Now, first of all I wanna note you guys that are reading this that I will keep trying to post new ch every weekend, but if I don't it's probably my health fault. If you wanna know I'll tell you but I'm guessing you don't really care :P :)
I got 2 reviews ^^ better something than nothing :) and I couldn't respond privately so here are responds :P :))

raging nazi-I don't really get what do you mean by "weird format " or "properly writing"...I don't see anything wrong (If someone sees please note me!) and there's basically no proper writing in my opinion...just the style that a writer has...and thanx for sending me that grammar mistake, I'll make sure to fix that :P
Blahblahsecretname- I'm hoping to get more reviews to see more opinions, but I'm all for hot stuffff...and for now that is the path...If it was me, this would probably be M o.o xD but this is my first FF so I'll go slowly :D And I'm glad you like it ^_^

So, hope you enjoy new chap ^_^ and I wrote it for a day since I was better today and had nothing to do B| and sorry for grammar mistakes in advance, having trouble with laptop :)

Teru was shivering in his arms, sobbing and sniffing, and Kurosaki rested his chin on the top of her head caressing her hair.
She thought about nothing specific, but he was thinking of what could have they done to her that made her act like that. Of course, it was not uncommon for someone to react like that when they don't see anything, but he saw something in her eyes that was different. He saw fear" a lot of it. Her eyes gave her feelings away most of the time.
"It's okay now. I got you now." he repeated a few times, softly whispering to her ear.
As the girl was calming down, her grip around his waist loosened. And when she relaxed completely, she didn't move. She simply laid there on his chest, one half of her on the sand, and the other half in his lap, her arms just being around his waist loosely.
She was gazing at the dark horizon, concentrated on his heart beats. That was the only thing she could hear and think of" his chest rising slowly, and his heart beating.

"You okay now Teru?" he said quietly after giving her few more minutes.
She nodded in answer. They both gazed at the darkness of the sea. Suddenly he felt the girl in his arms stiffen. He looked down at her, and she pulled out from his arms.
" S-Sorry" she apologized blushing. She realized the pose they were in and it made her get out of that, no matter how much she had wanted to stay, and to tighten her arms around him, intertwine their fingers. No matter how much she wanted him to hug her, to hold her more firmly, to kiss her -she couldn't stay there like that. It wasn't her place to be there.
" What for?" he asked watching her lift herself up from the sand."You shouldn't be apologizing for anything Teru. In fact I should be the one to apologize" he finished standing up, realizing that it is time to leave that place.
" No. You can't apologize on this. This was entirely my fault." she replied a bit louder than before, and started climbing up, not looking at Kurosaki at all. I was the one that wasn't careful. I am the one that they are still after, and you can't change that fact.
She finished her sentence as they reached the top.
" Teru I…" he started again, but she ignored that.
" And certainly" she continued and started climbing down to the other side "I am the one that ran away, not you. I was the one that couldn't handle the fact that…I am not most desirable company…for you." and with that she jumped down on the sand, again ignoring pain in her knee as she landed.
Kurosaki landed down right after her. He stood there, shocked, watching her walk away, as her words rang in his head.
" And I'm sorry for being a drag, and nuicance…and sorry for bothering you all this time."
The man behind her started to walk after her, still in shock.
She was on the verge of tears, as her emotions started to show, and she didn't dare to look behind her. And Kurosaki didn't notice her bein so upset, as he only thought about how she thought that he didn't want her.
"I have to explain things to her, I can't leave this situation as it is" he thought that and opened his mouth to speak, but a little to late because she continued her talk.
" Sorry, I really am. I didn't think about you, and I was being selfish." then she paused for a second, trying to calm her voice and not let him notice she was upset and about to cry
" I was a little…selfish…brat" she continued but with her voice getting higher at last words
" I…I guess I just wanted you for myself. And I wanted you close to me. You made me happy and angry at the same time, and I loved that.
Kurosaki was again stunned by her words. Only she could do this to him. Changing his feelings in seconds, getting him speechless after every second sentence, and making him think about her more and more with each minute passing.
Right now, he was happy…maybe…he didn't quite know that. But he wanted to just hug her, kiss her, touch her and taste her…to show her that he cared…that he wanted her to be his, close to him, to make him happy with her smile everyday as she already did.
" Teru.." he just said her name, not knowing what did he do that for. He didn't have any idea what to say right now.
" I wanted you so bad that I didn't notice your feelings. I didn't notice how much pressure I put on your shoulders with my selfish acts. I didn't notice that it was already difficult for you, even without my childlike moments, because of my brothers request." she raised her voice gradually. And now Kurosaki was absolutely sure that he didn't want her to think that, to blame herself on everything, because all he did" was because he wanted to
" Teru nothing is your…" he spoke trying to calm her, almost yelling, but at the same time somehow sadly.
" And now I'll act like a grown"up person would." she cut him of with a determinant voice, still not turning around to face his, again, confused eyes
" Kurosaki, when we go back I'll move out from your apartment complex" she started, and Kurosaki's eyes widening – I will leave. And you will not come after me anymore. You won't have any obligations towards me, I am setting you free. And don't think about my brother, I bet he would agree with me. So we won't stay in touch anymore, and mo matter how much I want to come back" I won't. So after this you can have your life back.
With that, she finished and just stood there with her eyes closed. She said words that made her heart throb in pain. She frowned when she finally let a tear slip down quietly.

