…."

"Not bad Haruno looks like you have learned the primary lotus I'm guessing it was Lee or Gai who taught you the move, but you made a fatal flaw you should've tied me up so I didn't I have the chance to performed a substitution so I didn't escape why do you think Lee wears all that tape on his arms?"

Sakura gazed at him with courage and determination she has gotten so far she wasn't going to back out" I'm not done yet Naruto I'm just warming up."

"That's good because I'm just warming up too, now bring it!"

"Naruto!"

"Haruno!"

It's hard for me to love myself right now,

I've waited, hated, blame it all on…

You…

I need you…less and less

Everyday feeds this moral decay

Yet I have grown to love you even more

"Shadow clone jutsu!"

Ten Naruto clones appeared charging at her while Sakura dodged their attacks she took a step back looking at the clones.

'Using the shadow clone jutsu takes too much chakra I will have to use something else to defeat the clones.'

She made a quick hand seal, Naruto saw as her hands were glowing with chakra he didn't know what she do, his eyes widened when she saw that she was cutting the shadow clone in half with her chakra glowing hands. Sakura has charged at them not giving them time to counter attack or escape, she destroyed the last clones finally meeting Naruto's gaze who was still shocked or maybe he was impressed with skills.

"What was that?"

The pink haired medic jounin smiled" I used medical ninjutsu the chakra I have charged in my hands made them as strong and sharp as a kunai, after all medical ninjutsu is what I'm good at."

The blond only snorted" it doesn't matter what you do, you still have ways to go before reaching my level Haruno."

"You're acting arrogant like Sasuke again…"

"Shut up!" Naruto shouted getting angry" don't compare me to him I am not your dream boat Uchiha who's a selfish power hungry traitor!"

Sakura's eyes softened giving him one of her fake smiles" I know….this is why I'm a going through all these lengths just to have your friendship again, because unlike Sasuke you care so much for me and my happiness that you were willing to put your life at risk for me…"

"Shut up! Stop acting like you care for me you never did and stop giving me those goddamn fake smiles you're not convincing me Haruno!"

Naruto charged at him while Sakura used her medical ninjutsu but Naruto was faster and punched her face followed by a kick on the midsection, she tried to block another blow but she failed she was send to the ground while Naruto was starting to lose his cool.

"Why….WHY!" he shouted grabbing the pink haired medic jounin who was trying to regain herself from the injuries she was feeling" why do you have to hurt me? Why do you have to break my heart Haruno WHY?!"

Sakura didn't answered instead she shed tears because it was like she could feel his pain, she didn't know what to say but she knew she deserve to be punish by him for everything she has done to him.

I fall back, and I turn another cheek.

You mouth the words you're not ready to speak; no I never had a clue

That I'd become so much stronger than you.

Naruto launch a punch but Sakura blocked it this time and she charged her fist, punching his face sending him a few feet away. She needed to act fast before he recovers, she started using medical ninjutsu to heal her injuries, even if she knew that healing jutsu takes more chakra than regular medical ninjutsu she was well aware that if this keeps up she will be out of her chakra and it will be all over. She panted hoping that her injuries will heal soon, but it seems she has spoken too soon Naruto was back on his feet and he didn't look happy one bit.

"AAHHHHHHH HARUNO!!!"

She gasped she couldn't see that Naruto was next to her and she didn't saw the punch and the kick courtesy of the blond, she was send back to the ground while Naruto was still pissed.

The Kyuubi was chuckling enjoying what he was seeing finally his container was showing balls, finally he wasn't letting the pink haired bitch walk all over him" that's right kid show her pain teach her a lesson for hurting your feelings make her feel your pain!"

I will take-what you have-for me now, if it's not too late

If you like, I will leave; I will not miss the last train again

Naruto punched Sakura again sending her crashing to a tree" how does it feel ha Haruno!" he smiled seeing that she was all injure and he was actually enjoying it, remembering all the times she has hit him" how does it feel to have to a taste of your own medicine?!"

