She went into his room and walked over to his bed and said," Stilies are you awake?" He rolled over and said," Lyida waht are you doing here?" She responded with," I couldnt sleep and we need to talk about what had gone on at school." Stilies rolled back over and said," theres nothing to talk about."
Lydia said," Stilies come on you know we have a lot to talk about." Stilies sat up and tried not to break down and said," Lyida I am sorry that you saw that today ok? I know that it was embarressing and all I have been doing is messing everything up for you. I promise I will stay away from you and not mess anything up for you or for anyone else for that matter."
Lydia said," Stilies please thats not why I am here. I am not here to tell you to stay away from me. I want us to still be close and to get closer. Stiles you have to belive me. Please Stiles, please." Stilies dad came into the room and said," Lyida lets just give him time ok!" she nodded and said, "Good-night Stilies, I will see you at school."
With that said she left and she went home and tried to get some sleep but she failed at it as did Stilies. Soon it was the morning and Stilies drove to school and didnt say much through out the day and Scott noticed. He knew what was going on and he understood that both Lyida and Stilies were hurt and embarresed.
During lunch Scott saw Stilies sitting in the hallway and he wasnt eating anything. So he walked over and sat down next to him. Scott sat there for a few in silence because he knew that Stilies was just siting there day dreaming.
Stilies then spoke up and said," Hey Scott do you blame me for trying to kill people?" Scott said, No way man, Stilies you know that it wasnt really you. Man I would never blame you for anything."
Stilies said, I was just thinking about many things. Like would the world be better if maybe I died and my mom ended up living and my dad wouldnt have to deal with all my problems that I cause. Maybe with Lyida it would be better if i just dissapeared. She can go back with the popular group and I wouldnt be here to hold her back. She is to good for me and we all know it Scott."
Scott said," Stilies how do you think I would feel if something would happen to you and how do you honestly think your dad would feel and Lydia and everyone else who cares about you. Come on Stilies."
Stilies just sighed. After a bit of time had passed the bell rang and the rest of the day went by fast for everyone. After school everyone went home. Later on into the night Scott got a call from Stilies father and he said," Scott please Stilies he left a note saying that he is sorry for all of the problems he has caused. Scott I feel like he is gone already. Please you have to help me stop him. He is going to jump"
Scott said," I will meet you by the bridge, he has to be there I can here him crying in the distance. I wil also call Lydia and tell her to meet us there as well." He hing up the phone and quickly called Lyida and told her everything. they both lef tright away and drove as fast as they could.
Once they got there his dad was already there. He was trying to talk Stilies down from jumping. Stilies was crying and he said," Why should I live? All I do is cause you problems dad. Mom should be here, not me. Scott you are my best friend but come on man all I do is cause problems. Lydia please I am so sorry for messing up your life I really am. I shouldnt be here." "I dont belong."