A/N: Some truths come out and your find out why they are the way they are however only some truths come out, there's still loads to come. I changed the summary to suit the story more because I felt like the other one didn't.

Oh and thanks to Rubymarieee for favoriting this.

Cecilia

The engine suddenly began to cough then a lurch, a moan and it had stopped dead in the middle of the long deserted road.

Dylan was already out, I did the same. We were on an empty road, no cars in sight and no houses. The only light was the full white moon up in the sky.

We were in the middle of nowhere and the road that seemed to stretch for miles.

"How far?" I ask breaking the silence. "Would you say is the nearest gas station?"

Dylan looked left then right. "We'll find out"

We push the car over to the side of the road, locking it up. "Dly is your phone working?" I ask noticing mine was dead.

I show it to him, he winces. "Mine's charging at home"

"Shit"

"We'll have to walk it" He says even as he shivers.

"But we've been driving ages along this road, alone"

"I" Dylan's shoulders dropped down. "Yeah"

What that meant I didn't know. "We're lost" I stated.

"No kidding" Dylan ran a hand over his hair and rubbed his neck-a nervous reaction.

I got that. We were lost, and the two of us were hating on each other. Well maybe hate was a too strong word.

"We have to wait it out"

"Don't we can-"

"Dly it's freezing cold, it take hours were going to have to wait it out till morning.

"How?"

"In the car" I walk over to it. "It be warmest and I know my dad always puts blankets in the back in case this ever happens"

And there was. Dylan studied the car while I got the blankets out the boot.

"Where exactly? We could sit up in the front, I suppose?"

"The seats recline" I tell him. "It be best"

There are seven blankets, we took three each and then argued over the last one. Dylan said I should have it, I said he should.

"Let's leave it out" I end up snapping after five minutes of arguing about it. He just shrugged which pissed me off which he had been intending to do, I knew.

I stormed over to my side cuddling up in them, Dylan the same.

This was it, the long awkward silence before one of us fell asleep. Maybe why he argued with me pissed me off because he knew this was coming.

With nothing to do and a silent figure next to me I tried to sleep.

Tried.

I couldn't at all.

"What's the worst thing that's ever happened to you, despite the boyfriend?" Then he added "The last one"

I ignore it. "Why would you ask me that?"

"I don't know. You tell, I will, despite mine"

I took a deep breath, looking out the window into the dark. "There's been a lot"

"Really?" He looks at me; I could feel his eyes on me. "There's always a worst"

"There is family vacation, the reason I fell, the reason I am who I am now, the thing that fucked me up. Me, Alicia and Junior were near the same age at thirteen we wanted to hang out by ourselves.

Ever since we've needed drugs to cope, Alicia was already broken like she was born with it, me and Junior were normal I suppose. After things happened, our lives did, we grew up all of a sudden and were all a mess.

That's when I finally got with him, we were both broken then"

"I get it" Dylan nods. "Me, Mad and Nick we all went to taekwondo, our instructor when he died we all fell; partying, drinking, drugs, sex. It if was there, we were doing it.

It's horrible death, when it happens to you, he was a remarkable man, we loved him. That was sophomore year, me and Mad started to grow closer because of it"

"Death" I nod then just say it. "That's what happened to us"

"Huh?" Dylan asks confused.

I smile. "We witnessed a murder. It was the night time, we stole a car even though none of us could drive and it was fun, the roads were quiet, wide, not too many bends so Alicia who knew a fair bit about driving could. Then we crashed, we were okay but we were lost like tonight so we walked and then we came across it.

I won't explain because I don't want to remember. We weren't even sure if the guy was officially dead, we could have saved him if we just checked but we didn't.

We just saw and ran, we were scared. Still after the guilt it just ate us up, we didn't report it, just ignored it. It destroyed us and we deserved it"

"I know what you mean by thinking you deserve it, like REACH, leaving my family. Too many blows"

We held each other on instinct. We needed to.

There was a difference between our last relationships and ours. Our whole life's had been dedicated to Jay and Maddy, but with them it was just toxic, a never ending circle. We had known them our whole lives and we couldn't let it go.

With me and Dylan we get everything we never had before.