Sakura got up feeling her painful injuries, she knew Naruto wasn't going to let her healed her injuries and she was almost out of chakra she was about to lose the match. Naruto charged at her with a punch but she blocked it her grip was stronger than his making him gasped, his cerulean eyes were fixed in her jade eyes and he could see so much pain and sorrow reflected in those eyes. He was shocked why would she feel those emotions? He's the one who's supposed to be feeling like that it was her fault, she was the one that hurt his feelings and broke his heart dozens of times. He saw tears were falling again from her eyes like endless rain drops, he felt hurt he still couldn't stand watching her cry his heart was also feeling pain as much as hers.

"Why are you crying Haruno? I'm the one who's supposed to be shedding tears, did I hurt your feelings don't be so melodramatic if I cry for every time you hurt my feelings I would've drown myself in a lake of tears…"

It's hard for me to love myself right now,

I've waited, hated, blame it all on you…

It's hard for me to hate your face right now

I'm waiting, hating, needing being

"Why did you have to hurt me and torment my heart Haruno? There was no need for you to do that I only wanted to make you happy, to see you smile. I knew you hated me you always thought I was annoying even if it was true and I was a loudmouth but I just wanted to make you happy, I would've done anything for that smile of yours ANYTHING!!!"

"…Naruto…" Sakura broke in more sobs.

"It may have seen that I have a silly crush on you Haruno but it wasn't just a crush, I truly love you I always knew I felt something strong for you even if back then I didn't quite understood but I knew I wanted to be with you, walk beside you but to you just the mere sight of me disgust you…"

"That's not true!" Sakura shouted her face full of tears" I didn't know at first Naruto but I was happy that I have you as my teammate and my friend I was too stubborn back then to admit it but I care about you…"

"I don't believe you I am sick of your lies, you never care for me Haruno I was just your punching bag whenever Sasuke rejected you so you could relief your anger on me, and it really pisses me off every time you did that…"

"That's not true Naruto I do care about you!"

"STOP LYING TO ME DAMN IT!!!"

Me….

I need you….less and less

Everyday leads us farther away…

From that moment

Naruto gazed at the crying Sakura with a sad painful gaze" you have a wide charming forehead it makes me want to kiss it…"

Sakura's eyes widened at his words" what? How did you know that? That's what Sasuke told me back then when we were put in our three man team, yet I still can't believe he actually said those words to me it really meant a lot to me…"

"I still can't believe you haven't realized it yet Haruno, you're supposed to be the smartest student in the academy why do you have to act so stupid sometimes?"

"What are you talking about?"

"It wasn't Sasuke who told you those words on that day Haruno."

Finally Sakura realized the truth she was beyond shocked and more tears were falling from her jade eyes, her upper lip was trembling from the shock" don't tell me that…."

"That's right Haruno it was me, I used a transformation jutsu to looked like Sasuke do you understand now?"

Sakura was still shocked at what she just heard, but the she remembers that day like it was yesterday and she finally understood the truth.

The twelve year old Sakura was sitting on a bench watching Sasuke who was smiling at her leaning on a tree she blushed at how beautiful his smile is.

'No way I must be dreaming Sasuke-kun would never smile at me like that.'

"Sakura you have a wide charming forehead it makes me want to kiss it."

Sakura blushed hearing that her heart skip a beat while inner Sakura was cheering in victory saying that dreams come true.

Sasuke went to her making her blushed even more" nah just kidding that's something Naruto would say…"

'Just kidding that's something Naruto would say.'

Sakura was still crying remembering that day, she remembers the fake Sasuke telling her what she thought off Naruto and she was honest with him back then she told him that he was annoying and didn't understood her he will love to watch her struggle. Her eyes were now fixed on the hurt and frustrated Naruto who was gazing at her with silent anger.

"I was so stupid….why I didn't saw it sooner of course it was you there's no way Sasuke would make a joke and you said it yourself Naruto…..that's something Naruto would say you're the only one who knows me so well and understands me you knew the words I wanted to hear that will make me feel better. After all I have always hated my forehead for being so big and you knew what to say, to say that my forehead is charming even if it was corny but I like it…"

"But that's all in the past now Haruno like I said I have put the past behind me…"

"…Naruto…" she was crying her words were failing with her sobs.

