6

I woke up being hugged by someone. Their face was close to mine and their soft breathing tickled my cheek.

Kendall. That's who it is. His arm was around me and he was holding my hand. I didn't want to move because I would wake him up. I softly played around with his fingers until 20 minutes later he woke up. I wouldn't notice apart from the fact he started stroking my hand. That's when I turned around and looked at him. He was so breathtakingly beautiful.

"Morning." He smiled down at me. He still had a hold of my hand.

"Good morning" I replied smiling wide.

"So are you going to tell me what those nightmares are about? You really scared me last night you know. I though you were getting murdered!" He said his eyes wide. That's the question I hope he wouldn't ask me. I've had nightmares for a couple of months now. Every night. I hated it.

I just ignored his first question and laughed. "What time are we leaving? I need to get ready." I said and started getting out of the bed. He grabbed my hand and I winced. I could feel the blood softly soaking through my long sleeved top. I pulled my hand away from him.

"Sorry! Didn't mean to grab you that hard! You still haven't told me what is up with those nightmares? Is it something I can help with?" He didn't seem to notice the blood. I had my bleeding arm folded into the other arm, trying not to show the pain.

"It's just... I don't know... It's just stupid stuff that happened ages ago! Still freaks me out!" I replied, trying to sound casual. "I really have to go to the bathroom now."
I said and casually walked into the bathroom locking the door and yanking my sleeve up to reveal the blood. The cuts were still so soft that any kind of extreme contact would cause them to bleed again.

I went to the sink and started cleaning myself up. The cuts very horrible. So red. It made me feel sick. I quickly went into the shower trying not to get my arms wet. When I came out if the shower I realised that I didn't bring any clothes with me. Why am I so stupid? I wrapped myself with a towel and peeked outside, hoping Kendall was in his room. He wasn't here. I breathed out. I tip-toed over to my suitcase and brought out a light green jumper and some jeans. Also I grabbed my underwear and ran into the bath room. I got dressed, brushed my teeth and did my hair.

I came out and Kendall was already in my room, sitting on my bed with his phone in my hand so I assumed he was texting someone. His hair was still damp from the shower. I walked over and tapped him on the shoulder.

He looked up at me and smiled. "All ready to go?" He asked, getting up and grabbing his suitcase.

"Yes!" I put my pyjamas in the suitcase, making sure he couldn't see the blood, and closed it.
When I turned around, he was standing right in front of me. He came up close to me.

"I've been wanting to do this for a while now, it's been ages since the last time." He whispered softly and brought his face closer to mine. I closed my eyes and waited for him. His soft lips brushed across my lips a couple of times and then finally settled. His lips felt amazing and fitted in perfectly with mine. I could feel his tongue softly sliding across my bottom lip trying to find a way in. I smiled and let him in. I enjoyed the softness of this kiss.

We stayed like that for a while until Kendall pulled away and started kissing my jaw. Then started going down towards my neck. I loved how soft and careful he was being.

He stopped after a while, and looked me in the eyes. "We have to go now." He smiled and kissed my nose.

I wasn't sure if I would be able to move. I tried moving my leg. It still worked. I walked after Kendall.

He grabbed my suitcase and walked towards the door. We checked out and went to the car.

"So what do you fancy for breakfast?" He asked me, starting up the car.

I though for a while. "Pancakes, yes pancakes." I replied smiling.

"Pancakes it is!" He started driving.

Soon we stopped at some cafe that looked promising. We walked in and sat down. After a bit a waitress came up.

"Hello, I'm Lucy and I will be you're server for today. What can I get you handsome?" She turned round and smiled at Kendall, sticking her boobs in his face. I rolled my eyes.

Kendall looked a bit awkward. "Er I would like the cheese omelette and a plain coffee please." He said trying to look anywhere but at her.

"Sure thing!" She smiled at him and then turned round and faced me. Her face darkened and she looked at me like I was a piece of shit.

"I would like pancakes with Nutella and a hot chocolate please!" I smiled, just to annoy her. She noted it down and and gave me one more evil look before turning round to Kendall and smiling.

Kendall laughed awkwardly after she left, wiggling her bum from left to right. "well that was... Different!" I giggled.

We talked for a while until the food arrive. She put our food down and went to get our drinks. She laid Kendall's in front of him but as she was putting mine down she tripped and spilled the hot chocolate over my arm that was currently resting on the table.

I let out a scream. "What the fuck?!" Kendall said looking at her. She looked shocked so I assumed she either didn't mean it or she was a good actress.

It was burning me and it didn't help with all the cuts.

Kendall reached over and grabbed a napkin then yanked my sleeve up. I tried to stop him but it was to late.

His eyes grew wide as he stared at all the cuts. He then turned to me and mouthed one word.

"Why?"