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Rpov

One month passed since I and Dimitri are togeter. And I am so damn happy. I never imagined life will turn so good for me. I always knew that i'll mary someone i dont love and that i will be captivate in his palace. I always wanted to be free, well now i am. I wont let anyome come between me and my sexy russian. This month passed without being worried. Happiness could be read my face. And it all was because of Dimitri.

"what are you thinking about" Jill asked depriving me from my thoughts

"Nothing, just how much i love my life"

"With a boyfriend like your's i'll love life too" I knew Jill has a crush on Christian. She didn't told me but i noticed. I love Jill and i want her too be happy but not with the boyfriend of my best friend. To me, Lissa and Christian, are an epic love. Like they are made for each other.

"What about you, you don't like anyone ?" i asked acting like i don't know anything.

"Ummm, no. I do not like anyone right now"

"Why are you lying?" yep, i got her.

"What are you talikng about?"

"You can't lite to me. I saw the way you look at Christian. Do you like him?" i really wanted to know her story.

"Rose i, i don't know. I know him since i was 12. He always was that guy i wanted to date. To him l always was a sister. The girl he take care of. For him is just Lissa, and i know that. I don't want to come between them. I love Lissa too, but i just can't help the way i feel." I could read sadness in her eyes. She really liked him.

"I know you will find someday someone better for you. Never lose hope."

"Thank you. Thank you, Rose." And she left.

Life is hard, i know that better then anyone. I did lot of things for my own good. Now l am happy and i want to stay like that. I kow that i have to tell Dimitri who really l am, but im to scared. What if he will not want ne anymore? How do i know that he will accept me the way i am. I know i'll scare him away and Im not ready to let him go. So i'll just lie to him a little longer. I hope one day he will be able to forgive me and maybe, somehow we will find each other again. Maybe life is not that hard and mean. All i know is that i don't want to lose him.

"Hey, what are you thinking about?" my handsome boyfriend asked me.

"Nothing special. You know i love to stare at the clauds."

"No, there is something else. Tell me!" he know me now better then i know myself. It's amazing how much he knows me. He knows when im sad, when i need something, when im angry or even hungry. He is the best boyfriend i could ever have, that could anybody ever have. "Are you ganna tell me or i have to guess?"

"i just spoke to Jill and you know, she has a crush on Christian ..."

"I kow that"

"You do? How?"

"Im not blind, Roza." I love when he calls me like that. I love his accent, i love all of him. He is perfect and he is all mine. I would me jelous at me right now if i were anybody else.

"The thing is, i care about Jill and i really want to see her happy but not with the cost of Lissa's happiness."

"It is up to Christian. He is the one who has to decide it. And from all he told me i can say that he is madly in love with Lissa. And don't worry about Jill, in this big world for sure is someone for her too. She has to find him first. I mean, look at us, i am from Russia and you from Jersey, two diferent worlds, but hey, aren't we togeter?" Yeah, i kind of lied to him that i am from New Jersey. I couldn't tell him that i am from Turkey, i alredy told him that im an american girl. I know my relatianship is based on lies, but hey, as long as he is happy, i am too.

"Lee's go inside. Sidney needs hepl at cooking and Christian brought his causin, Tasha. Let's meet her."

"it's she your causin too?"

"No, Im related with Christian beacuse of my mother, he is related with Tasha because of his father. So no, she is nothing of mine." We stood up and we kissed. A short but sweet kiss.

"Hey Sidney, need help?"

"Yeah, can u cut those potatoes?" and i took a big kinfe. I looked like a serial killer.

As me, Sidney and Lissa cooked, Christian entred with a very beautiful girl. I assume that is Tasha. She took a sit next to Dimitri. I don't know, but im sure that woman want something more from my man than his friendship.

"Hey handsome, Im Tasha." She told him.

"Im Dimitri." He answerd without looking at her.

"Since when you live here ? i mean, Im planing on staying but i dont know... what is your advice?"

"Well, i have a really good time, but it's up to you."

"Are you ganna be here all summer?" how dare she?

"Yeap, Im ganna be here all time."

"Awesome, then Im ganna stay." Oh thet bitch

"Yeah, but you see that girl with that big kinfe in her hands? Yeah, she is my girlfriend and she is not afraid to use it." God, how can you not love this man?

"Whatever, Im just trying to be friendly"

"Did i said something else?" definitely Dimitri is a man that i have to keep.

-x-

After dinner, Dimirti, asked me if i want to join him fo a wolk. I love to spen time with him, so i said yes.

"You talked about with me with that Tasha, like Im a serial killer."

