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"Mommy, mommy." My four years old son. He is the light of my life, everything I got. Everything that makes me whole. My little David Dimitri Belikov.

"What's wrong, beby?"

"I tear apart the picture with Daddy. Im soooooooo sorry." Oh, my little flower is crying. "It was by mistake, mommy. Don't be mad at me."

"It's ok bebe, I have others. Come, and I'll give you another one."

"Thank you, mommy." I want to teach my son all I know about his father. I want him to know Dimitri as he was and how a good father he would have been. I miss him so much sometimes. Most on nights. I feel so lonly. Thanks God I have my son.

"Come!"

"Mommy?"

"What?"

"How much did daddy loved me?" just hearing him saying this makes my heart melt. At the same time makes me sad. Why God raped Dimitri ? His places was here, with us, his family.

"He loved you soooooo much. He still loves you. Remember what I've told you?"

"Yeah, you said he lives in that star above my bedroom and watch over me everynight. I want to see him too. I wanna hug and kiss my daddy. Why does Ady has a dad and I don't?" Ady is my brother's and Vika's son. He is two years old. It breaks my heart to hear my little beby talking like that. I would give my soul for the chance to see him happy, really happy.

"Come, hug mommy."

"Promise you'll never leave me?"

"Ofcourse Dav. I will never leave you. Im your mommy, I will never leave you."

I went to my closet and I took a box with pictures. Lot of pictures with Dimitri, me and our friends. I miss that summer. Best summer of my life. I still remember the first time I saw Dimitri's eyes. I can't belive he was the first person (beside Adrian) that saw me crying.

"Here, pick one."

"Just one?"

"Yeah, just one. When you'll tear it too I'll give you another one. Oky?"

"Oky. Can I have one with you and daddy too?"

"sure." He took a picture with his father and stared at it. He is smiling but at the same time I can see saddness in his eyes. He really want his father. I want him back too.

"My daddy is really handsome."

"Yep, and guess what. You look exactly like him."

"Yeap, but Im just a little boy. He is really big. Like realllllllllly big." I started to laugh. Yeah, Dimitri was really big. My little big boy. It'so hard to live like this.

"he was"

"I'll put this picture under my pillow and pray for my daddy's soul as you told me. is that ok?"

"yeah. Go to bed now."

"Ok. Would you like to come with me? Daddy will be happy to see you. You can say hy to that star."

"Sure beby. Come."

"Don't call me beby. Im a big boy." Just some second ago he told me he was a little boy and now he says he's a big boy? I don't know whn I'll understand him.

"Ok. Let's go."

-x-

My son turn out to be what i wished for. He loves his daddy as he should and pray for his soul every night. It breaks my heart to see him like this, I know life is realy cruel to him, I wish it was different, but, there's nothing I can do. Just to love him with all my heart.

"Hey, Rose, there is a little problem." Said Victoria. Ohh, she almost scared me.

"About what?"

"My dad called. He said that he wants the kid."

"What? It's my kid. He has no right." In these four yers he left us alone. I haven't heard nothing from him. What is his problem right now?

"What will you do?"

"What I'll do? Nothing. He is my son, I have every right on him."

"He said you can't deny his future."

"He is my son and I chose his future, and his future will be far away from this fucking world." I have to do something. I can't allow my son to have the same destiny as his future. This is my big fear.

"Rose, Dav won't have the same destiny as Dimitri."

"How do you know?"

"I don't, ok. I don't."

"I'll go call Lissa."

"Why?" but I left. I need to know my son will have a safe future far away from this fucking royal world. We will be better out there, where no one knows us.

"Lissa, it's Rose."

"Hey love, how are you?"

"Bad, I need your help." Even if we were talking through phone I could feel her concern.

"Anything, just name it." And I told her my plan. I know this is the best for my little family. For me and my son.

-x-

"And Im ganna see my godmother?"

"Yes"

"And I'll see uncle Chris too?"

"Yes." My son is so happy about our moving. He dosen't know but we won't come back. We are going to where our home will be from now and on. Christian promised to help me find a good job and start frash. I don't want to find love again, I don't need it. I just want peace.

"Mommy?"

"What?"

"What will happen to daddy's star? I want him with me."

"He is coming too. You will see when we'll be there. Ok?"

"Ok... I love you mommy." I took my little treasure and hugged him really tight close to my heart. If only Dimitri were here.

When we arived Lissa and Christian were waiting for us. I missed them so much. David ran to Lissa's arms and I hugged Christian. They got married two years ago and are planing an having a little one. David is the most excited about the beby. He want's to have a sister to take care of.

"We are so happy that you are here. "

"Is that true, uncle Chris? Are you happy?" Christian took him in his arms and kissed his cheeks.

"Very happy."

Oh, my little family.

"Guess what Rosie, I found you a good job. I've sent your CV and they accepted you."

"Thank you, thank you." I hugged him tight. "What'a that job about?"

"You're ganna be the secretary of a the big Boss." That's really a good job. How did Cristian managed to get me such a good job?

"You are my hero, you know that?"

"I know now."

I have a feeling that my life will be a better one. It has to be.

-x-

Sorry is short.

Btw, who miss Dimitri? I don't. :)

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