On the other side, Kurosaki's mind was blank. Did she just said she would never see him again after this? After he processed her words, his eyes narrowed. He was mad. Mad on her, him, and everyone else alive and dead.
" Teru you don't seem to realize even now that you are not a burden to me. You still don't get the damn fact that I am doing this because I want to!" he raised his voice, and Teru stiffened and shut her eyes closed. Soon everything will fall in place.

" You fucking don't seem to get that I would go to bloody hell If that means saving you! I wouldn't mind dying if that means you are safe! And yes, you are selfish and acting on your whim" he started walking towards her slowly "Yes you were selfish about me, keeping me around, smiling at me casually. And with each…of your…smile, you reminded me…I was a fucking sinner" he finished, slowly saying each word "I ruined your life, and now, I was paying for it. And I deserved it!" he stood behind her with his eyes closed, as she cried, scared and sad. In one moment you could only hear waves and that made her feel awkward.
"But don't you dare think that I paid by taking care of you." he continued slowly, opening his eyes – That was practically my reward, seeing your smile and hearing your laugh every day. I paid by not being the right one for you. I shouldn't be around you, yet you wanted me there. Dammit Teru, you made me feel like I actually stand a chance to be worthy of being by your side every day!
Teru opened her eyes in shock. What he said was like a confession. Tears began to blur her vision again. She had an urge to get away
" You don't have to lie for me. You know I love you" she said blushing and crying without a sound looking over her shoulder into his angry eyes. "Don't make this harder, and don't twist my heart" she said trying to run of.

"I won't let you go this time. Last time was the last time I'll get you run away from me"

He ran after her few steps, and grabbed her wrist.
She felt a strong hand holding her back for a second, then spinning her around. She gasped in shock. It all happened in just a few seconds, and she couldn't se very well so everything was more fuzzier. As Kurosaki spun her around, she felt his other hand pulling her close to him at her waist. She lost her balance and started falling on her back, with Kurosaki not letting go. He fell after her, letting go of her wrist and covered the back of her head with his hand. They landed on the soft sand, Kurosaki over the crying girl. She had her eyes closed until they fell, and they shot open the moment they landed.

She felt his lips over hers kissing her madly, passionately. His grip on her waist and head was strong, and she couldn't move much. The shock went by in seconds, and then she kissed him back vigorously. She was happy, still crying, and so was he after he felt her responding strongly.
She didn't know what to do, but she went with the flow, doing what felt right.

