Well first of all I want to thank to the ones who are reading this fanfic and making so great reviews!

I like this chapter, it's about Regina's feelings and her life as well.

Hope you'll like it and enjoy!

Evil regal love to you all!

R&R, please

Regina's phone ringed loudly on the floor. Regina was on the couch with her blonde lover laying on top of her, her blonde curly hair on her chest.

The brunette was able to grab her phone and all her body frozen when she saw the name on the screen. Emma that was enjoying those peaceful moments with Regina close to her raised slightly her own head looking at Regina's scared expression.

"It's him isn't it?" Emma said feeling the weight of the reality once more on her shoulders.

Regina nodded and after breathing deeply she pressed the green button.

"Hi" Regina said "Yes, thank you, I'll be home soon" there was a pause and then she said sadly "Me too, bye".

Emma got up on a jump starting to search for all her clothes and putting them on without saying a word.

"Emma wait!" Regina yelled "I..."

But Emma stopped her with a rough look "You told him you love him too don't you?"

Regina was petrify "I... Emma..."

"Yes or no Regina?!" Emma yelled in anger.

"Yes" Regina finally admitted.

Emma turned her back on her and continued dressing herself.

"Emma please let's talk..." Regina grabbed Emma's arm preventing her from finishing dressing.

When Emma looked back at her, her eyes were full of anger and disappointment.

"I was so stupid thinking that maybe..." Regina walked closer to her until she could feel Emma's breath on her face, before she could say anything Emma finished dressing and walked out of the apartment saying "Don't worry, I get it. It was just sex".

Regina couldn't let her go away, she ran out of the apartment with only her underwear on just in time to stop Emma in front of the elevator.

"No! Stop! Listen to me please!" she was pressing her body against Emma's that had her back against the wall.

"I'm not letting you get away!" she kissed Emma once more with all her heart and body, feeling lucky that that floor was so quiet and that no one was there to see them.

Emma pushed her away gently "What are we going to do?"

Regina had her hand on Emma's cheek "I have no idea, but I need time" she caressed Emma's hair "I have two children Emma, I can't hurt them, and Robin, he is wonderful I don't want to hurt him neither"

Emma was more calm than before and she nodded "I know" kissing Regina after caressing her back, feeling her soft skin against her hand.

"You need to put some clothes on, they are waiting for you" Emma said.

Regina nodded and walked inside the apartment to quickly gathering all her clothes and putting them on in few minutes.

They walked to the car in silence and once inside, the silence remained until the moment they arrived to the library and Regina stopped in front of the main door.

Emma was about to leave when Regina grabbed her hand "Will you wait for me?"

Emma knew what Regina wanted to say "I will"

A smile was born in Regina's red lips as she drove away.

Regina and Robin knew each other since they were sixteen, he was son of one of her mother's friends, and they both get along very well, he was sweet and polite, always being nice to her.

She liked him and he loved her since the first day they met, since the first time she smiled at him.

Robin was enchanted by Regina's eyes, her mysterious ways, everything in her made him understand that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with her.

Regina liked Robin and they got married four years later.

However, Regina knew she could never love Robin the way he loved her, she cared about him, she wanted to see him happy but there was something missing.

After getting to know Emma she realized, what was missing, love, passion.

Her life with Robin was perfect and he was the best husband she could ever ask for, but with Emma everything was different, with Emma she wasn't able to control herself, her heart had a life of his own.

Her mind was crashed by the blonde's smile, by her scent, by her touch.

Robin was the perfect person to her, but she now realized she didn't want or need perfection, she needed love, the kind of love that makes you lost all sense of time of what is right or wrong.

Emma made her lost her mind, her heart and her body in a way she had never lost in her whole life, in that woman's arms she tasted heaven and hell and she wanted more.

However, she couldn't stop thinking about Roland and Henry, they were everything for her, every light in her life, every reason to wake up in the morning, and she didn't want to hurt Robin as well.

Regina was lost in her thoughts in her bedroom when her phone ringed and her heart skipped a beat.

"Miss you already"

It was Emma.