Cecilia

At Christmas we had a big gathering of the whole family, I always enjoyed Christmas even as I got older and Christmas became less and less special it was always an enjoyable event.

"Cecilia" Dad raps on my door, the day Dylan is supposed to come back.

"Come in" I call out sitting on my bed on my laptop that I got for Christmas while scoffing chocolates that were spread all around me. "Wassup?" I ask as he sits on my bed.

"How's Dylan?" He asks hesitantly.

"Um I don't really know he's spending it with his family, why would he be talking to me?"

"Because you're going out"

"Wait, what?" My eyebrows rise up a notch.

"Cecilia don't lie to me, don't pretend like you don't"

"And if I was what? Why would you even think that?" I push my laptop away and my chocolates pulling my knees up to my chest.

"Honey" Dad tugs on my shoulders till I'm facing him. "I fell in love with your mom this way C, I think I can tell. I'm not mad after all like I said I've been through it. He's better then Jay honey and he's generally a nice boy once you get to know him so I'm fine with it"

You're not supposed to be fine with it!

I took a deep breath. There's other ways, Cecilia, other ways.

"Okay fine we are" I put my hands up.

"Cecilia I want you to know, you can tell me about these things"

"Love you dad" I turn away and get out of bed.

"Love you" Dad kisses the top of my head and walks out.

As soon as he's gone I delve into my wardrobe digging towards the back. I pull out the dress I want then pull my makeup bag out my drawer and dump it on my dresser. I head into the shower letting the water pool over my body as my muscles relax, getting out and put on my underwear first before starting on my hair and makeup, lastly my dress.

I grab money and then I'm down the stairs and out the door. "Where you going?" Jessica asks her arms crossed leaning against the stairs.

I turn around. "Out"

"Dressed like that?" She sneers. "You and Dylan fell out already or are you just cheating on him?"

"Fuck Dylan"

"So you had an argument and this is how you want to deal with it?"

"Bitch welcome to my world" I pull the door open and step out feeling the fresh cold air swirling about I breathe it in and head off.

I go to a club where I know the bouncers which is any clubs that Adam's dad owns.

"Oh hey Cece. Chase and Freddie are already in there although I think Freddie left with a girl" Bouncer Lee says as I pass the waiting line.

"Cool" I say. Chase is fucking crazy more than anybody I know and drink enhances it that most times he ends up getting chucked out of places.

I get a few drinks from the bar to swig back and then blend in with the crowd. The music is pulsing and it flows through me as it is with everyone else here.

I'm talking to a guy named Donnie who is seriously hot that I might consider going to a hotel room with when I see Chris. I drag Donnie's arm and pull him over to Chris, I tap him on the back. He turns around and a grin lights his face on seeing me as he hugs me tightly. "Who's this?"

"Donnie, Chris"

"Well this is Talaya" Chris pulls the girl he was standing with next to him. She's giggling and starts sucking on his neck as he talks to me which starts feeling a bit awkward so I bid him goodbye.

Me and Donnie have another drink and dance to the music. His arms are wrapped around my waist and he's tipping a drink towards my lips chuckling when I see a glimpse of Dylan? I open my eyes wider as he moves closer, it is him.

I swallow the drink, turn around and pull him in for a hard kiss glancing at Dylan out the corner of my eye who grabs a next girl.

Fuck him. I grab Donnie's hand and pull him out the place.