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Wedding eve (if there is such a thing) 22 november

My wedding eve. God, Im so excited and nervous at the same time. I don't know, I feel like Im flying up on the sky. Is it normal to feel like this? Olena didn't allowed me to sleep in our room last night. I have a feeling that this night either. She is always next to me, telling what I have to do when I'll be queen. I just wish mom was here.

Olena is all about traditions. I have to do all she says. I just want to stay beside my future husband. Is this so wrong.? I bet he miss me.

If I could write our love story there would be no end. Chapter to chapter our love only will grow turning into something that human beeing can not destroy. What would have happened if I had not ran to Lissa last summer? What would have happened if Christian were not her boyfirend? Would i be here today?

"you've tried the dress, dear?"

"Yes, Olena, ten times by now." This woman makes me wanna go crazy. I want my wedding to be perfect too but it's MY wedding, not hers.

"How did you slept last night?" I can't belive she really is asking me that. Is she serious? Do I have to answer to this question ?

"Well, was cold but i slept fine. Thanks for asking."

"Sorry about that. In our country it says that the groom is not allowed to see his bride in the wedding eve."

"I now that, but last night wasn't our wedding eve." And i rolled my eyes. I hope she wont get mad. Is not my intention.

"Yeah, you are right. Sorry about that thing." And she left me alone. Ok, what do i have to do now? Yeah, I know, look for Lissa.

"Hey Lissa."

"Rose, how you feel?"

"Good." Is that a good answer. Is it to obvious that Im nervous. Hell, my wedding is tomorrow, I have every right to be nervous.

"How good?"

"Im nervous and excited. I can't belive tomorrow Im getting merried." And I started to cry. Perfect Rose.

"Hey, don't cry! Everything is ganna be perect. Don't worry."

"I know but I can't help. I can not describe how I feel."

"I hope someday to know."

All day have been perfect. I made sure that everything is as it should be. I know that tomorrow will be a perfect day. I only miss Dimitri. How does he feel right now? Is he happy? Is he sad? God, I want so bad to be next to him.

I must sleep now if I want to be beautiful tomorow. Viktoria's quote, not mine.

Weeding day- 23 nevember

This is the big day. Today I'll become Mrs. Belikov. How cool does it sound? I love it. I have to get ready. I have to be the most beautiful bride for my groom. I know he is.

We did not invite many people. I wanted a small wedding. only with those I love. I do not think it will be more than 100 people. I'm glad Dimitri agreed with me. It's better this way. I chose a white dress, high, very baggy. I really like it. This day must be remarkable. Not only for me and my family but for our country too. I'll be queen, I'll be a fucking queen. For God's sake, Im not ready for it. I have to run.

Wake up Rose. You don't have to run. Your perfectly fine here. Today is your big day. I breath out, I breath in, slowly and smiling. There will be no harm for me. I'll be safe next to the man I love.

"Hey kiz, are you ready?"

"Dad." What is he doing here? Haven't I let it clear that i don't want him here?

"Look kiz, Im sorry for everything I've done to you. I know I haven't been a good father lately. Please forgive me my, doughter."

"You can talk all you want father, you will never have my forgiveness. You are a death person to me. You can burn in hell, I wont mind." This man just caused me too much pain. Is not that easy. He will always be my father but I'll never see him the way I used to.

"Ok kiz, al last let me walk you to the altar."

"I will allow you this."

Here he is, my man, waiting for me. He is so beautiful. And he will be all mine. MINE, MINE. Aren't I such a lucky lady?

"Dimitri, I entrust you my only daughter, to take care of her, unconditional." I rolled my eyes as my father said all those words. How can he say such words when he is the one that caused me pain. Dimitri is the one that saved me from him.

"Ofcourse." Oh my man. He is just perfect.

-x- Bound By Destiny -x-

-oO-oO-

After a year

It's been a month since Dimitri was crowned. Alson it's been a mounth since i hate this marriage. Everything he does now is work. Does he remember that he has a wife home? Everything was fine untill the day he was crowned. I was his everything and I don't doubt that I still am, all I need is more attention from him.

He wake's up at 5AM and comes to bed at 12AM. I never get that chance to kiss him on mornings. I never get the chance to eat breakfast with him at the same table. All the time when he returns to bed Im awake. I feel him, I always did. He just sits on the bed next to me. I miss him so much. Like, i really need him. I know he loves me, so much, but I need more than that.

Now is one of those nights. I felt him sit on the bed without even touching me.

"Hello to you too, stranger."

"What? Rose, why aren't you sleeping?" really? It's all he has to say?

"I can't belive you."

"Belive what?" I rolled my eyes and I sat, kneeling, so I could face him.

What should I tell him? Should i yell at him, slap him?

"Do you wanna know something funny?" I asked.

"Ok."

"You know you are merried?" I said as I sat my butt on my heels.

"What kind of joke is that, Rose?"

"What kind of joke is that? Really? What kind of joke is that? Is that all you have to say?"

"What should I say?" he said it like all is happening means nothing. Well, to me means, and mean a lot. I couldn't help myself and i slaped him. Hard. I think I left a red mark on his cheek.

I started to cry. Why am I so weak?

"Im sorry." I managed to say.

"do not say that! I forbid you to say that." He managed to look me in the eyes for a second.

"What happened, Dimtiri? What went wrong?" damn my tears. Why am I still crying.

"Let me love you."

And I did.

He started to kiss me like it was the last time. What is happening to him? I can be super mad at him but I will never leave him.

"I will never leave you." I managed to say between moans.

He said nothing. He was just kissing, licking, sucking me. He was rough. Like he wanted to recover all the time he was away from me.

God, he really was rough. It was something new to him. I always was that bottle of glass to him, that could be broken in any second. Where is my Dimitri and what have this man done to him?

"Ah." If he was looking me in the eyes he could see the pain he was makeing me go through. But he wasn't.

When he was done, he didn't pushed out of me. He left his weight on me, still kissing my neck.

"Rose?"

"Ummmmm."

"You know I love you, right? You are everything to me. Never forget!"

"Hmmmmmmm." I wanted to say more but my strength left me.

He sat next to me and took me in his arms. What will happen now?

When I wake up he was still next to me. That was something new. I wanted to wake him up but, he was just too sweet sleeping.

"Dimitri."

"Ummmmmmm?"

"Dimitri?"

"yah, where is the fire?" it made me smile.

"There is no fire. It's 8AM."

"So...?" really ?

"Is something new for you to be in bed at this hour."

"And what? Aren't you happy to have me here?"

"Happy? Im beyond happy." And I kissed him. Will be my marriage like it used to be? Yes God, please.

"Then Im happy too." We make out for like an hour. "Rose, I need to tell you someting."

"What?" I answerd, my lips never leaving his.

"I'll be gone for two weeks in a mission." And he shoved the knife again, deep in my heart.

"Why?" I asked.

"There is a war and Im the army leader. But I'll be back. Sooner then you will know." I started to cry. "Don't cry. Please."

I do not know how much time passed but i think I stayed all day like this, crying in his arms.

"I love you."

"So easy to say it, Dimitri. So easy." I don't know what I actualy wanted to say but I wanted to say something.

"I love you, too." I said in the end.

-x-

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