there's a little look into the Quick relationship, its in letter form but im sure ill shine light on them again.
Rachels POV
Ive never had a boyfriend I wasn't lucky enough to get whatever gene it is that makes guys fall at your feet, I had a passion for the arts and that was all I needed. Until yesterday..until Finn. I always watched movies about people falling in love and dreamed about the day that the person that made me forget everything in this world would be mine forever. All night I spent thinking about Finn and what kind of relationship we would have, fact of the matter is Santana would never let him go, I cant blame her if he was mine I wouldn't let go of him without a fight. You only come across a guy like Finn once in your life, most of them are like Noah. Noah wants everyone to think that he is this big shot guy who would never honestly care about Quinn and tries to get everything including his family to believe that too. But the truth is, He adores Quinn and everything about her one time I found this ripped up piece of paper he had written to her and I guess decided to not give it to her.
"Q.
I know you're mad but I want you to know that no matter what happens you are the best thing that has ever happened to me I don't know why I do the things I do. I hate hurting you and I understand if you never speak to me again. You're too good for me even if you mood swings drive me insane. You've been there for me for every dumb thing I've ever done. I can't promise ill do better, but I can promise to never stop loving you.
Noah."
It made me look at Noah different honestly, Finn is different. Girls always fall over him and throw themselves at him and he doesn't even give them the time of day. Every year for Valentines Day and Santana birthday he always does something great and Santana always tells the whole school about it. But I don't want what they have, I feel like what me and Finn share is different it feels right. I use to envy what they had until I felt my hand touch Finns and no matter what I know that Santana and Finn don't share that.
When I get to school I look for Kurt, it feels good to have a friend to actually look for I just hate that it took so long for it to happen. "Hey Kurt!" as I walk up to him at his locker. He turns around " Oh hey Rachel." He looks a mess. "What's wrong with you? You look like you haven't slept." I say in the nicest tone possible. "Well that's what happens with your brothers girlfriend stays over and they spend the night making up." He says putting his sun glasses back on. My heart drops into my stomach I don't know what I thought was going to happen but I didn't think it would feel like that to hear about Finn and Santana, suddenly I here Kurt saying "Thanks guys! I love spending the day looking like hell." I look up and see Finn and Santana walking past with their hands locked. He sees me and his face goes blank, I wonder if he felt it too we lock eyes and I never want to pull away. We stare at each other until Kurt pulls me into the choir room. I don't have a right to be mad at him, Santana is his girlfriend and what they do is none of my business, but why her? Why does she get someone that great?
I sit down and zone out, I'm not in the mood to sing today.
