Pseudo Mudshipping angst because of Jenna for CreationsGoneAwry!
Isaac knows he shouldn't look. That he shouldn't think like that. But he can't help it. Every time she enters the room, his eyes are drawn to her and he just can't tear them away. She is so beautiful and he just can't help but look at her, and want to hold her close and kiss her, and be with her.
But… he knows he can't.
He made solemn vows when he was younger. He swore his heart to Jenna. To the fiery redhead he had grown up with. To the passionate, strong woman he was now racing across Weyard to save. He loved Jenna… he desperately wished to see her again. To hug her like the old days, hold her close and let her know everything would be alright, that the world was safe.
But then Mia would pass by him again.
And oh, how it tormented him. She would smile at him, looking at him with those amazing blue eyes. She would hug him and reassure him when he felt down, when he worried about his friends. Her touch was so comforting, it just brought him to a darker place, knowing he could never have her touch forever.
Jenna's arms were where he belonged.
Mia knows that he cannot be with him. She knows he belongs to the red-haired girl she's hear so many stories about. She knows how much Isaac loves her, she can see it every time he speaks of her. She can practically feel the love he has for this faceless girl she knows nothing of.
But… that is because she knows not all of his love is for her alone.
She's promised though, that she would never hurt him. She knows that if she tried to have a relationship with him, that it would hurt him more than anything else. She doesn't want to hurt him. She wants him to be happy, to be loved. Even if she is not the one to love him. He made a promise when he was younger, and she did not want him to break it.
But occasionally, she would.
When he would hug her to thank her. Or when they laughed together over the campfire. When Ivan and Garet had fallen asleep and they would spend the night stargazing, perhaps telling stories to each other or their hopes for the future. At those times, she wished he would break his promise, that he would be with her instead of the red-headed girl.
She wished she could just hold him, knowing she would never have to let go.
When the time came, and Jenna was back in his life, three things happened.
Jenna ran into Isaac's arms, holding him so tight, promising to never let him go.
Isaac shut his eyes tight as he returned the hug, picturing Mia.
Mia turned away from the scene, wishing she was in Jenna's place.
Hope you like it, Creations!
Is this even angsty?