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*** Christian ***

"Grey!" I yell at my phone, anger getting the best of me, like always! Working it's definitely the last thing i want to do right now, since Anastasia left i can't seem to function properly, and the nightmares are back again, this time worse! Great, no Ana and now i have to deal with fucking incompetents on the phone, with barely no sleep in me and with a mood to just beat the shit out of everyone around me.

"No! Let that bastard know that the deal is off unless he agrees to my terms! I don't care about any crap this time Ros, make it happen!" Damn, i'm so tired and i'm barely through all this fucking paperwork i have on my desk. And then suddenly i hear her annoying voice, just what i needed today.

"Hello dear! How are you doing today?" She says, looking all radiant and happy. Could she be any more irritating than this!

"What are you doing here Elena? I'm busy!" I blurt out, causing her to stiffen a little and take a step back. Good, she got the message.

"Christian, relax! Let's go for some lunch, i think you're going to like what i have to tell you!" she continues to grin at me, and my entire being just wants to swap that grin of her face and throw her out of my office, but before i get to do anything she continues to talk about her 'surprise'. Like i gave a damn about any surprises coming from her.

"I know this all Anastasia business left you a little on edge, but i think i found the perfect girl for you! She is a gorgeous brunette girl, just how you like them! Come on, you know you're curious, i can see it in your eyes!" she says, so happy and satisfied with herself. Who the fuck does she think she is to even think she can know what i want or like right now. That's it, visit is over and i'm getting her out of here now!

"Shut the hell up Elena! You have no idea what i want or how i want it! You never did! Anastasia isn't someone to just replace with the next brunette with blue eyes you see! She made me see the world in a very different perspective and i don't expect you to understand that! Now get out and don't come back because i'm done with this conversation and quite frankly you are the last person i want to see right now!Now get the fuck out and stay out!" i yell, angry as hell, furious that she could ever consider Ana to be just some other girl i could replace.

She could never understand what Ana made me feel and now that she was gone, i was starting to get really scared that she was never going to let me in her life again. I couldn't let that happen, i wouldn't! Anastasia was my future and i was going to fight for her, no matter how long it took!

"Andrea, cancel all my meetings today, I'm going out, and i'm not coming back until tomorrow! Anything urgent send me an email" I blurt at the intercom, not caring at all at how rude i sounded. I was done with work, right now i was going to make sure Anastasia was my only priority.

"Taylor, i'm leaving now. Meet me outside." i blurt in my phone. Sometimes i wonder just how thick of a skin Taylor had to put up with me. It was his job but still, the man is a fucking rock. Maybe that's why he's so good at his job.

"Sir, where to?" Taylor asks, after opening my door looking puzzled, probably because he was expecting me to stay at the office until late, again. But i shrug it off and just tell him "Take me to SIP. I'm going to see Miss Steele now."

A few minutes later we are outside of SIP, and suddenly, my stomach gets super tight and i get a little out of air. What the hell? I never got this nervous for anything before, let alone a woman! But then again, my relationship with Anastasia was all about firsts. Taking a deep breath i get out of the car and walk in the building, hoping that Ana was in there and would actually appreciate his gesture.

"I want to see Anastasia Steele. Where is she?" I ask the receptionist, who now looks dumbfounded by my appearance. It's just a pretty face darling, i think to myself.

"S-She is right down the hall. I can take you there if you wish." she says, looking all helpful and flustered.

"That's ok, i think i can manage." I say, grinning to the girl who now just seems to have acquired a new shade of pinkish red in her cheeks. Lovely, you still got it Grey!

After a few seconds of walking in, i finally see her, and my god, does she look beautiful. Her long brown hair dropping softly down her back, her skin looking flawless as always, her lips plumped and juicy as hell. And her eyes, those wonderful blue eyes i love so much. If it wasn't for the purple circles under her eyes she would be the perfect sight for my very hungry eyes!

"Hello Anastasia." i manage to say, without sounding nervous or anxious. Christian Grey, always in control of his emotions strikes again.

And then i see it, a roller coaster of emotions flash between her gorgeous face: surprise, confusion, sorrow and finally pain. Damn it, not what i want to see but then again, what could i have expected after our rushed departure?

"Mr Grey, what are you doing here?" she murmurs almost inaudible, if i haven't got closer to her i would have missed it. I can see that she has no idea what to do with herself, and a tiny part of me feels proud. I can still mess with her emotions, and that means hope for us.

"I was hoping we could talk. If you weren't to busy of course." I say to her, never leaving her gaze, hoping to show her that she is the only person i care, in the entire world. But of course she is too nervous to even look at me and she tries to shoo me away.

"Mr Grey, i am incredibly busy right now. If you don't mind, i need to get back to work." she says, surprisingly looking straight in my eyes and showing suck certainty in her words that find myself not knowing what to say next.

"I'm sorry, of course i understand. But maybe after work we could go for dinner somewhere you like and talk. Please Ana, it's really important to me." I almost beg her, not feeling at all ashamed, given the fact that what i really want is just to be alone with her so i can get a better sense of what she is feeling towards me right now.

"I'm sorry, but i already have plans for tonight." she says, looking utterly proud of herself, and for a moment, so do i. She manages to not only make me extremely jealous but also feel replaceable, which is a feeling i'm not normally used to feel like that.

"I see. Well, i'm not giving up so you better just tell me when you're available. Like i said, it's important." i say, flashing a small grin, and then there it is, a soft pink blush appears on her face and i know i won. God does she look beautiful all flustered. And like that wasn't triumph enough, she starts to bite on her lower lip. Damn, just like that, i feel extremely horny and all i want to do right now is grab her, pin her against the wall and take her right there, making her scream and moan as loud as she wants. Get a grip Grey! Not here, not now!

"Fine. I'm free tomorrow night." she finally says, unaware of my inner monologue and consequent small erection.

"Shall i pick you up here or at home?" i say, with a bit of a triumphant grin on my face.

"You can pick me up here at 6.30pm." she says, looking annoyed and irritated by my now full grin.

"Then i'll see you tomorrow Anastasia. I'll think of you until then." i say, taking her hand and kissing her knuckles, only to see her taking a deep breath and stiffen herself, like she was holding herself back from doing anything she might regret. And before i could say or do anything else, she redraws her hand from my lips and simply goes back to work, not giving me another glance as she dives into work again.

Damn, when did she get this self-control? I can barely hold myself together just by watching her biting her lip, let alone kissing her hand, that soft and perfect hand. What i could do to her right now. No! Pull yourself together! If Anastasia can do it, so can you. And with a soft "Goodbye Anastasia" i turn my back on her and walk out of the building, already thinking of the million things i will do to her when she comes back to me eventually.

"Take me back to the office Taylor, turns out i still have a bit of time until i can see Miss Steele again." i say to Taylor, sounding bitter and almost pouting to myself. Fuck, she looks beautiful, strong and more confident in herself than ever! And then i feel a sudden movement in my groin and i know, Anastasia Steele will be mine again! No matter how long it takes or how hard it gets, i will have her in my bed again and i will make her come over and over, showing her that she is mine and only mine, body and soul! And then i remember: where the hell is she going tonight and with who? Whoever the fucker is, he better not touch her or it will be the last thing he does!