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Finns POV

How could she do that to me? Didn't she see my text? And then to flaunt him in front of me, I've done everything to make sure she hasn't had to see me Santana together. Yes sometimes it doesn't work but I'm only human. I don't want to think about them together, I don't want to think about him touching her. I feel rage and hurt all at the same time, every time my phone vibrates my heart falls into my stomach.

"Meet me in the janitors closet, I have something to tell you :) –San"

"Is everything ok babe?"-Finn

"YES! Just come on loser haha!"-San

I ask the teacher if I could use the bathroom, when I get up I walk past Rachel I can hear her sniffling, it takes everything in me not to stop. When I come to the janitors closer, i realize what this is probably about. I haven't slept with Santana in weeks. I usually try to be asleep when she gets on the shower or eat a sandwich in bed anything to kind of keep her away. I thought since I was not kissing Rachel anymore, I would not sleep with Santana anymore for Rachel. Well fuck that! She's all over that St. dumbass guy then I can do whatever I want. I take a deep breath and open the door "Hey baby, I've really missed you and I don't think I can wait until after practice." I shouldn't do this, not out of anger. "Baby we are not doing it in the janitors' closet, it smells like bleach." She giggles. And takes off her shirt, damn it she's hot, no Finn resist her. "San baby, it's been a while yes but we can hold out until we get to my house, or if you go home tonight I can come in when I drop you off." She looks at me and slips off her bra. "Jesus Christ, are you trying to kill me?" I ask her trying to not give in to her. "No just trying to fuck you." She pulls me in and slams into my lips as she unbuttons my pants. This isn't going as easily as I planned, she reaches in my boxers and wraps her hand about me tight. I moan and give into her I slam inside of her and with every stroke she gets louder, I might not have thought it was a good idea but I defiantly needed it. When we finish she kisses me on the lips and whispers into my ear, "I will forever be yours. I love you..see you after practice baby." Before I know it I'm sitting in the janitors' closet by myself, that s the complete opposite of trying to get her to understand that we don't belong together, but if Rachel is going to be with Jesse I need to accept that San and I are going to be together. Honestly, I think that even if Rachel and I don't end up together, I don't want to be with Santana. The one kissed I shared with Rachel was more passionate then anytime I've ever been intimate with Santana.

I walk out the janitors' closet and all I hear is "WAY TO GO MAN, SHAGGIN' IN THE CLOSET!" Puck can sometimes be extremely annoying, "Shut up man, I don't want everyone to know my every sexual act with my girlfriend." I say with an attitude. " Wow Finn leaving class and staying gone the whole time, smooth..no one suspected anything." Quinn says handing me my books and laughing. "Yeah well maybe I got lost." I wonder if that sounded as dumb as I think it did."I know you're a little slow Hudson, but seriously?" They both say walking away and laughing.

I just want to get to my car, I'm going to spend the weekend in my bed ALONE and trying to figure out what the hell I'm going with my life. When I get to my truck I hear a quite sob. I look around and there she is, Rachel. "What are you doing here?" I ask. "I got your text, what do you want me to say back to that Finn? You want me to wait for you? I can only imagine what you got done doing that you NEVER got back to class." I could tell she was angry and hurt. Why is she just now bringing up the text message? "I want you to love me Rachel, I want to go back in time and meet you the first day of high school so I could spend every day with you. But that isn't possible the fact of the matter is, we're in a horrible position. I'm with someone that won't let me go, and I've been with her for almost 4 years so I understand her hesitation and confusion. Then it's US Rachel, what are we other then two people who love each other more then the air they breathe and yet have to stay apart. Now you're dating someone, why? So you can hurt me? Being away from you hurts me. Every moment hurts me, so thanks but adding to it isn't necessary." I hate to see her cry, I didn't mean to make that happen I was just so frustrated. "I love you Finn but I don't know how long I…" I didn't let her finish I had to kiss her, I had to feel her lips against mine again. She pulled away, and now we both are just staring at each other crying. " I..i have to go Finn, I'll talk to you later." She walks away and I don't even try to stop her.

Suddenly my phone goes off.

"I saw that, either you tell Santana or I do"-Brittany

I've seemed to prove myself wrong, things CAN get worse.