Hey guys I was kind of blocked, so I've been trying to figure out how I want to go about this, Santana is going to be back to the Santana we all know and her claws will come out. Thanks for following me in this and reviewing :)

Finns POV

I still see her face when I close my eyes, how much despair she had flooding through her when I told her I fell in love with someone else. Santana might not be the love of my life but that doesn't mean I want her to feel how I made her feel Friday night. I've spent the weekend with Rachel and when im with her it's a feeling I cant explain its secure its passion, its everything that goes with being truly in love with someone. We don't bring it up much, how we are going to handle when it when Monday comes. Rachel knows that Santana has been texting me, whenever my phone goes off I can see her face drop. It's complicated, I don't want to make Rachel feel weird so I just don't talk about it. Hurting Santana has hurt me she was my first love, my first everything.

Its Sunday night and I just don't feel like it can be avoided anymore. She has to understand that San isn't going to let this go without some type of retaliation, in her eyes Rachel stole her love. Santana does understand that I was stolen I hadn't been her in along time. When my phone vibrates we both feel it, and we both know who it was.

"I know you love her, but can you meet me in the morning to talk? I think after all these years together I deserve that Finn-San"

"Ofc Sanny, when and where?- Finn"

"My house around 7am, before school starts?-San"

"I'll be there-Finn"

I wouldn't say that Rachel was ok with me meeting Santana but I think she knows its something that has to be done. I stayed over Sunday night, and when Puck and her parents fell asleep I went into her room. I had heard her sobbing then I was waiting for Puck to pass out. I knew why, so when I got into her room I didn't say anything I just got into her bed and pulled her close to me. After setting my alarm I passed out right along with her.

When my alarm went off I could feel her jump and pull me closer, "I have to go baby, ill see you at school. I kissed her and started to get ready. The drive to San's house was agonizing, I didn't know what I was walking into but I needed closure. When Puck went and got my truck he said she wasn't looking so hot. The closer I got to her door the faster my heart beats. "Hey Finn" Puck wasn't lying, her eyes were swollen and she was wearing my jersey from last year. I didn't know what to say I just stood there, for what felt like a lifetime. Finally I could hear her starting to cry " I still love you, you know?" it felt like I couldn't breathe, "I know San, I know." I sit next to her on the edge of her bed. "I just don't understand why you are doing this to me?" when she said that I realized that ive never seen this side of Santana before, she was being honest with me and letting her guard down. It was new. "I care about you Sanny, that hasn't and will never change. What I felt for you just isn't the same anymore, being with you and loving someone else was more hurtful for you then this. I hate seeing you hurt but what kind of person would I be if I continued on like that?" By this time she's crying so hard I don't think she even hears me. "Stay here with me Finn, just for a little, don't leave me again." I knew that she needed me, "Ok, ill stay for a little, first I have to make a call." She nodded and I walked into her living room. I pull out my phone to call Rachel and realize I've had 6 missed called and 3 texts from her asking me when I was going to get to school.

I look at the clock and had no clue I was here for almost 2 hours. I decide to shoot her a text since shes in class.

"Sorry I didn't see your text or calls, everything is fine and nothing has happened crazy, she just needs someone right now. Ill be there for last period. I LOVE YOU RACHEL, nothing or no one can change that-Finn"

When I turn around to head back to Sans room I could tell she was still crying, as the person that has caused this, I have a obligation to TRY and make it better.