"Look at you Haruno I haven't even broken a sweat and you're all beat up, I bet you don't have any chakra left to fight."

"No I'm not done yet!"

Sakura broke free from Naruto's hold she took her distance ready to prepare her attack" looks like I will have to take them off…"

"Come on Haruno stop this I don't want to hurt you this fight is over" Naruto tried the tone of concern but he couldn't he was really about her.

Sakura then reached for the zipper on her red shirt she pulled it down, Naruto blushed freaking out" what the hell do you think you're doing?"

Naruto's eyes were ready to blow from their sockets at the sight Sakura pulled the zipper down of her red shirt revealing a small white tank top covering her chest. He blushed at the sight and although her breasts weren't as big as Ino's or Hinata's it was enough to arouse him giving the thought of fondling them and licking them. He already had a reaction coming from his pants before he growled in his mind.

'Goddamn it stopped thinking with your hormones, damn pervy sage' that's when he noticed something else besides the tank top.

Sakura was wearing long metal iron bars strapped around her stomach, his eyes widened because he knew what they were' weights! She's wearing weights she's really full of surprises.'

'This is it I will give it everything I got in this shot, please Naruto watch me' Sakura gazed at the blond with a sorrowful look removing her weights before she zipped back her shirt much to the blonds' disappointment.

Naruto gasped as the weights made a large crater as soon as it hit the ground Sakura has vanished he couldn't see where she went' what the!? Where did she go? It's not possible how she can be so fast, she's even faster than bushy brows.'

It's hard for me to hate myself right now

Finally I understand me

One day we may have a new me and you

But first I need to learn to love me too…

Naruto gasped again as Sakura appeared high above him launching a fist filled with so much chakra it look extremely deadly' shit if I get hit by that I'll be a goner.'

"Naruto!" she cried launching the punch on the ground while the blond move out of the way.

Naruto was stun the punch was so powerful it destroyed half of the training field the ground looked like it was hit by a giant meteor. He was watching from a tree branch, he couldn't believe the destruction her punch has caused he even thought that the strength level was higher than Tsunade if that was possible. That's when he finally noticed the truth about Haruno Sakura this person wasn't the same twelve year old girl who was always chasing after Sasuke, the same selfish girl who will do anything to get his attention even hurting his feelings in the process. This was a whole new Sakura who has become from a useless selfish fan girl to a powerful medic nin, a small smile was formed on his lips as a sign that he acknowledges her as a strong ninja.

He gasped as Sakura appeared next to him ready to punch him" you let yourself open Naruto!"

Naruto grinned because he already knew she was next to him, he quickly grabbed her fist both fell down from the tree before he pinned her to the same tree" that's enough Haruno this fight is over…"

"No I can still fight…" she was desperate but she knew she was lying, she didn't have enough chakra to fight and she was already exhausted.

"I admit that you have become strong and very skillful but my answer remains the same, I will not forgive you or have you back as my friend I'm sure you can find yourself another friend. You put up a good fight but this fight was meaningless to begin with it was your biggest mistake to challenge me…"

"No it's not…" the pink haired medic jounin whispered.

"Hmm…"

"My biggest mistake was rejecting you Naruto, hurting your feelings pushing your friendship aside for chasing after someone who was never worth my time that was my biggest mistake. Now the pains gets worst because I have realize how much you mean to me Naruto, you are everything to me a true friend who will make me smile no matter how hard or painful his past was a friend who will always be there for me even when I never deserve your friendship in the first place. That's why you're so precious to me Naruto…" tears were falling again from her jade eyes.

Naruto was stun at her comment his heart skipped a beat and the urge to cry was very tempting, but his pride was getting the best of him he stood quiet watching the pink haired medic shed her tears of pain. The he gasped as Sakura went to him and she did the one thing he never thought she would do.

She was hugging him.

Naruto was beyond shocked was he really dreaming? There was no way this was really happening. The one and only Haruno Sakura the girl he has had a big crush since he was little was actually hugging him, he didn't care if he was dreaming he just didn't wanted this to end. But his pride and his anger were getting the best it was the only reason why he hasn't returned the warm embrace, he was still upset with her for everything she did to him.

