I told everyone I would be writing more soon. I finally got some time and sat down to update this story. I'm not sure if when I first started to write this story if this is where I intended to go with it. To be honest the whole story was written for the one scene in chapter 5 or 6 which ever it is that kai and Max first really get intimate. I just wanted to share that scene but had to build up to it so it actually made sense. Now I'm still trying to stick to that same kind of concept.

I really don't like to make characters to OCC but if I haven't said before with this story it makes sense. They're being OCC for a reason not just because I'm horrible at writing for characters lol.

Thank you to everyone who has read up to this point and to all of you who have left such supportive reviews and messages. Especially Stariceling, all your encouragement definitely has helped me to keep remember to update this story and to have confidence with my odd story line, so thanks ;D.

WARNING: nudity, yaoi stuff.

Exposed

I held the letter delicately in my hands. I was filled with excitement about what it could be, coming from Kai it could have said nothing more than "Hey" and I'd cherish it. He really was doing crazy things to my heart. I sat up in bed and slowly unfolding the paper. I swear my heart felt like it was going to jump out of chest, the letter was short, written in Kai's neat hand writing.

Max,
I meant everything from last night, I don't regret anything. I promise.
-Kai

P.S. You're beautiful when you sleep.

I blushed a deep crimson that I couldn't hold back. I smiled so big it hurt my cheeks, he really did mean it. Kai and I would be together, what that would end up meaning I wasn't entirely sure. But I was ready to take on anything at this point. My most cherish dream came true and here I was living it in at this very moment. I fell back on my pillows. God this was all so unbelievable and amazing. This was going to be a great day I could just feel it!

I rolled over with the letter between my cheek and the pillow. It smelled like Kai. Something about it excited me way more than it should have. Due to my restlessness that came with the excitement I got up from my blankets taking the note with me and went to the bathroom. I placed the letter on the counter next to Dracile, just looking at it made my heart flutter.

I stood in front of the mirror gazing at myself. My golden locks were in a thousand directions and my eyes were still droopy with sleep. There was nothing beautiful about what I was seeing. I can't imagine what would have inspired Kai to write that. Now he was beautiful. Those sharp crimson eyes, the muscles in his arms and chest. His intoxicating smile. I spun away from the mirror embarrassed. Did he think of me like that? Me? Something to be wanted?

When I thought about him in that way it filled me with a desire. Almost a need. I wanted his body pressed against mine like last night. I touched my lips and they felt cold where his had been. I needed his fiery touch, like I needed his passionate words. I shock my head. I was getting too obsessed with the situation, I knew I needed to step back and not lose myself in it. Despite how much I wanted to lose myself in him.

I resumed the task I had set out to do in the first place, getting a shower. I took off my clothes piece by piece, desperately trying to avoid brushing across sensitive parts of my skin. They pulsed with Kai's previous touches. Begging to be touched more. I couldn't help my lower parts from getting excited especially after being exposed to the chilly air. I turned on the water and quickly got into the hot stream. Everything that touched my skin was just worsening the situation. My body was craving to be touched. To be stroked, to be loved.

I wanted Kai so badly it almost hurt. He was becoming a need. I wished so badly he was there with me. His strong hands holding me close again, fingers raking down my naked flesh. I didn't even realize I was running my hands across my own chest until a moan escaped from between my lips. I froze. I didn't hear anything beyond the shower and released my breath. Thank God no one else was awake at this hour I don't know how I would have explained that. Or if anyone walked in and saw me like this. Although the steam was thick I doubted they'd really see much.

I sighed again and stood under the hot water with my eyes shut. My mind wander to thoughts of Kai again. And the wonderful things I wish he would do to me one day. After last night I felt I could safely think that the things my body was craving would come through eventually. I was so lost in my thoughts I didn't hear the door open. I kept imagining Kai's arms wrapped around my naked body, his lips on my skin sheering my flesh.

Suddenly the curtain to the shower flew open and I was pushed hard against the shower wall. I was pinned with my hands behind my back and my chin tilted up. Before I could even try to struggle my lips were captured quickly before my neck was ravished in breathtakingly hot kisses. I was melting and it was no fault to the hot water. Without warning the kisses stopped and the lips pulled away leaving my skin twitching. When I opened my eyes I had to blink a few times to see Kai through the steam. He had that smug grin of his on.

My cheeks were burning from him being so close, my head was dizzy from his kisses. I'm sure I would have slipped to the ground if he hadn't held my hands behind my back. I wanted him so badly it hurt, literally hurt. I froze suddenly, oh no. I was completely naked in the shower with a hard on. Dying from embarrassment was a distinct possibility. Kai hardly seemed to notice it. There was a sudden lust in his eyes however. I didn't feel so shameful as he caressed my cheek with his hand.

