Soooo sorry it took so long, ive been really busy. Ill try not to keep you guys waiting!
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Rachels POV
He kissed me, what does that mean? What does "have to stay apart" mean? Is he saying forever? I'm not going to sit around and wait for him. I spent my whole high school career waiting on him to notice me, I'm not going back to that. How I felt when he walked out of class and after 15 minutes all I hear is Quinn laughing and talking to her friends about how Santana and Finn are probably getting to know each other better. Every joke they made I felt like I was being stabbed in the heart. At the end of the class Noah is at the door waiting for Quinn and says " I would ask you where Finn is but I walked past the janitors closer awhile ago and heard his name a thousand times." He says laughing and looking at me out the corner of his eye. He might not be the smartest person ever but he knows when I'm about to cry. Plus, ever since he questioned me about Finn he noticed how I would flinched every time he said Finns.
Jesse's texting me and that is the last thing I want to worry about right now. I decide to just text him and tell that I'm sick.
Instead it was a text from Finn
"Rachel, Britt saw me kiss you. I don't know whats going to happen but I have to tell Santana. I'm picking her up after practice. I'll talk to you later, please remember I love you,- Finn." This is a good thing right? I mean if she knows then that means she'll have to understand that he moved on and she should to. When my phone rings my heart dropped, until I realize it's just Kurt. The thing about Kurt is, he somehow knows the gossip on the town, but him and Mercedes are gossip queens so I wasn't surprised when he was screaming into the phone that he heard Finn and I were sneaking around behind Santana's back, "You better run girl when that bitch hears about this shes going to tear through my brother to get to you." He says laughing, which I don't appreciate mostly because it's the truth. Santana hasn't been the most reasonable person, but if a guy is standing in front of you telling you he doesn't want you, you have to let him go right? "I'm pretty concerned for my brother, word around town is he's at her house right now to tell her about your secret affair, lets hope he makes me it back." He bust into uncontrollable laugher, I think he actually dropped the phone. "Im glad that my drama filled life is so entertaining for you Kurt." I say with a sly attitude. "Oh no, just the irony.. You and MY brother. If you knew how many girls try to get his attention for YEARS and all he sees is that she-devil Santana, and here you come. Someone that most people don't even know live in this town and tear him away from his girlfriend. You truly are one of a kind Rachel Berry, and I forgive you for keeping secrets." I was going to respond but I don't think he would have heard me through his laughter.
The thunder shakes the whole house; I feel the tears filling my eyes. I hear the door bell and I stop for a moment, its storming who would be at my door in the rain. I run to open the door, there he was standing at my door soaked by the rain that was dripping down his face. "W-what are you doing here? And why are you soaked?" I asked pulling him inside. "I ran, San took my keys so I just opened the door and ran. I needed to be with you." He said while stuttering, "Ho-how did it go? I mean im guessing not so good since she took your keys, I am so sorry, this is all my fault. I should have never made you chose. I should have understood that you have feelings for her and that…" he cut me off I think because he knew I was about to start rambling. "No, she didn't take it well, I'm not even sure if she actually took it, but I told her I met someone and that I fell for them faster then I could have ever fallen for someone. When she asked me who, I hesitated if I should tell her I didn't want her coming after you, but then I thought about it and Monday walking down the hall together …she'll know" He said smiling, I couldnt help but smile back.
Is it finally happening? Am I getting the man that I love? He pulled me into him and slammed his lips into mine, "I love you Finn." I said in a whisper. "I love you to Rach."
No one can take that moment away from me.