The Kyuubi wasn't happy with his container's actions he growled" you fool! Don't let her deceive you she's acting again and when she has you right where she wants you she will hurt you again, is that what you want?! To be used by her for the rest of your life, you know it very well she will never have feelings for you. You will always be second place next to the Uchiha."

'Shut up fox!'

"Foolish human suit yourself…"

Sakura was sobbing hard burying her head in his chest, she manage to removed her head letting her tears fall" please…..please forgive me I beg of you please give me a second chance please Naruto let me back into your life, I need you my friend my teammate I can't go on without you. My whole life without you is so empty it's like part of me is gone, I have missed you so much not Sasuke but YOU! You are the one I have missed I need you Uzumaki Naruto….please forgive me" she continued sobbing.

Naruto sadly broke the hug ignoring the wonderful yet intoxicating scent of cherry blossoms and gazed into her eyes,he could see the pain reflected in them, he couldn't lie to her he needed to tell her the truth for good" Haruno I….I'm sorry but I can't."

"W…what?" the shocked Sakura said while her tears were still falling.

"I can't forgive you for everything you did to me, you have hurt me so many times you stepped and crushed my heart more times than I can count I'm sorry but I just can't. I have done so many things for you in order to make you happy but you never showed me any appreciation or even smile at me that I made that effort for you…"

"I know that Naruto" Sakura was crying more tears like she wanted to make a river" I know very well I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but I have learned from my mistakes the hard way please give me a second chance…"

"Why should I?!" he shouted startling her" do you know how much I have suffered because of you?!"

"I….Naruto…." more tears were falling her heart was aching with so much pain.

"Do you remember when I saved your life from Gaara? Well if you still don't know and you still think that it was Sasuke who saved you then think again because it was me…."

"I do know it was you Naruto I knew for years now…"

"Oh really you do know? Then how come you never say thank you to me?!" he shouted again causing Sakura to cry more.

"I'm sorry…"

"Saying sorry isn't going to make me feel better Haruno!"

"That may be true I never say thank you to you, but don't you remember I gave you some cookies that was my thank you to you…"

"Yeah I remember those cookies tasted horrible you're supposed to add sugar on them!" he glared at her and she was heartbroken hearing the harsh comment" the only thing I wanted from you, is to look into my eyes and say thank you Naruto for saving my life is that too much to ask? that was enough to make me the happiest person alive. But tell me Haruno why you never said thank you to me? I'm a little curious I want to know."

The pink haired medic jounin looked nervous she was still letting her tears fall" I…..I…."

Naruto looked like he knew what was going to be her answer and he wanted to challenge her" tell me Haruno! Go ahead I want to hear those words coming out of your mouth!"

"I…I didn't care…." she broke in sobs.

"You see you didn't care! I think I know why, is it because you let yourself believe that it was your precious Uchiha the one who saved you? Am I right?"

Sakura stood quiet she didn't know what to say she only hang her head down gazing at the ground, while Naruto decided to continue with his verbal lecture.

"Another thing Haruno do you know that I almost die bringing Tsunade back to the village…"

"What?"

"I told you that me and pervy sage ran into Orochimaru and Kabuto when we were trying to bring back granny, Kabuto almost killed me because I protected granny from getting harm by him" he saw that Sakura was looking at him in shock" that's right Haruno I protected the same woman who is now the fifth Hokage and the one who healed Sasuke if you haven't forgotten, it's because of me that granny saved Sasuke. I will never forget that day when granny healed Sasuke and you hugged him forgetting that I was even in the room do you know how much that hurt?!"

