Is it worth it?

by twilightgirl587

Jasper is abused constantly at home, he hides it from his friends and other family. Only one person knows, she wants to help, but he won't let her. After one accident will he finally let her help? Or will he go down without anyone knowing?

6. Chapter 5

Chapter 5: What did I do?

*Jasper Pov*

I heard her say she loved me, she really loved me.

I knew that was true.

What did I just do?

I told her to leave, I told her I didn't want to be with her.

I lied.

I loved her more then my own life, but now she is gone.

It's too late.

What did I do?

I keep asking myself that.

Waiting for an answer. Hoping I am just dreaming, and I will wake up to her in my arms.

But I know that won't happen.

I was hurt that she told about the abuse, but I know she did it to help me.

And she was right, being here in this bed, in the hospital just proves.

I need to tell someone. I need help.

What did I do?

Why did I do that?

I'm such an idiot.

How could I tell her to leave?

She was here the whole time, she didn't leave.

She was here when no one else was. I need her to come back.

But will she come back?

Will she even talk to me? Only one way to find out.

I grabbed my phone off the table and texted her.

'Alice I'm so sorry, I didn't mean anything I said. I love you so much I just don't want you to get hurt. Please come back, I need you. Please.'

I hit send and waited impatiently for her response.

I could only hope she didn't hate me.

I could only hope she would come back.

A/N: Happy Thanksgiving! hope you guys all have a great day!

~Twilightgirl587~