Hey everyone, here is the next chapter for you all, I hope you enjoy this chapter. I'm sorry for this being a short chapter but today, my cold is truly kicking my butt, I feel like my mind is full of fog and I'm having trouble remembering a lot today because of this cold. I must admit that I won't do explicit scenes in this story for two reasons, I feel like I'm bordering my M rating and I can't write sex for hell. I've tried in my personal writing and it usually ends up with someone having a third leg at the end. Enjoy and I look forward to hearing from you all.

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Reid tried to get back his breath but found himself struggling as he came down from his climax, something he had not experienced in a very long time, the last time he had gone through such ecstasy was a few days before Martin had turned into a monster. Morgan had already reached his climax but continued to lavish him with attention. He couldn't believe how long it had lasted, he had never been with someone who was able to go on for so long. He let out a small gasp as Morgan bit into his neck gently. Through all his joy, a small part of him still felt like he had rushed into this, that part had almost stopped the session with Morgan. For a small amount of time, he had panicked when Morgan had got a little rough, he remembered tapping Morgan's shoulder and explaining his panic. Things had got easier after that, but things had still felt wonderful.

Reid watched as Morgan laid beside him, both of them sweating and smiling. Both stayed silent for a moment as they took in what had just happened.

"I'm sorry about getting a little rough," Morgan said before looking to Reid. "I know I scared you."

"It's okay. I haven't had a time like that in a very long time, it was great. Better than great."

"How long has it been since you've reached your climax?" Morgan said.

"A few days before Martin turned from Mr Hyde to Dr Jekyll," Reid shrugged, he found it easier to talk about Martin if he related him to some piece of literature. "We didn't do anything wrong, did we?"

"What do you mean, pretty boy?"

"We had our first date last night and we jumped right into bed together, I've never done that and after everything that has happened to me, I feel a little confused. I wanted this to happen, don't get me wrong, but I don't know if I lost control of myself."

Morgan sat up and looked down at him. "Do you think that you were ready for this?"

"I'm trying to figure out what I did to deserve what I just went through. Every moment was amazing and you didn't expect anything from me. I was ready for tonight but I've never had that moment where my heart took control over my brain. You kissed me and I was yours, you gave me a choice but my mind had focused on finally having something good happen that I didn't want you to stop."

"Spencer, I don't expect anything from you when we have sex because I want to give you everything. You spent over eight months at the hands of that monster, forced to give him whatever he wanted and forced into things you didn't want to do. I like giving you all the attention. You didn't rush into this and you know that too. We've planned this for months and I've been there for you when you've had nightmares. I remember you coming into my room on the nights you got really scared and sliding under the covers."

"What are we?" Reid asked.

"You're my boyfriend, if that's what you want to be," Morgan said. "This isn't some passing relationship. Ever since you got hurt by Martin, I've wanted to help you and make you happy."

"I'd like you to be my boyfriend," Reid grinned. "Can we wait for the team to find out? We didn't even tell them about our date, Derek."

"We're on first names then."

"You called me Spencer," he chuckled. "It seems rude not to go by our first names after what we just did."

"And after what we're about to do," Morgan smirked before pulling him close and kissing him.

Reid woke up the next morning and felt a hand tracing his back, fingers touched the long scars that Martin's belt had left during all his punishment sessions. He closed his eyes and felt his mind go back to painful times.

"No, Martin," he cried as Martin continued to force himself on him. "It hurts, stop it."

He opened his mouth as it became more painful, he let out a choked sob and couldn't do anything but let Martin finish. Martin collapsed on top of him, pinning him down to the floor with a thud. "Such a good little slut."

"I'm not a slut," Reid sobbed.

"Derek, am I a slut?" Reid whispered.

"No, you're a wonderful genius," Morgan said gently before wrapping his arms around him. "Never think like that."

Two weeks later

Reid sat at the bar with Morgan and laughed, they were both drinking soda and non alcoholic drinks. He loved that Morgan didn't drink but felt guilty as he knew Morgan did like to have a beer now and then.

"I have to tell Garcia."

"Why?" Reid questioned.

"She's wondering where I'm spending all my time and I think she's already knows. She was there when I admitted I had feelings and she knows about my sexuality. I hate lying to her and the others but I'm not ready for the others to know."

"They're profilers, I wouldn't be surprised if they already knew," Reid chuckled. "They might not, it's not like you openly grab my ass in the middle of the bullpen."

"Don't tempt me, pretty boy. I'm telling my baby girl when she gets here. I've never kept secrets from her."

Ten minutes later, they saw Garcia walk into the bar, they called and beckoned her to the booth they had managed to grab after a couple had left it. She came over and gave them each a kiss on the cheek. "How are my boys?"

"We're fine," Reid smiled at her. "Derek has something to tell you."

"I already know you two are together," she giggled as she took off her jacket. "I'm not an idiot."

"How do you know, baby girl?"

"I came round to Reid's house to drop off some food the other day and I know what a man looks like when he's got laid. You had a grin on your face and skip in your step. Plus, you're not being very subtle in the office sometimes. By the way, I know the back room is getting redecorated but the camera still works."

"Oh, what did you see?" Reid flushed red with embarrassment.

"Not much, I decided to turn it off before you two got into it," she said. "I deleted the footage so you won't get in trouble."

"You're not mad that we kept it from you," Morgan said.

"I'm not mad, I'm so happy that you two decided to get together. Derek Morgan, you treat my baby boy good."

Morgan reached out and held Reid's hand. "Don't worry, I am and I always will."

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