Sakura still had her head hang down while more tears were falling, the pain she was feeling unbearable to take" Naruto….I'm so sorry…"

"I already told you that saying sorry isn't going to make me feel better, what really hurts me the most is that just like when I saved you from Gaara you didn't said thank you to me for bringing granny so she could healed Sasuke. Then there's the day when Sasuke left the village and you begged me in tears to bring him back to the village, you told me you did everything you could to convince him to stay even going with him to help him in his revenge…"

Sakura's jade eyes widened as she raised her head looking into his cerulean eyes" how….how did you know that? I haven't told anyone about that…"

The blond chuckle" I didn't Haruno it's because I know you that well, selfish to the very end you will do anything in your grasp to fulfill your goal even hurting my feelings. Finally we have that big day in the hospital when I brought back Sasuke, I was very happy on that day because I fulfill my promise of the life time to you but you already know how you repay me I'm sorry but I don't need you in my life not anymore…"

Sakura was still crying when Naruto went closer to her making sure he looked at him, his cerulean eyes were piercing into her jade eyes" now tell me Haruno, after everything you have done to me tell me are you really worthy to gain my friendship?"

Sakura only shook her head while Naruto was feeling terrible for her, deep in his heart he was in pain for doing all of this to her" no…..no I'm not worthy to gain your friendship Naruto I know the truth I'm really a terrible person…"

Naruto let her go he really wanted to leave after watching her cry for so long it was like her heart was completely shattered forever. That's when he got worry when he saw that she was trembling like she was cold but that was impossible since they were in Konoha and the hidden leaf village had a moderate hot weather.

Sakura while trembling lowered her gaze" you really hate me don't you Naruto?"

Naruto didn't say a word but Sakura gave one of her fake smiles" I know I'm an evil person I've been training so hard to become in the person that I am today because I want to protect Konoha and bring smiles in the faces of the people, for instance a while back I saved this little boy who was dying from a deadly disease. His parents were so happy they were crying and they embrace him while thanking me for saving his life, I was happy I manage to put a smile on them. Yet I feel like I'm still an evil person no matter how many lives I save I will always be an evil person compare to all the things I did to you Naruto, I don't want to make the same mistake again…." she broke in more sobs.

"Haruno…." Naruto said softly he didn't realize that he had tears in his eyes.

The pink haired medic jounin tried to dried her tears but more fell down" well I guess this is it, I'm not worthy to gain your friendship Naruto I tried my best but it wasn't enough. I better go now Naruto I want you to know that even if I didn't show it I am very thankful that I met you, thank you for becoming my friend your friendship meant a lot to me…."

She slowly walked away from him" goodbye…"

And like a soldier that just lost a battle Sakura walked with her head hanging down in defeat, her face was soaked wet from all of the tears she has shed. Naruto watched her walking away with the biggest pain he was feeling in his heart, he was still shedding tears thinking that if all of this was worthy or not? He then went to picked up his mask and shortly after Sakura left he left the training field, he never knew that someone was watching him.

Kushina has watched everything with sorrow in her blue eyes she shook her head feeling sorry for the blond' Naruto-kun why do you have to make things so hard and complicated?'

(Time skip: Hokage tower Hokage's office)

"You did WHAT?!" shouted the upset Tsunade staring at Naruto who was standing in front of her desk" Naruto how could you do such a thing to her?!"

"Hey granny it wasn't my fault she was the one who challenge me to a fight, I was against it I told her no several times but she kept on insisting that she wanted to fight me."

"I'm not talking about the fight I'm talking about what you told her!" the blond Hokage was still shocked" did you really said those things to her?"

Naruto didn't said a word he was just in deep thought while Tsunade shook her head the shock was still written in her face" I can't believe you, are you really the same Uzumaki Naruto who has a dream of becoming Hokage?"

"Of course I'm still me granny" he gave his fox grin although it wasn't the same usual grin like something was missing.

"Are you sure? Because right now the person in front of me is not the real Naruto who made me believe in Konoha and let go of my past, the same person who has the same dream of Dan and Nawaki."

"Granny I may have change a little but I'm still me don't get so worked up over nothing."

"Nothing!" the slug sanin shouted" if you repeat to me all the cold things you told Sakura and you realize that none of those horrible words reflect on the real Uzumaki Naruto, then tell me if you have change or not…"

"Granny I…." he was confuse he didn't know why.

"Yes you have change Naruto just look at your behavior around Sakura? All those words you told her are so cold and cruel, can't you see? You're acting colder then how Sakura used to be."