"What? No. I just wanted to tell her that Im taken."

"Yep, that you are." Dimitri is not like all those boys. He likes to say that he is taken. Usually guys do not like to be told they are the property of some girl. They like to be boys, true men.

"You think you know me well enough?" where that came from. But he was right, do i know him enough?

"No, Dimitri, i do not know you well enough, but i'm ganna learn how much i can. I mean, you are not leaving me tomorrow, are you?"

"No, i wont. About that you can be sure."

"So, i know you have 3 sisters. Victoria, Sonya and Karolina. Your mother's name is Olena and your father's name is Alexander. You like flowers, something weird about a guy, you respect people, you are handsome and you are mine. There is somethig else i need to know?"

"Oh, Roza, there are lot of things you need to know about me, but you will find out them step by step. Im planing on having a long and a beautiful relationship with you." He made me weep. His word were just too deep.

"You are sweet, you know that?"

"Yep, my mother once told me that how i behave with a flower the same way i should behave with a girl. And that's what you are for me, my little, fragil rose." I always thought that beeing in love feel diferent, but this, what i feel for this man next to me is 10 times better. Wait a second... did i said that im in love? Yeah, i said and God i am. Should i say this to him? Does he feels the same way?

"Dimitri..."

"Ummm?"

"I.. umm, I love you." I said it. I expect his reaction to be different, to be scared, frightened but instead he smiled. Looking at me he kissed me. I put my hand around his neck and pulled him closer. I don't know if that is an ' i love you too, Roza' or an 'i do not feel the same', but definitely i felt good. He did not let me go easily, instead he wrapped his arms around my waist tighter. I pulled away for breathing and locked eyes with him.

"I love you too, Roza" i smiled. Yes, this is the answer i expected.

"Nice way to tell me that."

"Let's go back. I think Adrian is going to kill me if we'll stay for 5 minutes more."

"You are a big boy, you will handle it, right?"

"Anything for you Roza." And kissed me again. Again a long, passionate andsweet kiss.

"You said we have to go back." I said smiling.

"Yeap, let's go!"

-x-

The next night was girls night. We kicked all the boys out and destroyed the house, throwing our clothes all over the place. I love to spend time with my girls, the only thing i hated about that night was Tasha.

"So Rose, how is to kiss Dimitri?" Mia asked.

"Did you really asked me that?"

"What, i just asked, is not like im planing on kissing him."

"It's sweet, i'll never get bored of that. I swer i'll get addicted to that."

"That is what happen when you are in love, Rose." Yeah, definitely Lissa knew better then anyone how is to be in love.

"So Lissa, how did you met Christian? You never told me?" i asked wanting to know the story behind that perfect story of love.

"Well, I was walking through the park eating ice cream, he came like out of blue skating. He hit me and i shed all the ice cream on my dress. I said sorry thinking that was me the one who hit him. He said that he will forgive me only if he can buy me another ice cream. Obviously I said no and went straight home. When i went the next day at school he became my new matt-class, what i'm saying, he practically begged the teacher to allow him to be my desk-mate. And like this he conquered me. Bringing me roses, ice cream and lot of thing. I remember once he compose a poetry for me. Wait, i have it on my purese." Christian is so sweet if he did all of those things for Lissa. I cant wait to see Dimitri doing things like that for me.

"So, ummm. Here we go.' I used to do everything for fun, i used to play every game to laugh, i was a wreck destroyed by time, i was ashamed to clean my wings and fly. Save me, set free my soul, it's trapped in the gates of hell, take me, show me how to smile, bring light into my eyes, save me, be the one i see. I used to bring dark into my life, i never trusted to open up my eyes, i was a toy that people played, i was a pupped learning how to stay.' So ?"

"I didn't knew that Christian is so deep." Commented Tasha.

"Lissa, it's so beautiful." I said.

"Yea Lissa, you are so lucky to have Christian for your own." That was Jill and i could read pain into her eyes.

"Right, ha? Chris is just all i could ever ask for." But Lissa was happy. She was meant for Christian.

-x-

Hey, hope you like this chapter. It's a little longer that the others. I hope you like it. Tell me please what you think and if i should stop writting.

Hey, some chapters ago i told you that my name it's Paula. What's your's?

Christmas is comeing and i and SparkyDimi are writting a sweet one-shot about Rose and Dimitri on Christmas time. You will be able to read it on Christmas Eve.

And hey, what you wish Santa Claus to bring you this Christmas? Maybe i'll talk to him and i'll let him know what you want. And i hope you've been good this year.

See ya next time. Lot of love.