"Kai what are you doing here?"

His grin faded to his normal look it was almost cold to see him like that. But it was the Kai I was use to and I took an odd comfort in it. "I kept feeling you calling to me. I got worried."

"Oh," was all I could manage being so close to him. His stare was enchanting me again, I could hardly focus. "I'm alright as you can see." I instantly regretted my words.

"I hadn't anticipated finding you like this," his gaze skimmed down my body, I knew even in through the thick steam he could see my erection if he hadn't already felt it before when he pushed my against the wall.

I looked away embarrassed by myself. Here I was completely naked and horny in the shower while he was fully clothed with his cool composer as always. Wait he was fully clothed?

I turned my head back to see that he was indeed fully clothed minus socks and shoes. "Uh Kai, you're getting totally soaked you know?"
He only shrugged his shoulders, "It was worth it to see you exposed."

The way he said exposed really did make me feel just that and I turned my face away from him again. I was mortified even though I knew I shouldn't be.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to embarrass you. You really are beautiful."

He was kissing me again softly on the neck all worries washing away from me. "Please forgive me." He still held my hands as my body twitched beneath him. "Forgive you? I'll give you whatever you want."

God this was so unlike me. This bond was filling me with raging lust that craved Kai and only Kai. I would never have said that normally or meant it. Right now I did mean it in every single way. I tried to push closer to Kai unconsciously needing his body against mine.

His lips became more forceful against my flesh driving me mad. The hand he didn't use to restrain me explored my body, starting with the the curve of my back, to my soft hips and up my chest. So simple, yet so powerful. It was driving me so close to the edge I felt I was going to explode. "Maxie you really do have a beautiful body."

I blushed and his lips were on mine hot and passionate. His tongue parted my lips, dominating mine on impact. My member pulsed hard begging to be touched. Kai pushed against me finally, our bodies pressed hard against one another. My sensitive erection rubbed against his thigh and I thought I was going to die. But I felt something that turned me on impossibly more. He was sporting his on hard on beneath his clothes that pressed into my pelvic bone. God I wanted him naked against me. I needed to feel his skin on mine. Wanted to explore all the secrets of his flesh.

He pulled away from my lips leaving me panting uncontrollably "Kai.." I couldn't get any other words out of my mouth. Without warning he grabbed my pulsating member in his free hand and pumped it hard. His hands were big and strong, taking full control of me. Those lips of his found my ear lobe nipping it once as I let out a moan before sucking it between his lips. I let out a stream of moans. I was brought to the edge so fast it was literally blinding and I tried to scream out his name but his mouth had already captured mine. It took the moment of me coming to such an extreme that when it was over I completely lost control of my body, almost slipping to the ground. Kai caught me though, never letting our kiss break.

I was vaguely aware that I had come all over Kai clothes and was thankful that the shower was still running. His mouth trailed down from mine and he left soft kisses across my collar bone. He lowered me to the floor of the shower where he sat me on his lap with my legs wrapped around his waist. Those lips didn't stop for a moment leaving blazing kisses on my neck.

"Kai that was..." I couldn't form a single word or phrase to describe how I was feeling.

"Hn."

I pulled his head away from me with what little strength I had. I looked in his eyes, the lust I had seen was gone now. Replaced with something stronger than that. In those crimson eyes of his I could see how much he cared about me. He loved me. With every ounce of his heart he loved me.

"Can you move?"

"Of course I can!" Despite my words I tried to remove myself from his lap with no luck. My legs were jell-o and my arms were lead. He had stolen all the energy from my body but it felt so good. So right. Kai knew better than to trust my words.

He smiled at me briefly before he shifted me on his lap so that he was cradling me against his chest, I gasped in surprise as he stood up holding me. "I'm fine, I'm not done showering yet!"

Clearly he was not convinced as he stepped out of the shower both of us dripping puddles on the floor. He sat down on the floor with his back against one of the walls, he pulled a towel off the rack and partially wrapped me in it as I adjust to lay curled in his lap with my head against his shoulder. I was warm in the best way possible.

"Rest for a few minutes then you can finish your shower," He hesitated before he spoke his next words. "I want to hold you first."

At that moment I wanted nothing more than to make him happy, if him holding me close like this, like I meant the world to him would him happy than so be it. I laid against him loving every single second of it.

Despite how short this chapter was it was a really big one for me so I'd really appreciate some feedback on it. Thanks so much :D