He let go of her head, and leaned on his elbow completely, still griping her waist. She slid one arm around his neck and pulled him in stronger. His lips were like a drug to her, she was immediately addicted. No control between them. She felt his tongue licking her lower lip, biting it, his tongue tangled with hers, battle of love between them. There could be heard a gasp from time to time, between kisses. Their lungs screamed for oxygen.
One of her hand was clutching his hair, while the other laid on his chest, grabbing his shirt. She didn't mind sand in her hair and waves hitting their side a couple of times.
Kurosaki was in the other state of mind. He was going crazy. He never wanted to stop kissing her soft lips. Never wanted to stop that feeling of her sweet, unexperienced tongue dancing along with his. Yet one little part of his mind was screaming this was wrong. But he fought against it. This made her happy, his love was what she wanted, and he couldn't regret that. He could go to hell after he dies, but he won't mind. Having her like this was like a dream.
He felt her trying to lift up, and so they did. He kneeled, then slid his now free hand behind her back and then pulled her up with both of his hands. She lifted up, pushing herself with one of her hands while the other didn't dare to let go of his hair.
They didn't broke the kiss and continued to taste each others mouth. They felt like electricity hit them. Sparks were flying and it was like magic. When her face was in the same level as his, she cupped his cheeks with her palms and caressed his cheekbones with her thumbs. One of his hands tangled with her hair and other was on her side. Their lips crashed and danced, and their tongues explored each other.

She could feel his emotions, almost like she could read his mind. He was sorry. He wanted her to stay. He loved her. A tear would slide down her cheeks from time to time but neither of them did notice them. Only thing Kurosaki noticed was her in his arms and feelings coming from her. Same thing like with Teru-he felt her. She wanted him to love her. She wanted never to let go. Wanted him to hold on to her. And one more thing he could feel, and that send shivers down his spine every time was "I love you". He felt that with every touch she gave.
Then they stopped, gasping for air. Her palms were now gently holding him by his jaw and neck, and her forehead was against his, with their noses touching. She was feverishly red, panting, watching him directly in his eyes with her blurred ones. He was looking right back at her, breathing in deeply, his teeth clenched a bit.

" Kurosaki, I…" she started with a quiet voice but cut of by a rather soft voice
" Listen to me now. If that didn't prove that you are not no one for me, I don't know what would I do." he smiled at the and, and continued "You know I could never lie to you, that is why I don't try to lie. And…" he stopped and sighed.
" Don't leave things half-finished" she encouraged him to continue
" Argh! Don't you EVER say that you…will leave me and…and never come back." he finished sadly and quietly and leaned his forehead on the crook of her neck
" I really…really don't wanna loose you."
" I won't leave" she hugged him with a smile.
"He cares actually. I overreacted huh? I am an idiot really..so immature" she tought. Then tears came to her eyes again as she thought how, again, her childish acting made all this fuss, and how she was really lucky to have Kurosaki who wasn't angry at her. She started sobbing, and she hid her face in his shoulder.

Kurosaki lifted himself and looked over at the crying girl.
" Hey, what's wrong?" he said turning her gently around, placing her in his lap leaving her head on his shoulder.
" I-I-I Love you." she sobbed quietly and blushed hard "I love you, so freaking much. I love you."
Kurosaki looked at her crying face and wiped her tears away with his thumb. He felt nothing but happiness. He smiled at her and kissed her gently
" Teru, I love you to. I think I always had" he said whispering in her ear "But I was afraid to love you. To allow myself to love you freely."
" I get that you think you sinned, and you think you killed my brother. But the fact is you didn't. And even if you did, love is not something you should take away from yourself." she whispered back.
Kurosaki simply sighed at that statement.
" It was his choice to help you instead going to the hospital and we both know that. It was his choice. You can't blame yourself forever. First of all my bro wouldn't want that. I wouldn't want that." she finished whispering "And I think love is for everyone. Even sinners" she said gazing at his eyes lovingly and blushing "People make mistakes, but love is not a mistake. Love doesn't happen every day. And Kurosaki…I am one hundred percent sure that you deserve love after all this time."
" I'm so happy to have met you, and to have you like this now." he whispered smiling and hugging her
" Me too."she said hugging him back.

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