(WARNING: Lots of smut. ;D Enjoy!)
Chapter 7
"My Sexy Love"
Edd's POV
'Goddamn...' That's all I kept saying in my mind. I can't believe Kevin got the courage to come over here and force a kiss on me. I couldn't stop smiling when I was kissing him. I've wanted this for so long that it hurts.
When we got up to my room, I closed the door by pushing Kevin against it. I kissed him deeply, and ripped my shirt off. I soon worked Kevins shirt off of him too and I smiled. Even though he has a small and frail physique, I'm still very attracted to his body. I ran my hands slowly up his sides and bit his neck. Kevin moaned out breathlessly, saying my name.
"Edd! Ahh...!" I growled a little in his ear and grabbed his arms, pulling them over his head. He pulled away from my lips a little and we just stared at each other, panting for a few seconds.
"Eddward?" I smiled and kissed Kevin again.
"Mm, yes pum'kin?" He wrapped his arms around my neck and bit his lip.
"This door isn't very comfortable..." I laughed a little.
"I presume you'd like to be on the bed then?" He nodded and I wrapped my arms around his waist, carrying him across my room to my bed. I laid him down, then leaned over him, kissing him once more. Kevin put his hands on my chest and pushed me back a little gently.
"Can I tell you why I came back...over here?" I looked down in his eyes.
"You don't have to explain yourself, pum'kin. I can already tell what you would say." He smiled a little, and his cheeks turned a little pink. I couldn't help but smile back at him. "You are so fucking adorable." I lowered my head down to his neck, kissing it and biting softly. Kevin moaned a little, so I bit harder. This made he squeak a little.
"If i could have my way with you, I'd take you right now..." I whispered in his ear, nipping at his ear lobe. He turned his head toward mine and whispered back.
"Then...take me..." I sat up to look at him. I wanted to make sure I heard him right. "Eddward.. I want you...Right now."
"Are you..sure love?" Kevin blushed at me calling him love, and I smirked.
"Yes, I'm very sure. 100 percent sure. I really want you right fucking now." I started to unbuckle my pants, but Kevin stopped me. "Pl-please. Let me..." I was so infatuated with his assertiveness tonight. It was turning me on so much. We switched spots, so he was sitting between my legs. I sat up on my elbows to watch him.
Kevin undid my pants and bit his lip when he pulled them off of me. I didn't even care that he just threw them. He looked at my waist, then back up at me, it seemed to get permission to take off my boxers.
"Go on, pum'kin." I smiled, still sitting on my elbows. He slowly pulled them off, and I swear his eyes were going to pop out of his head when he saw how hard I already was. I could see how nervous he was because he was just staring at my cock like it was a monster or something. "Babe, you don't need to be nervous..." He then grabbed it, and started slowly, just flicking his wrist in all the right ways. I threw my head back and bit my lip, trying to muffle out my moans. I know for a fact my moans would make me the masculine one here.
Before I knew it, I felt Kevin's mouth on my cock, and my hips jerked up because I didn't expect it. I accidentally made him gag. I couldn't help but chuckle. I put my hand on the back of his head and smiled. I pushed on his head a little so he'd take more into his mouth, and he did willingly. I don't where he learned all of this that he was doing with his mouth, but I couldn't stand it. "Goddamn, pum'kin.." I said through my clenched jaw. "I don't know how long I'll last if you keep this up-ahh!" Kevin scraped his teeth up and down my cock, making me moan loud. I gripped the back of his hair tightly. "Keep...doing...whatever the hell...you're doing!" I managed to say in between breathless moans. Kevin kept at it, making me jerk my hips up numerous times, moan his name, and bite my lip so hard, i almost bled. "Ah, Kevin!" I screamed a little and grabbed the back of his head. "I'm gonna-aahh!" I couldn't even hold it in anymore. I came in his mouth. He looked up at me a few seconds later and smiled. I sat up on my elbows and smirked. I could see how hard he was through his shorts. I can't believe he still had them on!
"Come here, sexy." Kevin grinned in the sexiest way I have ever seen before. I made him lay down, and i ripped his shorts off and his boxers right along with them. I smiled at him and leaned over him to kiss him again. I grinded against him roughly, putting my head down to listen to him moan softly in my ear. The moment I put my head down, my hat fell off on the side of the bed. I stopped, and Kevin just looked at me, then at my hat. He picked it up to put it back, but i stopped him.
