Finns P.O.V
Three Hundred dollars later San was happy and we laid in my bed watching some fashion show. "I think you should invite me to stay the night, even though nothing will happen I think after the day we have had we need to spend time together don't you babe?" she says staring up at me from my chest. "Uh..Yeah but its 8 already and I have to start some of my homework." I say and kiss her lightly on the forehead. "That's fine, I'll stay on the bed and you work at the desk" she kisses me and sits up so I can get out of the bed. I don't think she gets where I was going with that, but no matter what, I've been with her since, what feels like forever and I care about her and if she wants to stay the night I kind of get why. San doesn't say sorry for going all crazy on me but she does get a little clingy after, I'm use to it really. I'm kind of happy I'm cut off tonight anyways I'm tired and I don't think it's good to have sex with your girlfriend when you have another girl in your head. When I texted Puck and asked about that Rachel girl he simply just texted back and said
" Dude, whoever she is, she isn't hotter than San so don't worry about it bro"
But like always he was wrong Rachel was amazing I even liked her outfit it was so innocent and different I think she had reindeers on her shirt. I look over at San and snap back, seriously what the hell am I doing. I love Santana, right? I mean you don't stay with someone for this long if you don't. I sigh and open up my notebook but instead of doing anything I continue to fight my own thoughts for every thought I had about Rachel I forced one about Santana. Finally I feel a hand on my shoulder, "Come to bed baby you've been sitting over here for like an hour, we've only had one day of class you can't have that much to work on." I know that voice its suppose to be her seduction voice. "Yeah, you're right lets go to bed. I get up change my clothes really fast and lay down. " Goodnight baby, love you" and kiss her softly and roll over.
No matter how mad she gets she's usually the one that says, no sex and then ends up initiating sex, I feel her climb on top of me. I don't see how this is going to be good what if I think of Rachel the whole time or say her name during. Ok Finn your girlfriend is taking off her top, time to zone in on her and no one else. She starts kissing my neck and then "Hey Finn I need to…" It was Kurt and for once I'm so grateful that he doesn't knock on doors before entering. "Damnit Kurt!" I yell even though I'm not that mad. "Oh. Sorry.. didn't know you two were "busy" holy hell Santana do you ever let my brother be on top?" he says walking out laughing. "Very funny jackass" I scream back. She laughs and resumes her position. I shake my head trying to get Rachels face out and grab Santana and flip over on top of her. If I want her out of my head I'm going to have to keep myself busy.
"Whatevers gotten into you, I like it!" She says kissing me. I'm pretty sure if she knew, I don't think she'd like it at all.