Since I haven't been updating for a really long time I decided to end this story at this point.
I just think I can't write the story in it's old pattern. It's just that I canged a lot within these months and that would just affect pretty much everything that's involved into this story.
I'm sorry for everyone who liked this story, Fiona and the way I wrote Crowley and I'm sorry for everyone who expected a great, dramatic story.
I'm not that kind of person who lets a story compleatly unfinished, so here it is: The last chapter.

You are free to eat from any tree in the garden;
but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil,
for when you eat from it you will certainly die.

April 5th 2012

I don't really know how to start…
My name is Fiona Blend and I used to be a huntress. Maybe even the best huntress this country planet could offer.
I led a live that was very acceptable, for someone in my business.
I had very close friends, I even called them my family.
Until this one day about three years ago.
I fell in love with someone… well… really special.
I fell into a really dark, bad and forbidden relationship.

The devil made Eve sin.
The devil made me sin.
But compared to me Eve was a pure soul.

What I did?
I lied, I betrayed, I killed… The list is endless.
Overall I fucked the King of Hell.
There's no point for me to regret this.
I do like it when he grips me tight
and when he does everything he wants with me.
Why?
It's easy: I love him.

The devil's name isn't Lucifer, not anymore
his name is Crowley.
He isn't a fallen angel,
no, he's a demon.
And he's my everything.
We went through a damn lot together.

He made that one deal.
The deal, that connected heaven and hell.
This one Deal, that destroyed heaven as we know it.
Castiel, the angel who tried to save heaven was his partner.
It was a hard time, especially for our relationship.
One day, Cas helped Crowley to fake his death.
In front of Dean and Sam, I was just a hurt widow-like girl,
but in fact I was the Queen of Hell.

Cas, Crowley and me happened to open purgatory,
but because the angel broke the deal he turned into "God".
Castiel wanted Crowley to survive,
we both fled and lived a kinda happy life.
Just the two of us, somewhere in hell.
He gave me everything I needed,
commanded a little and everything was fine.
Then this Dick piped up.

A leviathan, long story, but he kinda wanted to eat everyone.
'f course Sam and Dean were after him,
with a little help of my beloved demon they even killed him.
It couldn't get any better.
Everything was just AWESOME.
Until I got involved in something like a "hunter meeting"
It's a long story.
To make it short: five people,
guns straight at me.
I heard a shot, but didn't felt the bullet going through my body.
My chest just went warm and wet.
Next thing I remember is Crowley holding me in his arms and five dead hunters.
"Shht." He said softly as the upcoming pain made me squeak.
"You'll be alright, and forever by my side, love"
I shook my head. "I won't" I chocked and blood came out of my mouth. "Crowley, I love you, but I don't want to be a demon…"
"It will be alright" he tried to calm me.
Again I shook my head "Crowley, I met an angel… he… he took all damn sins from me…" I didn't told him the reason, I didn't said that the angel told me, that I couldn't do anything against it, it was just Crowley who had such an effect on me… "I'll go to heaven, love" His sad face made the pain even worse, and his tear burned like fire as it dropped onto my chest.
"I don't want to lose you, love, stay, please, don't go with the reaper."
It took a lot for the King of Hell to beg. He begged me to stay, but I couldn't. There was this feeling, that earth didn't need me anymore.
Blood was everywhere.
Everything was red,
the ground, my clothes, my hair, Crowley's hands, and his face.
"Stay" he whispered.
"I love you, you arrogant bastard" were my last words as I died in his arms. From another perspective I saw him laying a kiss on my lips. He knew I was standing behind him. And he knew that I could hear him, as he begged for me to stay. Also he knew that I saw, how he put that wonderful diamond-ring on my finger.
I brushed his cheek with my lips, ran my hand through his hair and stood up.
I went with the reaper who brought me to a wonderful place. My family was waiting for me, although they didn't seem to be happy of my young age.
I have a nice time here in heaven, even if I do miss my demon more and more every non-existent second.

I know that I've had a funeral, Emma was there, her children too, and Crowley, who even walked the ground of a church for me.
I could have chosen different, but I just feel like it was best for me.

I had a great live. I experienced friendship and true love, and that's what I'm thankful for.

Fiona

For now that was the last chapter. Maybe one day I'll pick it up again. Maybe next week, maybe next year, maybe never. Thanks for everything.

Lara

There's a poll, which can be found on my profile, where you can vote weather I shall pick this story up again or just leave it. I'd be very thankful for every answer!

Fiona Blend, unofficial Queen of Hell
Passed away on the 5th of May 2012
she left behind her loving fiancé,
Fergus Roderick McLeod, also known as Crowley,
King of Hell.