Chapter 12

Derek POV

Derek: *still rocking Cat in his arms* wake up baby please…I'm sorry, just please wake up

Rossi: EMTs are here

Derek: *still crying and holding Cat*

Rossi: Derek, I know it hurts but you have to let her go, she needs help

Derek: I can't let her go…I did it once before I can't do it again

Rossi: *places his hand on Derek's shoulder* Derek, she needs help…. you can ride with her to the hospital… let these people help her

Derek: *looking up at Rossi* ok *helps the paramedics move her to the stretcher*

Rossi: *walking Derek to the ambulance* we'll meet you at the hospital

Derek: here *hands Rossi his phone* call Cat's mom…she's listed under M.M.

Rossi: ok

Derek: *hops into the back of the ambulance*

*on the ride to the hospital*

Paramedic: she's losing a lot of blood….*turning towards Derek* son I know it's tight in here but I need you to switch places with me

Derek: *slowly letting go of her hand* ok *switches*

Paramedic: how far out are we?

Driver: about 2 minutes…there's already a surgeon waiting in the OR

Derek: surgeon?

Paramedic 2: she's losing a lot of blood…she's going to need a transfusion

Driver: we're pulling in

*the EMTs rush Cat into the hospital where she's immediately taken into surgery*

*in the waiting room*

Hotch: *walking in with the team* have you heard anything?

Derek: no, she's still in surgery

Hotch: *looking at Trent* how did this happen?

Trent: when we arrived to the school she saw their van and she took off running inside

Derek: * walks up to Trent who is sitting and gets in his face* WHY THE FUCK DID YOU NOT RUN AFTER HER?!

Trent: *standing up* I DID! I ran inside after her and told her that we should wait for back up…she said that she wasn't going to risk those women go thru anymore pain and she took off

Hotch: how did she get stabbed?

Trent: while I was trying to figure out where she went….she had come face to face with Tristan. My guess is that he tried to shoot her but she shot first…the moment I heard the shots I took off running towards the noise…when I got to the room she was in, Christian had already stabbed her…she was on the ground and he was standing over her with her gun in his hands

Hotch: then you shot?

Trent: yes

Derek: some team mate you are

Trent: excuse me? *looks over at Derek*

Derek: I said…some team mate you are *walks up to him* you too busy thinking about if and when y'all are going to fuck again rather than be concerned about her safety

Trent: THAT'S A FUCKING LIE AND YOU KNOW IT! YOU DIDN'T START CARING ABOUT CAT UNTIL SHE WAS UNCONSCIOUS IN A POOL OF BLOOD!

*Derek shoves Trent in his chest, he shoves back and they start fighting, completely ignoring the rest of the team's pleas for them to stop…they finally stop when they hear…*

Female Voice: DEREK MORGAN! I know I taught you better

Derek: Ma *drops head in shame*

Fran: *walks away*

Sarah: really bro? *goes and finds their mom*

Des: what the hell is your problem? *shaking head and walks off*

Hotch: you two need to get it together, and I mean now

Female voice: *running in* WHERE'S MY BABY?! *sees Derek and runs up to him* Where is my baby Derek?

Derek: she's still in surgery *pulling her into a hug*

Maria: my baby *cries into Derek's shirt*

*1 hour later*

Doctor: family of Catalina?

Maria: I'm her mother

Doctor: ok, we were able to close the wound. Luckily the blade didn't pierce thru any organs however she did lose a lot of blood and we had to do a transfusion.

Maria: how is she now?

Female voice: OW! WHAT THE FUCK!

*everyone looks down the hall to where the yelling came from*

Des: she's awake

Doctor: you are correct

JJ: how'd you know that was her?

Sarah: she used to do that when we were younger

Emily: scream?

Des: only when she wakes up in pain

Derek: can we see her?

Doctor: yes…but only a few at a time and we will allow someone to spend the night

Maria: thank you Doctor

Doctor: you're welcome *shakes her hand and walks off*

Hotch: we'll wait for all of you to see her first

Maria: thank you

*everyone takes their turns visiting Cat, who thanks to meds has stop swearing and is much more relaxed…Fran, Des and Sarah head home for the night*

*back in the waiting room*

Hotch: I called Strauss and let her know that we're not leaving Chicago without Cat…also, Garcia will be arriving soon

Maria: *walking up* excuse me, I don't mean to interrupt…Derek, can I speak with you?

