A/N: Thanks for the reviews. The next chapter is something I wrote a while ago when I got ahead of myself in the story so I'll post that soon, a quicker update then this one was.

Dylan

"We need to talk" I tell Rayman sitting down on his bed in his room.

"What if someone doesn't want to?"

"Well they haven't got much choice"

"Just fuck off okay"

"No" I grab his collar and push him up against the wall. "You're stopping this shit now your fucking fifteen"

"Or what? What you going to do?" He smirks.

I wanted to wipe that smirk off his face but I took deep breathes and let go of him. I had no idea how to convince my brother but I knew that I had to.

Rayman began to laugh. "You've changed bro, majorly"

"What you going on about?"

"It's like we switched roles bro"

I grab my hair in frustration. "I don't want you to end up like me" I shout at him. "I don't want your life to be ruined"

"I'm not you" He says quietly.

"No your not but your destroying your life. Where will you be without qualifications?

Where will you be when you overdose? Dead, hospital if your lucky" I ran out of breath.

"They all say that"

I shove him into the wall as I hiss in his ear. "You're counting yourself the lucky one hmm? Well you go Rayman, you carry on and see if it works out for you. You know its okay we'll sit back and let you"

"Why you being so dramatic?" Rayman asks.

"Are you being serious?" I turn him around so he's looking me in the eyes. "I went down that road and now look at me" I hold my hands out. "I'm miles away from you, mom and everyone. I've lost everything. You're the oldest, you are all mom has got please bro look after our family and don't fail like I did"

I left him then to give him time to think about it and went back downstairs, even seeing my bags by the door I found it hard to believe I was leaving already. This had been the best Christmas ever probably because it had been so long that I had spent apart from that, to some people four months may seem not that long but to me a family guy it was.

"My beautiful boy" Mom kisses the top of my head when she saw me.

"I will come soon" I tell her wrapping my arms around my mom, the one woman I would always love and respect and can always trust to stay the same.

The plan stormed into my mind, the one I'd long forgotten. But now I remembered and I wanted it so much it was a chance for me to come back to my family, Cecilia had made me forget about it but now she didn't want me.

I will make it back I will I chanted in my head as I picked up my bags and walked out the door. Once I got out Lilia jumped up into my arms which just about nearly knocked me over she may be only fourteen but she was tall and so heavy. "Love you girl"

"Love you to, come meet Adam"

"Who's Adam?"

"My boyfriend" She smiles brightly.

Lilia having a boyfriend, god rest his soul. It's not that Lilia was a mean person, she wasn't she just was a nightmare but not so much a nightmare that you ran screaming in the other direction.

Lilia introduced us. Adam was good looking and seemed like quite an alright guy, my sister had chosen well.

"Dylan you have to go" Mom calls out.

"I'll see you soon" I bumped fists with Adam, gave Lilia one last hug and went to say goodbye to Nes and Noel.

"Dylan's not going" Nessie yells both her and Noel clutching my legs.

"I have to" I smile sadly at them. "But know I love your guys and I'll be back"

"Come on let Dylan go" Mom handled the situation giving me a tight hug and kiss before getting the other two of me. Looking at the kids Rayman gave me a nod and I smile, glad that he wasn't going to go the same way I did then I got in the car and left.

I worried though as I started to drive. He was right we had switched roles and I remember family not being enough to stop me and I worried for Rayman.

The past swamped my mind, not Maddy, not Nick, just my mistakes.

On my way back to the Fuentes I stopped off for a drink at a bar, going into one of the clubs I was automatically allowed in after Chris put me on the list.

I walk in and drown a hard drink straight away, getting another one after just so that I wasn't too depressed any more. I turn around and see Cecilia kissing another guy. When she looked at me, right at me and then kissed the guy when she knew I was watching I did the same.

Stuff her I thought as I talked with the chick Emily until I saw her leaving with him and I knew I couldn't let her do that.

"You're coming with me" I grab Cecilia's arm. "You're not going with him"

"Excuse me" Cecilia's eyes blaze at me as she tugs away. "I'll do what I want"

"Really? Want me to tell your dad?"

Cecilia kisses the guy goodbye, giving him her number and got in the car with me ignoring me as I drove back.