Hey, how are you ? Im bad. I got flu. I feel so bad.

Because I do not want to lose my readers I decided to update 2 chapters today. Here you go, Dimitri is all yours. :) hope you are happy now. For sure I am. :)

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"Hey, you must be Rose Hataway, Im Jesse Zeklos, I'll show you everything you have to know." My first day at my new job. I feel like it is ganna be a good day. i changed my name in Hataway because maybe there are people how knows the Belikov's. I don't want to take that risck.

"Thank you."

"Follow me!" and I did. This is a really big building, it's also beautiful. I feel that this job will change my life. I still don't know if in a good or a bad way. I hope in a good one.

"ummm, what is the name of the big boss?"

"Daniel Ruess. Why?"

"I just wanted to know." I can't wait start this job. I see it like a way to escape from this life. To think at other things, I need something to kiddnap Dimitri from my thoughts.

"This is your office. Feel like home. This is where you will spend must of your time." I put down the box with my stuff and took from there a picture with me and my son.

"Is this your son?"

"Yeah."

"He is beautiful."

"Thank you." And he left. I looked around and I noticed that there was a wall made just by glass. Another one was filled with shelves, the other one was white and on the other left was the door. Im at the 20 floor but the view is really beautiful. Is it normal to be scared, because I am. I hope my boss is a good man and help me go through my first days.

"Daniel Ruess." I wispherd. Please be a good man and don't be rough with me. This is my first job. Ever.

"Hey, you are the new secreatary, right?"

"Yeah, who are you?"

"Im just someone who works here. My name is Demi Heart. Nice to meet you."

"Me too."

"So, the boss will be here at 9AM. This is what you must do till he is here. He want's it in time."

"Thank you."

"Careful with the time. He is crazy about it. Be in time."

"Thank you. By the way, my name is Rose Hataway." I sad and she left. She seems nice. Maybe we will be friends. I need some new friends.

"Ok, Rose, get to work." I worked and worked and I didn't noticed the time passing by. When I saw what time is it my heart stoped. 9:20AM. What the fuck? He is going to kill me. And when I wanted to get out of my office to bring him my work ,I heard someone screaming.

"Where the fuck is she?" hurry Rose, hurry.

When I entred his office I saw a beautiful man, or I think he was beautiful, I saw just his back. Anyway, he has a beautiful back, a hot one. Tall, really tall, short brown hair and a really nice ass. I mentaly slaped myself.

"Sorry Sir. My bad." He haven't turned to face me. I bet the view from outside was better than me. He didn't answerd. "Ummmm, Im Rose Hataway. The new employer." Nothing. Is he dead?

"Put it down!" and I did.

"Im really sorry for my mistake. Won't happen again." Well, is not like i killed someone. I was late just 10 min, this is not a crime. Holy God.

"Leave!" he is so rude. I did as I was told.

"Hey, how was with the boss?" asked that nice girl, Demi, I think was her name. Yeah, Demi.

"What's wrong with him?"

"I don't know. Nobody knows him. He run this buinesess for 3 years. He seemd perfect at the begining, but now, I don't know. He is like you saw him. It will be hard for you. Sorry."

"It's like I want to kill him. I just needed a 'thank you' but no. I don't even know how he looks like."

"Good luck, girl."

"Thank you." She wanted to get out but at the same time a man entred my office.

"Sorry Sir."

"It's ok, Demi." I looked him in the eyes. Oh my God. "I need you to..." but it was too late. I passed out.

When I woke up I was on the floor in Demi's arms. He was looking me in the eyes. Those eyes. God, I missed those eyes so much. Is it possible? Can he be my Dimitri? I feel sick.

"Who are you?" I asked him. He didn't broked the eye contact with me but didn't answerd either. "Who are you?" i yelled

"What question is that?" he asked. He looked confused but at the same time intrigued, like he wanted to know something.

"Who the hell are you?" I yelled again.

"Why? Do I look familiar to you?" Im going crazy, really Im going crazy. Why is this man looking like my Dimitri? Why? He can't be, he can't. Or can he?

"No, you don't. Sorry, I think Im sick." I sat up on my own feet and wolked out. he will belive that Im crazy if I'll say he look's just like my husband.

"Wait, are you sure are you ok?" he came runing after me. I stoped and I faced him. Feels so hard to look at him. Break's my heart all over again.

"Yeah, Im sorry for my first day. I promise everything will be better. Just gave me another chance."

"Sure Rose." And i smiled. "Im sorry for the way I acted earlier."

"It's ok, ummmm"

"Daniel."

"Daniel. What do I have to do now?"

"Take your day off. Go home, feel better and I'll see you tomorrow." Now that I look better, he has the same heart as my Dimitri. And those eyes, the same eyes. The pair of eyes that are hunting me every night since Dimitri died.

"Thank you."

"Do you need a ride home?"

"No, thank you." I started to walk, but then I rememberd that I actualy need a ride home. "You know what? I actualy need a ride home."

"Ok, come!"

The ride home was silent. There were pictures with Dimitri in my head, with his beautiful eyes, his long hair and his soft hands. Why is this man looking like my husband?

"Rose, Im really sorry for the way I acted with you. Im not usulay like this, Im just tired."

"It's ok. Who I am to judge."

"The thing is, I wanna be judged."

"Why?" That is really strange to me.

"Because everyone says that Im perfect, deep down I know is not true."

"Maybe it is." I said looking down at my hands.

"I want to know your opinion."

"I-..."

"Please, just tell me what do you think about me." What should I tell him? You know, you look like my husband. Why do you look like my dead husband? He will belive Im a crazy woman who can't deny the death of her husband.

"There is nothing to tell. I know you for... how long? An hour?"

"Why did you passed out when you saw me?"

"I-I don't know. Sorry."

"Are you pragnant?" what ?

"No, no, Im not. I just felt sick." I wish I would be pragnent again. With him... ummm... i mean with my husband. God, Im really sick.

-x-

"The same?"

"Exactly the same." I told Lissa everything that happened today. She is just freaked out like me. Is there a chance that that man to be Dimitri? Im so scared right now.

"What do you think?"

"I think that man is my husband."

"Rose, I'll be so happy if that man is Dimitri, but, have you thought at the posibility that ..."

"Yes I did. And I have a plan." I just hope everything will turn out to be true.

"What?"

"I want to descover him, get to know him. I want to find out his story and then I'll tell you if that man is really Dimitri."

"Let's not lose hope." And I smiled. Im so thankful that Lissa is here these moments. I really need her in my life. I love her as my sister. She is my sister. The person that will never judge me, that will love me unconditionlly.

"I need Dimitri back, Lissa." She said nothing but hugged me.

-x-

Are you happy? Dimitri is back. Yay. Tell you a secret, I missed Dimtri too, a lot.

Hope you liked this one and... sorry for my mistakes. I know they are big, but these days i really feel bad.

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