A/N: So sorry for the shortness. I haven't had one review in the last two chapters to the people who read my story please please review and tell me what you think? I promise to upload the next chapter quickly if you do.
I had never been this way with Maddy. Maddy wasn't good for me, I wasn't for her, same with Cece and Jay.
Me and Cecilia, we were.
Expect out first loves we still loved. Well that's what I thought but now I was realising as I held Cecilia in my arms was that it was okay to love two people as long as you were with the one and the other was gone.
"Ce" I spoke.
"Yes?" Her eyes flutter open and I can't help but kiss her eyelids, making them close again.
Then I was hungry, starving except like I would before it wasn't such a rush and so hard. It was wonder, exploring, something I'd ever done before.
And Cecilia wasn't what I expected. When I saw her I thought girl that has everything, probably a princess, a little-miss-perfect, I was far from the truth. She was broken like me and she was a bad ass like me; we formed a relationship when we should never have been able to.
"Dyl" Cecilia pushes me away from, her eyes sparkling. "Let's play a game"
I wonder if she's' drunk, I agree to play.
"When you first saw me, that's the game. We've covered first thoughts"
"You never told me yours"
"Cocky arrogant bastard that doesn't let anything affect you"
"That's how I try to come off"
"But something underneath the surface" She's a better guesser then me, a whole lot better.
"Happy?" Before I can reply she's off. "Appearance go"
"Your tattoo in them camouflage clothes I got a hard on"
"That's not the first time" Her fingers are creeping down my chest raising goosebumbs but I'm not cold, just the opposite.
"So pretty" I brushed her bangs out her eyes. "Those luscious lips" I brush my fingers against them then trail her cheek. "Flawless skin" Stoke her hair. "Silkily long auburn hair, a red head, fierce" I trail my hands down her body. "And the hourglass body and your honey skin"
Cecilia breathes into my ear as her hands found my erection. "Long eyelashes love em, but your eyes I've never seen such amazing eyes before, almost supernatural" She's struggling to breathe then again so am I. "Then this body, lean and hard and muscular" She grins, then pushes at my erection. I kiss her hard on the mouth squeezing her breasts, tugging her body onto mine and I lose control.
"Why am I always first?" I groan.
"You're too easy"
"Oh really?" I start to tickle her making her writhe against me and I'm getting hard again.
I've never been this happy. Cecilia makes me happy. I'm not saying Maddy didn't but our relationship was complicated, we love each other but it's fucked up.
I want to be with Cecilia so badly. We couldn't stay away from each other and why? To hold on for someone who we can never be with?
We've been circling and circling and it was time to stop it, now right now.
"Cecilia" I stop, stop and hold her.
"Yeah?" She says looking into my eyes.
"Be with me"