"Just leave it." His eyes immediately went to my scar, but I moved my head. "Ask about it later." I reached over to my nightstand drawer and pulled out a small bottle of lube. Kevin's eyes went wide with fear, but I leaned down to kiss him softly.
"Don't worry pum'kin. I won't hurt you. I promise.." Kevin watched me as I squirted a respectable amount on my fingers. I knew he was scared, but I didn't want his first time to be so scary for him.
"Spread your legs, babe." He did as he was told, and I kissed him, biting his lip while my hand slid between his legs.
Kevin's POV
I squeezed my eyes shut. All of a sudden, I felt Eddwards finger. It was a cold, but burning sensation. I know I didn't like this. I wasn't normal to me, so my body began to reject it. Eddward placed his free hand on my hip and looked down at me.
"You need to relax, pum'kin.." He gave me an evil grin and I took a deep breath to relax. As soon as I felt my muscles relax, I felt another burning, stretching sensation. Eddward smiled at me moaning out, and I just flushed. I felt embarrassed for how loud I was being. I was fearful that someone wandering outside would hear me. After a few minutes, the burning was gone. Eddward removed his fingers and looked down at me. 'Was that it...?' I titled my head a little and he smirked. I couldn't help but look at his hair. It fell down clear past his shoulders. It was beautiful, long, and jet black. I smiled, and so did he. He leaned over me and kissed me softly, before I felt the worst pain I have ever felt in my entire life. I screamed out, feeling tears in the corners of my eyes, and this startled Eddward. He quickly pulled out and brought me to his chest, holding me.
"We don't have to do this if you aren't ready, Kevin.." He rubbed my back gently, but I pushed him back. I climbed on top of his lap and smirked.
"No, Eddward. I want this now. I want you now. I want you to.." He dug his nails into my hips and I shivered.
"Want me to what, pum'kin?" He started grinding his hips up against mine, and I moand a litle.
"F-fu-fuck me!" I screamed out. I got off his lap and he sat up on his knees.
"Turn around..." I faced his bedframe, and felt him push me down. "Face down, ass up pum'kin. Now." I did what he said, and I honestly loved how demanding he was. I kept my face against the pillow, not wanting to watch what he was doing to me. I listened while he opened something, then poured more lubricant onto himself. He pressed against me gently and I took a deep breath.
"You ready, pum'kin? It will hurt at first...Just relaz..." I nodded, but he didn't take that for an answer.
"Tell me if you're ready." I was getting really impatient.
"I'm ready!" I yelled through the pillow. He rubbed himself against me, teasing me.
"Ready for what?" He giggled and continued to tease me. I turned my head around and screamed.
"For you to FUCK ME! Please stop fucking teasing me!" I put my head back down in the pillow, not believing what just came out of my mouth. I bit the pillow, anticipating what was about to happen. I heard Eddward giggle.
"If you...insist." With his last word, he slowly slid into me. I grabbed the sheets, clawing at them. The pain was almost unbearable. I just wanted to kick Eddward off of me, but then again, I wanted to stick this out. I wanted to feel pleasure from him, instead of pain. Inch by inch, he slowly slid into me. I felt time was slowling down because of how slow this was going. I know he didn't want to hurt me, but damn. He started slowly moving his hips, but I wanted more. I pushed my hips back against his.
"More..." I muffled out. I swear, I could feel him smiling behind me. He grabbed my hips tightly and started thrusting in and out of me harder. I was already sweating and panting from being so nervous. Eddward scratched down my back, which made me arch my back.
"Oh, fuck!" He yelled out. "Stay just like that!" I put my hands up against the bed frame and pushed my hips against his. He started going faster, and harder. I almost couldn't take it anymore.
"Eddward!" I screamed. "Harder, fuck! Pl-please!" I felt him grip my shoulder, and move my leg a little to the right and I moaned incredibly loud.
"Heh, I must've...found...your...prostate..." He spoke with each thrust. "Fuck, pum'kin, I'm about to come!" He moaned out my name, which sent shivers down my spine. I've never heard anyone say my name like that. I kept pushing my hips against his until I came all over Eddwards bed. He pulled out of me, then collasped next to me. We both looked at each other, then laughed. He pulled me into his arms and kissed me softly.
"I've been waiting for this moment for so long, Kevin." I blushed when he finally said my name.
"M-me too..." I smiled shyly, and he kissed me again.
