After hours of crying into each other's arms, I went back home and dwelled upon my windowsill, letting the cool air that will soon disappear, brush against my fingertips. Only 2 months then I can escape this dreadful nightmare and start out somewhere new. However, I will miss him no matter what. In addition, Kurt too. I still haven't confided in her about the incident with Zeke's dad, but it might be better if she didn't know. If no body had ever known.
The memories returning as he appears on my front lawn and immediately spots me on my roof. Thankfully, my parents won't be returning for a while, or this might have ended badly. He climbed up the side rim and joined me on the sill.
"What, so you're Spiderman now? Let me guess, next week I'll find out that you keep a big ass mallet in your back pocket to kill people with." I teased as he let out a soft chuckle and ended it with a smirk before slipping into my room. No matter how close we got, this action seemed a little weird and made me the slightest bit of uncomfortable.
"I literally saw you a couple of hours ago, what else is there to s-"
"Run away with me." He blurted as it caught me off guard and I fell into deep confusion. "W-what?"
The chocolate in his eyes, growing dark, determined. The color they had once been when he lost himself.
"I thought over everything and I can't find any other solution…There is no other solution except leaving, together. Especially after today. About how we, joined as one."
I grinned at his metaphor of expressing that we…you know…did it. And honestly, it was truly breath taking, every single moment, filled with intense passion and longing. Still this idea seemed bizarre. " W-we can't just leave. If you don't remember, we're still in high school." He scoffed and leaned against my door. "You'd be the last person I'd expect to care about school."
I scrunched my eyebrows, slightly offended by his statement. "Well a person can change and after every life scarring moment, I definitely have!" My voice rising as my anger strengthened. "Well then we can leave! And be our old selves!" He suggesested once again. I didn't approve the idea at all. "Well, what if I like the new me?"
His demeanor changed as he turned around to face me with a look of disbelief. "Are you kidding? When's the last time you sketched in that …what ever it is of yours."
"It's called a sketchpad! And lately I've been a little distracted to even consider the idea."
"If we leave, you'll be free from distractions! We don't have a lot of time!" No matter what I said, he'd come back with another supporting detail to why we should flee Libney. I didn't understand why he wanted to leave this bad. And what valuable time could we be possibly wasting?
"Like I said, I don't want to be 'myself'." I stated as he let out another groan and ran towards the sill in agitation. "Why is it so hard for you to understand that the old me, isn't who I want to be!" I screamed as he began to escape this argument and was already on the dead grass once I reached the window. "Of course it is, it's how it always is. You grow tired of being someone your not." Before he could go any, further I instantly replied. "WELL EXCUSE ME! I recall the old me having suicidal thoughts and being miserable and depressed all the time! You think I actually want to live that lifestyle?"
With no answer he headed off towards the sidewalk then stopped in his tracks and face my direction and spoke, "It's the one you chose before."
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*Tap* *Tap*. My pencil repeatedly banged against the rim of my closed textbook that was lounging on my desk in Social Studies. It had been a couple days since Finn and I had spoken. Everytime we pass each other in the hallway, its either an exchange of a smile or a wave, and sometimes even complete silence. It's been stuck on my mind for quite a while now, especially after getting the silent treatment from him in Criminal Justice. "I'm going to fail!" Kurt hollered as he planted himself in the chair next to me, fumbling with his notebooks and papers. "The final exam is in 3 weeks and I havent even read over our notes on the Missouri Compromise." As Kurt went on with his lecture, I zoned out noticing a new student walk into our room, a very different student. She had long black hair with streaks of blue dyed at her tips. Heavy eye makeup and red lipstick.
"She's Tina." Kurt blurted as if he had been reading my mind. Or simply followed my gaze. "So many new students have been showing up today, I saw five of them register this morning and I'm serious when I say I'd date that brown hair shotrie." I was quite interested in meeting these new kids, especially if they all came in at once, together. Tina sat in the front while gave her some handouts. I couldn't take my eyes off her, besides the fact that she was goth, she seemed so comfortable, as if she's been here before. Then she caught my glance and I immediately acted like I was writing on my handout, then seconds later I peered up at her and she shot me a grin so full of rebellion, it sent waves of worry down my spine as she slowly faced the front of the room.
I strolled down the halls to my locker on the other side of the school when I turned a corner and ran into a tall and broad figure. I fumbled to the groud as the stranger began to shuffle my papers together then help me up. "I'm terribly sorry, are you okay?" When my vision was focused, a image of a tall brunette appeared, and he wasn't half bad looking. "It's okay, I kind of cause trouble for people on a regular bases." He let out a soft chuckle while he handed me my textbooks. "You're one of the new kids right?" I blurted out as he looked at me with curiosity and I simply reassured, "I know a fresh face when I see it."
"Oh, well then, yes. I'm Brody. I just joined here with my step brother, Jessie." So far the boy Kurt is crushing on, is probably Jessie. Cause Brody is just a tad bit out of his league. Too manly for Kurt and Jessie can definitely pass the gay card with his undenying cute curls, or whatever Kurt calls it. "Well, Brody, it's very nice to meet you, but I've gotta go." I started marching right passed him till I heard him call back, "I'll see you later, right?" I didn't answer, I turned slightly and gave a half grin before marching into Science.
So far I met creepy, goth, but pretty girl, Tina. The handsome leader of the pack, Brody. Then descriptions of Kurt's crush, Jessie. But as I resume to my memories, I'm aware that Kurt mentioned 5 new students.
I didn't give up hope when I saw a petite, tall blonde enter the room. Medium lengthed cookie cutter blonde hair that was properly propped on her shoulders. Her bright blonde bangs that supported the deepness of her sea blue eyes. The slightest of flaws in sight. Perhaps none. Her lips, red as blood. Skin, fair as young.
My luck abandoned me when she decided to slide onto the empty stool next to me not even saying a word. Not being oblivious, but choosing to ignore the glances and stares the jocks shot at her. She flung her hair around her shouler then turned to me in a smirk and saw the notebook that was placed in front of me.
"Rachel Berry? I'm Quinn" She spoke softly, her voice seductive and swift as a whisper. Seemed like a polite new student till her next statement somewhat offended me. "Such a reilef to meet you."
I was lost, we have never spoken and it's as if she had hoped I wasn't as attractive as she was. "Relief?" I asked. "Of course, I can't have a drop dead, gorgeous girl take my place. Not that it really matters, there's probably no intentions for using you anyways."
I still sat confused as I sat up straighter, feeling stupid that I had no idea what she was talking about. "I'm sorry, I don't understand what's going on here."
She scoffed, "I'm very aware that you do." The way she glared at me felt as if a demon had entered my soul and took over me. Her eyes narrowed at mine and obviously showed hatred towards me. "Don't hurt yourself trying to figure it all out. Leave the 'intriguing pain' to me." She faced forward and began to tap her pencil at incredible speed between her fingers. I faced forward, but at the corner of my eye I saw a smirk pull itself onto her face. Just as I began ignoring her odd behavior, she began to lightly hum a tune. A tune I was very familiar with. The bell had rung and she began to sing the song louder. I knew that song, it was our song. It sent chills down my spine, the way she slid off her stool and grinned at me. I know one thing so far and it concerns me a lot. She knows Finn.
Things get interesting in the next chapter, you met a couple of people today, yet there's more to come, especially confessions! Hope you enjoyed! Please Comment!