Derek: of course *walks off with Maria*

Maria: I want you to stay the night with Catalina

Derek: Ma, she's your daughter

Maria: I know…but I don't have any issues with her that need to be worked out…you do

Derek: I understand what you're saying, but- *gco*

Maria: no, I don't think you do…despite all the family functions that you both showed up to, the two of you haven't spoken since that night, which in case you haven't realized, was over 10 years ago….it's time to move past that

Derek: Ma *sighing*

Maria: boy, don't you sigh at me…you know good and well that you are in love with Catalina and she's in love you…answer me this….what would you have done if she didn't make it off the table tonight?

Derek: *teary eyed and looking down* I don't know

Maria: yes you do…you'd be miserable for the rest of your life because you never made it right between the two of you…*holds the side of his face and looks him in the eyes* this foolishness stops right now…I will talk to your team about you staying the night but you better get your ass in there and be there for her…do you understand me?

Derek: *hugging her* yes ma'am…thank you

Maria: now get in there

*in Cat's room*

Derek: *he walks into her room and sees her sleeping, so he pulls up a chair and grabs her hand* Cat, baby if you can hear me…I just want to let you know that I'm love with you. I never stopped loving you no matter how many times you ignored me. I'm so sorry for hurting you that night…there was not excuse for what I did *gets teary eyed again* I love you Catalina *stands up and kisses her cheek before laying down on the couch for the night*

*the next day*

Cat POV

*she wakes up and looks around only to find a sleeping Derek*

Cat: what the hell? *looking at Derek again*

Doctor: morning Catalina, we're going to run a few more tests and check you out again but you may be able to leave either later on today or early tomorrow

Cat: thank you…*looks at Derek again* why is he in here?

Doctor: your mother asked him to be the one to spend the night

Cat: oh

Derek: *wakes up and stretches a little* hey Cat

Cat: hey…did you hear the doctor?

Derek: yea *checks phone and see a message from Hotch* *calls Hotch* hey Hotch

Hotch: how is she?

Derek: good, she's awake

Hotch: that's good...we'll be over to visit a little later on ok

Derek: ok

Hotch: and I hate to dump this on you at this moment in time, but when we get back to Quantico, you're in charge of paper work when Cat returns

Derek: returns?

Hotch: Strauss is making her take a few personal days

Derek: got it *hangs up* how are you feeling

Cat: tired, in pain, irritated

Derek: oh…here…hands her a stuffed bear

Cat: *smiles* thank you…what did Hotch say?

Derek: that we have paper work when you get back

Cat: joy

Derek: *leans and kisses her*

Cat: Derek *looking confused*

Derek: sorry

Cat: *confusion switches to anger* leave

*fast-forwarding to arriving back in Quantico, Cat is still mad about the kiss*

Hotch: alright Cat, take these next two days to relax and rest…I'll see you Monday after work and you and Derek can do the paper work then

Cat: got it

JJ: do you need a ride home?

Cat: no I'm fine.

Trent: do you want someone to walk you to your car

Cat: no *becoming irritated*

Emily: what about- *gco*

Cat: NO! I'm fine alright….please stop treating me like I can't take care of myself…excuse me *walks out*

*everyone but Derek is left in shock*

*at Cat's place*

Cat: *unlocking the door to her place* man I'm glad I'm home *turns on the radio and lays on her bed*

*the song Circle by Marques Houston comes on…Cat listens to every single word and realizes how much the song relates to her and Derek's relationship*

Cat: *crying at the end of the song* what the hell is wrong with me?

*phone rings and its JJ*

JJ: are you ok?

Cat: I'm fine; I just don't feel like talking to anyone

JJ: alright…I'll leave you be

Cat: thank you

JJ: I guess I'll see you Monday

Cat: yea, bye JJ *hangs up* *she then goes in the bathroom and looks at her reflection, as she's staring at a physically bruised and emotionally drained girl she doesn't even recognize, her mind keeps replaying the conversation she had with Des* Fix it….you've got to fix this Cat

*Monday around 5-ish*

Derek POV

Emily: I thought Cat was supposed to be returning today

JJ: she is, I just got off the phone with her…she said her appointment ran long

Reid: doctor's appointment?

JJ: not sure

Hotch: hey, have any of you seen Cat?