"That's not true!" the blond quickly replied feeling offended" you can't compare me to how she used to be she was always hurting my feelings like it didn't mean a thing to her, she deserves everything I did to her…"

"That's what I'm talking about!" she shouted again" listen to yourself Naruto you are acting even colder than Sakura, you don't even know what she's been through since you left the village."

"And you want me to feel sorry for her? It doesn't even compare to what I've been through, I have always suffered ever since I could walk and talk, and can you really compare my pain to hers?"

"You're right Naruto you're pain is bigger than Sakura's and yet here you are still alive and well, still sane and still loyal to Konoha with the kind of childhood you have experienced is easier for anyone to become into an insane person along with the possibility of leaving the village becoming a missing nin and who knows how many people you would've killed. But no you're still here why? Because you're heart is strong Naruto you always believe in yourself, and little by little you started gaining friends who believe in you and care for you am I right?"

Naruto nodded while the blond Hokage smiled a little" but unlike you Sakura isn't strong enough to handle pain especially the kind of pain she has experience since you left the village" her hazel eyes softened a little remembering her current condition.

"Granny I understand what you're trying to say but this isn't about me, Sakura is like this because she misses Sasuke not me…"

Tsunade had the urge to slap her forehead at the stupidity of the blond" sometimes I wonder if you pretend to be stupid or maybe you're just dense stupid, in case you haven't realize yet she doesn't miss Sasuke she has missed you!"

"So she can used me to get Sasuke!" he replied back with some anger.

"No Naruto she is not thinking of using you as a tool to bring back that traitor, in case you haven't notice Sakura hasn't thought about Sasuke in five years and she could care less about him. She has missed you she wants you back as her friend, she is begging for your forgiveness."

"I…I can't forgive her granny….I just can't."

"That's all right Naruto you don't have to forgive her now it's better to give her a second chance, let her in your life again and little by little you will decide whether you want to forgive her or not. It's your choice if you want to continue living in the past or live in the present."

"I understand but let's face it granny she became like this in the first place because Sasuke left the village, it would've been different tell me granny if Sasuke never left the village do you think she would've changed?"

The slug sanin frowned at him" quit making up excuses."

"I am not making excuses it's the truth you already know the answer, if Sasuke never left Konoha in the first place Haruno would still be going after him ogling over him and she would still be ignoring me like I don't exist and continue to beat me up like I was her punching bag!"

"But that's not how it happen Naruto! And seriously do you believe Sasuke was going to stay in Konoha with his hunger for power and his revenge when the first person that came before him with an offer for power was Orochimaru, do you think he was going to refuse an offer to get power in such a short time?"

Naruto stood quiet while Tsunade sighed" stop making excuses Naruto stop living in the past what is done is done you can't change what the events of the past so stop thinking about it already, please if you're not ready to forgive Sakura then give her that second chance with everything she's been through she has earned that chance…"

"But she doesn't want me granny she wants Sasuke, she couldn't claim him now she wants me now that her precious Uchiha is gone."

Tsuande slapped her forehead in frustration" Naruto stop thinking like you're a second place prize!"

"Then why do I feel like I am one?!"

"She was twelve! Girls in that age only care about love and going after the cool silent type instead of going after the loudmouth prankster type, they never focus on their ninja training."

Naruto crossed his arms while grumbling" Hinata wasn't like that…"

"That may be but she also had her own flaws too shy, insecure no confidence and now look at her now."

Naruto smiled a little thinking about the Hyuga heiress she has change a lot, she was more open minded and talkative not to mention that she was very beautiful and has developed quite the killer body.

"Ino also had her own flaws she used to worry so much about her looks and figure than focusing on teamwork and training, now she has change because Kitsune Flash has inspired her to train and get stronger."

The blond smiled thinking about the Yamanaka how beautiful she has become her body and her nice ass he cleared his throat to forget about the perverted thoughts that started running through his head.

"Tenten was also another girl who had her flaws" she said softly.

"Huh what Tenten?"

The slug sanin sighed" I shouldn't be telling you this Naruto but the truth about Tenten is, well her chakra control is horrible worst than how yours used to be…."