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We were sitting on Eddward's back porch while he smoke a cigarette, and I was sitting away from him. I didn't approve of his habit, and I didn't want to smell like an ash tray.
"You know how bad those are for you, right Eddward?" He chuckled then exhaled smoke.
"Yeah, yeah. I already got the lecture from everyone." He turned around and smiled at me. "So I'm curious as to why you came back over..." He took another hit of his cigarette. "And let me fuck you?"
I blushed. "Eddward!" He laughed and put his cigarette out. Thank goodness.
"Seriously pum'kin. I want to know.." He leaned against the pillar on his porch and I sighed.
"When I left you at Bella's show, I was scared of my true feelings, I suppose." He Nodded slowly and looked the other way. I bit my lip and took a deep breath. "I guess I didn't want to admit to myself that I liked guys..." He still hasn't made eye contact with me yet. "That I liked you." This made him look at me and smirk.
"What made you realize that you liked me, huh?" I took out another cigarette and I sighed.
"I suppose it started when you came out. I just always found myself...staring at you. Not how a guy should stare at another guy. And i don't know. I was really scared of you. I was completely intimidated by you! And when you started calling me pumpkin and bullying me, I didin't know what to think." Eddward was looking at his feet, staying silent.
"I see now, Eddward, that was your way of flirting with me. Right?" He smiled and chuckled a little. "It was a... bad way. But it got my attention. And I just knew it. And when you first kissed me I-"
I was cut off by Eddward kissing me deeply. He pulled away a little too soon, which was a little disappointing.
"You talk too much, pum'kin." He winked at me and took my hand. "I have a question, and I need you answer it right now, no matter what you tell me."
I bit my lip anxiously and nodded. "What is your question, Eddward?" He squeezed my hands.
"I won't lie about all the feelings I have toward you. You are the only one that can drive me crazy, and make my stomach do flips a second later. I know my feelings are true, and I won't deny them or ignore them anymore. I need to know if you feel the same toward me. I need to know Kevin!" He squeezed my hands again and took a deep breath. "I guess what I'm asking is..."
My heart started racing, and I felt my face flush.
"Will you.."
'I can't believe he's asking me this. What am I gonna say? What will Nat say? What will Nazz say?!
What will his friends think?! Oh my god!'
"..be my..."
'This is it. Oh god, this is it.'
"Boyfriend?"
I looked at him in the eyes, with my mouth open from the shock of his question. I stared at him for a few seconds before I was even able to speak.
"Eddward, I..." No words would come out of my mouth. I was overwhelmed with the question, I completely forgot to speak right, let alone breathe right.
"Kevin? Please, I need an answer..." He squeezed my hands tighter. "Will you be mine?"
I took a deep breath, and found the courage to answer.
"What if I say yes?" Eddward sighed and sat down, pulling my hands down with him. He looked me in the eyes and laced his fingers with mine.
"If you were to say yes, Things would be different."
"Different, in what way?" His grip on my hands tightened.
"I would never take advantage of you. I'd treat you like a fucking prince. No, a fucking god. I would never let anyone come in between us, and I sure as hell wouldn't let someone push you around." I tried to pull my hands away, but he wouldn't let me.
"Eddward, you're only one that has pushed me around..." His cheeks turned red, and he put his head down pulling his hands away. He pulled his hat down over his eyes a little, then sat back and crossed his arms. I tried to put my hand on his knee, but he jerked it away. Clearly, I struck a nerve.
"Eddward, why would you pick this time to say anything about this? We graduate in little over two months...You honestly have terrible timing." He chuckled, but kept his head down. He kept quiet for a few seconds, then jerked his head up.
"What the hell do you mean by that?" He finally snapped.
"We'll be going our separate ways after the summer..." My voice trailed off, not sure of what I was going to say after that. We just stared at each other for a minute, then Eddward finally spoke up.
"I'd be willing to do anything for you." My heart sank to my stomach. I could feel a lump in my throat, but I took a deep breath. I didn't know what to say. In my heart I wanted to say yes, but i couldn't wrap myself around the fact that my childhood bully wanted to be in a relationship with me.
"I...I need some time to think about this, Eddward." I stood up and straightened out my shirt. Eddward stood beside me and wrapped his arms around my waist.
"One more kiss then?" He smiled wide, showing the little gap between his teeth. I bit my lip and stared at him. He chuckled and leaned down but I pecked his cheek quickly, then freed myself of his grasp. I walked as fast as I could to my house, making sure I did not look back once at his house.