Cat: here I am *walking in feeling refreshed and recharged, and a lot more positive*

Garcia: your hair!

JJ: you have bangs!

Cat: yea *smiling* I decided that I needed a change…no more old Cat…plus I have a giant bruise on my forehead so bangs were kind of necessary

Rossi: hey kiddo…looking good

Cat: thanks…I also want to apologize for the way I was acting when we first came back…me being back in my old neighborhood brought back so many memories and feelings that I tried to suppress when I first left but I couldn't do it anymore…I'm so sorry I snapped on all of you the other day

Garcia: it's ok *hugs her*

JJ: yea, we figured you being back home would bring a lot of emotions *hugs her*

Cat: well I'm pleased to say that I feel a whole lot better and I'm ready to get back to work

Hotch: I appreciate the enthusiasm…finish up with the hugs because you still have paper work *holds up the file from the Chicago case*

Cat: *taking the file* of course

Hotch: Derek is down the hall in his office…I suggest you two have a talk before you leave the office

Cat: alright *deep breath* I did make a promise to myself to change

Hotch: well that's a good promise *speaking to the rest of the team* I'll see you all in the morning

*the rest of the team murmurs goodbyes before leaving out*

Hotch: have fun *leaves out*

A/N: in all seriousness this next part is not for youngins

*at Cat's desk*

Cat: where is the rest of the file? *looking around her desk*

Derek: how about you come and look for it? *holding up the other half*

Cat: *looking up* oh

Derek: why didn't you come to my office? We could've knocked this file out in there *walks off*

Cat: I guess *heads to his office* here's my part

Derek: alright, can you shut the door…*continues to work on his part* nice look

Cat: thanks

Derek: got a question for you * he says as he finishes up the second part of the file*

Cat: what?

Derek: why didn't you feel the need to come to my office and let me know that you were here?

Cat: sorry, I had other people that I needed to say a few things to

Derek: like who? Trent?

Cat: really Derek? You're really going to go there?

Derek: well you said you had other people that you needed to talk to…for all I know, that could be code for "I had to get a welcome back fuck from Trent before I started my work"

Cat: *walks over and slaps him* you are out of line

Derek: am I really? Did you or did you not fuck Trent?

Cat: who cares? *gets in his face* you fucked two bitches in Miami and took a bitch home with you the other night *walks towards the door*

Derek: come here *grabs her and spins her around then puts her back against the door and uses his hands to hold her arms above her head*

Cat: get the fuck off of me *glaring at him*

Derek: no *returning an equally intense glare*

*they continue to glare at each other until Derek leans in and kisses her, she responds by kissing back…he then picks her up and puts her up against his desk and she rips his shirt off. He breaks the kiss for a quick second to clear everything off the desk then resumes kissing Cat and picks her up and slams her down onto the desk with him on top of her without breaking the kiss …then he moves down to her neck and she starts moaning as he's licking and sucking on her spot*

Derek: *stopping for a moment* *barely whispering* take this off *tugging her dress*

*he allows her to get up and watches as the dress she's wearing turns into a puddle of fabric at her feet*

Derek: come here *lays her back down on the table and starts sucking on her chest, taking one into his mouth while massaging the other…then he takes a detour south sending Cat into a world of ecstasy and bliss*

*2 hours later*

Cat: SHIT DEREK! *clawing at his back*

Derek: MMM CAT! *still pumping and biting at her neck*

Cat: DEREK! I'M BOUT TO….MMMMM *unable to speak anymore*

Derek: me too *pumps faster until they both explode then collapse on the floor in front of his desk*

Cat: oh my gosh *breathing hard and trying fix her hair*

Derek: damn *breathing hard as well*

Cat: *cuddles up to him* what do you say we get dressed and go for rounds 2-6 at my place?

Derek: are you sure you can handle it? *glancing down at her*

Cat: *sits up and gives him a kiss* hell yea *looking around* you made a mess *laughing*

Derek: so *laughing* it's my office *kisses her* lets go

*A/N: alright if you have ever seen the movie Motives, then you can kinda get an idea of his skills lol

*up next, the morning after, a new case (gotta think of one), Trent confronts Derek once and for all, also the package is revealed…as always this is my first Criminal Minds story…reviews and ideas are welcomed…special shout out to busybeekisses19….thanks for your support!*