Naruto was shocked hearing that" you're kidding her chakra control is that bad!" he remembered how much he sucked in controlling his chakra.

"Yes usually kunoichis are the ones who have a great chakra control but in Tenten's case she's really bad at it, that's one of the reasons why she became a weapons user."

"I guess that makes sense why she only uses weapons rather than using ninjutsu and genjutsu, it also explains why bushy brows decided to taught her taijutsu."

Tsunade chuckle" a boyfriend must always be there for his girlfriend."

Naruto took a deep breath" all right granny I'm….I'm going to think about what you told me."

The slug sanin smiled" good I'm glad just don't take too long to make your choice okay?"

"I won't" he gave his fox grin.

"Good then you're dismissed."

"Thanks granny I'll see later you then" he put his mask back on before leaving the office.

Tsunade sighed happily feeling a great weight has been lifted from her' dear Kami I hope I have finally knocked some sense inside that thick skull of his.'

She went to looked in the news paper flipping the pages she finally arrived at the section where prices were held, she grabbed her lottery ticket and gasped in shocked looking at the winning numbers' I don't believe it I won! Oh no this is perhaps the worst bad omen I have ever received, please I hope I'm wrong' since she was called the legendary sucker her luck sucks big time, she always had bad omens whenever she starts having good luck and she starts winning especially at gambling.

(Time skip: nightfall apartment complex)

Naruto was now standing in front of the door that it was Sakura's apartment he was asking people passing by because he forgot to ask Tsunade to give him the address to her place. He didn't complain that she finally chose to move out of her mother's house and start living in her own place, she was already seventeen and she had that choice since she was already an adult by ninja standards. He wanted to talk to her about what happened at the training field, but most importantly he has finally made his choice. He wanted to give her a second chance he wasn't ready to forgive her but he wanted to give her another chance to have her back as his friend. The thought made him happy while the Kyuubi was apparently cursing that he didn't agree with his decision he didn't care, he removed his mask before knocking on the door.

"Haruno-san…I mean…Sakura it's me Naruto I'm sorry for bothering you I know it's a little late but I need to talk to you…"

He didn't heard a reply and knocked again" Sakura are you there? Please I need to talk to you its important…" suddenly the door opened making him question why it would be open" Sakura the door was open I let myself in…" he closed the door.

He entered the apartment and notice it was nicely decorated and clean, of course it was Sakura's apartment and knowing her cleaning habits it was completely different from his apartment" Sakura are you here?"

He still didn't got a reply as he was walking the hall of the place' where is she? At this hour she should be here, maybe she's doing a night shift at the hospital that could be it then I shouldn't even be here.'

He then saw that there was one place with a light on, he saw some dishes and utensils so he figure out it was the kitchen he walked inside maybe she was there cooking something. As soon as he entered in the kitchen area his eyes widened in pure horror. He prayed to Kami that he was having nothing but a bad dream that it was all just a nightmare then when he will close his eyes and open them again he will be back to his bed in his apartment. But it was no dream what he was seeing was real, perhaps it was a genjutsu but it was too real for a genjutsu. Some tears have formed in his cerulean eyes seeing blood on the kitchen's floor, Sakura was holding a kitchen knife with a wound coming from her left wrist and on her right hand she was holding a small bottle with her pills scattered all around the floor. Naruto was in shock as now his tears were falling, he needed to admit the horrible tragic truth.

That Sakura has committed suicide.

To be continued

Another evil cliffhanger you will truly hate me with this one, you will probably try to kill me but it doesn't matter I love cliffhangers a lot so expect to see more I am so evil indeed. Basically this chapter was Naru/Sakuish but don't worry I assure you that there will be Naru/Ino and Naru/Hina moments in the next chapter which I will be focusing more in upcoming chapters. What will happen now? What will Naruto do? If Sakura alive or dead? Find out in the next chapter please review. Also the song I used is called Paid in Full by the band Sonata Artica, I don't know I just read the lyrics and it click with Naruto and Sakura's friendship and painful experience. Farewell I will see you all next time remember to review and I hope you all enjoy this long chapter (44 pages 24,096 words)

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