'Ello, Mokimo here! Time to finally bring you the resolution to my last chapter. This chapter is dedicated to the lovely loritakitochan for all her patience baited with anticipation. Hehe
Sorry on the long wait…again…I have been dealing with some pretty major issues (sad face). But I shall try my best to survive (determined face)! Besides, it be much longer chapter this time (claps)! That's good right…right??
So, without any FURTHER delay…
Hatori's Hidden Heartache chapter 15 b a.k.a. chapter 16:
The Doggie's Style, Part 2
+ This chapter is almost entirely LEMON (ShigurexAkito). If you don't like or are offended or whatever…blahblity blah…then don't read. +
.:. Shigure's P.O.V. .:.
"Just what do you think you're doing?" I smirk, allowing her to throw my forgotten yukata across the room.
"You should know very well." She answers, smirking as well.
Before I can fully register it, I'm pushed halfway across the room and stumble, falling to the floor. Akito is soon kissing, nipping at, biting…sucking every inch of me.
"Keep that up and I'll have at least 20 hickeys by morning." I chide her.
She looks up momentarily. "So what?" And then grabs my lower lip in her mouth, sucking on it hungrily.
"What will Hatori think?" I wonder. "So is this the only reason you missed me, Aki-Chan?! I'm hurt." I feign a look of desolation.
I expect her to hit me over being called Aki-Chan, but she just raises her eyebrows. In response to my question, she just kisses me down my chest until she reaches my dick, taking it into her mouth and yanking…hard.
"Ah…ha ah ha ah ha…" I moan in a strange mixture of pain and pleasure. She looks up and smirks before taking my length into her mouth once again.
.:. Akito's P.O.V. .:.
I suck on Shigure for awhile and then slide my mouth off his dick, allowing my saliva to drip down over it. I look at it and then look up at his face and smirk.
"Well, Shi-Chan," I tease him. That should get him back for calling me Aki-Chan. "It seems that you're plenty hard, hm? Tell you what, since I'm usually nice and feeling especially generous today I'll be your dog. What do you say?" I get down on my hands and knees, flaunting my ass in the air."
I sense Shigure stiffening, in a bad way this time, and turn to face him. He is visibly shaking.
Taken aback, I momentarily let my mask slip, getting up to caress his cheek. "Shigure? What's wrong?"
"I…" he looks away and steps backwards. "I'm no longer your dog Akito."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean…" he looks up at me, this time caressing my cheek. "I mean…I'm free…I'm not part of the zodiac anymore."
"You're lying!" I scream, slapping his hand away, shaking.
"No, Akito, you know I wouldn't lie about something like this. And I'm not the only one. Hatori was freed too. And Kureno was freed sometime ago, wasn't he?"
"YOU! BASTARD!" I scream, slapping him hard across the face.
He spits out blood from the corner of his mouth, looking at me and attempting to come into my bubble again.
"You bastard!" I scream, slapping him repeatedly. "You bastard; you fucking son of a bitch! How dare you lie to me? How dare you? How dare you?!"
I break down sobbing. "Shigure, don't leave me! Don't leave me! Please, please don't leave me!"
.:. Shigure's P.O.V. .:.
Hm…I was resigned to this. Sure, I didn't expect her to react quite so strongly…but for the sake of everyone involved, I can't give in to her. I can't become her lap dog like Kureno…though I will miss her…and the sex… Dammit, I really am a bastard. I mean, it's not like I hate her… I love her and I always have. I just love Hatori…more…
"Fine." I hear myself say. "I can't promise to be yours forever, but if you'll spare Hatori, I'll be only yours and no one else's…just for today."
.:. Akito's P.O.V. .:.
"That's not good enough!" I scream. "But I guess I'll have to accept it…for now…"
You think getting along the same as loving? (1)
I walk back up to him and begin tentatively kissing him. I feel him kissing back and intensify my force. So…he wasn't kidding about being mine and only mine…today…
Sometimes…love is where you hating most
I kiss all down his chest, taking every inch of him, leaving my mark. Mine. Mine. Mine.
The more you ruv someone…
We toss and tumble onto my bed mat, still kissing each other with a hunger I had never realized before.
The more you want to kill them…
I turn onto my hands and knees and allow him to enter me with a sharp intake of breath. Everything feels so…so…so… well, almost bitter sweet, but so amazing at the same time. It's truly the best sex I've ever had.
The more you ruv someone…
We keep on…over and over and over. "More!" I scream, tears streaming down my face. "Give me more!" I ride him, he flips me and enters me missionary style; I suck him while he eats me out… I've become addicted; I can't get enough. And it seems he can't either.
The more you wanting him dead
Yet it's only…for today…
Forget regret or life is yours to miss / No day but today (2)
.:. Shigure's P.O.V. .:.
Exhausted, Akito and I finally collapse on the bed mat after hours of erm…romping…on it. I turn my head to her, breathing heavily, and realize that she fell asleep the moment her head hit the pillow. I cover her with a blanket and lean in to whisper in her ear. "Don't get me wrong. I have, and always will, love you. But I can't leave Hatori. As much as I love you, we'll just never work… whereas Hatori and I are each other's reason for living." I sigh, stand up, and fetch my deserted yukata. "Goodbye."
Just came to say…Goodbye love, goodbye.
End of Chapter 16.
Author's notes: Lyrics are from Avenue Q (see (1)) and RENT (see (2)). I hope everyone enjoyed the chapter! I actually originally intended to write out in detail every single act of sex (kitty face, meow) but the chapter was getting long enough as it is and I'm sick and tired (sweat drop). So, it didn't turn out to be such a graphic lemon after all…but I'm still relatively proud of the chapter overall. I hope everyone can appreciate Shigure's love of both Akito and Hatori. Poor Shi-Chan…being bi is hard enough, especially when you really truly love both a man and a woman at the same time. On top of that, it takes a lot to admit one relationship won't work out, no matter how much you want it to. I know from personal experience.
Wow…three out of thirteen zodiac members freed…I wonder if anymore will be released in this story? MwaHaHaHaHaHaaaaa!
And…to help encourage myself to write another chapter before the end of the calendar year, I am giving you all permission to track me down and haunt me if I don't get chapter 17 up before September 1st.
Well…ttyl! !!Mokimo over and out!!